I Wish I Could Have A Normal Crush... But No, My Brain Wants To Worship Every Little Detail Of You Until

having a crush is so embarrassing like. oh shit sorry I accidentally thought about you being my boyfriend. I wont do it- oh shit sorry. I. Did it again. Oh fuck sorry i. i thought about kissing you on accident fuck. sorry. oh shit i just thought about us holding hands sorry bro. i am forcibly removed from the stage by several bodyguards.

man im starting to think im depressed or something xD

i am excessive when i love someone and i am cruel when i hate someone. i want to be gentle. i don't want to be this way.

splitting is just

no one will ever get to know me like you. you never even knew me at all. i don’t want to see you again. i miss you more than you’d understand. let me give you everything you need. why do you only take from me? i wish we could go back to how we were. it didn’t mean anything to me. you’re my world. i fucking hate you. maybe i’ve been the problem. all you do is fucking tear me apart. the distance has been hard on me. i’m thriving without you here. i know you always care. you don’t even think of me.

feeling unwanted ruins my whole fucking day

fast drawing of Walter and Jesse as calico critters. dont mind the pizza

when is it my turn to get taken cared of? im tired of always providing but never receiving…

Me: it's just mild depression, it's not that serious. 🙄 . . .Persistent Depressive Disorder you say? 🤨