Contacthigh520 - Day 901 Of Thinking About Those Ice Sculptures

💞kiss kiss fall in love! 💞

I feel insane. God's vessel sundered himself to break free of his lonely eternal vigil, intending for half of him to never return and thus doom the world to ruin. that half returned in spite of his purpose for existing, crossing universes to do so, and eventually freed and comforted one of God's servants who, in his lonely despair, conspired to destroy his temple.

God's vessel and servant alike were trapped by the path set before them by God. Huey could not find freedom in this world and had to break himself to find it in another world. Olivine could, but not alone - and he was saved by a fragment of God's will. Eiden's very existence is a validation of Olivine's pain - no one could endure that restrictive life. not a vessel of God made for the very purpose, and certainly not a mortal born to live.

for all that Olivine struggled with his role, for all that he has strayed from the role enforced on him... a fragment of God loves him. personally, intimately. he is loved for his struggle and his straying. he is loved because he finds his own sense of self and embraces his own selfish desires, something the original vessel could not do. Olivine questions God's will and he is loved by God's fragment because of it.

I'm shaking you. do you understand me. do you understand

its been one of those weeks. pass the yaoi

HAVE SOME EIDEN!!

no matter how terrible my day is. i can always end my day in bed imagining fictional characters making out sloppy style and fucking raw. and that's beautiful. there's some good in this world mister frodo and it's worth fighting for

🥺😭 Garu doesn't like being shackled so his performance is destroying them ueue nukani

i love when characters lie to themselves in the complete privacy of their own minds

as much as i feel for rin given his terrible isolated cave life, i dont really blame huey at all. from huey’s perspective, rin and eiden are another iteration of him, same as how he is an iteration of the huey before him.

if its all him, then he has the… autonomy to [looks at my notes] send himself on a fantasy vacation (aka isekai himself aka set himself up with a different life) at all costs.

he just decided to do something he wanted. to fulfill his dream and allow his future iteration a life in a different world, he had to strip his future iteration of his initial wish and his magical knowledge. so he did that and then he fulfilled his wish and entered his Epic Coma Moment

sometimes, people abandon parts of themselves or get rid of parts to accomplish their goals. it feels a little cold, but it happens. i suppose huey could have killed the half of his future iteration cursed with a wish it would never fulfill, but it’s hard to picture him empathizing about a future iteration of his half-soul being lonely or longing. maybe if he thought of himself as a person, it would be different

topping is actually gayer than bottoming because like the top is the one who's deciding again and again to put his dick in another man. The other guy could just be chilling. For all we know