I Match My Book :)

I guess when you’ve been learning not to feel as anxious when talking to people and then get the anxiety “fixed” you become more outgoing than the average person since you’ve already been pushing through anxiety so the lower level is a piece of cake

So I started anxiety medicine like 3 months ago

The things I've learned are:

- I am a YAPPER. I love talking.

- I love making friends. I have gone from being afraid to open my mouth to literally walking up to people and complimenting them

- Social anxiety fucking sucks dude

- Feeling like your heart is dropping constantly ISN'T normal

I need this on my blog

Things my band directors have said:

Band director, through a microphone from the top of the band tower: hey if you ever feel like working could you do this?

Assistant band director, from the pavement with us: do you want me to come up there and fight you grandpa? I'll fight you.

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Assistant band director: see sometimes you guys get too close to each other as you're doing the arm movement. Cause if I go like this, *starts doing the arm move in question*, and I'm close enough to hit grandpa, *starts slapping the band directors arm back and forth*, then I'm too close.

Band director: *literally could care less. Not paying attention to what she's doing and fighting with the Dr. Beat.*

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Band director: guard? That rep was hot. That's the best I've ever seen you do that work all year. Whatever you ate for breakfast it eat it every day.

Assistant band director: yknow I'm not sure I you saying "that was hot" about children.

Band director: guard that was smokin'.

Assistant band director: nope that's worse.

Band director: how about it was ✨️slay✨️.

Us: *cheering*

We had fun so that’s basically winning

Our first football game was an away game and the stand were far too small for us and I realized that the reason was that the school was expecting a marching band that was a similar size to them which looked like 30-40 people.

We have over 70 people.

is this anything

Breakup sex with my vampire girlfriend call that the last nail in the coffin

Oh yeah people care about football we won 50 something to 6

Our first football game was an away game and the stand were far too small for us and I realized that the reason was that the school was expecting a marching band that was a similar size to them which looked like 30-40 people.

We have over 70 people.

day 9/10:

Fun fact:

The story of Aphrodite’s creation is that she was made from Uranus’ genitals and emerged from the sea foam fully grown

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whoville fucking pisses me off like ooh look at all these holly jolly cunts