- c. essington
poem excerpt on drawing excerpt.
Short story of mine published by Spry Magazine— check it out if you have the time and interest to do so. TW for some violence.
Here’s a poetry book review I wrote published by Cleaver magazine.
Here's another photo from my great grandfather Axel's fishing trip out west in 1928. I'll probably put a few more up before I'm through.
candle on the wax of a boy’s face, hemorrhaging light, palpitating the picture into morse code. his eyes comes out on letters no one reads.
the bloom of skin skips in and out of the night — a scratched record or a good throw embossed into a flat stone sent, alive, across some river’s softest verse.
- c. essington
- c. essington
Questions? You should send in questions, I have five hours of being alone in a house, I can’t do homework the entire time without breaks. Send questionnnsssss.
(Especially about college, Kenyon, writing, publishing, books etc.)
what should I call it when I wake up feeling like three red strings tied to a lobster tail hung to the rafters, drifting, plated, out of salt?
what should I call it when I knock at skin expecting a girl to answer the door of body, stutter something about self or assembly or congregation, but only get a dull wafer of silence that melts on my tongue before I can put it to language?
how do you name the not-having, the unstringing of marrow until you come to in the dark as crustacean-meat bound in sowing thread the same color that your heartbeats used to be?
what should I call it when my ribs unfurl like damps towels wringing bloodless water out into the bucket of chest and I hear it, all of it hitting a metal bottom, but don’t feel wrong or scared or even displaced— instead, I just feel out of ghosts to give.
- C. Essington
ha ha published in the Limestone 30th Anniversary anthology with Wendell Berry it’s chill
Sorry for the little hiatus. I was at a cabin. I am no longer at said cabin.
the blue house catches on fire and passes it on like a secret, making lips out of wind, whispering its neighbor to charcoal.
in the basement of the house that heard and caught, a boy is already lighting something of his own and signing it off in kerosene as if that clear, chemical wash of to-be light is exactly what letters are made of.
he goes up to his bedroom on the third floor to wait for the rise. the ceiling caves in as the carpet starts to fester with heat. the room is biting down, rafters and floorboards chew in towards heartbeats. the boy forgets his name, tries to say it to himself, but without air to inhale, the sounds he keeps his brain in feels too see-through to say.
he stands up, waiting, his biology screams. he manages to squeeze out a sentence, one sentence to himself once he figures that two fires are at work. it’s a little question, and it happens over and over running over tongue it until it smokes, like a match that goes too black to light. he asks: “which one, which one, which one?”
- C. Essington
Queer Writer, Repd by Janklow & Nesbit, 2020 Center for Fiction Fellow, Brooklyn
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