Im About To Be Very Autistic And Very Horny But I Keep Thinking About Free Use And Parallel Play. Like

sorry I can’t hang out I have plans (jerking off to mutuals I don’t even have a chance with)

being the center of a gangbang would fix me i think

Head empty no thoughts except the mental image of jerking someone off while they go on some nerdy tangent and listening to the changes in their breathing and the noises they’re making and telling them that I’ll stop touching them if they stop talking so they have to keep going while they’re stumbling over their words and trying real hard to string together sentences

[trying to manufacture a situation where you see the shirtless pic i took without asking you directly if you want to see my tits because i don't want to seem presumptuous voice] so i was listening to this really interesting podcast episode about my boobs yesterday,

Need a roommate who’ll do things for me for sexual favours. Like I need help doing the dishes so I can give them head and they’ll help out, or I need their help when doing my hair so I fuck them into the mattress as payment before hand. They could do it too, like letting me face fuck them so I can help them put the groceries away, or jerking me off so they can chose with movie we watch. I just think it would be nice, y’know, a good trade for domestic assistance.

i want to mount something. i need to grab onto some poor little thing's hips so i can slide right into that needy wet hole. i'd fuck you so deep while leaning over your back to hold you close to my body. huffing and panting against your neck while pounding into you faster and faster. my tail would be wagging away as i fuck your hole. it'd be so obvious how much i'm enjoying you.

i'd make sure to grind my knot into you nice and slow once it starts to swell. after all,, i'm a good doggy. i need to make sure my pretty bitch is enjoying it too. enjoying having me slowly work my knot into your hole until you can't help but to start grinding back against me. i'll fuck you so full. my knot would be buried so deep all i can do is whimper once your body starts milking me. i wouldn't be able to get enough of your hole. we'd have to make sure you're more than stuffed by the time i wander off again. <3

Period makes me cuddly and whiny PLEAAAASE attention PLEASE

Thinking about having eyes too big for my cunt and picking a pretty knotted dildo to be fucked by. Mounting it to a fuck machine, and letting myself get railed. At first it’s totally manageable, but then I start getting cocky, trying to push back against it and fit the knot inside. Cumming as the toy bottoms out, the knot deep inside me. But the machine doesn’t stop, and the toy’s knot isn’t coming out. Being pushed into overstim as the knot is fucked inside me, cumming over and over again, at the mercy of a machine til my partner finds me, brain dead and fucked out in a puddle of my own cum.

I think getting small little random tasks from mutuals is like.. my favorite thing. like.. "hey! heres your new wallpaper!" or "edge to this!" or "when you read this softly rub for 30 seconds" "pinch your nipples" etc etc

it really drives home that im just a docile, submissive mess that will do what im told at all times <3

God that feeling when you bite them and feel your teeth sink into their skin, and hear their pretty moans, and make it seem like you’re going to let go and bite somewhere else but you just bite down again but harder and they make even prettier sounds?!?!?! Yeah….i like that <3