If Few Of These Balls Is Boba

Nikolai after fyodor's death gives me such "in my room" by icp vibes

I need to write a fic like that

And then it would be chuuya and dazai that try to assure kunikida that he doesnt need to save everyone. That he didnt fail his ideals.

no but do you understand. kunikida being the one person who sees both dazai and chuuya as irrevocably human. dazai and chuuya each see the other as human but don't have the same faith in themselves. but kunikida. kunikida getting close with both of them, and finding the humanity in both of them. everyone else is so far away, so far below, everyone else sees the untouchable Double Black. everyone else sees the wake of their destruction, the craters left by chuuya's ability, the meticulous plans set up and executed by dazai, the infallible partnership that could level city blocks and take out entire organizations. everyone else sees them as gods, and dazai and chuuya see themselves as monsters, but kunikida--

kunikida sees them after the comedown. he sees dazai on his bad days, when he can't even drag himself out of bed, when it's more painful to hold himself back from jumping in the river than just letting the water fill his lungs. he sees chuuya post-corruption when everything hurts and dazai's touch is the only relief and he's vulnerable and willing to ask for help instead of just taking whatever it is he needs. he's seen them laugh at stupid jokes (both each other's and his own), he's seen them throw popcorn at each other during movie nights, he's seen them during the quiet moments when there's no performance, when they can just relax. he's seen chuuya without the hat and gloves, and he's seen dazai without the bandages. he's seen their pasts laid out on their skin in every scar. he's heard some of the stories and inferred others. he's seen them as Double Black too, of course - he saw the destruction caused after the dead apple incident and he's seen the darkness that lingers in dazai's eyes and he's seen chuuya come home with blood on his clothes and a grim expression on his face. but he's also seen chuuya half-asleep wearing a shirt that's too big for him and he's seen dazai light up at something as simple as kunikida making an extra cup of tea for him. he's seen the destruction caused in their wake, but he's also felt their hands on his skin, gentle, holding him like he's something precious. he's seen beneath the surface, and knows that they are neither gods nor monsters; they are just two humans who have never been told that is all they ever need to be.

I need Kyouka and Lucy becoming friends

Kyouka being distrusting of Lucy at first because she used to be an enemy.

But Lucy is always giving the younger members of the Agency extra sweet treats when they visit the cafe. She bakes cookies into animal shapes and makes cute faces with icing. Kyouka is fascinated with them. There's always extra marshmallows in her hot chocolate when Lucy serves it to her.

Lucy came from an orphanage, where she and the other children were mistreated. So she always makes sure to give kids a little extra when they come to the cafe.

Kyouka wants to return the favour. She and Atsushi bake cookies to give to Lucy. The decoration is very "My child's first attempt at icing!" and Kyouka is a little embarrassed about presenting them to Lucy. She puts them in a paper bag with a bunny sticker seal then sneaks into the cafe and leaves them for Lucy.

Lucy isn't used to receiving gifts and though she tries to down play her reaction in front of the cafe owner, she's so happy she could cry.

Lucy later thanks Kyouka for the cookies and says they should bake together sometime. It becomes a regular thing for them and Lucy teaches Kyouka how to make little animal faces with icing.

This is how Kyouka also finds out about Lucy's plushie collection and she's immediately in love with them. Sometimes she felt a little immature being so attached to her bunny but seeing how much Lucy loves her collection, she's comforted.

Kyouka is always asking about them. Whenever she does Lucy will bring out the ones she asks about, tell Kyouka their name and how she came to have them. Lucy does a lot of repairs on pre-loved teddies so some of them look quite mismatched. She's used to people finding her collection creepy and dismissing her hobby. So, she's grateful for Kyouka's genuine interest and is always excited to talk about it with her.

When her bunny gets a tear, Kyouka immediately goes to Lucy for repairs. There's no other teddy doctor she'd trust with the job.

An Amazing Solangelo Metaphor

You know *some* but not all of this if you read my fics...

It began when I headcannon'ed Will Solace as smelling like medicinal herbs. I then stumbled across Echinacea.

Echinacea is a coneflower with a Greek name and usage. It smells like honey and had medicinal properties, like soothing colds <3. AKA it's a lot like Will Solace. Also, bonus, it comes in a yellow variety (little yellow flowers! for Will! When he sings! Flower gleam and glow~) and a white variety called-- no joke-- Fragrant Angel. I kid you not. So they can both be angels.

Also it is literally in THE SUNFLOWER FAMILY, Heliantheae

Therefore, Will Solace smells like Echinacea, which smells like honey. Cute.

And then, seperately, I read about the African Death's-head Hawkmoth, a black-and-yellow moth with a SKULL SHAPE on the thorax. Also, the scientific name is Acherontia atropos, referring of course to the Greek River Acheron, the entrance to the underworld. Atropos refers to the Greek goddess, who is one of the Fates, of course being another symbol for death.

So that's basically Nico di Angelo, right?!

Despite these moths being totally harmless to people (Nico is actually a sweet person with a good heart) the fancied skull pattern has given them a negative reputation, such as associations with the supernatural and evil. (Everyone thinks of Nico as scary and creepy bc he is the son of Hades)

Now, guess what these death's-head hawkmoths primarily eat?

Honey.

And, as a bonus, they also drink the nectar from flowers, primarily Solanaceae (which, yes, has the same word origin as Solace) and sometimes even... Heliantheae. The sunflower family.

TLDR; In another universe, Will Solace is Echinacea and Nico di Angelo is the Acherontia atropos

Or a moth and honey/nectar.

I rest my case.

should i bring back the skk song rec series or nah ?? :D

anyways here's the playlist (again): soukoku hellpit

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Rescued Whumpee afraid of falling asleep because what if they wake up and they'll be back with the Whumper? What if it was all a dream?

First time i heard about this and OMGG

I bet Hug dazai day is like a holiday in the agency

Okay so we all have this idea that abilities are born from trauma or desire, right? They're incredibly powerful emotions and manifestation in the form of a skill, a weapon. In dead apple it's also briefly mentioned that the dragon is born from the abilities. In other words, that destructive mindless dragon was born from those emotions.

This leads me to think that these abilities must have some sort of physical and mental effect on the skill users. The mental effect is evident throughout the story, especially from Atsushi's pov but physical effect too. A lingering tiredness, like invisible weights on your shoulders.

So what must Dazai's touch feel like to these people? No Longer Human doesn't only nullifies the ability, it temporarily takes it away from the user, along with the exhaustion.

It must feel amazing, alleviating to come in contact with it for skill users.

Now imagine hugging Dazai. Imagine ADA having a hug Dazai day.

Hugging Dazai feels like every ounce of tension leaving your bones. It's nice, it's stress relieving. It's so soothing you could fall asleep in his arms (Kenji does every time and Atsushi starts dozing off in ten seconds). Even Ranpo loves hug Dazai day. Kunikida always lingers on for an extra minute when he gets to hug Dazai. Yosano thinks they should have hug Dazai day every day.

Imagine being Chuuya who gets to hug Dazai to sleep every night. He'll never admit it but he LOVES being the little spoon. Falling asleep in Dazai's arms feels therapeutic. He always wakes up the next morning feeling like he could conquer the world.

I've also read somewhere on twitter that asgr came up with nlh as an ability that ruins everything for Dazai and I just want to think that sometimes when he accidentally nullifies someone's ability and tries to apologize for it, the person immediately goes no that was wonderful tf do it again.

So yeah basically everyone loves Dazai and his ability.

Just starting to read percy jackson for the first time.

Can someone give me a list of books that fall into the riordaniverse?

And how to read them?

Im on ligthing thief btw and i know which books go after that but i think after the book with labirynth(?) im not sure what's next

I never heard of that. Can you elaborate a bit?

the rations are low, the troops are starving, we pray for rain to come and the drought to end