Hi 👀 “You’re Not In Bed. I Came Looking For You.” + Kunichuuzai?

Hi 👀 “You’re not in bed. I came looking for you.” + kunichuuzai?

hihi! Slowly working through all the wonderful prompts I've been given<3

"You're not in bed," Chuuya says, rubbing their eyes. "I came looking for you."

Dazai doesn't say anything, moving their head back to stare out the window. Raindrops hit the glass, sliding down, disappearing into the night. Dazai wonders why they can't do that, too.

"'Samu."

A hum vibrates against Dazai's lips but they don't move. There's a sigh and then footsteps, and Dazai thinks maybe they've finally managed to push Chuuya away for good, just like they deserve, just like they wa--

Dazai bites their lip so hard it bleeds.

Then, just barely, Dazai makes out two sets of footsteps. "'Samu."

It's a different voice this time, less groggy, but still softened by sleep. Dazai peels their forehead from the window to look over. If they had a working heart, it might squeeze at the sight. Kunikida stands there in an oversized sweater and boxers, arms crossed. Next to him is Chuuya, wearing Dazai's shirt that hangs off of one shoulder and a pair of boxers with dogs on it that Kunikida gifted them for their birthday.

"Go back to sleep," Dazai says, their voice distant in their own ears.

Chuuya is the first one to approach, reaching out slowly and watching Dazai for a reaction. There is none. They rest a palm on Dazai's cheek. "You promised."

Dazai flinches.

There's another sigh and then Kunikida is grabbing Dazai's hand and tracing lines into the exposed parts of their palm. "We also promised."

To be honest with each other. To be there for each other.

Chuuya's eyes are bright and burning, despite the lack of light in the room. Dazai can't bring themself to look away. "It happened too fast," they mumble.

"What do you mean, love?" Kunikida asks, pressing a kiss to the tip of Dazai's index finger.

"I was fine," Dazai says, "and then I wasn't."

Chuuya runs a thumb across Dazai's cheekbone. "Why didn't you wake us?"

"Neither of you sleep enough as it is."

"Osamu, this is more important than that."

Dazai doesn't say anything, turning their head so their lips rest in Chuuya's palm.

"You're more important," Kunikida says. "You understand that, don't you? That you're important to us?"

Dazai is trying to believe it. Months of the three of them learning to fit together has involved many assurances, late nights, and compromises. Tearing down walls has never been easy for Dazai, but they're trying. Believing they are worthy enough to be held like this is even more difficult.

Letting out a shaky breath, Dazai lets their eyes flutter close and nods again Chuuya's hand.

Their partners each kiss a cheek and then stand up, tugging on Dazai's hands. "Come on, love," Chuuya says, "let's go back to bed."

"You can be in the middle," Kunikida says, half a joke, and half a promise of comfort.

Dazai still feels disconnected from the world, from themself, but when they all lay down and there are words being whispered into their pulse points, kisses pressed to their nose and eyelids and palms, Dazai feels like maybe their pieces can be placed back together.

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4 months ago

Just starting to read percy jackson for the first time.

Can someone give me a list of books that fall into the riordaniverse?

And how to read them?

Im on ligthing thief btw and i know which books go after that but i think after the book with labirynth(?) im not sure what's next


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10 months ago

I saw a really outrageous spin on coffeeshop au that was basically a barista working at a coffeeshop getting targeted by an assassin and now I'm like??? THINKING. Barista!Dazai getting targeted by assassin!Chuuya, but 1. it's way too busy in the coffee shop for Chuuya to carry out the hit without at least several people seeing him, and 2. Dazai is so painfully unaware that when Chuuya walks up to the counter, he just takes Chuuya's order like normal 😭

Chuuya, grumbling about the fact that he gets paid by the body and not by the hour, begrudgingly gets an americano because he's a human espresso and needs to choke down something bitter until his moment arrives. He's got a white-knuckled grip on his mug while he glares daggers at the customers that won't stop coming in and keeps side-eyeing poor Dazai who's up to his elbows in milk and espresso.

(the moment never comes, Chuuya spends hours there playing on his phone trying to blend in like all the college students and workers that are there chilling doing work)

But also, why does Dazai work such long hours and work so hard, Chuuya has other things he needs to do!!

1 year ago

Headcannon aproved 💯💯

dazai fidgets a bunch, and you can usually tell who he feels close to based on who it is he fidgets . . . with.

he would mess with odasaku and ango's glasses at the bar, grabs kunikida's shoulders and arms and messes with the fabric of his clothes, plays around with atsushi's hair, and messes with just about every bit of chuuya. his hands, his gloves (on more than one occasion he's managed to slip one off and marvel at the ridiculous softness of his skin), his hair, his sleeves, (his face)

the only people to have reciprocated this are oda and chuuya. oda would mess with dazai's hair in the same way the latter now does atsushi's. chuuya would mess with dazai's hands during meetings, sometimes fidgeting as well with the topmost layer of his bandages.

just. dazai not knowing jackshit about normal physical touch and getting his fill in whatever lame ways he can


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9 months ago

3,000 followers art raffle!

3,000 Followers Art Raffle!

Thank you so much for 3000 followers!! As I said previously, I am hosting a raffle!

How to enter:

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Art raffle ends 13th October 2024!

Raffle prize for the winner is a fully-illustrated and rendered piece of our dear Chuuya!! Any pose, any outfit, and any background; it is to your choosing!

Enjoy!

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11 months ago

While I'm on the Chuuya design subject:

While I'm On The Chuuya Design Subject:

Chuuya is always wearing a minimum of 3 layers EXCEPT in Storm Bringer and MAYBE in Meursault. Him in 2 layers is basically him being half naked. He's indecent.


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1 year ago

Today I would like to share with you my list of tags and terms I have filtered on tumblr in an attempt to avoid female reader insert posts.

Today I Would Like To Share With You My List Of Tags And Terms I Have Filtered On Tumblr In An Attempt
Today I Would Like To Share With You My List Of Tags And Terms I Have Filtered On Tumblr In An Attempt
Today I Would Like To Share With You My List Of Tags And Terms I Have Filtered On Tumblr In An Attempt
Today I Would Like To Share With You My List Of Tags And Terms I Have Filtered On Tumblr In An Attempt

As posts slipped through the cracks, I added the specific words and phrases used to my lists.

I still encounter fem reader posts DAILY. Sometimes there’s nothing I can add to the filters, because it’s just she/her pronouns. Or the word “girl” which I (for obvious reasons) don’t want to filter from all of tumblr.

You might say, why not just stop reading reader insert? Because it’s a genre I truly like. When I come across a gender neutral or masc reader insert post, I feel happy! I can lose myself in the world and have the characters act as though they’re interacting with me. That immersion breaks when they misgender me. And man, getting misgendered by your comfort character sucks on a whole different level.

Anyway, if you read any part of this post, read this:

Not all readers are female. If you write reader insert, mark the gender of the reader somewhere. Even just saying the word “female” or “fem” even once will be enough for my filter system to catch it.

Sorry for ranting, I’m just really fed up with this. I don’t mind if it’s hard for me to curate my online experience, but it pisses me off when it’s impossible.


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1 year ago

Now I need Atsushi, Chuuya and Tachihara to all become friends and bond over being experimented on.

Having to deal with torture, and annoying pretentious scientists monologuing about improving and bringing out their full potential.

Mori's just secretly taking notes in the corner and everyone else is horrified.


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1 year ago

WAIT- Why did i never noticed dazai's pain tolerance?!??

About your theories on Dazai's trauma that he didn't get from Mori, what are they?

The most backed up one I have is that it was people that worked for Dazai's parents. In No Longer Human Yozo is abused by his family's servants so it would make the most sense for Dazai to have been in a similar situation. I could make a very long post about that, but for the sake of other theories I'll stow it.

I also think it's likely the if my first theory is wrong then the main abuse Dazai faced was neglect. He doesn't know how to be a person, he knows how people act and can mimic it but he doesn't fully understand which to me, sounds like he has autism. The only thing I can't pin to the neglect theory is his pain tolerance.

In 15 Dazai hurts his arm when Chuuya kicks him around and steps on his hand. He reacts to neither. Now I am still relatively freshly not 15 (turned 16 a few months ago) so using myself and friends as a reference point, 15 year olds don't normally act like that when getting hurt. So at some point he has to have built up a pretty serious tolerance as well as a hate for pain.

This is where a lot of people like to point to Mori, say he did it. Which was one of my main theories (and still is something I use for some fics) until I talked them over with a few people and we ended up agreeing that Dazai wouldn't have been so close with Mori had that been what was happening. Also knowing Dazai he would've brought it up for clout at some point. It just doesn't make sense for him to not only be so comfortable around Mori and then never say anything.

None of that logic applies to real people, I'm saying it doesn't make sense for Dazai.

So as for who caused that, I'm not sure. I don't have a character to point at. I can say that his parents didn't come to get him after Mori found him, and as far as I know they aren't dead, so they didn't seem to care about him very much. Usually around here is when I circle back to "people who work for his parents" because it has more ties. But maybe a family friend or a parent or a sibling did it, those are all very possible abd make more sense than Mori.


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