Every Nico Di Angelo Fan Focusing More On The Background Of The Episode Than The Actual Plot

Every time I think about myself I end up crying to sleep

if you aren't just a tiny bit in love with your friends then idk you might be doing something wrong

Does anyone overthink about dying or is it just me?

I'm obsessed with "vampire empire" from big thief, and that's because every time I hear

You turn me inside out, and then you want me outside in

You spin me all around, and then you ask me not to spin

You say you wanna be alone and you want children

You wanna be with me and you wanna be with him

I feel heard!!! Like I relate so damn hard I want to scream and cry and hug someone.

FRUiTS issue 16, 1998!

you love so easily, you see a way to love everyone and I think that's amazing but somehow that's so bitter, because you love everyone maybe loving me isn't special

People underestimate how much it fucks you up to be subtly excluded as a kid. I would try to talk to my classmates and be met with disinterest or annoyance. The one friend I had, who I clung to and nodded along to his every word, had other friends he liked just as much or more. And his other friends didn’t care for me at all.

I look back at pictures from the time and see how separated I was from them. I remember knowing I was different. I remember posing questions about the world to the girls playing next to me and realizing that they had never asked the same ones to themselves. That the ways we thought couldn’t be more different.

I kept myself amused with my own fanatical stories and musings in my head. I would wander the playground on a circular path, imagining a friend and being sorely disappointed when it didn’t feel as real as I’d hoped.

There was a bubble separating me from everyone else, thin, and nearly invisible, but with a pearly sheen you could catch under the right conditions. I knew it was there, they knew it was there, and it changed me

KAPOW!!!!!