Latest chapter hits hard. Anyways here's Adora comforting Marlo's body afterwards
Why is it so healing to put myself insert through things in Hazbin Hotel? Meeting characters and such it's so helpful like genuinely. I personally think that if I were in Hell all the worst traits of me would be amplified. That means I would be more likely to lash out and seclude myself. not trust others, and use others as self-harm. That being said I think I would love the hotel because it's like therapy and I really progress with therapy. So My demon self-insert has three main features, a broken horn, leaking arms (I don't know whether I like red or black more), and my knee poking out. these relate to problems of my own both physical and mental. Meeting the characters in Hazbin would be interesting because it would be hard for me to trust them at first naturally. Especially characters like Angel and Husk who are often shown with alcohol.
Firstly meeting Charlie I think I would be taken aback by her bright and cheerful personality but I would overall enjoy it. I would join the hotel quickly after meeting her but I would often not join meetings during seclusion periods.
I would watch the other characters so I could understand them and not feel blindsided. Just imagining going through the hotel and slowly making progress and becoming friends with everyone is really healing. Thanks for listening to the rat. :>
TW: christianity, Mentions of death
the first class of the day. Hopefully, she will be able to focus on the class and change perspective. Maybe later today she can talk to Addon too. She’s not supposed to be talking to Xander though, and should she admit that she knows about her past now? After learning that most angels retire after learning about their past. Adora doesn’t know what to do. So many conflicting thoughts swarm her head as she tries to focus on the lecture.
It seems to last forever before the class ends and Adora is able to leave. Taking a deep sigh she holds her head going into the Dealing with Death class.
“Hey, oh are you okay?” Addon asks his smile quickly fading. His gold eyes scan over her frazzled hair, puffy eye, messy wings, and unkempt dress.
“I’m fine. I got up late and didn’t have my usual time to get ready,” Adora hums.
“Well, the classes only last for three months so don’t worry too much. If you ever need help with them I’m here for you,” he responds smiling.
Adora nods smiling back and goes to her seat. The Dealing with Death class was a lot easier. Maybe it was because they worked on getting to know eachother the day before, or Addon being there. Maybe it was the teachers attitude. He seemed to know how hard the subject was and took it slow and made the environment comfortable.
But soon enough the class was over and it was time for Human Angel Safety. The strict class, the strict teacher.
Addon smiles at her as they walk together to the new building. “Y’know, Professor Adlay seems scary but she’s just passionate. She had to retire so she’s a teacher now. That’s what’s going through the grape vine,”
“She retired, how, why did she retire?” Adora asked in a hushed whisper. She was worried about saying something inappropriate or that would reveal she found out about her past.
Addon shrugs taking his seat as Adora sits next to him. Professor Adlay walks in and immediately starts the class. The second day was filled with a syllabus and basics which Adora was grateful for. Still, she was curious. Adlay, she had wings still. What could have happened that made Adlay retire? Retire and become such a passionate Human Angel Safety teacher? Maybe, one day Adora could ask, if she needs help with her past.
After class Adora stayed still, in her head, for a while.
“Would you like to go out for coffee?” offered the cupid beside her, “the dead has been setting up new cafes,”
“Oh I uhm-”
“You look like you want to talk about something. I don’t have any missions until night.”
“You’re still working while in class?” Adora asked shocked.
“Yeah, mild offence, and once you’re as old as I am they kinda don’t mind. So, coffee? Talk?” He smiles and Adora nods. The two head to a small cafe.
Getting two cups of coffee and sitting by the window Addon waits for Adora to start. “Well, you said you’re an old cupid right?”
“Well, you don’t have to insult my age,” he laughs nodding.
“No not that, I mean, and in our death class you said the queer people get killed and it upsets you. And when I went to visit Cupids before they got mad when I mentioned queers and I connected that a Cupid fell because he was uh…” Adora pauses to think of the best way to ask about Xander.
“Ah, him. Yeah, he was the best cupid there was. Alexander. Y,know today you reminded me of him,” Addon chuckles. The gold in his eyes shining bright.
“Alexander? I’ve been told he was bad? Wait reminded you of him?” Adora asked her head swarming. Addon seemed so happy thinking of Xander, Alexander? He must have lost the A when he fell.
“He was always so messy when he was working. So disheveled. But he made it look perfect,” A blushe crept up on Addons cheeks as he looked away taking a sip of his coffee. “His motto was that everyone would be loved and happy and safe. He could use every weapon and was the top cupid of his time,”
Adora nods taking a sip of her coffee. Her nose scrunches softly at the bitter taste setting the cup down.
“It was going great until one night, we were…” Addon blushes covering his face with his hand, “Work partners and when I shot the couple, two girls, one of their dads came out. He was mad. Calling them sinners and unfaithful, and disgusting awful things. It made Alexander so angry but I tried to explain that humans have free will to do and believe what they want,”
Adora turns her head nodding. Xander had said that God had told him the same things.
“I was able to calm him down, we were more cautious, using his foresight for couples but it didn’t stop. After years he went to God and flipped about everything. That’s when he fell,”
Adora observed Addon’s face. He was looking into the cup of his coffee his face filled with guilt, anger, longing? “Can you keep a secret” Adora whispers.
Addon looks up quickly eyes narrowing curiously and nods. “I won’t tell a soul,”
Adora glances around leaning in, “He’s still helping people if that makes you feel better,”
Addon laughs whole heartedly earning a few glances. Once the onlookers go back to their business Addon smiles. “I know that. He may hate me with his whole heart but I could never hate him. I still check in on him from time to time. But to know that, that means that you’ve met him,”
Adora nods softly, “He’s actually been a huge help. I’m not surprised he was the top cupid,”
“He’s always been one to try and help others,” he hums smiling back.
“I’m sorry that he hates you,” Adora mumbles watching Addon.
“It’s nothing to be sorry for. I deserve every bit of hate he has for me. I’m not as good of a cupid as he ever was,”
“You’re an amazing cupid though! What do you mean. I’m sure you guys could work it out somehow. Maybe-”
“It’s okay Adora. You don’t need to worry about it. It’s centuries old problems that can’t be fixed by an apology.” Addon says softly getting up. “Was that all that was on you mind?”
Adora sits silently thinking. How can he be so okay with being hated by someone he looks up to so much. She nods nonetheless standing.
“He’s probably told you this but, it’s not a smart idea to visit him too often. The security might notice and get ideas,” Addon says softly before leaving.
Adora nods heading back to her own dorms.
I change my hair a ton which is why in these drawings I have different hair colours but I just feel like sh!t and want to be in Kiri's arms.
AU: The heroes don't run into Eri and save her giving Overhaul the time to perfect both the quirk erasing bullet and quirk replacing bullet. He becomes famous amongst both heroes and villians running the two bullet companies but no one knows about Eri's part other than being Overhaul's quiet daughter.
One of Overhaul's many assistants was applying light makeup to the child in front of them. They did their best to hide the puffiness and dark circles under the girl's eyes but from the sleepless nights of crying it was hard.
Eri, the 13-year-old daughter of the creator of both quirk erasing and quirk replacing bullets, Overhaul.
Overhaul and Eri are preparing for an interview on one of the biggest TV shows in the country. Overhaul walks in fixing his white gloves.
"Eri, it's time to go. Don't forget, you don't say a word at the interview," he says for the 100th time.
"Yes, sir" she mumbles standing. Eri straightens out her dress taking her caregiver's hand. Overhaul and Eri walk out to the talk show floor.
"And here the man of the hour is, Overhaul! With his beautiful young daughter. Welcome you two," The hostess says standing to shake the twos' hand.
"Thank you so much for having us. It's truly an honour," Overhaul hums.
The three of them sit and the interview begins.
"So, do you have any details about how you make quirk replacing drugs?" the hostess begins. Overhaul chuckles smiling at her.
"Of course I can't share any of the processes, it's a secret, if I did then replicas may pop up left and right. I hope you understand. It's for my productions security," He responds.
"Oh of course I understand!" The hostess hums. "Well, how is it running this company with suck a quickly growing young girl to take care of?"
"It's a challenge on occasions but Eri is much better at listening than when she was younger,"
The Interview continues, with minimal questions directed towards the young girl when it finally ends.
"Thank you two so much again for joining us today it was a joy," the hostess ends.
Overhaul and Eri walk out towards the back to leave. The poor girl is struggling to hold back tears thinking of all the lies her caregiver so freely spills. As they exit the building paparazzi surround them and Overhaul makes sure his grip on Eri's arm is firm. A small reminder to smile as though everything is okay.
Shakily Eri smiles at the crowd and is pulled off to the car. Overhaul and Eri return to their house, the base, headquarters, whatever words you want to call it. Any except home. That place is no home, and never will be as long as she's dissected for evil.
"I need to clean up and finish some paperwork before we work on the next batch of removal bullets," Overhaul says.
Eri barely hears him running to her room as soon as she entered the door.
Overhaul rolls his eyes at the childish behaviour before leaving to clean up.
In the young girl's room, Eri pulls at her hair as the tears begin falling.
"AHHHHHH!" she screams at the top of her lungs.
By now it's a normal occurrence at the Shie Hissaki headquarters so the other workers pay no mind to the screams, sobs, and objects clashing as they're thrown around.
Finally calming down again Eri quietly sobs thinking, 'if only they knew, if only they knew how bad they hurt her, how badly she needs help to leave'
"And you can't explain why out of all the people in the world, your heart decided to skip a beat for just this specific person" look at me trying to be aesthetic and shit. How we feeling about my princess Ochako cosplay ?
Maybe it's just my love for Kirishima and him being a giant comfort character for me but I see Kirishima as being a great caregiver for an age regressor. I don't see a ton of HC's about him being a caregiver, more just him as a little, so I might add some.
First of all, he would really enjoy cuddles probably.
Scared of hurting/scaring you
Loves protecting his little
When X comes to him saying they're a little he's a bit confused at first but thinks it's so manly that they both trust him and have found a good coping mechanism
Probably tries to figure out how to help X be little
(Please don't be mad or anything about this. It's just what I think he would be like as a CG. Tell me if I should add more)
I keep forgetting to post pictures. I look cool sometimes lmao here's some sad girl drag.