Kirishima Comfort

This is purely to help me stop hating myself for reading smut. so the synopsis is the reader is getting angry with themselves and basically slut-shaming themselves for reading smut when Kiri comes in and helps them feel better and normal again

CW: No actual smut ironically, self slut-shaming ig, gender-neutral reader

Y/n continues scrolling through their phone through the smut stories they have saved. Kirishima, Y/n's boyfriend, opens the door to their home. Hearing the door open Y/n looks back down to the current story they're reading.

"Why do I read this?" They mutter to themselves, "It feels bad but also good...." they pause for a moment thinking. "it's bad though....isn't it?"

Y/n shuts off their phone tossing it to the end of the bed as Kirishima walks in.

"Hey Pebble, I'm home. How are you?" he asks sitting beside his partner.

Y/n stays silent bringing their knees to their chest.

"Is something wrong Pebble?"

.....Y/n pauses a moment before saying "I feel ucky,"

"You feel...ucky? Why Baby?" he responds hugging y/n.

Y/n hides their face in their arms more biting their lip. They just want to cry, scream, hurt. Y/n points to their phone at the edge of the bed instead of answering verbally.

Kirishima picks up the phone opening it. His eyes glance through the open tab before quickly understanding. "You were reading," he says.

"I was reading ucky stuff."

"Well, did you want to read it Baby" he questions setting the phone back down before placing a hand on Y/n's shoulder.

"Y-yes, I did. But it's still ucky to read, isn't it?" Y/n responds looking up to meet Kirishima's eyes for the first time since he got home.

"It's not ucky y/n. We all have feelings and sometimes we read things to cope with those feelings. It's human Baby. I promise that reading smut or when we play around it doesn't make you ucky. As long as you want to and it doesn't harm you it's okay Pebble. I promise," Kirishima explain giving off a gentle smile with his sharp teeth.

Y/n stays silent for a moment watching their boyfriend. They then smile hugging him. "Thank you Ei, I feel a lot better now"

"Good, now how about we watch a movie? I got this new (favourite genre) movie!"

A/n: Yes I actually get these thoughts, could be from a multitude of things and yes I really do call myself ucky idk why but that's the word I use. I hope some of you were able to find comfort in this if you get the thoughts too.

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Adora's Masterlist

-Story about my angel OC's dealing with and helping queers. -I don't know how long each chapter will be or how often I will update bc inspiration comes and goes

Trigger Warnings: Christianity, queer harrassment, abuse, self harm, suicide (I will probably add more this is a semi dark series)

Adora's backstory

Meeting Xander

Theo

Marlo

Mission Failed

Helpful Chat

Classes Begin

Who Am I

Xander's Ex

Retirement

Girls' Night

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cathulucos

7 months ago

I'm Not The Best At Posing But I Had A Cute Fit Yesterday And Did A Lil Photoshoot Bc I Was Feeling It.

I'm not the best at posing but I had a cute fit yesterday and did a lil photoshoot bc I was feeling it.

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cathulucos

1 year ago

Just fucking tired of being chronically ill

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cathulucos

4 years ago

Please check out my animation of the song "Hey Bunny" by Baby Bugs (previously Bowie Bugs)

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cathulucos

2 years ago

Like father like daughter

TW: alcoholism, fighting, general vent post. Based on a prompt where the first and last lines are supposed to be the same but mean different things.

Yes, this is about me. shut up

Like father like daughter. That's what they always say when we're together. I love being around my dad for the month, running up to see him after the whole school year with my mom. We have a long long drive to head to his house but we listen to music and catch up and I usually fall asleep. they say I have his eyes and nose, and we have a ton of interests! I love my dad, I look up to him so much. He's strong, and smart, and does lots of cool mechanically stuff with cars. My dad and I play nerf guns together, and he learned how to braid for me. We play wrestle and read together or watch Gas Monkey or Magician shows! I really think I'd be amazing if I grow up to be like my dad.

My mom and dad are getting back together! Isn't that awesome! I can finally have a family again, and they have three rooms so I don't have to share with my brother. I'm so happy that we get to live all together. My dad helps with school when he can, and makes tons of yummy food, usually, sometimes he makes too much or something I don't like but I need to finish it or else I don't eat anything else. That's okay though, I'll suck it up eventually, I guess.

There have been more fights than usual recently. I really don't like yelling but I've been reading a lot more to help escape it. My dad has some weird and difficult punishments for when my brother and I don't get along. He doesn't get along with my mom, should he be punished too?

I'm going to my first wedding! isn't that awesome! I get to be all dressed up for my aunt's wedding. It's really fun, they had a really cool sand pouring thing to blend my cousins with their new stepdad! They also had a GIANT bonfire; I love bonfires, they're so pretty. My dad also likes bonfires. It's another thing e have in common, though I don't like alcohol like he does. I'm okay with that. Dad acts really weird when he drinks alcohol.

Dad acts really weird when he drinks alcohol.

....

Yeah, really weird.

We moved away from him. We had to move away fast so we are living with my cousins for a while. They have small dogs, different from the big dogs my dad has. I don't know how I feel about big dogs.

We still have a puppy from my dad's dogs. She's a bit stunted but I love her so much. She has to live with other people because we don't have room for her. We do have a kitty cat we met while living with my dad.

Why does nothing go right for me! I scream into my pillow before throwing it across the room. My brother just made another mistake! why does he have to make life so difficult!

I start crying heavily.

I see something in the back of my closet. Forgetting what I put back there I grab it.

...

My aunt gave me this picture.

A picture of my dad, in his uniform.

To protect us, yeah right.

I wish I could burn and break this photo till nothing ever remains.

Does that make me bad like him? This anger I feel. This yelling I do. Am I just like him?

I don't want to be like him. I can't be like him! But you know what they always say. Like father like daughter.

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cathulucos

1 year ago