Fedyor: Ivan, we get to meet the sun summoner! Zomgz!
Ivan: So.
I love them. Fedyor fanboys and Ivan is not impressed. You can write this. You know, if you wanted to. :)
“You know,” Fedyor says, as they leave the dining hall after supper. “You could be a little nicer to her, Vanya.”
“What?” Ivan is preoccupied with the news from the messenger, the mounting casualties on the Fjerdan border, and the way their great vaunted hope, their so-called living saint, is sitting and giggling with her girlfriends and eating figs. “What are you talking about? I told her that she should be training more! That was not inaccurate!”
“Maybe it wasn’t,” Fedyor says patiently, “but she is the Sun Summoner! And she has only just learned that she is Grisha. If you helped her feel more at ease, perhaps she would learn faster or – ”
“It is not my job to coddle some orphan from the country who cheated her way out of her power being discovered as a child,” Ivan interrupts brusquely. “Everyone else in the Little Palace treats her as if she is made out of pretty porcelain. She is a soldier in the Second Army now, no more, no less. Did she not learn that in the First?”
“She was a cartographer, darling. Not an infantryman.”
“I don’t care!” Ivan barks, causing a nearby Squaller to jump, look at him anxiously, and scuttle away. “If it was up to me, she would be sleeping with the rest of the recruits in the barracks, not given her own lavish room and all the servants who fetch and carry whatever she wants! No more special treatment, no – ”
“Has anyone ever told you what a terrible grump you are?” Fedyor drapes his arm on Ivan’s shoulder as they reach the staircase. “I do have to wonder.”
“Yes. You. Frequently.”
“I mean, anyone aside from me.”
Ivan shrugs. “No idea. Why should I care what other people apart from you and the general think of me?”
Fedyor grins. “You know, if everyone wasn’t so scared of you, I swear you would have been murdered in your sleep by now.”
“Good. They can be scared of me.” Ivan reaches up and links his fingers through Fedyor’s. As they climb to the top of the stairs and step out into the hallway beyond, he asks, “Do you really believe that only one girl in all of Ravka can banish the Fold?”
“I don’t know,” Fedyor says, suddenly serious. “But you know that I grew up only twenty miles from Kribirsk. I saw the crossings, I heard about the people who died, I was put to bed at night with scary stories of how the volcra would eat me if I was not a good boy. Once on a dare, I went all the way to the edge with two of my friends. We were... seven? Eight? When my mother heard what I had done, she tanned my arse so hard she broke her best wooden spoon. She was... she was scared.” He pauses. “I saw it in her face. The Fold is real, Vanya. And it’s terrifying, and terrible. If Alina can banish it – ”
Ivan feels an oblique prickle of guilt. He grew up in Chernast, far from the Fold’s frontiers, even if he heard about the Unsea like everyone else. But until he was recruited into the Second Army and became the general’s right-hand man, he never saw it for himself, not in the same way Fedyor does, and did. It is an abstract to him, a simple problem of military strategy, and he is impatient with people who treat it as some great divine judgment. “You know I am not a believer in the Saints, Fedya,” he says, more gently. “I just don’t think it’s a good idea to trust one girl more than this. More than us.”
“You know.” Fedyor tilts his head back, a smile playing across his lips. “Underneath all the gruff, you’re really a bit of a romantic.”
“I’m not,” Ivan says, failing to frown as totally as he usually does. “You’re mistaken.”
“Mm.” Fedyor links his arm around Ivan’s waist, kisses him on the cheek, and they walk the rest of the way to their quarters in comfortable silence. As they close the door and get ready to sleep, then crawl into bed together, Ivan thinks that General Kirigan, and indeed all of Ravka, can keep Alina Starkov and her magical hands. He has all the sunlight he needs, right here in his arms.
Some memes because I was bored and there is too much memes about Herongraystairs and not enough about everybody else
Anybody know any books were a prince falls in love with a gardener boy or something like that. I saw a post and now I can’t get it out of my head
Scenes marked * are mostly smaller moments that I like and might not necessarily be from Kit’s pov either but kinda have to do with Kit x Ty.
1. Ty waking up after Livvy’s death: pg 32 - 34
2. *Before the funeral, “A moment later Kit was downstairs…..shoulders relaxed slightly.”: pg 46
3. Livvy’s funeral: pg 50 - 52
4. *Ty climbing up the pyre: pg 60 - 61
5. After Livvy’s funeral, the necromancy talk: pg 73 - 78
6. *wholesome potato chips scene: pg 108
11. Ty walking in while Dru and Kit talk about him + Ty being introduced to uber: pg 170 - 172
7. Eating chips on the beach + Ty giving Kit his first witchlight rune-stone: pg 115 - 120
8. *Kit excited about going to shadow market: pg 153
9. *Aline: “You’re the one glued to his side.”: pg 154
10. *Kit teaching Dru how to pick locks (i’m a sucker for this friendship) + kinda talking about Ty: pg 169 - 170
12. Kit and Ty visiting the shadow market: pg 187 - 192
13. Kit and Ty on the roof, “You seem sad” + TY BRUSHING KIT’S HAIR AWAY FROM HIS FACE (this scene killed me): pg 204 - 206
14. Library scene, Mark, Kieran, and Christina packing + Mark saying “You’re the one he wants.” (killed me btw): pg 237 - 241
15. Jaime’s arrival scene: pg 249 - 253
16. Kit and Ty on the roof 2.0 + “The feeling of his own heart turning over was now so familiar that Kit didn’t question it or what it meant.” (this killed me too) + WHOLESOME WINDOWS SCENE: pg 272 - 275
17. *“Drusilla Blackthorn, meet Uber.”: pg 295
18. *“You are so forked.” + our iconic trio content: pg 310 - 311
19. Meeting Shade + “I would never let anything hurt Ty.”: pg 320 - 325
20. MY FAV SCENE: Kit and Ty on the beach + WHOLESOME HUG (“When Ty leaned into him with a sigh, he felt like he’d won a race he didn’t know he was running.”) 😭❤+ KIT BASICALLY DYING OVER TY: pg 350 - 352
21. *“Kit, who was sitting beside him, tentatively put his hand over Ty’s where it lay on the table.” (jUST KILL ME OKAY???? WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT😭): pg 522
22. Kit on the beach without Ty + talking to Shade aka Ragnor + “Ty’s not my shadow.”: pg 540 - 543
23. Kit and Ty on the roof 3.0 + reading livvy’s letter + “I love you, I love you, I love you Let him hear it, let him believe it and let go.” 😭😭: pg 561 - 563
24. *“He saw Ty and Kit standing a little apart from the others; Ty had his head tipped back, as he often did, and was pointing at the stars.” (so soft): pg 581
25. *Kit thinking about parabatai + talking to jace: pg 603 - 605
26. *Kit and Dru talking about Ty: pg 606 - 609
27. Kit and Ty visiting Shade + Dru joining them + “Kit remembered hearing somewhere that it was soothing to rub circles on someone’s back, so he did that. Ty’s breaths began to regulate.”: pg 623 - 629
28. *“Kit being the missing piece they had never known Ty needed, stealing a potato from Ty’s plate and making him smile.” (my heart): pg 633
29. Campfire scene + “To never being parted.” 😭😭: pg 668 - 670
30. Kit and Ty talking about going to the lake to raise Livvy (things are getting bad guys ugh): pg 672 - 674
31. Ty raising Livvy from the dead + Kit freaking out (+ me freaking out) + “I love you, Ty. I love you.” (i’m sad again don’t touch me): pg 682 - 689
32. “Are you ever going to talk to me again?” + Kit giving ty livvy’s necklace: pg 700 - 702
33. Magnus tying Kit and Ty up + “I thought you cared” + that one awful thing that made my baby ty cry + ghost livvy reappearing: pg 727 - 730
34. Kit and Ty going to the battle + “What are you doing?” aka the last thing Kit says to Ty before leaving (this is so painful i’m): pg 736 - 737
35. *“One of the Riders jerked and yelled, clasping at his arm. Ty’s slingshot, Kit realized, and felt a rush of reluctant warmth and a sudden stab of fear - what if he never saw Ty again?” (i’m depressed): pg 743
36. *“Tell Ty-”: pg 746
37. *Kit and Tessa talking about Kit’s lineage + kit moving in with tessa and jem + “..Julian driving him to the market and listening to him talk about Ty - even then he’d wanted to talk about Ty.” + “Now that he knew he meant nothing much to Ty, how could he live in the institute again?” (WDYM HE LOVES YOU SO MUCH YOU FOOL): pg 800 - 808
38. *Ty asking about Kit + talking to Magnus: pg 810 - 814
39. Kit watching Ty on the beach + “Remember him like this, Kit thought, happy and smiling.” aka when I decided i no longer want to be on this goddamn earth: pg 868 - 870
homophobes are not allowed to use computers because the inventor of the computer was gay
“That’s my husband,” Dean says at the reception, watching Cas dance with Claire, grinning so big his cheeks hurt. He fiddles with the ring on his finger. Sam calls him a dork. He doesn’t mind.
“That’s my husband,” Dean tells the trembling girl under his arm, beaming with pride as he ushers her out of the vamp nest. He covers her eyes as the entire building flares with angelic grace. The vamps don’t stand a chance.
“That’s my husband,” Dean shouts, pumping his fists in the air as Cas struggles to break the mechanical bull riding record at the local bar. Cas falls just short of Dean’s time. It may have been on purpose, but Dean doesn’t care as long as he gets a victory kiss.
“That’s my husband,” Dean says, spitting out blood with a smile. Some rogue British Man of Letters hovers over him, glancing at the door, the grip on his blade faltering. Someone screams out in the hallway. These guys don’t stand a chance either.
“That’s my husband,” Dean tells the cashier, leaning against the check-out counter as Cas takes a few preliminary steps in a pair of bumblebee rain boots. Dean gets a pair, too.
“That’s my husband,” Dean murmurs into the side of Cas’s neck, arms looping around his waist from behind, swaying in front of the bathroom mirror. He breathes in his husband, breathes in his home.
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fear street 1994 in a nutshell:
pairing: fedyor/ivan word count: 500+ a/n: hi, i’m back, this time with a little drabble about fedyor and ivan saying goodbye right before fedyor goes to find nina and ivan goes with the darkling to find alina. also known as ‘foreshadowing: the drabble’ hope you enjoy!
Fedyor leaves the Darkling’s office with an uneasy feeling in his stomach. Sure, they have been split up before, gone on separate missions countless times, but this feels different. There’s a Sun Summoner now, which makes the stakes feel like a billion times higher than they used to be. There’s always been danger, but this time it feels almost tangible.
He follows the faint sound of Ivan’s heartbeat straight to the garden, where he finds Ivan staring out into the forest surrounding the Little Palace.
“What did he say?” Ivan asks, when Fedyor is withing speaking distance. His back is still toward Fedyor, and he can see the tension in Ivan’s shoulder. His hands are clasped behind his back, his knuckles unnaturally white. He’s clearly very tense, and Fedyor is pretty sure what he has to say isn’t going to make it any better.
“I’m going to the west coast, and then north. Arkesk, if we can make it,” he says, as he comes to a halt next to Ivan. And then, even though he’s pretty sure the other man already knows, “He wants you to stay here. Special mission.”
Ivan hums. “We’re tracking the Sun Summoner. Darkling thinks she’s headed north, for some reason.” He pauses for a second, and then. “You’ll have to travel through the fold.” He doesn’t sound worried, but Fedyor can hear the uptick in his heart, can see the worry lines in the corners of his eyes.
“I’ll be fine,” Fedyor says, trying to sound assuring, trying to hide the fact he himself is still absolutely terrified of the fold. “It won’t be my first crossing.”
“The fold doesn’t become safer the more you pass through it,” Ivan says, tension in his voice. “I can’t help thinking about what would happen if-“
“Hey,” Fedyor says, interrupting him. He turns towards his husband, placing a hand on his cheek. “I’ll be fine. If anything, I’m comforted by the fact you don’t have to travel through the fold. You’ve always had a penchant for trouble, after all. The less time you spend in that damned place, the better.” Ivan frowns at him, and Fedyor can’t help but run his thumb over the creases by his eyes. “I’ll be back before you know it. I promise.”
“Still don’t like it,” Ivan grumbles, but the tension is his shoulders seems to have eased a little bit.
“Well, maybe try focusing on things you do like,” Fedyor says, eyes sparkling. “Like me.”
Ivan sends him a deadpan look, but leans closer anyway. “You are ridiculous.”
“And?” Fedyor asks, running his thumb over Ivan’s cheek.
Ivan grumbles a little and then says, “And I love you very much.”
Fedyor grins, delighted. “I love you too,” he says, and then leans in to kiss his husband.
As far as goodbye kisses go, it’s pretty spectacular. When Fedyor does finally pull away, Ivan’s heartrate is way up and there’s a flush on his cheeks. “I’m going to miss you,” Fedyor says, earnestly.
Ivan nods, but that’s all Fedyor needs to know he’s going to miss him, too. “Stay safe.”
“Always,” he says, pressing one last kiss to Ivan’s lips.
He’s already halfway to the fold when he realizes he never told Ivan to stay safe back. Usually he always does, but it must’ve slipped his mind this time. He shrugs it off. Ivan’s only going on a trip north to retrieve the Sun Summoner. Really, what’s the worst that could happen?
last night’s debate was the most horrifying and entertaining thing i have ever seen in my entire life and i watched my best friend intentionally give a presentation on destiel smut
made a formal analysis of dean’s reaction in the confession scene! hope you find it helpful!!!