Caologia - Awaken And Aching

everyone from childhood seems to have carved out a life for themselves. i still feel 15 and completely hopeless

one day you think: I want to die. and then you think, very quietly: actually. actually. I think I want a coffee. a nap. a sandwich. a book. and I want to die turns day by day into want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friend, I want to sit in the sun, I want a cleaner kitchen, I want a better job, I want to live somewhere else. I want to live.

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Autumn (1972) dir. by Marcel Hanoun

Ghost pumpkin