Caologia - Awaken And Aching

caologia - awaken and aching

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4 months ago

sometimes you have to let certain feelings just pass through you. you feel it, then you let it go. you don’t hold on and you don’t act on it. it’s just visiting you for a moment and doesn’t have to mean much more

8 months ago

i don't need therapy i need my head crushed by a large rock

1 year ago
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5 months ago
the darkness is spreading earlier and earlier. I have stopped looking for myself in pictures. I ask my therapist: if I cannot see my hands how will anyone know to love me. he tells me that it is best to not speak of what happens at night. I do not speak in winter. I watch the news. I think about what picture they would use if I died. it is a miracle babies are born at all. I think a baby is what happens when you get tired of leaving notes on someone’s nightstand before they wake up. if men could carry babies we would watch childbirth on ESPN. we would place bets on it. the world is on fire again but I’m not alone this time. I just want to touch someone who thinks of me while their coffee cools. I just want to kiss a mouth that has grown my name inside. I just want to make good use of all this nighttime.  instead I make lists of everything outside that can kill me. the organic market next door is at the top. how much is too much to ask for nourishment. take what is left of my hands. give them back when the sun comes.

[the darkness is spreading earlier and earlier] by Hanif Abdurraqib

8 months ago

maybe in another universe, I can ask for help when I need it.

8 months ago

I’m trying so hard to stay alive

8 months ago

I really hate to admit to people who are close to me (and I'll never do it) that Idgaf about anyone except myself and my favorite person. Its not like I don't wanna be with my friends but I don't feel empathy to them and care about them at all. And I don't really feel bad or guilty about it.

6 months ago
caologia - awaken and aching
caologia - awaken and aching
caologia - awaken and aching
caologia - awaken and aching
4 months ago
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caologia - awaken and aching
awaken and aching

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