Caologia - Awaken And Aching

one day you think: I want to die. and then you think, very quietly: actually. actually. I think I want a coffee. a nap. a sandwich. a book. and I want to die turns day by day into want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friend, I want to sit in the sun, I want a cleaner kitchen, I want a better job, I want to live somewhere else. I want to live.

- via duckbunny

controversial opinion but ive suffered enough and should get everything i want for forever from now on and also im pretty cute

i can't keep living like this!!! [does not change a single aspect of my life]

sniffy<3

Anaïs Nin, from Nearer the Moon: The Previously Unpublished Unexpurgated Diary, 1937-1939

"what if im a bad person" yeah? well what if you arent? what if you're trying your best and you're growing and you're kind? what then?

I just want to give up I’m tired from the bottom of my fucking soul like I don’t want to do this shit anymore like let me rest please I’ve had enough