Heyyy
Can you do one sieun x reader finding about about her scars??
(The seonge one was really good tho)
Yeon Sieun x fem!reader
Angst + Hurt/Comfort, Slow Emotional Unraveling, Mutual Healing
Themes: Self-harm scars (non-active), emotional vulnerability, tender connection, comfort without judgment
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It was late evening when the tutoring session ended.
The sky outside Sieun’s apartment had gone indigo, with streaks of pale orange fading behind the buildings. You stretched with a groan, setting your pencil down and letting your head fall onto the stack of notes between you. Math equations blurred together.
Sieun just watched you quietly from his side of the low table, his expression unreadable — but not unkind.
“I’m done,” you sighed. “My brain is officially fried.”
“Understandable,” he said in that calm voice of his. “You’ve been focused for over an hour. That’s a first.”
You cracked a smile. “Don’t act like I’m a slacker.”
“I’m not. I’m just surprised.”
You rolled your eyes but didn’t protest. Around Sieun, it was easy to let your guard down without even noticing it. You weren’t sure when it started — the way you felt safe around him. Maybe it was the fact that he never pressured you to talk. Never forced a smile. He was just… present, like a quiet constant.
You reached for the hoodie you had taken off earlier, chilled now from sitting so long. But when your sleeve hitched up slightly, Sieun’s eyes dropped.
Just for a second.
So fast you almost missed it.
But you didn’t.
You followed his gaze, and your stomach twisted.
The scars were faint now, pale lines that ran just below the crease of your elbow. Most days, you forgot they were even there. But seeing the flicker in Sieun’s expression — the one you had trained yourself to notice in people — made your chest tighten.
You pulled the sleeve down quickly and looked away.
Silence stretched between you. Too long. Too loud.
“I wasn’t staring,” he said softly.
You didn’t answer. You didn’t know how.
Sieun sat up straighter but didn’t move closer. He respected space, always had. Still, his gaze was steady on you — not pushing, but not avoiding it either.
“Y/N.”
You flinched. It wasn’t his tone. It was the way your name sounded when he said it — like he actually saw you, not just the version you performed for everyone else.
“I wasn’t going to say anything,” he continued, “but I also don’t want to pretend I didn’t see.”
You let out a breath and turned your head toward the window, your voice low. “You probably think I’m—”
“—Human,” he cut in.
You blinked.
He leaned his forearms on his knees, fingers interlocked. “I think you’re human. I think something must’ve hurt you a lot. And I think you’re still here, which means you fought through it.”
You bit your bottom lip. Hard.
“Why aren’t you asking questions?” you whispered. “Why aren’t you trying to fix me like everyone else?”
“Because I’m not trying to fix you,” he said. “I just want to understand.”
That made you look at him again.
He met your eyes. Calm. Steady. No pity, no horror — just quiet concern.
You swallowed hard. “It was a while ago. I’m not doing it anymore.”
“I believe you.”
“But it’s still part of me.”
“I know.” He paused. “And I still want to be near you.”
You felt your throat tighten. The tears hit your eyes fast — too fast to blink them away, but you tried anyway.
“You don’t even know how bad it got.”
“I don’t need to,” he replied. “I just need you to know I’m not going anywhere.”
You didn’t know when you moved, but suddenly you were in his arms.
Not in a dramatic, movie-style fall — it was more like gravity pulled you there. Like your body just knew he was safe. Sieun tensed slightly, as if unsure what to do with you at first, but then his arms wrapped around you carefully. One hand rested on the back of your head, the other curled around your waist.
And he just held you.
Not a word.
Not a breath wasted on trying to fix anything.
You cried quietly, and he let you.
Eventually, your voice broke against his shoulder. “Do you think I’m broken?”
He shook his head against your temple. “I think you’re surviving. And that’s harder than breaking.”
You pulled back enough to see his face. He was so close — his expression soft in a way most people never got to see. His usual guarded calm melted into something else. Tenderness.
“I didn’t want you to find out like that,” you said.
“There’s no right way for something like that,” he replied. “But I’m glad I know.”
You took a slow breath. “Why?”
“Because now I can stop pretending you’re okay when you’re not. I can actually be there for you. Not the version you show people.”
Your heart cracked a little more — but this time it didn’t hurt. It felt like something letting go.
You looked down at your arm, your fingers gently covering the faded lines.
He noticed.
“You don’t have to hide them from me,” he said.
You met his gaze again, voice barely above a whisper. “You don’t think I’m… too much?”
“Y/N.” His hand reached up and gently took yours. “You’re enough. As you are. No performance. No pretending.”
There was silence again. But this time it wasn’t heavy.
It was comforting.
You stayed like that with him, sitting side by side, his hand still holding yours.
Eventually, when you both lay back on the floor, staring up at the ceiling, you let yourself breathe. Fully. Deeply. And when his fingers brushed yours again, intertwining like it was nothing, you knew something had shifted.
You weren’t alone anymore — not in the way that mattered.
Geum Seong-je x Fem!Reader
Dark Romance · Obsession · Intimate NSFW · Angst & Craving
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You hadn’t seen him for three weeks.
You changed your number. Blocked him everywhere. Moved out of your apartment without telling anyone where. But Geum Seong-je had a way of finding things — people — when he wanted them. And he always wanted you.
So when you opened the door to your new place and saw him standing there in the hallway, hood up, eyes bloodshot, fists clenched at his sides, you knew it was over.
“You really thought you could disappear on me?” he said quietly.
You should have slammed the door. Screamed. Called for help. But your heart was already racing — not from fear. From that sick, aching part of you that missed him every night, even when you hated him.
“I didn’t think you’d come.”
“I never stopped looking.”
His voice was low, almost broken. When he stepped into your apartment without asking, you didn’t stop him. When he grabbed your face and kissed you like he was drowning, you didn’t push him away. And when he whispered, “You ruined me, and you think I’d let you leave?” — you pulled him closer.
His jacket hit the floor. Your shirt followed. His hands were rough, desperate — dragging down your back, gripping your waist like he could hold you in place forever.
“Say it,” he growled against your neck. “Say you missed me.”
You didn’t want to. You tried to lie.
But his hand slipped between your thighs, fingers sliding over your underwear, and your body betrayed you with a soft gasp that only made him smirk.
“Liar,” he whispered. “You’re soaked.”
He pushed your panties aside, fingers teasing you, slow at first, then harder when you arched into him. Your hands tangled in his shirt, dragging it over his head. His body was tense, inked with bruises and rage, but he let you touch him like you were the only thing that calmed the fire.
“You think I don’t know you?” he rasped. “You leave, you run — and you still want me like this.”
You hated how true it was.
He pushed you back onto the bed, crawled over you like a storm — wild eyes, clenched jaw, every muscle in his body coiled like he was barely holding himself together. He kissed you like he wanted to devour you. And when he finally slid inside you, deep and punishing, you moaned his name like it was salvation.
“I’ll never let you go,” he groaned into your ear. “I’d burn the whole world to keep you.”
His thrusts were rough at first, fueled by weeks of madness — but when your nails dug into his back and your legs wrapped around his waist, he slowed. Not because he wanted to — but because he needed to feel you break for him.
Every time you gasped his name, every time your body trembled around him, it made something darker settle behind his eyes.
“You’re mine,” he said, forehead against yours, breath heavy. “You always fucking were.”
When you came undone under him, crying out, he followed with a hoarse moan and buried his face in your neck, breathing you in like you were the only thing keeping him alive.
He didn’t leave that night.
He held you after — arms wrapped tightly around you, his voice barely a whisper: “Run again, and I’ll come find you. Over and over.”
And you knew you would let him.
Every time.
Geum Seong-je x Reader | Trial Aftermath, House Revisit, Emotional Collapse, Deep Angst
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The courtroom was painfully still.
Wooden seats. The sterile smell of old books and polished floors. The silence was the kind that bruised—too thick to breathe through, too quiet to feel real.
Your palms pressed together in your lap, knuckles white.
The jury foreman stood.
“We, the jury, find the defendant—Geum Seong-je—guilty of kidnapping in the first degree… obstruction of justice… unlawful possession of a firearm… harboring a missing person—”
Each word hit like a blow to the ribs. You didn’t cry. Not yet.
You looked at him.
He sat straight. Hands cuffed to the table. But his shoulders were relaxed—not because he was okay, but because he didn’t want you to fall apart.
His eyes met yours.
Soft. Steady.
The kind of look someone gives you when they know they’re about to be taken from you forever.
You almost whispered his name.
You almost ran to him.
But the gavel slammed. And the moment broke.
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Weeks later. Same courtroom.
You’d begged to speak.
Your voice shook at first, but you held it together. You had to.
“They call him my captor. I call him my husband.”
“They say he took me. I say I never wanted to be found.”
“He gave me safety. He gave me warmth. He gave me our daughter.”
The judge stared at you like you were broken beyond repair.
Maybe you were.
The sentence:
25 years. No chance of parole for 12.
You didn’t remember standing.
Or being escorted out.
You just remember turning around one last time, and seeing his head bow forward.
Not in shame.
But in goodbye.
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They gave you a hotel room.
Neutral colors. Government-issued warmth. Fresh sheets you couldn’t sleep in.
Your baby was at your best friend’s apartment, just outside town.
Safe. Fed. Asleep.
Your best friend had seen you through every version of yourself—before, during, after. She never judged. Not once.
“I’ll keep her tonight,” she said after the sentencing. “Go do what you need to do.”
And so you did.
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You drove there on muscle memory. No GPS. Just the tug of your soul pulling you back to where it last knew peace.
The house was unlocked. The investigation team had been through already—swept it for evidence, cleared it out of anything dangerous.
But they left everything else behind.
The living room was exactly how it was the night they came.
Now, that same wine glass lay in pieces beneath the table.
You knelt down, picking up one of the shards.
Your hands shook.
The fireplace was dark.
His slippers still sat by the hearth.
Your hoodie hung over the arm of the couch.
The couch pillow had an indent where his head rested that night—just hours before they stormed in with guns and shouts and flashlights in your baby’s face.
You walked through the house like a ghost retracing its own death.
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And then it happened.
The weight of it.
The silence of it.
The absence of him.
You collapsed to your knees in the middle of the floor.
Blanket still bunched up beside you, wine stain still in the rug, everything exactly where your life had stopped.
You cried so hard it was animal.
It ripped out of you—loud, shaking sobs into the cushion he used to rest his head on.
You punched the floor. Screamed into the blanket.
You shouted his name again and again like if you said it loud enough, he might walk back through the door.
“Seong-je—*Seong-je please—*I can’t do this—”
Your chest heaved, raw.
Tears soaked your shirt. The hardwood. The blanket.
The house didn’t answer.
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It was dark when you heard the front door creak.
You didn’t move.
You couldn’t.
Soft steps. Then a familiar voice.
“It’s just me.”
She found you curled on the floor, arms wrapped around the blanket like it was him.
She didn’t say, ‘Are you okay?’
She didn’t say, ‘You need to get up.’
She sat down next to you, pulled you into her lap, and let you cry all over again.
Her voice was soft in your hair.
“You don’t have to explain. I know. I’ve always known.”
You let yourself fall apart in her arms because you knew—deep down—she was one of the few who never saw your love as something twisted.
Only tragic.
• He tells you he’s “just keeping you safe,” but it’s really about control. You’re not allowed to walk home alone. Your location is always known.
• He doesn’t trust anyone else with you — even your friends. He’ll start isolating you, gently at first. Then, not so gently.
• If someone touches you — even accidentally — he notices. And that person will feel it, later. Quietly. Violently.
• He’s not affectionate in public. Not out of shame — but control. You’re his. That’s enough.
• When you fight, he shuts down. Ice-cold silence. You’ll beg for a reaction, and he’ll stare at you with that deadpan expression that makes your heart drop.
• But later, he’ll show up outside your door, bruised from a fight, and press his forehead to yours like nothing happened.
• The only way he knows how to love is through violence. If someone hurts you — even emotionally — he will retaliate.
• He doesn’t understand emotional boundaries. If you cry, he gets angry. Not at you — at the world. At whoever made you feel like that.
• He has no limits when it comes to revenge. People disappear. Rumors start. You stop asking questions.
• He doesn’t need to ask what you’re doing. He already knows. His reach in the streets makes sure of that.
• Sometimes he’ll be standing outside your class, not saying a word. Just watching. People start whispering. You don’t know if you’re flattered or terrified.
• He reads your texts when you leave your phone unattended. Not because he doubts you. Because he needs to know.
• He shows affection when you’re broken — when you’re crying in the dark or trembling after a confrontation. That’s when he becomes gentle. That’s when his voice drops low, and he brushes hair from your face like you’re something fragile.
• But if you act too independent, too distant? He withdraws immediately. Gives you the cold shoulder until you come crawling back. He needs to feel needed.
• He doesn’t flinch at your anger. But your tears? That kills him — because he knows he causes them, and yet he still wants to keep you close.
• He once held you after a breakdown and whispered: “No one’s allowed to hurt you. Not even me.” But he already had.
• He tells you, “You don’t need anyone but me.” Over and over — until you believe it. Until it’s true.
• You can’t tell if you’re in love or if you’ve been caged. But some twisted part of you doesn’t want to escape.
• He’d burn the world down for you — but he’d burn you too, just to keep you his.
Even if he has a cold demeanor he would give In to your hugs and kisses and if you asked he’d cuddle you to sleep.
He loves seeing you wrap your arms around him if it means you will sleep feeling safe.
If it ever seems he’s not listening to you when he’s on his while your telling him all your school problems or girl drama. He’s most likely writing down names so he knows who he can’t trust around you.
Arguments end the same sometimes with him. He’s yelling at you. He leaves y’all’s apartment.he comes back with silent treatment, so your the one having to say sorry. Then y’all end up cuddling on the couch watching tv
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A/N: There will be more!!!! If you want me to write any more kpop groups. Idols. Actors, etc plz ask!!!!(i dont rlly do smut but I will try if you request it😉)
A lot of my fanfic will have songs that you can listen to that give the vibe of the writing but you don’t have to listen to them you can listen to your own music!!
About me!!
She/her, Spanish/Mexican American😛
I don’t really write smut, I do sometimes, only if requested or asked(plz don’t be scared to ask😅)
I love kpop, punk rock, and underground rap/Memphis rap!!!!
I also love love LOVE twilight (team Jacob✊😜) I’m also a big jasper fan😏
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But these are the ones I plan on writing(an have written) thus far👇
No one else pt1, pt 2, pt3, pt4, pt 5
Geum seong je x reader headcanons
Only I hurt you
No One Else (follow up)
Every Time
I Know You Missed Me
The Last Cigarette
Cherry coke & cigarettes
Cherry coke & cigarettes pt 2
Glass cage pt 1, pt 2, pt 3, pt 4, pt 5, pt 6, pt7, pt 8
The quiet between us
I Just Want You
Na Baek Jin Headcanons
Dirty little secret
Rumors & recordings
Beneath the smoke
To be loved by a monster
Nothing yet
Nothing yet
Oneshot were seong je finds reader in his bed after he was out handling a couple of guys who had fought her while walking home in an alley way (he told her to go home but she went to his house instead)
The front door creaked when he opened it.
Blood still clung to his knuckles, dried into the creases of his fingers. His hoodie was soaked with someone else’s sweat, maybe some of his own, and the adrenaline hadn’t fully left his bloodstream yet. It rarely did.
They’d laid hands on you. That was enough to make him see red. Enough to make him track them down like dogs.
But the house was too quiet now.
Geum Seong-je kicked off his boots and headed down the dim hallway. The rain hadn’t stopped — he could still hear it hammering against the windows. He told you to go home. Told you to listen.
You never listened.
And when he stepped into his bedroom, there you were.
Curled in his bed, soaking wet, blood streaked down one arm, your lip split and trembling. His sheets were damp. Your clothes were stuck to your skin like a second layer. Your shoes were still on.
“You walked here?” His voice came out low. Barely controlled.
You didn’t look at him. Didn’t answer.
He crossed the room in two steps.
“You walked here. In the rain. After they touched you?”
You blinked. He could see the shiver you tried to suppress, your body reacting before your pride could hide it. The blood on your shirt wasn’t all dried. Some of it was still fresh.
“I didn’t want to be alone,” you whispered.
That cracked something in him.
Geum Seong-je didn’t speak for a long moment. He just stood there, fists clenched, chest rising slowly. Then, without a word, he knelt at the edge of the bed and started untying your soaked laces. You flinched when his knuckles brushed your ankle.
“I told you to go home,” he muttered. “But you came here, instead.”
Your voice was barely audible. “This is home.”
He froze. Just for a second.
Then he yanked your shoes off with more force than necessary and peeled your jacket away from your shoulders. It clung, resisting, your blood and the rainwater mixing into a mess that stained his fingers.
You tried to sit up, but his hand landed on your thigh — firm, grounding.
“Stay still.”
You didn’t dare disobey.
He left for a moment. You heard drawers open, the faucet running. When he came back, he had a towel, gauze, ointment, and one of his oversized shirts.
“Take the top off.” His tone left no room for argument.
You moved slowly, the sting in your ribs sharper now that the adrenaline was fading. He watched you, eyes narrow, jaw tight, like he was memorizing every bruise so he could repay them tenfold.
He cleaned the cut on your arm with terrifying gentleness, fingertips brushing over your skin like you were something fragile, breakable.
“You should’ve called me,” he murmured.
“You told me to leave.”
“You should’ve still called.”
Your eyes flicked up. “Would you have come?”
He paused.
Then leaned in.
“I’m always coming for you.”
The silence between you tightened, thick with something you didn’t know how to name. You winced when he pressed antiseptic to your split lip. He cupped your jaw to steady you, his thumb brushing your cheek, rough with callouses and blood.
“I handled it,” he said. “They won’t touch you again. They won’t touch anyone again.”
A beat.
“Did you kill them?”
His eyes didn’t flinch. “No. But I made them wish I had.”
The room went still.
“You scare me sometimes,” you admitted.
He brushed damp hair from your face. Then leaned forward and kissed your forehead — barely a whisper of contact.
“I know,” he said. “But I’m the only one who’s allowed to hurt you.”
You didn’t know whether to cry or kiss him.
So instead, you let him pull his shirt over your head, let him dry your hair with the towel like he’d done this a hundred times before. And when he climbed into bed behind you, one arm sliding under your neck and the other over your waist, pulling you close, you didn’t fight it.
You just let yourself be held. By the boy who broke bones with his fists and still handled you like porcelain.
Because somehow, in all this cold, bleeding chaos —
Geum Seong-je was the only warmth you had left.
I wanted to request for Sieun x high functioning depressed female reader.
Pairing: Yeon Si-eun x fem!Reader
Theme: Comfort | Emotional Intimacy | Hurt/Comfort | Slice of Life
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It’s not easy to explain to people why you’re tired all the time.
You get up. You show up. You speak when spoken to. You get the grades. You smile just enough. You reply to texts with just the right tone that no one notices you drifting further away in your own mind.
No one, except Si-eun.
He doesn’t pry.
That’s the scariest part.
He just knows.
You’re sitting in the quiet corner of the school library, cheek resting against your fist, eyes glazed over a page you’ve reread four times without registering a word. You’re supposed to be taking notes. The pen sits still in your hand, ink bleeding faintly onto the page where your grip is just a bit too tight.
Then, you feel it.
The shift of air. The quiet footstep. The presence.
Si-eun slides into the seat across from you without saying anything, placing a bottle of banana milk and a protein bar on your notebook like it’s a normal Tuesday thing. Like he knows you haven’t eaten anything solid since yesterday afternoon.
“Hey,” he says softly.
Your throat aches at how gently he speaks. Like he’s afraid to break something in you that’s already barely holding.
“Hey,” you whisper back.
Your fingers tremble slightly as you reach for the bottle. He watches, eyes steady, calculating—not judging—and then pulls out his own book, opening it silently. As if to say: You don’t need to talk. I’m just here.
Minutes pass. Maybe hours. You finally begin writing again. Slower than usual, but it’s something. He’s still reading, occasionally scribbling in his notebook, and not once does he look impatient.
After some time, you whisper, “I don’t think I’m okay.”
Si-eun doesn’t flinch. Doesn’t fumble. He looks up, meeting your tired eyes with those calm, unreadable ones of his.
“I know,” he says. “But you’re still here.”
The words hit somewhere deep in your chest.
You let out a shaky breath. “Sometimes I don’t even know why. It’s like I’m…running on fumes. Like I’m surviving by accident.”
His hand moves across the table. It lands near yours—not touching, just close enough.
“I don’t think you’re a burden,” he says quietly, almost too quiet for anyone else to hear. “And I don’t care if you don’t have the energy to be ‘fine’ every day. You’re still… you.”
You close your eyes.
You’ve cried alone before—into pillows, into showers, into the dark silence of your room—but this feels different. You’re not crying yet, but your chest is finally exhaling.
Safe. That’s what he gives you without even trying.
You whisper, “Why do you stay?”
He tilts his head, like he’s confused by the question.
“Because I care. Isn’t that enough?”
You nod. Just barely. And then, almost timidly, you reach your hand out. His fingers curl around yours slowly, naturally, like it was always meant to happen this way.
And in that quiet library, surrounded by fluorescent lights and the scent of old textbooks, you find something rare.
Not a solution. Not a sudden burst of happiness.
But something softer.
A hand to hold in the dark.
Someone who sees the version of you you’re too tired to perform.
Geum Seong-je x fem!reader | dark romance, forbidden knowledge, quiet rebellion, raw intimacy
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You didn’t mean to do it
Not at first.
You just want to hold him. He’s sleeping deeper than usual — jaw relaxed, brow soft, his breath warm against the back of your neck.
His hand is heavy on your waist. Like always.
But this time…
You’re not content.
You lie awake, heart loud in your chest, staring into the dark of the new house.
That room.
That door.
What does he think will break if you see?
You slide out from under his arm like you’ve done a dozen times before — when you just wanted water, or to wander the house barefoot in your own thoughts.
But this time you go to the closet.
And you kneel down.
Where he keeps the small fireproof lockbox.
You saw him slip a key into it last week.
The only key you’ve never asked him for.
You open the box.
And find it.
Thin, silver. Cold.
The key to the locked door.
You hold it in your palm.
You don’t even hesitate.
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The hallway is darker than usual.
Like the shadows know.
Your bare feet are silent against the floorboards. The only sound is your breath — fast, sharp, not from fear…
But from knowing this is the one thing he wouldn’t forgive.
You reach the door.
Slide the key in.
Click.
It swings open without a sound.
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The air smells… different.
Dust. Metal. Paper.
The room is dim — covered windows, low light.
You step inside.
It’s not what you expected.
No blood. No chains. No horror.
It’s a shrine.
To you.
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Photos of you, before he took you.
Candid ones. Ones you didn’t even know were being taken.
In cafés. On your old college campus. Walking down streets at night.
Dozens. Hundreds. Lined on the wall like a timeline of his obsession.
There are journals, too.
Notebooks filled with his handwriting — pages upon pages of you.
“She wears the same shoes again today. I think she likes them because they squeak when she walks. They sound like her — small, but impossible to ignore.”
“Someone touched her wrist when handing her change at the bookstore. I almost followed him home.”
“I know her patterns. I know what time she showers. I know what time she cries.”
You stand still.
Not afraid.
Not disgusted.
Just… quiet.
Because it makes sense.
All of it.
The way he looks at you like he’s starving.
The way he memorized your breath before he memorized your body.
The way he loves you so deeply it started before you even met.
And in the back of the room…
A sketch.
Drawn by hand.
You, asleep.
In his bed.
Before he ever brought you here.
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You hear his voice before you turn.
Low. Lethal. Broken.
“…You weren’t supposed to come in here.”
You freeze.
Then slowly, turn around.
He’s standing in the doorway.
Barefoot.
Shirtless.
Key still missing from the box you forgot to close.
You say nothing.
He walks forward, every step measured.
And stops in front of you.
“You disobeyed me.”
“I know.”
“You saw everything.”
“I did.”
He’s breathing harder now. His jaw’s tight.
His hands twitch like he doesn’t know whether to hold you or strangle the air between you.
Then—
“Do you hate me?”
You look up at him.
Shake your head.
“I think I love you more.”
His breath catches.
“What?”
You step forward. Place your palm over his chest.
“I always knew you were dangerous. I just didn’t know how long you’d been mine.”
He swallows hard.
Then falls to his knees in front of you.
Head against your stomach. Arms around your waist. Shaking.
Like you just saved him from himself.
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You don’t sleep in his bed that night.
You sleep on the floor of the secret room.
With him curled around you.
Surrounded by the proof of how long he’s loved you.
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The morning after you found the secret room, everything feels different.
Not colder.
Not tense.
Just… exposed.
Like something raw and sacred has been shared.
He doesn’t speak much that day.
He makes you breakfast, quiet. Watches you eat like you might vanish if he blinks.
He cleans the gun under the table while you braid your hair in front of the mirror.
He doesn’t bring up the room.
But he doesn’t lock it again either.
And that night, after he falls asleep—
You get up.
And start bringing in your things.
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You take your favorite lipstick and draw a heart on the wall over one of the photos.
Then you tape up a photo of him.
Not one he took.
One you stole — months ago — when he wasn’t looking, standing at the stove, half-asleep in his hoodie.
You bring your perfume.
A strand of your hair from his brush.
A paper napkin with your old handwriting on it — the one that says “I love the way you look at me.”
And you tape it to the wall.
Right next to his sentence:
“I love the way she doesn’t know she belongs to me yet.”
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He finds you in the room three days later.
Sitting on the floor.
Drawing his silhouette in the corner of one of his notebooks.
He stands in the doorway, stunned.
“…What are you doing?”
You look up.
Smile.
“Making it ours.”
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He walks in, slowly.
Looks around.
Sees the photo you added.
The lipstick heart.
The perfume bottle.
He swallows hard.
“You’re not afraid of this?”
“No.”
He crouches beside you.
“Of me?”
You shake your head. “I’m yours, remember?”
His hand trembles as he cups your cheek.
“And I’m yours,” he whispers. “Even the parts I wanted to hide.”
You lean in. Kiss the corner of his mouth.
Then say:
“Then give me more.”
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That night, you don’t sleep in the bed.
You sleep in the shrine again. Together. Tangled. Safe.
You fall asleep with his name written in ink across your thigh — because he asked to write it there.
And when you wake up, he’s already sketching you again.
This time not from memory.
This time from right here.
Right now.
In the place where obsession turned into something neither of you has words for.
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I’m not even gonna call with y’all I did cry when I wrote this and when I reread it✋🤧
(Part 2 !smut!)
⚠️ NSFW / 18+ SMUT
Tags: Dom!Geum Seong-je, sub!innocent reader, first time, fingering, soft corruption, praise kink, possessive dirty talk, slightly rough but caring.
@ashayein
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You weren’t supposed to be here again.
You told yourself it was just a one-time thing—the Cherry Coke, the stolen glances, the kiss that nearly took your breath away. But here you were. Standing in Seong-je’s room, heart pounding, hoodie sleeves bunched in your fists.
“You nervous?” he asked, sitting on the edge of his bed, legs spread like he had all the time in the world.
“Yes.”
He smiled, eyes flickering down your body. “Good. You should be.”
You swallowed. “I… want you.”
He tilted his head slightly. “You sure?”
You nodded.
“Then come here.”
You walked over, slow steps across the hardwood until you stood between his legs. His hands came up, resting at your waist gently, thumbs rubbing circles over the fabric.
“Look at you,” he murmured, dark eyes devouring you. “Little angel… about to let a guy like me touch you like that.”
“I want it to be you,” you whispered. “Only you.”
Something shifted in his expression. Like the last thread of patience snapped.
He pulled you into his lap, your legs straddling his thighs, your chest flush against his. “You don’t know what you’re doing to me, do you?”
You shook your head, fingers curling in his shirt.
“Then let me show you.”
His mouth was on yours again—hot, deep, and claiming. His tongue slid past your lips, tasting every inch, setting your nerves on fire. You moaned softly, hands gripping his shoulders like he was your only anchor.
“Take this off,” he said against your lips, tugging at your hoodie. “Wanna see you.”
You hesitated, cheeks flushing.
“I’ll go slow,” he said, voice lower now, rough with restraint. “We stop if you say stop.”
You nodded.
You lifted your hoodie over your head. His hands didn’t waste a second—they slid up your bare waist, fingertips dragging over your skin like he was memorizing you.
“Fuck…” he breathed. “You’re perfect.”
You whimpered as his hands cupped your chest, thumbs brushing over your bra. He leaned in and kissed the top curve of one breast, then the other, so tender it made you ache.
“You shaking?” he asked against your skin.
“Yes…”
“I’ll make it feel good, baby. I promise.”
You let him push the straps down. The moment your bra was gone, he stared—quiet, reverent—and then leaned down to press a kiss to your sternum.
And then he bit. Not hard—just enough for you to gasp and cling to him.
“You’re so soft,” he whispered. “So fuckin’ sweet.”
One hand cradled your back as the other massaged your chest, mouth working over your nipple with tongue and teeth until you were whimpering his name.
“Seong-je—”
He chuckled. “There she is.”
His hands slid lower, under your waistband. “Can I touch you here?”
You nodded, breathless.
He pushed your shorts down, slowly, until you were straddling him in nothing but your panties. His fingers pressed lightly over the damp fabric.
“Already wet?” he teased. “Did I do that?”
“Y-yeah…”
“Good.”
He slid the fabric aside and dipped two fingers through your folds. You moaned, hips twitching.
“You’re soaked,” he said, voice rough. “You’ve been needing this for a while, haven’t you?”
You buried your face in his neck, nodding.
His fingers circled your clit gently, teasing, never giving you what you really wanted. “You ever touched yourself before?”
“…No.”
That made him groan. “Fuck. You’re gonna make me lose it.”
He eased one finger into you, slow and deliberate. You gasped, tightening around him instinctively.
“Shh… I got you,” he whispered, kissing your temple. “Just feel it.”
He added a second finger, curling them gently as he whispered filth in your ear.
“Feel how tight you are? Gonna stretch you out so good… make you mine.”
Your hips started to roll against his hand, chasing the pressure.
“That’s it,” he whispered, licking into your neck. “Let go for me, baby. Just like that.”
You came with a soft cry, trembling in his lap, clutching his shoulders like you’d fall apart without him. He kissed you through it, slow and deep, letting you ride the high with his fingers still inside you.
When you could finally breathe again, you whispered, “What about you…?”
He chuckled, dark and low. “Don’t worry. I’ll be inside you next time.”
You blinked.
“Oh, yeah,” he smirked. “You think I’m letting you go after this?”
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Geum Seong-je x Fem!Reader
Dark Romance · Obsession · Established Relationship · Emotional Intensity
This will be the last of the “no one else” series 😖😖
Requested: yess!!
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You used to wake up alone.
Now, it was always him.
Geum Seong-je didn’t sleep much, but when he did, it was always with an arm flung over your waist like a chain. His breath against the back of your neck, warm and steady. His body curled around yours, protective and overwhelming all at once.
When you stirred that morning, his grip immediately tightened.
“Where are you going?” he murmured, voice rough with sleep.
“I just moved,” you whispered. “Relax.”
He didn’t.
“You move too far and my chest starts to ache,” he said, almost like a joke. But you knew better.
You rolled over, facing him. His hair was messy, eyes still heavy-lidded, but alert. Watching. Like he was still afraid you’d disappear.
“You don’t have to watch me like I’m going to vanish,” you said softly.
“You did,” he answered, eyes locked to yours. “Once. I won’t forget it.”
His tone wasn’t accusing. It was just… truth. The kind of truth that haunted him.
You reached out, brushing your fingers down the scar on his cheek, the one he never talked about. “I’m not running again.”
His expression didn’t change much, but you saw it — the flicker of relief. The crack in his armor.
“Good,” he said. “Because I’d find you.”
“I know.”
You both lay there in silence for a moment.
And then he shifted, propping himself on his elbow to look down at you. There was a fire in his eyes. Not anger — devotion. The dangerous kind. The kind that didn’t know where he ended and you began.
“I don’t like the way people look at you,” he said. “Like they deserve a chance. Like they don’t know you’re already taken.”
You smiled faintly. “They don’t matter.”
He didn’t smile back. “They’d matter if you looked back.”
“I wouldn’t,” you said. “You know that.”
But he was already pulling you closer, holding you like he could fuse you to him with just his hands. “I trust you,” he murmured. “I don’t trust the world.”
You rested your forehead against his. “Then stay close.”
“I’m not going anywhere. You’re mine. You’ll always be mine.”
It wasn’t a question. It wasn’t a request. It was a truth you’d both already accepted.
And for better or worse — in obsession, in fire, in love twisted and beautiful — you were his.
Completely
I write one shots/imagines for geum seong je. I also write for other characters of kdramas,k actors and kpop idols😛
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