If anything is true, it’s that Charles will always care for Carlos (and vice versa)
“I feel sorry for Carlos... I’m sorry for him… I feel sorry that for Carlos that means he dropped out of the points.”
Update: I started watching Drive to Survive, season 7, again, which means episode 3. It’s so weird. I actually forgot for a second that I am watching real life [well, it’s Netflix but still], and not a movie.
It’s late. I need to do the dishes
I feel incapable of writing anything Gabico. I think the outpouring of Gabico content around Nico’s podium has rushed the narrative forward at a rhythm I wasn’t ready to engage with and unbalanced the beginning of an outline I was grasping at to follow up on what I wrote last week (I think it was last week?).
Nothing dramatic, just needing to externalize the feelings, I think, as I feel a bit overwhelmed and just need to sit with the original narrative to find again the plot points that felt so overwhelming (as in, inspiring) last week. It’s like the plot moved forward without me and I don’t recognize it anymore..
I probably just need to find a playlist that brings me back ^^;
Thank you for the tag @f1-stuff ❤️ 6 non-selfie pics. Easy because I never take any, but it was hard to select 6 as lately my camera roll is just me saving Charlos photos XD BUT it was my birthday last week and I took some photos..
If you wanna share some photos, I’m tagging @lovelynikol7, @demonofyork and @evilpixiea, but with absolutely no pressure or obligation
(These explanations are for me and not part of the tag game)
1) matcha latte as I sat down in a cafe in my neighbourhood to fill out those ADHD assessment questionnaires I have been supposed to fill for 6 months
2-4+6) flowers I got gifted for my birthday and afternoon tea with my mom, sis and brother-in-law (we ordered the sandwich and scones, and she made the mini egg cake) to celebrate
5) my F1 journal (which I need to complete for Bahrain and actually do for Saudi Arabia 🤦🏽♀️)
and lord do no let this be the last piece of hd yaoi we get from these two, amen
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Saezuru volume 6 came out today, so I can finally tell you what the ten extra pages are about!
!! Spoilers !!
It’s the missing scene in which Nanahara tells Doumeki that Yashiro claims to have forgotten about him! Both of them are still recovering from their injuries when they meet up on the roof of the hospital. Nanahara’s shoulder still hurts and Doumeki is using a crutch. Nanahara feels bad for having to tell Doumeki what happened because he knows that Yashiro is lying about his memory loss. And Doumeki doesn’t fall for it either. His first words are, “This … is a lie, right?”
Nanahara says that it’s not normal for Yashiro to tell such an obvious lie and that he was already being weird at Kageyama’s clinic. He demands an explanation from Doumeki: “What happened between you and him?” Doumeki quietly says, “I can’t tell you.” But Nanahara doesn’t let him off so easily. “How far did you go?”, he asks more demandingly, but the reply is again, “I can’t tell you.” Nanahara gets impatient, “Don’t tell me you went all the way!” to which Doumeki again replies, “I can’t tell you.” Nanahara puts two and two together and thinks, “Jeez, so you did have sex with him …”
He suggests that Doumeki should use the opportuniy to leave the Yakuza and return to an honest life, but Doumeki doesn’t want to live in a world with no connection to Yashiro. Nanahara tries to reason with him, “I told you that boss doesn’t get into serious relationships. As far as I know, he never had anyone special. And part of the reason is that he basically hates people.” He explains that Yashiro used to have sex with guys from when he was a young boy, at least that’s what he heard. And although Yashiro never seems to have told him about his abuse, Nanahara has his own assumptions: “What if he wasn’t doing that kind of stuff because he wanted it? Then it would screw up normal sex for him too maybe.” Doumeki’s eyes widen in horror as he remembers how Yashiro cried after they had sex. Nanahara continues, “Maybe sleeping with guys is like smoking cigarettes for him. Even if he wants to stop, he can’t.” While Doumeki is quietly listening snippets of past conversations with Yashiro flash up before him. Still too shocked to say anything he remembers all the times Yashiro rejected him in some way. How he didn’t want to sleep with him and didn’t know what to do with his feelings for Doumeki. And suddenly everything seems to make sense.
With a sad and resigned look on his face Doumeki finally says, “Nanahara-san …”, but we don’t get to hear the rest of his words. The last page shows him leaning heavily on his crutch as he slowly walks back to his hospital room.
Need to get this
Superman: American Alien #4 - “Owl” (2016)
written by Max Landis art by Jae Lee & Jung Chung
Wait.. if Nico was a teen, Max was probably a preteen.
Anyhow, max is such an old soul at heart
this friendship 💚
Gabi standing off to the side, being slightly awkward while the team celebrate Nico, wanting to join but not sure how… adorable