billy warlockβ¦ i love you billy warlock, i want you billy warlock, please give me a chanceβ¦
willoughby tucker
- i'll a l w a y s love you -
her name is Ptolemaea, Mae for short β‘
art will save you, being unreasonably passionate about something niche will save you, letting past sources of joy show you the way back to yourself will save you, earnestness over composure will save you, the natural world will save you, caring for something bigger than yourself will save you, daring to be seen will save you, kindness not as a whim but a principle will save you, appreciation as a practice will save you, daring to try something new will save you, grounding will save you, love will save you, one good nights sleep will save you
actually, growing up is feeling like i turned sixteen two days ago. iβve been eighteen for years. fifteen year olds seem so young. wasnβt i fifteen just a few weeks ago? all my friends and i are still twelve. iβm closer to thirty then to being a baby. i never got to be a kid. i never grew past eight. i canβt talk to my mom. i want to sit in her lap forever. the week is going by so slow. an entire year has passed. i want to decide everything for myself. i need someone to tell me exactly what to do.
βdo you just want my blood? am I just that damn hard to love?β
sobbing.
π½β΄π β―πβ―ππ β‘ πβ΄ππΆπππΎπΈ
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