im so confused on if he's sticking his tongue out or not.. sigh... me and my mom kinda had an argument about this đ
i need to bless my followers with this baby pic of roger
i honestly love flat iron hair brian he's so adorable
bro i swr itâs always so awkward when they say thĂs đ«
This how life been feeling recently
I FOUND IT?? I can't find the full picture though. this is just a more zoomed out version. turns out Brian and Kerry Ellis showed this on the big screen once while performing
I HAVE THIS RANDOM SCREENSHOT OF FETUS BRIAN IN MY PHONE FROM A MEME I MADE LIKE 8 MONTHS AGO AND I CANT FIND THE WHOLE PICTURE. AHHHHHHHHHH.
Having a good chuckle thinking about how Brian May said he had a imaginary girlfriend at like 13. What does this even mean đ
mmmm 90s Brian đ€€
Brian talking about the Red Special in 1992 (x)
(my gifs)
It's a girl thing.. you wouldn't understand! đ
Note: I HAD FINALS IM SORRY. THIS IS A FILLER NEXT CHAPTWR IS GOOD I SWEAR
Warnings: Light swearing, Throwing up mentions.
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âIâd have his babiesâ
âSave that for your diary, Y/N.â Jo says going for yet another pint while they watch the gig. Y/N sat there, watching this beautiful man sheâs loved since what feels like forever, doing what he loves most. She wish we was what he loved most and would do he-
She shook the thought. Calm down, Y/n, youâre in public. Jo was staring down Roger the whole show, even managing to tilt her high heels up enough to peek up over his drums and the stage in the way. Y/N instinctively covered Joâs backend with her body since the skirt she was wearing was a little bit too little. By the end of the show, Y/N was queasy again. Brian would be near her again and heâd look at her again.
The next couple of minutes followed up to Y/N sitting at the bar with Roger, Brian, and Jo. She couldnât help but to look Brianâs way. God, was he perfect. Brian obviously mustâve noticed the plea to talk to him in her eyes because he switched seats to sit next to her.
âHey,â Brian starts, setting his glass down, âenjoy the show?â
Y/N stills and looks at him for a second, âOh, yes! It was lovely.â She blushes as she feels Brianâs eyes on her face. Brian smiled at her and it melted her heart.
Gosh, did she love his canine teeth that poke out when he smiles. Or how his eyes look so soft like a motherâs eyes. The way his nose pointed in a specific way that just looked so good.
They talked for a while and the more they did the more Y/N felt her insides turn. She didnât know if it was the alcohol or Brianâs beautiful eyes staring back at her but she felt like she needed to throw up.
âExcuse me.â Y/N quickly says before rushing to the bathroom, feeling her throat start to swell up with the outcome of drinking alcohol.
âY/N? Are you okay?â Brian follows behind her. He could clearly not read the room. Y/N felt his hand on her back and she tensed up. She simply shook her head and ran into the toilets. The toilets were obviously nasty as hell considering it was a college bar, but it didnât stop her from getting on her knees and hacking up the liquor.
Brian cringed as he listened from the other side of the door, squeezing his eyes closed. Once he heard the toilet flush, he felt relieved. Brian peeked in the bathroom and went to her aid as she stumbled up on her heels to get up.
âAre you okay, Y/N?â He brushed her hair out of her face and half-way held her hand in his. Y/N was in her own little world up until now. She realized she was with Brian, him holding her hand, making sure sheâs okay and she felt as if she never wanted anything more or anything less than what she felt right now.
âOh,â Y/N swallowed. ânow I am. I think.â She knew she sounded cliche but who cares? She loved him in a way not even movies could convey.
âGood. I donât like to see my friends not well.â Brian comments before letting go of her hand. âIf you need anything, I'll help you.â
Y/N was reminded by his words of how far she was from having him and it crushed her soul. She watched him leave the grotesque bathroom but stayed for a while. She just wanted to drink or sleep and forget about it but she couldnât do either.
Y/N leans against the wall, minding any stains, just sitting there for a minute. She wished everything was a fairytale and went her way. But she also knows you canât waste your time on a man who youâre not even sure loves you back. Y/N wished to have the mentality of girls who just donât care. Girls who donât mind being alone, girls who donât care if a man likes them back and lives how they want, girls who donât spend hours getting ready for someone who doesnât like you back.
She thought she was one of those girls until she met Brian. Sheâd never loved anyone like him. Brian was special. Brian wasnât like any other man. Heâs got an aura around him that radiates kind energy and thatâs what she wanted in her chaotic life. Peace.
Sitting at the bar, Brian watched as Jo and Roger flirted before looking back down at his cup. He kept thinking about Y/N and how beautiful she looked but knew it was taboo. She was off-limits, right?
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Over the next couple of weeks, Y/N and Brian hung out a few times. The air around them was like their souls were one. It felt right to be near each other. It felt right to be touching. It felt right to laugh with each other.
âMate, when do you plan on getting laid?â Roger remarks to Brian randomly.
âI donât want to answer that question.â Brian replies, sipping his morning coffee.
âWhat? Youâre never with any girls anymore! WaitâŠâ Roger makes an expression that acts if he has a lightbulb above his head. âY/N.â
âNo, Rog. Not Y/N.â Brian defends and puts his coffee down while shaking his head. Roger still stands suspicious though, connecting the dots in his head.
âWell.. you do get nervous every time you talk about her, change the topic when i talk about getting laid, and all you want to do is hang out with her.â
Brian ignores him and gets his bag ready for another long dreadful day of college.
âOh, what? Gotta see your girlfriend again?â Roger suggests, laughing at Brian in his head. Brian sticks his tongue out at Roger childishly before grabbing his keys.
Y/N was talking to herself in her head while finishing up the details of her makeup. She felt as if even herself couldnât understand what kind of a chokehold Brian had on her. Brian felt like teenage love.
Y/N thought of Brian as her first love, sheâd like to think of it that way.
but then i go and spoil it by saying something stupid like i love youuu
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