My Career Advice Isn't "do What You Love" It's "do What Will Give You The Most Money Without Making You

City of stars, are you shining just for me?

The whole city in your heart, Toto... Is there even one star shining for me?

Why does my man look so flirty here?

I've been laughing at my drawing for three minutes straight

Jennifer’s Body au 💞😤

Music is all we have

I giggled while making this

(He was abotta say the most romantic shi ever but he's too embarrassed to say his feelings & toto doesn't remember Kawasemi to teach him these words)

The thing about ADHD is that the "lack of reward chemicals in your brain" doesn't just mean that you don't want to do any tasks that don't feel particularly yummy :(, it means that your brain will look at chores and tasks that need to be done like "doing this would be painful and tedious for absolutely nothing to gain from it, Do Not Do That." The same thing that your brain tells you about everything else that would feel really bad and hurt the entire time that you're dying. The part of your brain that stops you from doing the thing is the same part that keeps you from shoving your arm into a wood chipper.

With unmedicated, unmanaged ADHD, "I have to do this assignment or I fail and my life will be ruined and I die" feels like a SAW trap, every single time.