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johnny // nct 127 - dj (230212 sbs inkigayo ending fairy)
(Mystery) in Seoul #YUTA
But I am so deeply lost in my own soul, how can I expect anyone else to understand me?
- Courtney Peppernell
"It's no use. I don't want anyone getting inside my heart."
HAPPY OF THE END (2024). EPISODE TWO.
GIF REQUEST:
For perfectly normal reasons, can someone out there deliver a better quality GIF of the camera eyeing examining Daddy Chan looking fine af doing his job.
My Personal Weatherman had the strangest color exchange yet because Mizuki is a Blue Boy and Yoh is a Green Guy,
But after thinking Yoh ran away resulting in Mizuki tying him up, voilà, we got a color exchange.
How do I process this knowledge that Yoh feels Mizuki's love the most when tied up?
And Mizuki feels the most love for Yoh when he is basically taking him prisoner?
Instead, I'm just gonna focus on all the ways the colors popped up this episode like the little blue (and red) over Yoh's heart for Mizuki, and the laundry poles being green and blue.
Yoh also wearing blue with a little umbrella (for Mizuki) over his heart.
That Mizuki's character is in blue, and the cover has blue and green on it.
Yoh's notebook having green and blue circles, and his green pencil case.
Yoh's Green Gal wearing blue because she sees Mizuki's side.
Mizuku's comforter being blue.
The laundry being blue and green.
The rug being green.
Yoh's sweater having green accents.
And Mizuki's cardigan being blue.
Yoh buying drinks with green and blue labels and carrying them in a green bag.
Only for Mizuki to grab the one with the blue label.
And, of course, the tie!
Pour one out for a real one.
Why?
Don't think about the parallels, don't think about Pete having an actual answer this time around, don't think about how "I can't run off to anywhere" isn't just Pete choosing Vegas, it's Pete deciding to give himself no other choice. He's not just refusing to run off, he's not allowing it to be an option. Handing the rope to Vegas, all over again.
If you run now, I'm alright with that.
Don't think about Vegas being unconditionally selfless for the first time and giving Pete a way out anyway. Don't think about how this is better than all of the apologies because they're literally rewriting their lowest moment, going back and correcting all the wrongs of the past in order to move foward.
I got nothing left.
For sure don't think about this fucking line getting reused. Reframed. Don't think about the way it was originally Pete who was split open, hurt and empty, the fight drained out of him. How this was Pete with nothing left to give. Don't think about how now the fight is out of Vegas. How his will to keep taking is gone.
I don't want to be your burden. I just want to follow my heart.
Don't think about this confirmation that staying isn't just what Pete needs, what Vegas needs, it's what they both want.
From now on, you're no longer my pet. You're the most important person in my life.
Don't think about how it's so important for to them that they have this conversation in full before they even consider touching each other. Don't think about the way healing is important to them. Don't think about how KP said "Can we start all over?" and VP went ahead and did this.
Are y'all fucking??? Okay??????? Because I'm not.