Im Gonna Be So Real Can Yall Actually Talk About Ways We Can Support Trans Women In The UK Instead Of

asking myself “is this really who i want to be forever?” a lot lately

Chiitan 😭

Best things about being disabled:

Not necessarily being in a flare up, but it’s been two weeks of things not being right and each day you lose more hope that it’ll ever be okay again

All food and drinks are making you sick, even water churns your stomach

The weather can make your writhe in pain

Not being able to do anything, watching TV is exhausting, even scrolling on your phone requires a modicum of attention

Sitting upright is painful

Lying down is painful

Keeping your eyes open is effort

Wishing you could be the old you, the healthy you

Oh, and by the way, that Supreme Court ruling is where that Harry Potter money goes.

i hate being in pain all the tiiiimee, i hate this shit🎶

i hate not feeling my arms, i hate not being able to sleep, in a horrible shit cycle of insomnia caused by pain and feeling pain cus I cant catch a fucking break🎶

I hate this shit🎶

honestly it's been such a long time since I've been happy like if god exists then why does Elon musk deserves billions of dollars but I deserve to die in a mud puddle apparently

Not to be super negative, but it’s so exhausting to have to be strong about chronic illness. I want to break down and sob due to how drained I feel.

And I know I don’t have it as bad as many, but there is still a struggle and I’m so so tired.

I wish I could just have a healthy body and not whatever the hell is going on with mine.

I know I don’t have to be an inspiration all the time, but I’m not allowed to be honest about my struggles with those around me in real life without them being concerned. And I really really hate making people concerned.

Being chronically ill is like

“It’s fine”

“It’s fine”

“It’s fine”

*complete mental breakdown because you can’t do this anymore*

“It’s fine”