Yandere Bouncer
You feel perfectly safe getting drunk and letting loose, especially with your favourite bouncer to keep an eye on you. Well, up until the night you realise that every party has a price. Tags: Simon "Ghost" Riley inspired, implied somno, 3.1k words
Y'know who you shouldn't trust as much as you do? Bouncers. Sure, most of them are great. Just trying to do their jobs, keeping people safe when the booze starts hitting too hard.
But not in your case. No, when it comes to you - the bubbly party girl who smiles at just about everyone - the yandere bouncer at your favourite club doesn't have such noble intentions.
He's a big guy. All the security guys are, but he's big even by those standards. Standard issue black t-shirt straining at the seams when he crosses his arms. Mean mug, always scowling at any drunk stupid enough to breathe the same air as him.
Girls and guys alike think he's hot, but no amount of liquid courage can stand up to his glare. Anyone who tries to flirt with him usually thinks better of it when they're less than two sentences in. He's not here to hook up in the bathroom or be a rebound situationship. He's here to work.
The first time he runs into you, he barely notices anything beyond your skirt. Short as hell, even by clubbing standards.
What, do you want every bastard in there to get an eyeful of your thong, sweetheart?
He doesn't say it out loud. Just scoffs and hands you back your ID. Doesn't bother to reply when you wish him a good night.
The second time he runs into you, you're a little tipsy already. Smiling up at him like you don't see the pierced eyebrow or the scowl. He's tempted to not let you in - club has a strict no pre-drinking policy - but then you bat your lashes at him and joke that pre-gaming is the only way anyone can have any fun at all in this economy.
He snorts and let's you pass. He doesn't fully recognise you - too many faces, too little light - but some subconscious part of him takes note of your perfume. Something bright and fruity that makes him think of summer punch and getting drunk on the beach.
You try and greet him before you leave, half hanging off your more sober friend. You yell something over your shoulder about having a good time and smiling more. He isn't sure what you're on about, but it's kind of cute the way you mumble a little when you're drunk.
He doesn't expect to see you again, nor does he expect to recognise you if he does. There's half a dozen clubs in this rotten city, and half a million pretty girls with too short skirts.
But he does.
Notices you standing in line because the people around you are cracking up, total strangers laughing at some lame joke you made. He let's his partner do most of the ID checks that night. Not really realising it, but wanting a chance to watch you.
Your jokes aren't that funny. You touch people too much. You've got a laugh that's a bit too loud. But people like you.
Total strangers chatting it up and smiling like they've met a celebrity.
He rolls his shoulders, cracks his knuckles. A few people in the front of the line flinch away from him. He doesn't bother reassuring them.
What is it about you? What makes you so magnetic?
When you're finally at the front of the line, you give his partner a megawatt grin and call her by her name. Ask how her shoulders holding up after that brawl last week.
You smile at him too, your fingers brushing his wrist when you take your ID back.
"Hey, Mr tall, dark and scary. How's the biz treating you?"
"The same as it was last week. Same as it's going to be next week," he grinds out.
You pat his arm - are you seriously touching him? You barley know him - and flash him that same beaming smile.
"Don't be so pessimistic, handsome. I see lots of booze and parties in your future."
He scoffs. "Yeah. I reckon just about anyone could figure that."
You aren't offended. You just wink at him and disappear, your new friends in tow.
When he finally goes on break, he asks his partner about you.
"Oh, she's sweet, isn't she? Don't think she's been coming here long though."
"Three weeks," he mutters. "She knows your name?"
His partner laughs and tosses her cigarette onto the pavement. "Guess so. Nice of her to ask, don't you think?"
He isn't sure what to think, honestly.
He doesn't see you for two weeks after that. And when you're finally back, he can't help asking you about it.
"Oh, I had work," you say with a shrug. "I'm very flattered that you noticed."
"Hard not to. There wasn't any commotion, so I figured you weren't around."
You giggle and slap his arm, as cheesy as a cheerleader in a slasher movie. Still, it's kind of nice. Girls don't really act that way around him. It's either shy or terrified. Bubbly and a little over the top is a nice change.
He watches you walk away, your skirt just as short as the first time he noticed you.
Damn, doll. You make it hard for a man to focus. Got my mind in the bloody gutter.
It's late when you finally stumble out of the club, your heels in one hand and your phone in the other. You're trying to order an Uber but your cracked and unresponsive screen doesn't mix well with your booze addled senses. He gives it five minutes before he intervenes.
He plucks the phone out of your hand and sighs when you sag against him, half murmured thank yous slurring against his sleeve.
Out past your bedtime, eh love?
"Where do you stay?"
You tell him, your eyes half closed and your forehead resting against his arm.
Telling a stranger your address? C'mon doll, you should know better than that.
He waits with you until your ride arrives, and then he walks you to the car. He takes note of the number plate, only half aware that he's doing it.
He leans on the roof, barring his teeth at the driver in something only half related to a smile.
"Drop her off safe, yeah?"
"Yeah, for sure," the man agrees, nodding like a bobble head. "Wouldn't think of messing with her."
I'll break your wrists if you even look at her wrong.
"Right. Have a good one."
He raps his knuckles on the roof and watches until the tail lights fade.
There's an itch at the back of his brain that he just can't get rid of. Some annoying, rebellious part of him that keeps thinking about how warm you felt when you leaned up against him. How you're just short enough that he can rest his chin on your head.
The itch doesn't go away.
He keeps thinking about you until the weekend rolls around. What the hell do you do for work? It's hard to picture you in corporate - not when he's seen how low your necklines go. Pitching up to meetings and HR presentations when just a few nights ago you were drinking shots off a stranger's back? Not fucking likely.
...Although you would look pretty great in one of those tight little pencil skirts. Yeah, you pert ass would probably have your coworkers breaking their necks.
He doesn't see you in line until it's almost midnight. You look a little out of it. Constantly checking your phone, a half frown puckering your perfectly gelled brows.
He wants to pull you out of line. He really does. Not to give you any fancy VIP treatment - he wouldn't mind it though, he'd like to spoil you a little - but to just talk.
He shakes his head like a bull until the urge isn't quite so loud. Unprofessional, that. Showing favouritism. Not fair to the other people waiting in line. Still...
When he does finally get to talk to you, you aren't yourself. You cover it up with a smile, but even he can tell it's a poor veneer.
"I'm meeting up with my ex," you tell him when he finally gets around to asking. (It takes awhile. Has your ID always been this interesting? Shiny patterns. Nice typeface they're using now. And your birthday is exactly six months after his. Cute).
He doesn't know what to say to that. Isn't sure how he feels about it, either. Why the hell are you meeting some douche who you were one hundred percent right to dump? (He assumes it was you who did the dumping. No man in his right mind would let you go, not even if you're the type to swing a knife around on bad days).
"Good luck," he manages at last. "Hope he isn't an ass."
You squeeze his arm when you leave and he feels the ghost of your fingers for the rest of the night.
Your ex is an ass. All that and more. He can tell from the too heavy cologne, the pretentious boat shoes, the obnoxious laugh.
You're on his arm, smiling but not entirely comfortable. What are you thinking? Entertaining this overly polished turd of a man?
He stops you before you leave. Leans down and brushes his lips against your hair.
"You sure you're okay to go home with this guy?"
You give him a quick nod and a grateful smile.
He straightens, angry but not entirely sure why. He watches you walk away, his right hand clenching and unclenching around his radio until the veins stand out on his forearm.
You could do better than that, doll. You could be doing me.
He ends up finding your ex's name. Entirely on accident, swear. Finger slipped and before he knew it he was watching the CCTV footage of the front door, pausing when the guy's ID got flashed to the camera.
And now that he has that info, it's only logical that he checks him out on social media. You're a valued customer. He needs to be sure that the people you're associating with are safe.
Oh, and this guy isn't safe at all. Party animal, pussy hound. Sure, there's a pic or two of you together, but most of his profile is dedicated to shots of raves and cocktails and pretty girls.
You deserve better, don't you know that? Someone who can keep you safe when you're drunk, who can keep an eye on you when the clubs you like are filled with dark corners and shady drinks.
He's going to ask you out. It's only half decided - most of his brain pulling him one way and most of his cock pulling him the other. His heart split somewhere in the middle.
He's gonna be good for you, he knows it. Get rid of that overblown and overrated ex. Teach you which drinks are hopelessly overpriced and which ones are worth the cash. Not going to change you, no. That's what insecure men try and do when their girl likes to let loose on the weekends. No, he likes you just as you are. You need a bit of muscle to lean on, that's all.
But when the weekend rolls around, all his plans go swirling down the gutter. You're on your ex's arm again. Smiling too quick, laughing too sharp. But with him all the same.
C'mon doll, thought you were smarter than that.
You don't get a chance to chat. Your ex drags you straight into the club, barely waiting to get his ID back.
He wants to trade shifts. Abandon door duty and follow you around inside.
He doesn't. He snaps at the patrons and he bites his tongue bleeding and he clenches his fist until his nails dig into his skin, and he manages to not follow you.
The best decision to make, after all.
Your ex waits until the night is almost over to finally make his move. Or at least that's how it looks.
When he walks out of the club with his arm around your waist, it's clear that you're totally out of it. Barely standing on your own two feet, hair hanging forward and hiding your face.
He stops you. Of course he does. He's seen you tipsy and he's seen you blackout, but he's never seen you this bad.
Your ex tries to brush it off.
"She didn't have any head for the shots, that's all."
He doesn't buy it. Tilts your chin up and shines his torch in your eyes.
There it is. The fucking bastard.
Your pupils are blown out wide, not contracting at all even with his torch burning right into your retinas.
He knows you. Better than he'd like to admit. And he knows you don't party this hard.
He straightens and looks down at your ex with thinly veiled disgust.
"She's not going home with you."
The man laughs. "She's my girlfriend. 'Course she is."
He smiles. Or shows his teeth at least.
"She's. Not. Going. Anywhere."
The man freezes for a second, and then his smile turns nasty. "Who the fuck are you to decide who goes home with who?"
He wants to punch your ex in the throat.
He doesn't. Just looks at him, fingers curling into a fist almost as big as your head. Your ex is drunk, he's not as sharp as he would be sober. But his instincts aren't so dull that they don't recognise what's in front of him.
He's a bouncer, true. But more than that, he's a fighter.
Your ex can see it in the way he stands, can see it in the eyes that move too quick to follow.
And he's not just a fighter. He's a man with a whole lot to fight for.
Your ex licks his lips, too stupid to shut up.
"I'll call the cops on you, asshole."
The bouncer laughs. The first time anyone around here has ever heard it.
It's not a pleasant sound.
"Go ahead," he snarls softly, "Call them. And when they show up, why don't you also tell 'em the reason why your girlfriend is all shot up with special K, hmm?"
"She isn't -
"Don't even try it."
He wraps an arm around your waist and pulls you away from your ex. The bastard at least has the sense to not fight him.
Your boyfriend starts going on about calling the club owner, getting him fired. But he doesn't bother listening - it all fades to nothing when he holds you.
There, the way it's 'sposed to be.
You're warm, burning up with a fever. (How hot does your cunt feel if your hands are already scorching?) He needs to get you checked out. Needs to make sure whatever shit your ex snuck you isn't mixing with the alc.
You blink up at him, a small smile tugging at your lips. (Your lipstick would look so fucking good staining his cock).
"Mr tall, dark and scary. Gonna get me home again?"
He nudges you in the direction of the parking lot and you stumble, hands knotting in his shirt.
"Even better, doll. Gonna take you home myself."
You close your eyes the second he straps you into his passenger seat. It takes a minute or two to shake you awake.
He isn't an EMT, but working clubs means knowing all the signs of an overdose. You're on the verge of passing out, but you're not in any real danger. Breathing regular, heartbeat fast but not concerningly so. Lucky. Things could have gone a whole lot worse. As it stands, all you're going to suffer tomorrow is a bit of nausea and one killer headache.
He brushes the hair out of your eyes and smiles when you lean your face into his palm.
"You're totally out of it, aren't you? Won't remember a thing come morning."
You hum quietly, lips brushing his pulse.
"The hell am I 'sposed to do with you? You don't even have your keys on you."
He sighs and closes the passenger door. No help for it - he's going to have to take you to his place. (You, in his bed, where you belong).
You don't complain when the engine guns to life. A little beyond the realm of registering those sorts of things.
And you don't complain when he carries you up to his apartment, your head in the crook of his neck.
He doesn't mean to undress you. He's a lot of things, but not a degenerate. It's just when he finally lays you down on his sheets, it's clear that the straps on your dress are cutting into your. Gonna leave marks that burn in the morning.
Getting you out of your dress is the responsible thing to do. And if it has his cock twitching, well, that's just coincidental.
You're in matching lace underwear.
He fists the blanket until he stops thinking of beating your asshole ex into a dirt.
She was gonna give it to you anyway, you bastard. You didn't have to drug her.
He breathes out through his nose. Once. Twice. Calm down, focus on the here and now. Deal with that bastard later.
There. Much better. And look at you, burrowing down into his pillows. Do you like the smell of him, is that what this is?
He undoes your bra and tosses it over his shoulder to join your dress and heels.
Didn't he once hear that it's unhealthy to sleep with a bra on? Increases the risk of cancer or something. Yeah, that's why he took it off. For the sake of your health.
He watches you for a while. The steady rise and fall of your chest, the flickering behind your eyelids as you start to dream.
He should take a picture or two. It would be a shame not to. And what you don't know can't hurt you, right? All pretty in his bed. God knows the girls he brings home never get the chance to sleep. This is a rare thing, worth documenting.
The flash doesn't bother you. Maybe a few more. Just to make sure they're good quality. Don't want to look back tomorrow and realise the pics are all blurry.
Just a few more. Maybe a video.
You look good, but you'd look even better without your panties in the way. They ruin the view.
He hooks his thumb under the band and slips them off, his fingers almost brushing your cunt.
There. So much better.
He swallows and puts his phone down, some part of him screaming at him for being a bastard. Another part screaming at him for not being a big enough bastard to take what he wants.
"You're too sweet to end up in a stranger's bed, doll. Getting fucked when you're too out of it to remember."
The streetlight outside his window washes you in alternating stripes of dark and light. He leans down and runs a hand up your thigh. Soft skin, like a peach right before you sink your teeth in.
"So it's a good thing we're not strangers."
â°pairing; preacher!jk x reader x cowboy!jm
â°word count; 4.6k
â°genre; smut, horror, angst
â°tw; dead dove do not eat, drowning, heavy non-con, dacryphilia, oral, penetration, mentions of blood, depiction of religion, gruesome details of death, physical and verbal violence (jk has a serious rage problem), alcohol consumption, smoking, mentions of jk wanting to have sex as a teen.
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"Love. Sweetheart, stay with me a lil' longer, please. Fuck, Jeon, she's dying on me." Jimin bellowed, a halo of violet light outlining his silhouette as dry cornfields passed by the sides of the truck, your body bouncing with the truck's turmoil from side to side.
You looked down and saw your numb leg, the dark hole of burnt skin that Park soaked with a misty liquor. His awake and worried eyes, the dried blood of your lusts on his lips, the new blood that the wound vomited out, covering his hands, becoming thicker and purer.
Your shoulders slumped, your head resting on the back window of the truck. The two men were fighting, but that was just as the murmur of crickets and moths.
The sky was infinite, domed with stars, all subtly arranged in the perfect position. You saw among the sequins of God, all your dresses and the damn heels in which you had to squeeze your growing body. How Miss Texas' adorable smile became a pathetic white plate without emotion.
And oh, you knew that the fall of a star was inevitable, but not even the flame began to die when you were already sunken between the rocks and the soft grass caressing the last spark, your first tears of acceptance. And in the grass, you dozed, feeling sorry for your own useless body, the plastic crowns, the gold, and the memories of the applause.
"No! Stay." A slap brought you back to the hard floor of a barn. The unknown man grabbed your cheeks and choked you with a long, bitter drink of homemade liquor.
The little light came in from a window in the wooden ceiling, the heat emanating from the hay and wool piled in the corner, leaving a strong smell, you groaned before vomiting to the side.
"Fuck, Jungkook. She's not a fucking animal, you're going to make her faint." Jimin pushed his partner. Jungkook swallowed hard. His pale, neat face was dirty with crimson droplets.
"What the fuck were you thinking, Park?" Jungkook pushed him back, and neither of them could believe it, neither the action nor the power in the voice.
"What are you talkin' about?"
"Letting in a bunch of rapist shit-smoking hippies without a fucking cent to pay for their stay."
And then you thought about the rifle the father was carrying, about Sage and the others. A gasp from deep in your chest, the sob reminding you of your pain.
The rifle was pointed at you with anger pooling in his neck that didn't let him breathe. You screamed as you tried to stand up but it was useless, your wounded leg was your cross. Jimin moved as quickly as possible to cover your mouth, squeezing until it hurt.
"What did you do with the others?" Park's voice trembled, and his partner's eyes showed an open, bloody wound that would not close until a couple of demons ran away.
"I shot the boy in the shoulder, the two girls took the car and drove to California. I made them promise not to come back."
"You're a fucking psychopath." Your scream is muffled by the cowboy's fingers.
The rifle flew away in the hay, and the impatient sheep threw themselves to one side when they knew that it was not food they brought but danger.
"Jeon, stop!"
Jungkook was taller and heavier than his partner, so it wasn't difficult to lunge at you, grab your hair, and compress your chin until he felt every tooth. He was sweating with the smell of incense and wine, his thin lips spit in your face.
"It's because of people like you that I want to leave the church and buy a damn truck, pick up every son of a bitch on Route 66 who raises his dirty thumb on the side of the road, and bathe them in acid until they dissolve alive."
You didn't say anything, because you were pure meat in front of him, a mere animal for slaughter if you moved too closeâŠ
Two hot tears fell to Jungkook's fingers, and it was as if a flower had opened in his hand. A strange tickling in his throat left him passive, mute. He removed his hat with the respect the pained lady deserved.
"You're the Bell Ranch kid."
"Please tell me you didn't start shooting people in my house." Jimin interrupted, pacing back and forth impatiently.
"Jimin, she's the Bell Ranch kid-"
"I know, it doesn't matter now. You shot her and she's bleeding herself to death, Christ."
"I told you it was just a shot, they'll probably think it was to scare a coyote."
The cowboy crouched down and tucked his head between his legs, the alcohol rising into his veins.
"You're such an idiot, you know?" The father continued, filling the silence.
"What did you just say?"
"You really believe that these people come to enjoy rural life, to feed your chickens and fuck in the mountains."
"I needed the money," Jimin muttered stressed.
"The fuck you needed that money for?"
"To get the hell out of this place." He roared, standing again in front of Jungkook. "I'm sick and tired of Rivermouth and its moribund, corrupt town. It makes me want to throw up just thinking about having to see the fucking faces of the same people at Bee's diner again."
Jungkook furrowed his eyebrows at him, seeing him as if he were a child throwing a tantrum.
"But everyone loves you, you're like a star here."
Jimin laughed, glassy eyes threatening to ooze saline waters.
"Do you know who else was a star in this town? Your dad, little church boy."
"Jimin." He warned you saw how his fists showed through his knuckles.
"And the star decided to have a summer camp for all the children, ended up in a human grill, and everyone thought that your dad fucked children."
It was so fast that you couldn't see Jimin's body fall to the ground, the dust hiding the blows that reverberated from Jimin's skull. The cowboy didn't lift his arms, instead, he let his friend vent until he saw Jimin's silver fang painted red.
Jungkook gasped like a barbarian, his arms trembled before he delivered the next punch and fell next to Jimin, overwhelming moans coming from his chest, stale tears, and babbling that only Jimin understood, but he didn't move.
Jimin closed his eyes, thinking about teenage Jungkook who was trying to get close to the burned body of his father, which Jimin never let him talk about or touch, for the funeral he locked him in his room even after protests and threats. He didn't know if he wanted to protect him, if because he was older than him, he thought about taking the role that that monument of a man had left behind.
He was as attractive as his son, charismatic, and an all-around good man. But his statue began to crack when some young people arrived at the church, a couple who convinced him that he did not need the God for whom he so praised and knelt down. But he was the deity, who with his wings would go far.
He had this idea of encouraging the little ones next to him, elevating them. He closed the doors of the old church, while singing with the children and bathed the edges of the windows in kerosene.
The screams were hellish, no one heard them. No one cried more than the little boy who saw his sister burning on the ground, no one screamed more than the girl whose dress melted into her skin, and no one trusted her father more than the youngest son of Father John I.
Jungkook's younger brother hung from his father's clothes, watching his friends burn with a sense of purpose, that this had to happen for his own good.
And like Icarus, the sun kissed his father's body without Jungkook realizing the changes until very late: the sarcastic laughter in the middle of reading, his constant absence, the misplaced and ambitious gaze.
His mother fell into the abyss. Died sitting in a rocking chair when her body seemed to disintegrate more and more every day. A rosary in hand, a tiresome prayer that licked away her sorrows.
"Come on, we have to think about what we're going to do with her," Jimin murmured, wiping away the trickle that ran down his nose. Jungkook gave him his hand and stood up. Both men hugged each other until the minor stopped sobbing.
The father looked in your direction, determined. You could feel the black socket of his eyes fire just once and not miss.
"We have to chain her before she runs away."
Jimin nodded. There was no time to lose.
A latent pain spread through Jungkook's head until a crown of pure anguish decorated his hair. Two fingers pinched the bridge of his nose as the phone rang incessantly on the other line.
One of the things that bothered him about Billie, was the way time seemed to run smoothly and leisurely through her fingers. It took her forever to analyze things, to choose what she was going to eat, even if it would always be chicken pot pie; and in this case, answer the phone.
The telephone booth where he was was dirty, it smelled of urine, and the windows were clouded with dust. He was still wearing his black shirt and pants, his collar pristine white, his old man's ring on his right hand being moved anxiously.
He couldn't believe what he would do in his free time instead of being with the girl he had decided to marry. But a letter arrived at his office at the church that afternoon, one of the children playing in the park had been sent with it. The letter was a simple piece of paper wrapped and tied with an improvised wildflower as a cord.
I'll be busy tonight. The sheep must be tamed and sheared. J.
When he read the words, he almost dropped the paper on the floor and sent the boy out with a dollar in his hand so that he would promise not to tell anyone.
He spent the entire mass having trouble speaking, gave averted glances, and cleared his throat like a sick man. The drops of sweat clinging to his chest, it was hell.
"Hello?"
"Billie, it's John, sweetheart."
"Why are you not here?" His chest sank as he heard the sweet voice of his girl. He closed his eyes and pressed his lips together.
"I must..." his voice trailed off. The last time he lied was so long ago.
It's not that religion made him feel guilty for telling a lie, sometimes a father must lie to people's faces with such solemnity that the devotee can only let themselves fall into the invisible hands of God and lie down on hope for a miracle.
"I have to take care of one Park's ewe. Poor little one it's havin' some trouble, and he doesn't want her to be alone until his show ends." Terrible, one of the worst lies he's ever made.
Silence.
"Do you want me to come with you?" Billie purred, almost in a plea. He sighed, he could see her pink varnished nail tangled in the phone cord eagerly. Trying not to wake her dad's ears with such questions.
Jungkook had her on the edge because he hadn't even kissed her. He knew he was cruel for that. It's not that he has officially offered either, but sometimes a man doesn't lie through words, but by taking her home, by looking into her eyes for a longer time when he gives her the host, by helping her learn to touch herself inside the confessional.
"It's better not to, pet. I'm sure it'll be an allnighter, the thing'll be crying for hours and I know how sensitive you are with animals."
"It's true, you know me so well, Jungkook."
He smiled. "I know, darling." He clears his throat before continuing. "But tomorrow you can come to the parish, and we will feed the pigeons in the morning. How 'bout that?"
One more lie, this time it was not the hands of God but the calloused and bloody hands of the young father. But she just giggled.
"Goodnight, Billie. Say hi to your mother for me."
"'Night, Johnnie. I love you."
A lump in his throat, and he thanked God because after saying that, she closed the call. His tongue turned to lead to say those three words back. He knew he did, he wanted to protect Billie more than anything and make her happy, but there was no need to say it, right?
Jungkook's shirt was unbuttoned, the shaking in his breathing causing an unusual tremor in the sound of the farm. It was a windy night, there wasn't much moonlight, so Jungkook lit several kerosene lamps on the banks.
The wooden tub was arranged in the center, the horses and chickens raising their heads every time Jungkook grunted, bringing more hot water. The sweat falling down his temples and over his broad chest, the steam had him suffocated in that silence, and you showed no signs of waking up at any time.
He approached the hay in the corner where the sheep surrounded your body curled up like a fetus, you slept with bloody clothes and matted hair. Your breathing is as soft as the wool around you, both hands and feet tied with rope.
You looked like a lost princess. A princess who devoured every man in her land, and now she rests peacefully to reduce her satiety. Your dry mouth and the remains of Jimin's blood fell to your neckline, making Jungkook's face boil, because he couldn't believe that his friend had fallen for such banalities. It made him want to take the same lamp in his fingers and drop it on top of your delicate body.
His boot touched your low heels, but nothing. He crouched down until he had his hand close to your shoulder, your skin tender under the shaking flames, curved and soft under the dress you were wearing.
You were disgusting, angelic, so terribly at peace in your state.
Of course, upon his arrival at Jimin's house, the first thing he did was open your suitcase and touch all your belongings. Because, in the end, a woman is her belongings: she is the compact blush that she has worn since she was 19, she is the old leather necklace with the worn-out heart pendant and the empty perfume bottle.
Women feel this need to keep things that don't work or lose their value over time. Something that may have to do with how Jungkook sees them, how it's the opposite for him. How his father and his uncles also saw the women in his life. The brighter, the better.
Women, instead, have their daughters' teeth in their jewelry like yellowish nacre and love the same man from their fifteenth until the memories fade with their bodies.
Jungkook knew you would like something to remind you of home, where you truly belong. Not California, not New York, not even Austin; but Rivermouth, with its disproportionate mountains, the storm clouds filling the sky at all hours, and the same faces transferring from parents to children to grandchildren.
A place where nothing changed and that was the good thing. Even though things might end up bad.
He was sure your body was not leaving that barn, he had come to that decision the same day he saw you.
To recompensate, he decided to find you the most beautiful dress among your belongings, a delicate bow with which he would decorate your neck and a vermilion lipstick.
His hand squeezed your shoulder until you stood up screaming, his hand went straight to your mouth.
"Don't fucking do that, please." The way you looked around made Jungkook understand that you didn't remember anything, it was sad to see the weight lift your pupils towards his and still try to find an explanation. "You need to shower, your stench is making me sick."
He grabbed your bound wrists and dragged you to the edge of the hot water, a round, yellowish sponge and sulfur soap placed on a stool.
"Don't make a noise, you'll wake up Sweet Pea," Jungkook murmured behind you, the heat of his breath on your back.
Sweet Pea was a sheep separated from the others, sleeping between a bed made of hay and old coats. Her bloated stomach writhed with each ragged breath. She suffered with her mouth open and her woolly paws shivering with every squirm of the babies in her belly, she slept painfully.
"Raise your arms." The man behind you whispered, a sharp Swiss army knife cutting through the fabric of your dress like butter. The cold of his hands removing your dress let a gasp leave your lips. "Easy, there."
His tall, sweaty body leaned into your hands, his eyes evading yours, swallowing hard. Your breasts fell light and exquisite, your exposed stomach curved until it reached the plain of your pussy and Jungkook felt like the edge of his knife would slip from his hands as he finished tearing your clothes.
"Let's see the wound." He cleared his throat, sitting on the bench where he had a clean pair of gauze. "Does it hurt?"
"What do you think?" You interrupted, raising your foot to the top of his knee.
"Have some respect. I'm not one of your little friends."
You rolled your eyes as the slender fingers removed the knot from the dirty yellowed gauze. You hissed, leaning your body forward. As a result, you placed your hands on top of Jungkook's jet-black hair, tightening the strands under your fingers in the last turn of the gauze. Jungkook took a deep breath, his fingers trembling gently as he examined the bruised hole.
"At least the blood stopped."
"Do you plan to heal my wound until I starve to death here?"
Jungkook was already getting tired of your words, of that shrill accent, and your lips always a little parted as if waiting for them to fill your mouth with-
"I plan to heal your wounds until I find a grave big enough to put you and all your things in." Your alert eyes made him laugh. He loved seeing the terror in them. Made you look more adorable.
He grabbed the clear liquor from among the hay and wet a piece of cotton. Your left leg was shaking from the effort, and you were weak, surely Jimin was stupid enough to not leave you something to eat before going to enjoy his fame.
"You're crying." Jungkook saw the tears falling to your breasts, you were quick to remove the ones that were flowing with your tied hands. Inhaling and sobbing like a little girl trying to be brave. You were terrified.
God and men knew why the statues of virgins were always portrayed as suffering. He wanted to run his fingers over your face, lick every salty tear, and say more chilling things to you to make you cry even more.
His hand rested on his lap and patted a couple of times.
"I know it hurts, stop being so stubborn."
You left your buttocks on his lap and placed both arms on your chest, covering your breasts. You were a mess, and you hated that you were crying, rivulets falling to the sockets of your collarbones. Jungkook focused on it, feeling thirsty as he cleaned the wound.
A hand rested on your bare waist to keep you from falling, calloused fingers unconsciously caressing the soft skin. Your back rose and fell with each whimper.
"I was kiddin', kid. For God's sake." He frowned, yet you continued. He grabbed the bottle again and grabbed your chin with his thumbs, long gulps of sheer force passing down your throat. "There ya' go. Stop the whining, now."
You coughed as you felt the alcohol melt your stomach with its heat.
"I hate you both. I wish I was dead."
"Me too, pumpkin."
The next step was to get into the bathtub. You closed your eyes as the heat engulfed your body, the steam cleaning your pits after crying your fill. You moaned softly as you snuggled into the soggy sheet.
On the other side was the father, sitting with both legs open while he slowly scrubbed the sponge with the soap. His hungry eyes were behind the whitish walls of hot steam.
"You're a virgin. Right, Father John?" Your light, sharp tongue asked, moving you closer to the edge of the tub.
His gaze went to yours, bold, fed up. He dropped the soap and poured water on your face and hair with an empty can of chickpeas. The slippery hair was easy to clench in his fist, the sponge in his hand rubbing circles on your back.
You pursed your lips as you felt the pressure you caused on him. Well, it looks like it was true.
"Don't you have a little girlfriend? It must be so lonely in this fucking town."
"I'll make you cry harder if you keep talking bullshit."
The foam was sliding down to your breasts, Jungkook tried to be as stoic as possible cleaning the area.
There was something quite submissive about him that brought out your worst thoughts. The worst part was that the alcohol made you dangerously flirtatious and you couldn't keep yourself in check. Not even when your life hung on it.
Between his long, slender fingers, over his broad back, and his soft, deadly voice.
You couldn't take it any longer as you moved closer to his body, the exact curve between his ear and his neck, and inhaled deeply. His hand under the water cleaning between your legs. You could feel his breathing become sharper.
"She gave it to you, right?" You sniffed closer. "You wear it to go see her, but now you have to bathe some shitty hippie you humiliated once in your teens."
"Shut up."
"Unlike your cowboy friend, you are a gentleman. You don't fuck 'em, then leave with your dick wet."
Jungkook chuckled. Silence.
He put the sponge on the bench and rolled up the sleeves of his shirt to his elbows.
"I think we're done." He smiled.
Your eyebrows furrowed as he kicked off his shoes and stepped into the tub next to you. A heavy hand rested on your face and you could only feel the water entering your lungs, the beat of your screams turning into bubbles among the grayish water.
Out. A gasp, your heart beating a mile an hour searching for air between the hardness of Jungkook's palm.
In. Your body arched, bound hands clawing at Jungkook's arm. The impenetrable darkness consumed you, the sound pressure of the water, the metallic taste in your throat.
Out.
Your purple face, swollen eyes, crimson lips.
"Breathe, breathe." His voice was soft, and his fingers went to your hair to support your weak body. You heard a metallic clinking sound, your eyes burning from the soap in the water. "Open your mouth."
His fingers separated your teeth to make way for his cock, the pulse of his veins massaging your lips. Jungkook hissed loudly, throwing his head back.
"Atta, girl. Open more, I know bitches like you can dislocate their fuckin' jaws."
Your eyelashes fluttered, looking for a way to look into his eyes and ask for mercy. But your eyes burned terribly and the saliva fell in streams from your mouth every time his cock came out and came back in with more force. You could only squeeze his wet pants and clumsily try to shake his thigh to make him realize you were choking.
"Mm."
"Don't trytta "mm" me. This is what you wanted."
For the first time, his cock came completely out of your mouth, drool falling into the water.
His arm supported your body and lifted your top out of the water, revealing how shiny and smooth your ass looked presented to him. The bottle of liquor was right next to you. You heard Jungkook take a gulp and how his forearm chained your neck so you could drink with him. For a few seconds, you resisted until you could do nothing but open your mouth or choke on alcohol.
"Shh, don't cry again." His fingers massaged your wet hair, his face pressed to yours as he slid his cock between your ass cheeks. "Such a crybaby. You're the one popping my cherry tonight, little buckle bunny. Ain't ya' happy?"
"I'm scared, please let me go." Your voice tore through your throat with torture, phlegm building up in your nose.
"No, can't." His cock found your entrance, the sting of the soap lubricating you, and the growl that came from Jungkook's chest made your body tense. "You need me, remember? If it was because of Park, you would have been dead a long time ago."
"I'm scared, please-"
"Shhh."
The lamps were going out little by little, leaving the shadows of Jungkook's body to engulf yours.
When your pussy began to make way and pulse around his cock, he felt sorry for not having done it sooner, for not having taken the first five dollars he stole from his father when he was fifteen and find a whore to fuck, for not having let Mandy, the daughter of his math teacher, suck him last year of school; of not having taken all the divine women in his church and instead of giving them the host, putting his cock in their mouth.
He thought about each and every one of them. He thought about Billie and the confessional, and fuck! How delicious it felt to have all your blood go to one place, leaving you dizzy and stupid like a farm animal in heat.
"Why don't we-" he moaned with tight lips, wetting his face to concentrate. "Why don't we pray, it'll make you feel better, make you less tight."
The lamps went out, leaving only one in the corner outlining Jungkook's profile. From his long oval nose, and swollen lips, from the dying steam.
So what if you said yes? If you intertwined your fingers while that monster attacked you. So what if you closed your eyes and tilted your head to Jungkook's lips to hear his spasmodic voice tell you to repeat after him.
"Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee," he whispered, and you repeated, drowning in tears.
"Blessed art thou among women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus." You continued.
"Keep going."
The water began to splash out of the tub with each crash against your ass, his arm hugged your waist and your chest. Soft, wet kisses from your ear to your back.
âHoly Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinnersâŠâ You squealed as Jungkook trembled, his moans creating an ethereal song in the barn.
Between his babbling, he mentioned God, you, and all the curses he could think of. It was the birth of a Mephistopheles among the hay and the horses.
"Now and at the hour of our death. Amen." You sighed as you felt your body fall into the water on top of Jungkook's. Your head on his heaving chest, the pulsing pain inside you withering.
Jungkook's heart sounded like the pastures where your memories lie. The warmth of his hand holding you closer to him.
You were angry with yourself because your chest began to hurt and oh, how stupid you were, how stupid your mother had been for having raised you among pretty things and so many compliments.
"I brought you strawberry jam and milk for the night. Tomorrow I'll bring better things." He muttered, hot and his voice raspy.
And oh, how dumb you were for wanting him to wear the same perfume again when he came back.
The More You Struggle, The Tighter I Hold
Synopsis: Jungkook has given you everything, so he doesnât quite appreciate it when you choose a broke college boy over him. Themes: chaebol yandere jungkook, rich brat reader, mind conditioning, manipulation, age gap, older jk, nsfw, smut, dubcon, crempie, pregnancy kink
Jungkook has spoiled you rotten for as long as he can rememberâlavishing you with expensive gifts, funding your every whim, covering your wishlist without hesitation. Free trips abroad for you and your friends, extravagant dinner dates, even pulling strings to get you into your dream university when your grades didnât quite meet the requirements. A simple call to the dean, a casual mention of your "relation," and suddenly, doors that should have remained closed swung wide open for you.
He has always been there, protecting you, guiding you, offering advice like a good older brother would. And for years, thatâs exactly how you saw himâa doting, dependable presence, someone you could always rely on.
But Jungkook never wanted to be just seen as an older brother.
He wanted more.
Maybe it started the first time he met you, when your father brought you to one of his meetings with Jungkookâs grandfather. You were just ten years old then, a shy, quiet child clinging to the edges of the conversation while he, at sixteen, regarded you as the little sister he never had. Someone fragile, someone to protect.
At least, thatâs what he thought his feelings were.
Until you turned seventeen.
That was when everything shifted. Your body began to changeâyour hips, your chest, the graceful curve of your waist.
Your innocence took on an unintentional allure, oblivious to how you moved, how your body would be pressed into him when you came running to hug him, how you smiled, or how your presence began to unearth something dark and possessive inside him.
That was when Jungkook stopped seeing you as his little sister. And started seeing you as something else entirely.
He saw you as a woman, a woman that should belong to him, rather than that of a younger sister, but you are oblivious to that fact.Â
Jungkookâs help isnât limited to just youâit extends to your entire family, ensuring their unwavering favor, shaping their perception of him as a saint, a savior, a blessing from heaven that they could never repay.
When his grandfather retired as chairman of the Jeon Conglomerate, Jungkook stepped into his rightful position, making sure that your family reaped the greatest benefits from his power.
But those benefits didnât come without costâŠ
He had orchestrated everything. Pulled the right strings, made the right moves, and watched as your familyâs company crumbled under carefully placed pressureâonly for him to appear at just the right time with an outstretched hand and an offer too generous to refuse.
A lifeline. A godsend.
Your father and brother were given prestigious positions within his empireâroles they were woefully unqualified for, yet perfect for keeping them satisfied.
Jungkook knew your father had been embezzling funds from the Jeons for years, a rat biting the very hand that fed him. But Jungkook never stopped him. He never exposed him. Instead, he tolerated it, even allowed it, letting your father gorge himself on wealth that Jungkook could make back in mere minutes.
Because money has never been an issue to him,
Itâs not what Jungkook wanted the mostâŠ
You are.Â
Your family had been consumed by greed long ago, blind to the noose tightening around them as they dug their own graves.
And Jungkook?
He only watched in quiet amusement.
He had always known their sins would serve him one day. That when the time came, their insatiable hunger for wealth and status would tip the scales in his favor.
After all, they were nothing more than beggars dressed in wealthâalways grasping for more, always willing to sell whatever was necessary for a place at the Jeon table.
Even you.
And why wouldnât they? Everything they hadâevery luxury, every privilegeâexisted only because of him.
If not for Jungkook, your family would have sunk into bankruptcy long ago.
You were almost just like themâyou couldnât live without gold under your feet. The only difference was that you never took advantage of anyone, never used people for your own gain.Â
You werenât capable of something like that.Â
In Jungkook's mind, a kind and innocent thing like you isnât capable of such sin.
You were just... spoiled. If that was the right word for it. Born into wealth, raised in luxury, never knowing what it was like to beg for anything.
And Jungkook was fine with that.
More than fine.
Because once you became his, he planned on spoiling you even more.
For a long time, everything unfolded just as Jungkook had plannedâuntil he received the most offensive news from you.
âKookie, meet Hoseok. Weâre in the same college department⊠heâs, um, my boyfriend.â
You introduced him shyly, a blush creeping up your cheeks as you wrapped your arms around your boyfriendâs slender frame.
Jungkook sat there, his glass of wine in hand, gaze locked onto the two of you. He looked at Hoseok from head to toe, trying to process what you had just saidâas if hearing it aloud would somehow make it more real.
Here you are, standing beside a guy who looked like he had thrown himself together in five minutesâjeans, Converse, and a wrinkled T-shirt that was probably the first thing he grabbed from his small closet.
An attire that's entirely not suited to a luxurious dinner place like this
His nervous smile only made the contrast more jarring.
And then thereâs Jungkook, in a perfectly tailored suit, polished shoes, a Patek Philippe watch on his wristâan image of wealth and power that felt completely at odds with this moment.
âYou never told me anything about this⊠guy, baby,â Jungkook finally spoke, his voice cold as he set his wineglass down.
Of course, you're twenty now. It's only natural that youâd have a boyfriend. But he never imagined it would be this soon, especially since heâd never seen you show any real interest in relationships.
He always thought your attention was his aloneâthat no unworthy man could ever steal it.
But it seems he was wrong.
In his mind, maybe he shouldâve arranged your marriage with him sooner.
Hoseok stiffened at the way Jungkook called you baby, but he quickly shook off the thought. Youâd told him before that Jungkook was like an older brotherâmaybe this was just how he spoke.
âWell, I always forget,â you said casually, taking a seat and gesturing for Hoseok to join you as you skimmed through the menu.
Jungkook only hummed in response, swirling the wine in his glass.
âU-uh, hi, sir,â Hoseok finally spoke up, his voice tentative, trying to break the tense silence.
You had warned him before coming in that Jungkook might come off as strong and intimidating, but that he was actually sweet underneath it all.
But nothing about Jungkookâs aura felt sweet to Hoseok.
Wellâat least to you, Jungkook was sweet.
Jungkook certainly heard Hoseokâs attempt at a greeting. He even glanced at him briefly. But he didnât acknowledge him. Instead, his attention remained fixed on you.
âBaby, do your parents already know about this?â His voice was calm, but there was something heavier beneath it, something unreadable.
You tensed for a second but quickly recovered. âKookieeee, please donât tell them. You know how they can be sometimes. I only told you because I knew youâd be happy for me,â you said with a sweet smile.
You were definitely wrong about that.
None of this made Jungkook happy. Not even a little.
But he chuckled softly, watching how you tried to act cute in front of him, hoping to convince him to keep your little secret.
"Fine,â
Hoseok sat there, feeling increasingly uncomfortableâthe way Jungkookâs presence seemed to dominate the space, the way the dynamic between the two of you didnât quite sit right with him.
This wasnât how normal childhood friends act, even if you say that you're very close with Jungkook.
Still, he chose to remain silent. He wasnât about to speak out of turn in front of a man who looked like he could crush him for even the smallest mistake.
Jungkook drained the last of his wine, then glanced at his wristwatch before rising from his seat.
âWell, you two have fun,â he said smoothly, his voice calm but carrying an unmistakable edge. âOrder whatever you want.â He said as he handed you his black card.
âBut Kook! I thought you had cleared your plans for tonight?â Confusion flickered across your face.
âYeah, I know, baby. But you know how it is. Iâm a busy man.â
That was a lie.
He had indeed cleared his schedule. This night was supposed to be just for the two of you. But Hoseokâs presence had ruined his appetite.
My driver will pick you up at eight,â he continued, slipping his hands into his pockets. âYou know how your mom doesnât like you coming home late.â
âUhh, sir⊠I actually intend to bring her home myselfââ
âAlright, baby?â Jungkook cut him off, his voice gentle but firm, like a parent dismissing a child.
The conversation was already over.
You hesitated for a second before nodding. âOkayâŠâ you murmured, the slight sadness in your voice betraying the unspoken truth:
Jungkook didnât like Hoseok for you.
And he never would.
And just like that, the night ended with you being picked up by one of Jungkookâs driver after you and hoseok finished eating dinner that jungkook had paid for.
Hoseok might not say it aloud, but he hated itâŠ
Hated how Jungkook had effortlessly covered the bill when he couldâve just taken you somewhere he could afford.
It felt like a reminderâlike a quiet way of putting him in his place.
And it didnât help that you wouldnât stop babbling about how good the food was.
âGod, that steak was delicious! It tasted almost the same as the ones we had on our Europe tripâŠâ
Hoseok only hummed in response, already annoyed, his fists clenching at his sides as the two of you stepped out of the restaurant. And there it wasâa sleek black Mercedes waiting in front of the restaurant, Jungkookâs driver standing there to greet you.
âGood evening, Miss Y/N.â
You barely noticed Hoseokâs stiff posture beside you. âMy driverâs here. Bye, Hoseok!â you chirped, flashing him a small smile before slipping inside the car without a second thought.
Hoseok stood there for a moment, watching as the car pulled away, his jaw tightening.
If thatâs how Jungkook reacted, then what more if your parents found out you were dating him?
And though you had always been so kind to Hoseok, he couldnât help but feel like he was beneath youâlike he wasnât someone worthy of standing by your side.
A week had passed since that dinner. The one where you introduced Hoseok to Jungkook like it was nothing, like it wouldnât shift the earth beneath your feet.
You honestly thought things were going fine.
But Hoseok had been⊠gone.
Not in the literal senseâno, he was still enrolled, still somewhere in the cityâbut he hadnât attended any of your shared classes, hadnât shown up at the student publication office where the two of you spent almost every afternoon.
His name no longer popped up in your notifications, no missed calls, no good morning texts.
Just... silence.
A gaping void where he used to be.
You reached out to people, trying not to sound desperate.
But the responses were all the same:
"I donât know." "Ask someone else." "Weâre not getting involved in your drama."
Drama?
What drama?
Everything was going fine. Wasnât it?
Something in you says that he's avoiding you, but you refuse to accept that, because everything was just fine. Instead, you convince yourself to believe that maybe something has just happened that doesn't concern you, perhaps a family emergency that he has to take care of.
But why is he not messaging you if that's the case? The longer the silence dragged on, the more it chipped away at your patience.
Until finally, you decided youâd had enough.
If he wasnât going to face you at uni, then youâd confront him at his apartment. You need to get your answers to the questions that have been bugging your mind.
You didnât bother texting. You didnât even knock.
The spare key heâd given you months ago still worked.
The lights were off when you stepped inside. Your first impression was that he might not be homeâyou were halfway through calling his name, just to make sure he really wasnât there, when you heard something from the bedroomâfaint, but unmistakable.
A moan.
You stopped cold.
Your heart plummeted straight into your stomach.
No.
No, no, no.
You moved before you could think better of it, storming down the short hall toward his bedroom. The door was cracked open just enough.
You pushed it.
And instantly wished you hadnât.
There he was.
Hoseok.
On top of someone, some girl you barely recognized from one of the campus orgs. Her legs were wrapped around his waist, her nails digging into his back, both of them breathless, gasping, fucking like they had no care in the world until they felt your presence that caught them off guard.
You felt stupidâafter all those days of searching for him, calling and worrying, wondering what could've happened to him, only to find him enjoying himself between some other girl's legs.
A strangled noise left your throat as you stumbled back a step. Your vision blurred for a second, and the ringing in your ears drowned out whatever garbled excuse the girl tried to throw on as she scrambled for a sheet.
Hoseok didnât even flinch.
Didnât even look guilty.
He didnât bother covering up. Didnât even look surprised anymore. Just annoyed.
âFuck,â he muttered under his breath, pulling away from the girl beneath him. âWhat the hell are you doing here?â
You opened your mouth, but nothing came out. You were frozen, the image of him and that girl still burned behind your eyelids.
âYou stalking me now?â he scoffed, reaching for his jeans without shame. âGod, I shouldâve known you wouldnât take the hint.â
âThe hint?â your voice cracked. âYou disappeared on me, Hoseok. You ignored my calls, ditched classâwhat the fuck was I supposed to think?â
He rolled his eyes, zipping his pants. âThat itâs over. Thatâs what you shouldâve thought.â
Your stomach dropped.
âBut⊠you didnât evenââ
âDidnât even what? Text you some sappy breakup message?â he sneered.
âWhy would I waste my time on that? Itâs not like we were anything serious.â
Your breath hitched, refusing to believe what he just said, though it was crystal clear.
"You told me you loved me!"
âYeah, well,â he said, grabbing a shirt and carelessly pulling it over his head, âI say a lot of shit. Doesnât mean I meant it.â
The girl behind him giggled under the covers, which only infuriated you further, and Hoseok didnât even glance at her. His eyes were on you, and they werenât kind like how it was before.
âLook,â he said, âThat Jungkook guy? He opened my eyes, alright? Youâre nothing but trouble. Ever since I got with you, my grades lowered, fuck, my scholarship's even hanging by a thread. My future is on the line. You dragged me into your chaos and Iâm finally fucking done.â
You blinked back the sting in your eyes, confusion tightening in your chest. How was Jungkook even involved in this?
âNo⊠Jungkook wouldnât do that,â you said, voice barely above a whisper. âHeâs not like that.â
âOh yeah?â Hoseok barked a bitter laugh, eyes blazing. âWell, he fucking did.â
âGo cry to your sugar daddy or whatever the hell he is to you. Iâm done.â
You were speechless.
As much as you hated Hoseok for cheating on you, there was one person you blamed even moreâJeon Jungkook. The tears came before you could even begin to process it all, a sob breaking in your throat as the pain swallowed you whole. Hoseok didnât spare you a second glance; he shoved you out of his dorm like you were nothing, slamming the door shut in your face.
You felt betrayed...
not just by Hoseok, but by Jungkook.
How could he sabotage the one relationship that meant the world to you? How could he be so cruel and manipulative, as if destroying what you had would somehow bring him any satisfaction?
It didnât make sense. None of it did.
Jungkook had always been your angel, your protector. The thought of him being the one pulling the strings, the one who ruined you, didnât make sense.
You wanted so badly to believe that Hoseok was just lashing out, making excuses for his betrayal. But no matter how tightly you clung to that hope, his words rang with a cruel kind of truth that you couldnât ignore.
You didnât even know how you got here.
After all the drama, the shouting, the betrayalâafter all the tears youâd shed in Hoseokâs hallway just this afternoonâyou shouldâve been curled up in your bed, buried under blankets, trying to sleep the pain away.
But here you were.
At Jungkookâs building.
At his penthouse.
Driven by rage, betrayal, confusion, everything tightening in your chest until your body moved on its own.
You barely remembered how you got through the lobby. The security guard looked up from his desk and blinked in surprise, but when he saw your face, something in his demeanor softened.
âMiss,â he said gently, âYou can go right up. He said youâre always welcome.â
Of course he did.
You hated how familiar this wasâhow the elevator doors opened to his private floor like the building itself was trained to welcome you. You hated that your trembling fingers still remembered the code. The moment the door swung open, his scent was already wrapping around you like a trap.
And you hated, most of all, that he looked happy to see you.
He was standing in the middle of his massive living room, wine glass in hand, dressed in a soft brown sweater and slacks, like the world hadnât just been shattered around you.
His smile bloomed the moment your figure came into view.
âThere you are,â Jungkook said, voice warm and slow, eyes twinkling as he opened his arms for you.
âCome here, angel. I was just thinking about yââ
Instead of a tight hug, all he got from you was a slap in his cheek.
The slap rang louder than you expected.
His cheek snapped to the side, skin blooming red where your palm struck him.
He didnât move.
Didnât react.
Just stood there with his face turned, lips slightly parted, as if youâd short-circuited something in him.
Silence.
Then slowly, his eyes returned to yours as his calm demeanor didn't change.
A slow smile curled at the corner of his mouthâtoo knowing, too soft, too smug.
âAh,â Jungkook murmured, the hint of a chuckle in his voice. âSo you found out.â
And that was the only confirmation you needed. It was all his doing. A part of you had already known it was him, but you needed to hear it from him, and he delivered.
Your throat tightened, but no tears came this time. You were all cried out.
âSo you really did it,â you whispered. âYou ruined us.â
Jungkook tilted his head as he eyed you intensely. âRuined?â he echoed, like it was a foreign word.
He let out a breathy laugh, tongue poking against the inside of his cheek.
âNo, baby. I didnât ruin anything,â he said softly. âI just reminded him of what he already knew.â
You stared at him in disbelief
His eyes dropped to your swollen, puffy faceâred-rimmed eyes and cracked lips. He stepped closer, not to console, but to admire.
âI hate seeing you cry,â he murmured, brushing a knuckle against your cheek.
You slapped his hand away.
He didnât flinch.
âYou had no right,â you snapped, voice trembling with restrained fury. âHoseok and Iâwhat we had, it was real. He loved me. We wereââ
âHe was weak,â Jungkook cut in smoothly, âand undeserving.â
âYou donât get to decide that!" You shouted at him as your face flushed red from anger.
âI do,â he said calmly, like he was explaining something to a child.
"Donât you get it, Y/N? You belong to me. After everything Iâve done for you, for your family, and you still dared to choose him? I was being generous, patient, so fucking kind with you. But let me make one thing clear."
He steps closer, his voice dropping to a dangerous whisper as he grips your chin a little too tightly, leaning in until his lips nearly graze your ear.
"I donât share. No one touches whatâs mine."
Your breath hitched, skin prickling where his words lingered against your ear. It all started to make senseâevery sweet gesture, every moment he showed up exactly when you needed someone, the silent ways he looked at you like you were already his. His care had never been brotherly. Not even close. You had been so foolish, blind to the possessiveness hiding behind his soft smiles, mistaking his obsession for affection.
And now that the truth was out, there was no going back.
Your legs felt unsteady as you took a step back, but Jungkook didnât let you get far. His hand slid from your chin to the side of your neck, gentle yet firm, anchoring you in place.
âYou manipulated Hoseok,â you whispered, the realization choking out of you. âYou wanted to ruin us.â
He didnât even flinch. His thumb caressed the curve of your jaw, voice steady and low.
âNo. I had to ruin him. Because he was in the way.â His smile curved, slow, and sinful. âHe was holding onto something that never belonged to him in the first place.â
Jungkook, you used to know, the boy who used to laugh with you, protect you, was gone. In his place stood a man whose obsession clung to you like a vice, dark and suffocating.
He looks like he could kill in this moment, as you keep on throwing hurtful words at him
âYouâre fucking insane! I donât ever want to see you again! I swear to God, Iâll leave the country if thatâs what it takes to get away from you!â you screamed, ripping his hand off your neck with every ounce of strength you had. He was too strong. It took force, and it hurt.
You see, Jungkook had always been patient. Painfully patient. If he hadnât been, he wouldâve taken you years ago.
But now? Now the thread had snapped. And the moment those words left your mouth, something inside him broke.
Leave?
You were going to leave him?
After everything he gave you? After everything he destroyed for you?
âNo, baby. Youâre not fucking leaving,â he said lowly, eyes dark as he stalked toward you like a predator. He gripped your arm hard, making you stumble back, his breath hot against your face.
âLet go! Iâll tell my father everything!â
He smirked. âOh yeah? Want me to dial him for you?â
You tried to fight him, lashing out like a wild animal. The vase by the table shattered as your arm knocked into it, and you didnât even thinkâyou just grabbed a jagged shard and held it up, hand trembling, eyes wild.
âStay the fuck away from me, you psycho!â
He stared at you with that maddening calm, like you were amusing. Like, your resistance was cute. And then he stepped forward with lethal grace.
He knew his flowering words and soft tone wouldn't work with you in this situation, you left him with no choice but to use a little bit of force in order to tame you.
âYou really think Iâd let you hurt yourself over something this stupid?â
In one swift movement, he twisted the shard from your fingers, faster than you could react. Before you could scream, his hand was in your hair, the other on your waist, and your head slammed into the wall with brutal force.
The last thing you heard was your name on his lips before everything faded to black
Your head throbbed painfully as consciousness slowly crept in. The ceiling above you was initially unfamiliarâuntil the soft fabric brushing against your skin, the scent of expensive cologne, and the dim glow of the city lights pouring through the floor-to-ceiling windows reminded you exactly where you were.
You're still in his penthouse... in his bed.
You shifted, realizing you were wearing one of your pajama dresses. One you hadnât worn in ages. One you hadnât brought here.
A soft voice broke through the fog in your head.
âYouâre awake,â Jungkook murmured beside you, his fingers gently stroking your hair, eyes filled with something unsettlingly tender. âYou hit your head, baby. I had to take care of you.â
For a fleeting second, you saw himâthe version of Jungkook you used to know. The kind smile. The boy who was always there. But you forced yourself to push that illusion away. That version of him is just an illusion, a facade to his true, dark intentions.
You scrambled off the bed in a panic, nearly tripping over yourself as you ran to the door. Locked. Every other exitâlocked. No keypad, no handle you could pry open. You darted from one end of the penthouse to another, only to find nothing but dead ends.
âItâs no use,â Jungkook said calmly, standing from the bed, his hands tucked into his pockets as he watched you look for an exit.
âYouâre staying here now. Iâm not letting you run away from me.â
âWhat the hell are you talking about?!â you snapped, voice cracking with disbelief.
Then you saw itâall your designer clothes, your bags, your makeup, your shoes, tucked neatly in his walk-in closet like they belonged there.
Like you belonged here.
You spun to face him, breath short and broken.
âYou moved my thingsâŠâ
âIâve been preparing this for a while,â he simply said as he slowly walked toward you.
âThis is insane,â you whispered, eyes wide with disbelief, your voice trembling before it exploded into a scream. âMy parentsâtheyâll come for me! Youâre gonna pay for what youâre fucking doing!â
Jungkook chuckled low, dark, and slow, like he found your defiance amusing. He stepped closer, eyes gleaming with possessive fire as he tilted his head. âCome for you?â he echoed, voice almost mocking. âYou mean your greedy parents who work for me now?â
He leaned in, voice dipping into a growl against your ear as he added, âSweetheart, theyâre the ones who sent all your things here. They were more than happy to hand you over to me."
And thatâs when it hits youâyouâre alone in here, with no one to run to. Even your parents betrayed you, their only daughter, all because they were too blinded by the money Jungkook has.
"No! This is impossible. My parents wouldnât do thatâJungkook, please," you begged, falling to your knees as you wrapped your arms around his legs. At this point, you didnât even know why you were begging him. Desperation? Hope? A final plea for the version of him you once knew?
But empathy was the last thing on his mind.
Instead, the sight of you, broken, pleading, lips trembling as you whispered his name, only turned him on.
There was something so intoxicating about having you like this, so helpless and pretty on your knees, as your plump lips were wet with your tears.
Sooner or later, he'd have you crying for something else.
"Shh, sweetheart," he cooed as he crouched down to meet your level, brushing your hair back with a gentleness that contradicted the madness in his gaze. "Stop crying. Youâre going to learn to love it here. This is your home now."
Indeed, you had no choice but to stay in his penthouse for these past few weeks, trapped in his world with no way out. Your days blurred into one another, a monotonous loop of routines: a cold, solitary bath, forced meals, and endless hours spent staring at the city skyline through the floor-to-ceiling windows. You waited for Jungkookâs return, your mind spiraling as the isolation ate away at your sanity.
The silence was maddening. The lack of human contact drove you to the edge, and desperation took hold.
You missed the life that you once had, partying and going out with friends, attending classes, and so on, so you tried to escape, of course.
The first time, you managed to hurt one of his security guards as you scrambled your way out, though it was of no use as there were too many of them.
The second time, you threatened to harm yourself with a kitchen knife if they didnât let you out.
That was when Jungkook decided that enough was enough. He began working from home, his eyes always on you, keeping you under his watchful gaze, with every sharp tool that he thought you could use to hurt yourself are now hidden or moved away.
"Ahhh... please stop!" you pleaded as a harsh slap landed on your bum. You were bent over, turned around with your tummy pressed against his knees as he spanked you (if that makes sense).
"Fucking stubborn woman! What did I tell you about lying, huh?!" he growled, landing another slap to your ass. The dress you were wearing had ridden up, exposing your bare coreâhe hadnât allowed you to wear any undergarments.
You didnât know why, but your body had been so needy and hot these past few days. Youâd been getting wet out of nowhere, so turned on that you ended up touching yourself in the bathroom whenever he wasnât aroundâtoo embarrassed to let him see you like that.
And just like now, you were already soaked from the way his rough palms met your skin, each slap sending a sting of heat through your core, making you tremble with want.
It was humiliating⊠and unbearable.
But of course, Jungkook knew everything.
Heâd been slipping aphrodisiacs into your meals every time he forced you to sit on his lap and eat like a baby. And yesâhe knew how you secretly touched yourself, thanks to the hidden cameras planted all over the house. He got off on watching you fall apart when you thought he wasnât looking, addicted to how lewd youâd become under his control.
âDirty whore,â he sneered, fingers suddenly sliding down back and forth to your slick folds. âYouâre even getting wet from this, huh?â
You shuddered instantly, a sharp moan ripping from your throat as his fingertips grazed your sensitive pussy lips before spreading it with his fingers, exposing just how soaked and desperate you truly were.
âLook at you,â Jungkook muttered, almost amused as he ran his fingers along your soaked slit, spreading the slickness just to watch you twitch. âDripping all over my lap like a fucking slut. Getting off on being punished?â
You whimpered, face flushed with heat, your fingers curling into the fabric beneath you as his touch sent sparks down your spine. His voice was low and mocking, but it lit you up in the worst way.
âYou act like you hate it,â he said, dipping one long finger inside you without warning, âbut your cunt tells me the truth.â
A breathy moan escaped you, hips jerking as the digit curled deep inside. He moved slowly at first, dragging it out just to watch your body react. Then he added a second, scissoring them apart, stretching you as you gasped.
âSuch a filthy little thing. Bet youâve been dreaming of this, huh? My fingers inside you while you grind your pathetic pussy on the bathroom sink,â he hissed into your ear, his fingers now pumping with more force. âYou like being watched, baby? Knew Iâd see you eventually?â
You couldnât even form words anymoreâjust broken moans and whines as your walls clenched around him.
Then came the third finger.
You cried out, your legs trembling as he stuffed you full, knuckles deep now, fucking you rough and slow, like he wanted to feel every desperate flutter inside you. The stretch burned and thrilled you at once, leaving you clawing at his thigh, right on the edge.
So close. You were right there. Vision hazy, thighs slick and shaking, pleasure curling so tight it hurt.
But then he stopped.
Just like thatâeverything halted. He pulled his fingers out, slow and wet, leaving your cunt clenching around nothing.
You gasped, back arching as if trying to chase the feeling, your body trembling with frustration.
âN-noâplease!â you cried, writhing against him, your once stubborn self now long gone, like a passing rain as you begged âPlease, Jungkook⊠donât stop, pleaseâI need it, I need youâanything!â
He held his slick fingers up to your lips, eyes dark with twisted satisfaction. âAnything?â he smirked. âThen beg like the needy little cumslut you are.â
Without hesitation, you nodded, eyes glassy, lips parting as you leaned inâdesperation burning in your gut.
âYesâplease, Jungkook. Iâll be good. I swear. Justâpleaseââ
But he didnât wait for you to finish.
He pressed his fingers against your lips, the same ones slick with your arousal, and you moaned as you eagerly opened your mouth, sucking them in like they were his cock. Tongue swirling, lips sealing tight around each one, you cleaned them with such obedience it made his cock twitch beneath you.
His jaw clenched as he watched you, his breath shallow, eyes dark and gleaming.
Fuck.
The drug worked.
He knew it would, but seeing the result was another thing entirely.
There you wereâhis once defiant little bratâon your knees, brain fogged, drooling around his fingers like they were candy. Completely unaware. Completely his.
So sweetly fucked up that you didnât even care anymore that you were locked in here. That he owned your body, your mind, your every breath.
And now, after all your pathetic little protests, you were begging him to touch you? To fuck you?
Thought you hated me, sweetheart. Thought you wanted to escape.
His cock throbbed at the thoughtâhow far gone you were. How easy it had become to twist your desire into obedience.
And he wasnât even close to done.
Jungkook slowly pulled his soaked fingers from your mouth, watching your tongue chase after them like you couldnât stand to be without the taste.
âGood girl,â he muttered, voice thick with hunger. âYou want to be fucked that badly, huh? You want to be ruined?â
You nodded, whimpering as you pressed your thighs together, slick leaking down the insides of your legs. âYesâplease, pleaseâkookie"
That was all it took.
He gripped your hips with bruising force and dragged you down off his lap, flipping you over like a ragdoll onto the plush carpet. You barely had time to gasp before he was yanking his sweats down, cock already thick and hard, veins throbbing with anticipation.
âThen take it,â he growled, grabbing your thighs and spreading you open. âTake all of it, slut.â
He slammed into you in one brutal thrust.
Your back arched, a choked scream bursting from your lips as he buried himself to the hiltâstretching you so deep, so full, it knocked the air from your lungs. There was no time to adjust. He didnât give you that luxury. His hips were already snapping into yours, the sound of skin slapping skin echoing off the walls as he fucked you raw.
âGod, listen to you,â he hissed, grabbing a fistful of your hair and yanking your head back. âCrying on my cock like you were made for this. And maybe you were, huh? Just a filthy little hole to fill up and break down.â
Your mind was goneâdrugged, drunk off him, off the stretch and the heat and the possessive grip he had on your body. Your moans turned to sobs, pleasure slamming into you over and over, your nails clawing at the floor as he pounded into you without mercy.
âGonna come?â he mocked, voice ragged, hips grinding against you with devastating precision. âYouâre already close, arenât you? Fucking pathetic. All it took was a few slaps, a little drug in your food, and now youâre creaming all over my cock like a whore.â
You could only moan his name in responseâbroken, needy, soaking him with every thrust. The coil in your gut tightened so violently you couldnât breathe, your body ready to shatter.
He leaned down, lips brushing your ear, his voice like poison and silk.
âThen come for me,â he whispered. âLet me feel this ruined cunt squeeze around me.â
And just like thatâyou snapped.
Your orgasm hit like lightning, legs trembling, walls clenching around him so tight it dragged a feral groan from his throat. He didnât stopâriding you through it, fucking you harder, chasing his own high.
âTake it,â he grunted. âTake every fucking drop. Gonna put a baby in you, gonna make you round and full"
With one final thrust, he slammed deep, spilling inside you with a guttural moan, cock pulsing as he filled you full. Your body jerked, overstimulated and wrecked, tears sliding down your cheeks as you lay there trembling under him.
Breathless and used
And Jungkookâstill buried deep inside youâgrinned.
The room still smelled like sex.
Your body was limp in his arms, skin marked with his touchâred, bruised.
Jungkook hadn't let you move much after heâd fucked you into the floor. He'd simply gathered you into his lap, his cock still wet with your slick, and held you there, stroking your hair like you were the most precious thing he ever ruined.
âI think itâs time,â he murmured against your temple, voice soft. âYouâve been good lately.â
Your lashes fluttered as you looked up at him, dazed and exhausted. âTime⊠for what?â
âTo go see your family.â
Your breath caught.
He chuckled. âUnder my watch, of course. couldn't let you be naughty"
Jungkook knew he couldnât keep you locked up forever. That would only risk bringing back your stubborn streak. Noârewarding you with a bit of freedom was the smarter move. After all, you were already too blind to see that any of this was wrong.
You shouldâve felt uneasy or angry, like the first time he brought you here. But you didnât.
Not anymore.
Now, you understood.
Jungkook was right. He did know what was best for you. You were wrong to think the man you once loved was gone. He wasnât. He never left. He just needed to tame youâto show you who you truly belonged to.
âThank you, Kookie,â you whispered, wrapping your arms around him, clinging to the only person who ever really saw you.
clearly pleasedâfinally seeing you with the man they had always wanted for you. It wasnât just approval in their eyes anymore⊠it was pride. As if they, too, had finally earned their seat at the Jeon table.
You sat quietly beside Jungkook, his presence towering even in his silence. His hand rested on your thigh beneath the table, firm and possessive. Every so often, heâd squeezeâhis palm sliding just a little higher, fingers teasing slow circles into your skin, right where it made you press your legs together.
And then he walked in.
Hoseok.
He wore an apron now, working as a server at the restaurant your parents had chosen. His eyes widened when he spotted you, tray in handâprobably shocked to see you after the messy breakup you had with him.
You should have felt mad that he was thereâshouldâve remembered how deeply you once loved Hoseok, loved him enough to choose him over Jungkook, again and again.
But you didnât flinch.
Didnât even blink.
Because now you knew. You remembered what Jungkook told youâwhat he made you see.
Hoseok had never loved you. Not really. Heâd cheated on you. Lied. Gaslit you into thinking it was your fault.
Only⊠he hadnât done it on his own. Jungkook had orchestrated it allâmanipulated things behind the scenes to tear you away from him.
And you werenât even mad about it anymore.
Because heâd been right all along.
You didnât belong to Hoseok. You never did.
Jungkook squeezed your thigh again and leaned in close, his voice low but unmistakably proud.
âWeâve been trying for a baby,â he said loud enough for Hoseok to hear, tilting his head just so. âFinally setting a date for the wedding too.â
You blushed on cue, eyes falling to your lap, but you didnât pull away when he kissed your cheekâdidnât protest when his arm wrapped around your waist and tugged you closer.
Hoseokâs mouth twitched like he wanted to say something, but then he nodded stiffly and focused on serving your family before he turned back to the kitchen, defeated.
Good.
Jungkookâs fingers traced idle circles on your hip, slow and smug.
âThatâs right, baby,â he whispered, lips brushing your ear.
âYouâre mine. Always wereâ
â” Jungkookâs sickly sweet âloveâ tastes rancid on your tongue, as rancid as the lies you have to tell him to satisfy his immature moods. Perhaps, itâs time for another game of tag, but this time, youâre determined to avoid his captureâŠ
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â” Warnings: Yandere Jungkook, Kidnapping, Molestation, Unhealthy thoughts, Hints of Stockholm Syndrome, Drugging
â” Word Count: 5.2K
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yandere!prince who's 3 months way from becoming king, the citizens and palace have already begun preparing for his coronation.
yandere!prince whos more terrifying than his father, nobles bow before him like GOD, his dark violet eyes gleaming with power.
yandere!prince who's favorite word is obedience, so it's no surprise when you're accepted as his personal maid he revels in your compliance.
"[Name], stand. Now." You're in his chambers holding a bowl of grapes. (he insists you feed him)
you stand.
"spin." you spin.
"lift up your skirt." you blush, giving him an almost disgraced face. as his personal maid, you were treated better but he'd never been perverted. you should have known better.
you move to set the bowl of grapes down anyways, you'd rather be humiliated for a moment then disobey and be forced to the torture many servants were subjected to. it wouldn't be so bad anyways, you had a petticoat under and would only lift the first layer.
the prince moved before you could, a pleasant smile taking up his brown cheeks, "God you really are perfect. I was joking, m'lady." he layed back down on his red velvet couch, motioning with his hands for you to continue feeding him.
now you were even more confused, the prince nicknamed "iron of evil" was making a joke? (and what was m'lady about, you were quite literally a commoner) you set the ruffles back down and continue pricking the grapes from the vine and into his mouth, this was probably your least favorite task he requested you do.
not because it was hard but because the prince was completely different from how he presented himself to the public.
moaning and whimpering exaggeratedly as you fed him the fruit, the worst is when he licks at your fingers, even taking one into his mouth, pearly whiteness flicking around the digit.
he always seemed to be smiling around you, it was worse knowing how horrible he could be to others.
like that time a noble staying temporarily was caught trying to poison him, usually their sentence to death would be immediate no questions asked but this prince loved to play games.
it was in the throne room, two gaurds stood by the captive and the prince stood in front of him ( you standing silently by his side praying they wouldn't behead him in front of you ) .
and after staring at the man for almost ten minutes without saying a word, he turned to you.
"pick a number between 1 and 1,000"
you jumped, eyes flickering between the man and the prince, "don't look at him, look at me. number quickly." he graps your jaw within seconds. you gasp, there was no arguing with the prince.
you stared directly into his eyes, sputtering out a number, "o-one"
"hmm." his grip doesn't falter, instead he turns your face side to side peering at all your features. "would you look at this, you actually have a desireable face."
you didn't know wether to take it as a compliment or an insult.
he finally lets go, "okay, have him drawn in quarterd. i want him out of my sight."
you gulped, guilt shredding at your heart as the man screamed. now you felt responsible for his punishment, though you suspect he would have done anything he liked anyways.
as usual.
the prince kisses your palm bringing you back to the present, he's been like this lately too. becoming affectionate in private spaces ( and in public spaces ), insisting you dote on him, care for him and play good girl all while you face the consequences ( many people think you're secretly sleeping with him, though hes met his suitor many times )
"what are you thinking of, tell me your thoughts love."
you gulped, "well honestly my prince i was thinking this is highly inappropriate and that your should stop so that the both of us will avoid trouble, and alsoâ"
the prince stops kissing you, darkened eyes glaring at you viciously. "[Name]" he said suddenly.
you gulp, regretting your decision to speak up immediately.
"you're perfect, okay? i need you to continue being perfect so that everyone here stays happy alright?" you nod. "and i told you to stop calling me that."
"i-i apologize my-sorry um, Anul."
Anul grins and shifts his body to sit upwards, "good, now come here." he motions to his lap and you sigh, as of the past few weeks this was common as well. he pats his thigh impatiently and you smooth down your skirt to move towards him. his arms are around you before you can even make it on him, his nose grazing your neck, "mm, perfect, all mine, so perfect."
you sigh again and fold your hands over your lap, you wouldn't deny this prince was comfortable to sit on but it was not only highly unprofessional but horribly nerve racking.
you were just glad nobody was in here to see it.
and just then a knock came from the door. you scramble to move but Anul hold on fast, "come in." his voice was like murky water compared to how he was speaking to you before.
another servant maid opens the door, looking at your turned down face for a moment before adressing her reason for being here. "uhm, [Name] has been requested in the chambers by Ms. Jalei just for a quick meeting." Ms. Jalei was the head of all thr maids in the palace.
Anul looks bored at her. "She's busy." and quickly turns back to you, but the maid hasnt left yet.
she clears her throat again, "it's umh, it's urgent." she say looking at you and the man, his arms tighten around your waist. "[Name]? what should i do? seems likes there another pest trying to disturb our peace. number, 1-1,000" the maid freezes up, even she knew was this meant.
your eyes went wide as you looked at him, god not this again. "I-I don't want her to get hurt."
"Oh how sweet. Don't worry she won't feel a thing." Anul smiles devilishly. The maid looks ready to cry.
You turned between them, you hears what happened with the other guy, you didn't know who this was but you certianly didn't want her to get hurt, not because she f you anyways.
"w-what can i do? to fix it, i don't think she deserves such a punishment. it's me there asking for anyways, so what should i do?" you pleaded.
that caught his attention, "What you can do...?" He thought for a moment, "You. Get out."
The door was such in seconds.
"ya' know ever since i've met you [Name] i've just been so much better, i'd really love it if you gave me a kiss. I think i deserve it dont you?"
you gulped, you saw something like this coming, you were prepared. you gave a small okay and Anul shifted so you were sitting on his crotch rather than his lap. "okay here i go." and placed the tiniest contact on his lips he almost missed it.
he blinked, "what was that."
"well, i just kisses you my prince. as you requested."
"that wasn't a kiss."
"wellâ" you don't get a chance to answer as he cups your mouth with his, your tounge sliding on the roof of his mouth, by the time he's finished you can barely breath. his hands had someway crawled themselves onto your side and he found himself craving you, needing you carnally and more than ever. he lets go.
"that was a kiss, and don't make me teach you again."
neighbours, lovesick & infatuation.
jungkook x y/n
had you explained your current situation to anyone in your life, they would surely call you insane. they would ask you to move out or even call the police. they would question both your sanity and actions, muddle your feelings for illness whilst labelling you as crazy. instead, you sat and you stared. stared back at the man who lived in the apartment building opposite your own, who would sit quietly in his bedroom chair openly observing you.
you couldnât tell anyone else, not really, because you too were at fault. you would sit, on your bed, sometimes pretending not to notice and other times giving him a show. a dance between two complete and utter strangers, not a single word discussed.
two individuals enamoured by one another. observing, with land, air and glass separating them; so why did he feel so familiar? why did your mind race at the thought of evening come, knowing your carefully planned routine would begin? brain hazy and eyes lidded, youâd come home to watch the tattooed boy across the street and he too, would do the same.
âââââ
being an office worker was the bane of your existence. despite feeling like a walking, misogynistic trope straight out of a film, it was unfortunately a truth to your life. you would wake up early, put on your makeup and pretty skirt, heels high and hair do only to be disregarded and dismissed with every opportunity.
you were better than everyone on that team. you knew it, they knew it - but being the only woman meant they werenât willing to acknowledge it. you would work long hours, often overtime as your colleagues would shamelessly pile their documents on your desk, only to come home exhausted and upset.
that was the first time you saw him. the man across the street.
a day like every other, returning home with pained feet and tear streaked skin. they had been particularly rude to you, with you returning home two hours later than expected as they all went out to celebrate their new branch opening. you were quiet, to an unspeakable fault, but why did they have to take advantage of it? you wanted to be noticed, you wanted someone to see you for once beyond it all.
you entered your room, blinds drawn as quiet sniffles filled the silence. the only perk was the incredible pay, which allowed for such a beautiful apartment overlooking the city.
jungkook, across the road, was in a similar predicament. he, too, felt overworked and exhausted. with the recent merger at his company undergoing, his business had doubled overnight. suddenly, the weight and expectations of what felt like the world now rested upon his shoulders.
with an apartment that felt too cold to bare at times; he trudged to his room, sighing loudly as tattooed hands ran over his face. he didnât know what he needed, simply knew that he needed it badly, finding himself perching on the seat that faced his window. the blinds were drawn and he exhaled again, eyes flickering over the skyline unimpressed before they fell onto something much more interesting. you.
his eyebrows furrowed. people usually kept their bedroom blinds closed, although he felt his brain contradict as he too sat before an open window. his brain silenced within seconds once his eyes set on your face.
you were crying, yes, but your lips were puffy. cheeks full and eyes screwed shut as you pulled pins out of your up do, heels scattered around the room and chest heaving. he watched you, almost comically, fall onto your bed whilst sniffling. he couldnât hear you and yet he swore his heart was beating so loud that had he strained enough, he would hear small little whimpers. he couldnât look away.
he was insane, he was genuinely insane. what was this sickening feeling gripping his brain? he felt like a pubescent boy looking at a woman for the first time, but these emotions were beyond him. the mere sight of you was overheating his body, and he was alarmed to say the least. he screwed his eyes shut before opening them again, but you remained in your position and as did he. he began loosening his tie, and before he could think any further, he began slowly unbuttoning his shirt.
after a few more minutes, you rose. slow puffs of air left you as you regained some composure, sniffling whilst wiping the black mascara from your cheeks. you looked a mess, a juxtaposition to the effort you put in every single morning.
you found yourself sauntering around your room, picking up a set of pyjamas and slowly readying yourself to have a shower. you picked up one heel, walking to the other which sat next to the window, raising your back to stand up straight with it in your hand when you finally saw.
jungkook.
he stood. watching. eyes wide, not in embarrassment of being caught, but an almost childlike curiosity. you flinched, slightly, in shock that someone was so openly watching you.
your first instinct was to cower, to shut the blinds and move away immediately. you, however, did not.
you found yourself stood there. unmoving. gaze connected to the doe eyed man, observing him as he observed you. it was odd, to be so open with a stranger. it fought against every moral and social understanding you both undoubtedly shared.
you roamed over every inch of him, lips parted and nose still sniffling. black, thick hair styled messily on his head - he had been running his hands through it, that much was clear to you considering the way it stuck at one side. his lips parted and bitten red, his nose scrunched slightly and his eyes. his eyes wide and curious, understanding and confused all at once.
jungkook stared at you, too, your appearance mimicking his. for a woman who had been crying so helplessly moments ago, he truly had been rooted to his spot at the mere sight of you. what was happening, what was he feeling and why was it gripping the ridges of his brain like a vice?
after what felt like eons of merely staring at each other, both unmoving, he made the first move. he had loosened his tie earlier and it now sat pooled at his feet. he moved, slowly unbuttoning his shirt further whilst staring at you.
it was then you noticed the look of exhaustion on his face, the way his chest heaved in what could only be a deep sigh. milky skin revealed to you as he perched, thighs resting wide and shoulders slouched, arms resting on the chair. your move, he wanted to say.
your insides were burning. was this really happening? a greek adonis with his shirt half opened, legs wide, slouched in his seat watching you?
your fingers fumbled with your own outfit, your silk blouse untucked from the tight pencil skirt and beginning to unbutton. jungkook watched as the material slowly fell from your body, his mouth watering and eyes narrowing.
your hair followed, the final pins releasing perfectly blown out hair that sat perched on your chest, reddened eyes sparkling as they modestly hid you away from his prying eyes. you laid on your bed that faced him, arms under your face, all pencil skirt and sheer tights.
you both spent hours looking at one another that night, not a single word spared, but a cocktail mix of tension, passion and comfort shared. a man you had never met, the stranger from across the street, your neighbour in the sister building to your own - why did he feel safe?
jungkook watched as you slowly fell into sleep, makeup still smeared on your face and your body still partially hidden away from his eyes. in the span of a single night, you had stolen something deep inside of him with no intention of its return. in a single night, you became his, but more importantly - he had become yours.
âââââ
this little scenario continued on for months, first happening every now and then before becoming frequent. now, you found yourself unable to sleep at night without your eyes locked on the bambi eyed man from across the street.
always scantily dressed, the two of you would perch after work, weekends, and holidays. he in his chair, you resting on your bed. you would wake up, and he would no longer be there, but the warmth between your legs would serve as a reminder of his presence.
you couldnât tell anyone, not your friends nor the very few coworkers you enjoyed. no one would understand, no one would encourage such behaviour, theyâd call you insane or a creep. theyâd call him worse, you were sure but you didnât care. he was yours, in a weird way. he belonged to you. you belonged to him too.
jungkook, too, was fairing no different. he found himself working harder at work; pushing himself to the point of exhaustion just so he would finish and come home at the same time as you. weeks of deduction had confirmed to him that you finished work, usually, at 8 - awfully late for an office job, but as a CEO, he often worked longer hours. his employees were in awe at how much work he took on, but none could be privy to the dirty secret as to why.
he would sit in his chair, trousers hung low on his waist with his tie and shirt discarded, hands running through his hair as he simply watched you. he yearned to know your name, what you sounded like, would you be comfortable cmâs apart from him or would you cower shyly the way you did at the beginning? he was enamoured.
for the first time in years, he felt genuine comfort. it was ridiculous and made no sense, to the extent in which he knew this would damage both his reputation and career had anyone found out. you were his little secret, and he yours - he couldnât help wanting more.
you both had reached a fever pitch, you couldnât return to what once was. you had each other now, and even though this was only the beginning, it was a fact understood between you that this could not end.
ââââ
âenough. youâre always holed up in that apartment, youâre young and youâre sexy - itâs time you let the world see it too.â your friend, yejin, grumbled whilst pulling things out of your wardrobe.
you huffed, dressed in your pretty underwear and silk robe. the blinds were closed today. you couldnât bring yourself to open them whilst you had company.
âi want to stay at home and relax. that fucking job stresses me out enough, i donât want to get drunk and then spend sunday healing.â
she rolled her eyes. âtoo bad. youâre wearing this.â
you felt the dress fall onto your stomach, looking down at it with a sigh.
âseriously, y/n. iâm worried about you, okay?â yejin sighed, turning around to properly face you before sitting next to you on the bed. âthey treat you horribly and then you hole up inside, you havenât come out in months.â
âiâm fine.â you shook your head. how do you explain that your pretty neighbour from down the street ogles at you for hours and it relieves your body of every inch of stress? not quite as easy as one would think.
she groaned, loudly before grabbing your arms lovingly. âfor me. please.â
she had such a way about her that you simply couldnât say no. you match her groan before walking into your bathroom, getting ready just as she wished.
one hour of getting ready and another pregaming, you were finally ready to go. a few of your other friends were joining, all bouncing around your apartment with various drinks as you waited on your ubers.
you found yourself shimmying in, already slightly tipsy with giggles in a too short dress and heels that were much too high. you cramped against the window, letting the breeze hit you as you rest your head on the car door, the car beginning to move.
as the driver drove down your street, you noticed a car approaching on the opposite side of small driveway that separated the two apartment complexes. your brain was hazy as you watched sleek black metal slide by, your eyes peering to the driver.
your breath hitched.
eye contact, no longer than a few seconds but enough to cement a drumming in both your chest and between your legs. jungkook driving by slowly, his eyes trailing over your features up close, drinking every curve and ridge as though his life depended on it.
you couldnât think, couldnât speak, the moment passing by before you could really do anything, two cars going in opposite directions; but he was all you could think about. all you wanted. fuck.
the rest of the night was spent nursing drinks, dancing and resting, eyes shut and open wide, doing everything you could possibly do to rid the image of his lip ring. seeing it up close allowed it to catch the light, and you could have sworn he looked like every sin personified.
you felt stupid, as you stood at the bar whilst your friends danced. your back to them as you swirled your straw in your drink, your brain only growing hazier by the second with the thought of him. he had this effect on you, but did he even care? maybe you really were insane, acting so needy over a man whose name you had never even heard - a man who may potentially not want you the way you yearned for him.
shame trickled into your spine as realisation hit you like a truck, a bucket of ice trickling down every inch of you. what were you doing? you wanted to go home, you wanted to close the blinds. he didnât want you. of course he didnât, if he had; he would have found his way to you. hazy mind and dizzy brain, you turned around, mood suddenly sour, wanting nothing more than to just leave.
you faced a black shirt.
your eyebrows furrowed at the sight. broad chest and wide shoulders, clad in a black shirt messily tucked into trouser slacks. a suit that looked much too expensive for the club you were currently in, with hands caging you into the bar on either side. those tattoos, so familiar - they felt like home.
your breath hitched as you found yourself wetting your lips, shifting from foot to foot, slowly allowing your eyes to shift upwards. chest to neck. neck to jaw. jaw to lips. lips to doe eyes.
for a moment, silence.
jungkook exhaled deeply, his chest constructing against his shirt as he caged you closer to the bar, finding himself pushing you back into it with each and every step he took towards you. seeing you in that uber, for no more than a few seconds, had drove him insane. he found his brain short circuiting, his mouth parted and his cock thrumming. his, pretty girl, all dressed up before his very eyes.
your friends in the uber were chatting loudly, and he had heard momentarily the end of a sentence, something to do with flonk, a word jungkook registered as the name of hobiâs new club. he had been begging him to come check it out for weeks now, but how could he give up a night of you in the name of too loud music and drinks? though you did not share the same sentiments, he couldnât help but turn the car around and finally take his close friend on the offer.
he had watched you, like he was accustomed to, from the privacy of his private table alongside his 6 friends. they sat upstairs, overseeing the club, though his eyes remained on you. unable to join conversation, he watched as you danced, lips parted and hands around your various friends. you seemed dazed, mind far away and confused. you needed home, he understood. you needed him, dark eyes staring you down and giving you the comfort you so desperately craved in order to relax.
he watched as you separated from your group, turned towards the bar. he watched as your eyebrows furrowed and a look of shame washed over you and it chilled him to the bone. he found his feet walking towards you, and his hands reaching towards the metal surrounding your body before he could stop himself. he had enough of watching. it was time to act.
you stared up at him, mouth slightly agape and breath hitching. he found himself stepping even closer, your bodies beginning to press against one another.
âfuck.â he whispered, so quietly he wasnât sure he had even said it. you heard.
the haziness grew stronger, your eyes drooping in a sense of comfort but your body contorting in pure fire. you could feel him against you, your heart beating loudly and your core pulsating.
âyou were just gonna leave me, baby?â he found himself asking, his head pressing against yours. âwould have waited for you. would have waited all night.â
you found yourself whimpering, almost pathetically as you pressed further into him, your hands sliding to his chest.
âw-wanted to come home.â you closed your eyes.
âyeah? come home to me? canât sleep without me, hm?â
his words were sin. you didnât even know each otherâs names but you were both enamoured. breathing each other in as though you were parched and finally sipping water. his arms moved from the bar to around your waist, pulling you in until you were now fully pressed entirely into him.
he nudged your nose with his own. âwhat are you doing to me?â
you opened your eyes, breaths mingling from how close you were. what was he doing to you?
âmy headâŠi canât think.â you whined, so overwhelmed with hands slowly trailing upwards. you wanted to run your hands through his hair.
he was here, finally here and you couldnât stop yourself.
jungkook groaned once one of your delicate fingers finally sought refuge in his head, his mouth slowly trailing downwards to your neck. he began placing pepper kisses, slight and airy as though he was hardly there, breathing in your scent like you were his personal brand of heroin.
âdonât need to think, baby. iâm here.â he promised.
you nodded. you didnât want to.
you both remained clutched onto one another, too close to be deemed strangers and yet, really, that was what you were.
the slick between your legs was growing with every second, slow whines leaving your lips as jungkook pressed kisses on your neck. harsher with each kiss, a promise etched into each one.
he was no better. he had already fisted his cock to the thought of you this morning, and now with the tangible feeling of you in his arms, his body pulsated without warning.
âi donât even know your name.â you exhaled, half moan, half sigh.
âjungkook.â he whispered against your neck through kisses, seeking your sweet spot. âwhatâs your name, baby?â
ây/n.â
he closed his eyes, groaning quietly. âeven your name tastes sweet.â
had you known his voice sounded like this, or his touch, or his mouth - god, you wouldnât have stayed away. you would have broke glass, and closed the distance in any way possible. how could you ever get enough.
you gripped his hair slightly, pushing him up enough to look at you. âi w-want you.â you admitted, suddenly riddled with the remaining anxiety from earlier.
âi was yours from that first night, y/n.â he stared, fingers raising your chin. âmy brain doesnât fucking work unless itâs occupied with you, canât work, canât sleep. canât rest till i see you sleeping nice and safe.â
his words left you a whimpering mess. he wanted you just as much as you wanted him, and that was a sickening revelation. were you both as insane as each other? enabling the no doubt disturbing nature of your relationship?
âyou make me feel so good, jungkook.â you murmured, brain hazy with want. âmake me feel safe.â
âgood baby. thatâs what i want. youâre mine, and iâm yours. gonna make sure you feel like that, always.â
âplease.â you nodded.
he lifted your chin again, unable to stop himself. he wanted to devour you whole. he wanted to transfer the electrify that was burning through his veins to show you the true extent of his words. his brain felt lovesick, and the more you watched one another, the more he never wanted to get better. your eyes drooped, falling onto his mouth, him mirroring you. with hitched breaths and shaking hands, he finally pressed his lips to yours.
Follow up to this post
Finally fed up with it all, you decide to leave... but you learn it may not be that easy.
Content Warnings: General creepiness, yanderes, financial manipulation, manipulation, power difference, gaslighting
AN: Holy shit the first part blew up, more so than any post I've ever made on tumblr... ever. Thank y'all, and I hope this lives up to everyone's expectations? Had to ignore a few asks since they were essentially the plot to this part, haha.
As nice as Jake is... it starts to wear on you. The seclusion from your other coworkers, Warren and Jax's constant attention, it all becomes too much. This was the easiest money you've ever made, but it almost felt... condescending in a way. Seriously, you feel like you haven't actually worked in months, just given simple tasks to complete so that Jax could praise you. Otherwise, you felt like you were just eye candy set in a pretty office. No more, you figure. You make up your mind to go back to HR, it's been a long time coming. They either fix it, or you're gone.
With your mind made up, you return to Leon. He'd been so kind before, surely he'd help, right? As you explain your problems to him, he nods and gently smiles. In your distress, you don't notice his hand moving to cover yours, massaging yours comfortingly. You welcome the comforting sensation, overwhelmed to the point of not really considering the implications. You look into his dark eyes as you finish, silently pleading with him for help.
"That really is something. I'm sorry to hear your experience with the company has been so distressing. Tell me, do you have any proof?"
His demeanor seems to shift instantly back to the colder man you remember from your first sight of him. His fingers rubbing gentle circles into your palm shift into a harsher grip.
"Proof? I-I mean, the cameras have probably caught something?"
You'd say there were eyewitnesses, but all of your other coworkers had been avoiding you. You barely even knew their names...
"Unfortunately, our cameras have been malfunctioning lately, I doubt they'd catch anything. Without any actual witnesses, I'm afraid I can't do anything for you."
"How can you say that without even looking? This place is insane- you know what? I'm just quitting. I can't take this anymore."
You try to remove your hand but he keeps it there. His gaze is suddenly ice cold. He lets your hand go after a few moments of tension, fingers lingering before you yank your hand to your chest.
"Ah, you could quit... but I'd really recommend against it. You'd of course have to pay the dues you signed in your contract, as well as any additional fees. I'm not in charge of finances, but my estimate would be somewhere around... 200 thousand or so?"
You gasp, blood running cold. 200 thousand?! You don't remember signing that, but you also don't recall really reading over the contract in your excitement. You try to think of a way out, surely there had to be some sort of loophole-
"Of course, there's always the option of asking the CEO to change your contract, but..."
You'd tuned anything after that out, insisting to meet with the CEO as soon as possible. Which, to your surprise, was almost immediately. Almost like he'd been... waiting for you? Leon himself lead you to the CEO's room, at the very top of the skyscraper your office resided in. As you're let in, you're met with the biggest office you'd ever seen. It composed of the entire top floor of the skyscraper, massive windows encircling the entire ornate office.
You really try to ignore the feeling that you're walking into a trap.
The CEO was patiently waiting for you. Like a king on a throne, he sat in the middle of the room in front of a surprisingly simple desk. You'd heard of the CEO, Kennedy Grey, but you'd never met him in person before. He had an air of sophistication around him, an older gentlemen with salt and pepper hair and a well trimmed beard. His suit was pristine and looked expensive, probably costing more than your entire yearly salary. He smiled, urging the two of you to sit. His eyes glanced over to Leon's, a slight smirk on his face as if the two were in on a joke you weren't.
"So, what brings you two here? I've heard very good things about you from Jax. Things are going well, I presume?"
You fidget, despite his welcoming tone, he felt oddly... menacing. Like you weren't supposed to disagree with him, even if he asked you a question. You begin to explain your issues, but are quickly stopped with a firm look of disapproval when you bring up the idea of leaving the company.
"Now now, we can't have that, can we? With your contract, that wouldn't be a very smart idea, would it?"
Before you can even respond, he simply continues to talk over you.
"No, no it wouldn't. And you've just been such a good worker, we'd just hate to lose you."
"Well, I was actually hoping we could talk about the contract, I just don't think it's fair-" you can barely get your thoughts out as he cuts you off again.
"Unfair? But my dear, you signed it. I'd just hate to get my lawyers involved... they're top of the line, y'know? Besides, you don't actually want to leave, you're just... stressed. What do you need, a paid week off? A bonus for your hard work?"
"No-"
"Well, now that that's done, let's get back to work, shall we? You'll have a bonus on your next pay-"
You've had enough of his condescension and interruptions, it's time for you to interrupt him.
"You know what, I'll take the lawsuit. You people are insane. You can have the money if you want, but I'm out of here."
As you get up, you find you can't. Leon has moved behind you, surprisingly strong arms holding your chair in, preventing you from moving. You look up at him in angered confusion, but he's sharing a look with Kennedy. You once again feel like you're missing an important part of an inside joke again. You try to struggle, but you're stopped as Kennedy interrupts.
"Apartment 101, Evergreen Apartments, right?"
"W-wha-"
"You know, I've been venturing into the rental market recently. Very profitable at the moment. I actually just bought a few buildings in your area, including your little apartment. Such a shame, you know you could do better, right? All you have to do is ask..."
He smiles at you as if this was a normal conversation to him, like he was doing you a favor.
"I guess that makes me your landlord now, if you think about it!" his smile turns colder, eyes crinkling like he's laughing at you, "That being said, I just don't see how you're going to pay for the rent increase without this job. I hate to do it, but it's a necessity, y'know? Cost of living and such."
He waves his hand like it's no big deal, like he isn't playing with your livelihood and threatening you.
"You could move out, of course, but well, word gets around, and I just don't know how the other investors in the area would react to your... history."
You feel dread well up in the pit of your stomach and tears in your eyes. He... has you. What could you even do? Moving out of the city would mean starting over, and that's if you could even find a place and a job to pay for said place, and paying for the lawsuit-
In your panic, you can only whimper, "I just... why? Why me? i don't understand-"
"That's the beauty of it all, you don't have to. All you have to worry about is coming in and doing your job. We'll handle all the rest."
You jump, having almost forgotten Leon was behind you in your panic. You go to open your mouth-
"Wonderful insight, Leon. Now that we're all on the same foot, let's get back to work, shall we?"
You can only numbly nod your head, too overwhelmed to continue fighting.
You're finally allowed to sit up and begin walking towards the door, trying to speed walk out of the huge room that somehow managed to feel claustrophobic. You just wanted out at this point, you needed somewhere to think.
As you step into the elevator, Leon staying behind in the office-thank god-you're interrupted one final time.
"Oh, and I meant what I said. If you ever need any assistance, anything at all, just come to me. All you have to do is ask."
Strip Poker with a Yandere Cowboy
Sometimes, a debt is best paid off on your knees. Tags: Male Yandere x Fem Reader, dubcon to noncon, thigh riding, older man, daddy kink goes brrr, 6.9k words
Thinking about losing a bet and losing it bad. One of those casinos where you can almost feel the grime in the air, shady looking dealers cutting cards right in front of you, but you're just too slow to realise it.
You're too drunk to be playing, and too pretty to be losing so bad.
When you're all out of chips, you should know better than to take house credit. But you're already in the hole - you've spent all your savings on poker and you need one big win to even it all out.
It's late when the game ends. Just you and two others left at the table, whiskey turning sour on your teeth when you realise just how bad you've screwed yourself over.
You're not surprised when two hulking enforcers come to get you. Suits all black and neatly pressed, but it's still not enough to hide their tattoos or scars. Not enough to soften their rough edges.
"Boss wants to talk to you, miss. If you would."
Nice of them to offer, but everyone at your table knows it's a farce. A little game of pretend so it doesn't hit quite so hard when they drag you off.
You stand, silently cursing yourself for being so stupid, for wearing such painful heels, for wearing such a short dress. They lead you towards the back of the casino, and every step feels like another nail in your coffin. You're not just deep in the hole anymore. You've somehow shoveled all the way past the goddamn mantle.
They take you to an office high above the casino. Floor to ceiling windows giving the boss a way to look out on his domain.
The first thing you notice about the room is the smell of leather and whiskey. Not unpleasant, especially not after being down there with the peasants.
The boss is standing at the window when you come in, holding a glass of whiskey. All you can see of him is his back - broad, the outline of his muscles showing through the cotton of his button up. His hair long enough to brush his collar, and thick.
The bouncers (thugs? enforcers?) leave you alone with him. Door whispering shut and locking you alone with your debt.
"You ain't a bad player, girl."
You try to smile. Fail.
"Not that good, or else we wouldn't be here."
He chuckles, rich and deep as brandy.
"C'mere. I wanna show you something."
You're halfway across the room before you even realise you've moved. Something in you jumps at his orders, and the rest of you struggles to catch up.
When you reach the window, the first thing you notice is the table you played at. The high rollers poker set up, smack dab in the middle of his view.
"I've been watching you all night, girl. You've got a good poker face, and a mighty interesting way of distracting your competition."
You cross your arms over your chest, suddenly self conscious. You aren't the first girl to wear a low cut dress to a card game, and you won't be the last. But hearing him point it out still makes you feel a little ashamed. No trick too low for a winner and all that, but still...
You change the topic.
"I know it's bad, but listen, I can give you my address, my ID, my banking details. Maybe I can pay the casino off in installments. I'm sure you've got some sort of loan agreement on standby for situations like these."
The man hums, and you turn to finally look at him.
He's older than you, his hair bordering on black and shot through with grey. Strong jaw, light stubble, nice lips. Hazel eyes, with fine lines at the corners.
If you had to picture a casino mogul with shady connections, he isn't what you'd come up with.
"That's true, but I reckon you don't exactly qualify."
His drawl is all Texan, deep and slow. It makes something inside you flutter.
"I've got a job. I know I'm a student, but I can pay."
He doesn't answer. Instead, he offers you his glass of whiskey.
You take it, more nervous than anything else. You're used to cheap tequila and even cheaper beer, but even you can tell that he drinks some high quality stuff. When you take a sip, the flavour sits on your tongue like a kiss.
"No sweetheart, I reckon you and I will have to work something else out. The kind of deal I only offer to... special customers."
You meet his eyes and you realise exactly what sort of customers he means. The pretty kind. The drunk kind. The too-short-skirt and too-high-stilettos kind.
Your throat goes dry and you toss back another gulp of whiskey to try and cover it up.
Your ma used to say that getting yourself into trouble meant no one else but you was responsible for getting out of it. But did that really mean dropping to your knees and paying off a debt with your tongue?
You look around his office, hoping to buy yourself some time. The floors are genuine hard wood, and there are stag heads mounted on the walls. There's a hunting rifle half assembled on his coffee table, in the middle of being cleaned.
"What..." You swallow, try again. "What do you want me to do?"
"Play a few rounds of poker with me."
That surprises you enough that you turn back to face him. There's a slight smile on his face, a kind of wry, secretive amusement.
"I think I'm all out of credit mister."
He grins full on, the tips of his fangs just barely visible behind his lips.
"We ain't playing for cash this time."
He looks you over, eyes roaming and then lingering. Your skin prickles over in goosebumps. You're used to men looking at you, but never so openly. Never so proprietary.
Like you're bought and paid for already.
"No darlin'. I reckon we play for the last thing you've got to your name."
He smiles again, wolf fangs showing. "I reckon we play for the clothes off your back."
Your breath hitches, eyes going wide. You don't know it, but you look just like a doe on the first day of spring. Looking right down the rifle but too stuck to run.
He sucks his teeth, still smiling. "Best out of ten. If I can get you out of your clothes by the end, you pay your debt off with.... well, I ain't gonna spell it out for you."
"And if you don't?"
"You walk out of here a free woman. Not owing us a cent and still in your pretty little dress."
The devil would have offered a better deal. But what else can you do? Sue him? Yeah, that'd go well. Broke college kid with a bad poker run against a man you're pretty sure works for the mafia. You won't even make it to court in one piece.
You pull in a slow breath, trying to still your heart.
You meet his eyes, even though it takes everything in you to hold them.
"Deal."
He offers you his hand just like the devil would, if Old Scratch decided to wear cowboy boots and Levi's. You take it, palm dwarfed by his.
He leads you to his desk and pulls a chair out for you, every inch the southern gentleman. His fingers brush the nape of your neck when he pulls away.
He sits down across from you and you can't help feeling small. It's like being in front of the principal all over again, huge mahogany desk and all.
He digs through a side drawer and pulls out a pack of playing cards, the box still wrapped in plastic. The sound of it tearing makes your ears tingle.
"Fresh deck. So we both know it's a fair game."
He shuffles just as fancy as you'd expect, cutting and then cutting again until the cards blur in his hands. You watch his hands, trying to spot tricks you know you can't hope to understand.
He's got nice hands, you notice in-between card spreads. Long fingers, clean nails, veins that stand out against his skin. A fancy watch on his wrist but no sign of a wedding ring, not even a tan line.
Well, maybe it ain't surprising. You wouldn't want to marry him either, if he regularly plays strip poker with his clients.
"You wanna deal first, darlin'?"
"Sure."
He offers you the deck but doesn't let go.
"You gotta kiss it for good luck. Don't ya know that?"
He's smiling at you again, that half twist to his lips that feels less welcoming than stepping straight into hell.
You lean forward and kiss the cards, your lipstick stain bright against the white.
"Is it my luck or yours?" you ask.
He lets go of the cards and watches as you deal.
"I guess we'll just have to see, won't we?"
Two man poker is a whole different game to the regular hold 'em. More aggressive. There aren't other hands to lessen the blow, so a draw is damn near impossible. No folding either, at least not against him. It's win or lose, no inbetween.
You win the first round, but just barely. Your palms slick and softening the edges of the new cards.
He doesn't react to losing. Not a smile or a frown or even a twitch in his fingers. He just takes the deck and deals again.
An ace, a jack and a king on the table. A ten and an eight in your hand. Not the worst, you can make it work.
He flips another card on the table. A nine. That gives you one more card for a straight.
You glance across at him and freeze. He hasn't even touched his cards. He's just looking at you, reclined all easy in his chair with the shadows falling across his face in stripes of dark.
"You've got a tell, girl. Do you know what it is?"
"No. But I get the sense you aren't going to tell me."
He picks up his whiskey and takes a sip, his lips brushing the lipstick stain you left behind.
"Nah. That wouldn't be any fun, would it?"
You look back at your cards. You can win this round with a little luck. Neither of you are betting with chips, so at least you don't have to worry about bluffing your way out. It's all luck this time. Luck and maybe just a bit of skill.
He draws the last card. Another king.
Not what you were hoping for. It leaves you with a four card straight.
He takes his time flipping his own cards over, watching you the entire time.
Your eyes flick down. Two kings. That means he has four of a kind. An easy win.
He doesn't even bother to look down. Just smiles as he reads the defeat in your face.
"Heels off, pretty girl."
You do it as slowly as you can, but you can't delay the inevitable. Your heels land on the wood floor with a thud. That leaves you in your stockings, your dress, your bra and your barely there thong. Four more pieces. Four more wins and you'll be his to claim.
He watches you without moving, still smiling. You can imagine this same scene playing out a hundred years ago. The gunslinger and the bar girl who landed too deep.
You reckon it would end the same too.
You shuffle the cards harder then you should, cardboard slapping in the silence. You deal fast, barely bothering to look at the three table cards.
Your own hand is a king and a three. Random.
He thumbs up the corner of his cards and you struggle to read anything in his face. Was that a slight twitch in his ring finger? A tightening around the eyes?
You flip the fourth and fifth cards in quick succession. Nothing at all to work with. Your hand is a total bust. You don't even bother trying to keep a poker face. You flip your cards over and start reaching for your stockings.
"High card," he says quietly.
You freeze and look at his cards. It's true. His hand is even worse than yours. You win because of your king.
You exhale sharply, feeling light as air. Three rounds down, still safe. Seven to go.
You win the fourth round with a damn lucky full house.
The fifth is cutting it close. You both end up with flushes, but he wins by having two more royals than you.
You try not to show too much skin as you slip out of your stockings. Thin material like this shouldn't make any difference, but you feel a little colder after losing them.
You don't feel very lucky. And maybe he can tell, because his smile gets just a bit wider.
You can still taste his whiskey when he deals the next round. Almost sweet. Almost mocking.
Your ears are buzzing with blood. Your heart rocketing against your chest. Three pieces of clothing left. Five rounds of poker. Are those good odds? You can't tell anymore.
You lose. Catastrophically.
He tries not to be smug, but not even his stone cold poker face can fully hide it.
"Need me to unzip you?"
"No."
You don't want him touching you. Not until the very end.
You reach back and unzip your dress with a little bit of tugging.
Better to just get it over with, right? You let the dress fall to the floor in a glittery heap and cross your arms across your chest. The cold sends goosebumps crawling across your thighs.
You're wearing a matching lace set. Bra and panty both a dark green. Your lucky colour, though you sure as hell don't feel lucky now.
He whistles.
"Didn't know you dressed up so nice 'fer me."
You sit back down and scoot your chair in, so the desk hides a bit more of your skin. You don't reply.
You win the seventh round, but any feeling of victory is crushed with the eighth. He wins it almost too easy.
You don't look at him as you undo your bra. You keep one arm pressed against your tits, but he clicks his teeth and you slowly lower it.
He doesn't whistle this time. But you can hear him shift forward in his chair, can hear the slight intake of breath.
You're sitting at his poker table in nothing but your panty with two rounds to go. You thought you begged lady luck plenty, but up until now you didn't know what true desperation felt like.
You shuffle as softly as you can, aware that every movement just brings attention straight to your chest.
You still try to avoid looking at him, even when you deal his cards.
He catches your wrist before you can pull away, his thumb bruising your pulse.
"Not so quick. Can't a man enjoy the view he's won?"
You finally meet his eyes. Darker now, much darker. Hazel bleeding into the golden brown of oak wood.
"You haven't won yet."
He let's you go, his smile fading.
The first three cards are a three, a seven and a nine.
Your hand is a three and a seven. A two pair right out of the gate. Still, you try not to be too hopeful.
The fourth table card is an eight.
But the fifth card? Your fingers are shaking when you flip it over.
He growls. The first real break in his carefully maintained poker facade.
A seven.
That leaves you with a full house, the fourth best hand. You win.
One more round to go.
He grabs the cards with more force than needed, bending the whole deck almost in half.
He shuffles fast. A lot faster than before, fingers moving differently somehow. It makes your spine tingle. He couldn't possibly be cheating while you're looking straight at him, right?
He tosses your cards at you like a proper dealer would, and then flips three onto the table faster than you can follow.
All hearts. An ace, a jack and a ten. Three parts of a royal flush.
You know without even looking at your cards that they're junk. And when you do finally pick them up, you realise its even worse than you thought. They're random number cards, no relation to the table cards at all.
The fourth and fifth table cards aren't much better. Your last hand is a total bust. You let them fall onto the table without bothering to wait for the call.
Stupidly, you want to cry. You can feel that lump in your throat, can feel that pricking behind your eyes. You sniffle without meaning to.
"Don't be so hard on yourself, doll," he says kindly, "You were never going to win."
He flips his cards over. They stare back at you like an accusation.
The king and queen of hearts.
That gives him a royal flush. He wins, with a hand few people ever have the luck to draw.
He stands and slowly comes around the desk. Your eyes are glued to the floor and all you can see of him are the tips of his boots. A soft, brown leather. Worn in, but clean.
No fake vaquero then. He's cowboy all the way through.
He rests a hand on your hair.
"Stand up, sweetheart." He isn't unkind about it.
You swallow and push yourself to your feet. You've been naked in front of men plenty of times before. But never like this. Somehow, you feel exposed. Like he's peeled away more than just your clothes. Like you're standing with both your tits and your soul bare.
He touches your hips and you flinch, still looking down at the floor. His thumbs run over the lace of your panties. He flicks the elastic and it thrums against your skin with a small snap.
"These are mine now, ain't they?"
You nod.
He hooks his fingers under the lace and tugs them down. Your underwear drops to the floor without even a whisper.
He takes a slow, deep breath. Then drags his palms up your sides, stopping at your rib cage - right under your tits.
"I'm gonna be good to you, girl. I promise."
You steel yourself and slowly drag your eyes up to meet his. You try to keep them back, but you can feel tears collecting at your waterline. You blink and they splash down onto your cheeks, warm as blood.
He doesn't wipe them away.
He leans forward and presses his lips against your forehead. As sweetly as a father would.
"I've got you, sweetheart. I've got you."
That only makes the tears come faster. Because he does have you - every inch of you, bought and paid for.
He leads you back to his side of the desk, your legs as unsteady as spring willow.
He sits down in his chair and looks up at you, palms cradling your hips. He traces his thumb across your skin, admiring.
"Come sit on my lap, girl."
You don't want to. You desperately don't want to.
But you do anyway, humiliation scorching your cheeks.
He clicks his tongue and grabs your legs, forces them apart so you're straddling his thigh, your back against his chest. He bounces his leg and the denim grinds against your clit.
Your gasp and make the mistake of looking back at him.
He's reclined in his chair like Lucifer at lunch, at ease and smug all at once.
"Didn't your daddy ever bounce you on his knee, girl?"
"No."
He lays a hand on the curve of your waist, his thumb stroking electric tingles down your spine.
"Guess I'll have to do what your daddy never could then, huh?"
He bounces his leg again, his jeans rubbing past your folds and scraping against your clit. You hiss, closing your legs like that can make any difference. How does he keep doing that? Aren't you heavy?
His other hand comes to your waist, and without any warning, he drags you backwards a few inches. Your clit rubs on his jeans fast enough to almost burn.
"C'mon girl, don't tell me you're so sensitive already?"
He rocks your hips forward and you shudder.
"Of course I am! It's fucking rough."
He clicks his tongue again, like he would at a horse.
"Watch your tongue. I don't like it when my girl swears."
His thumbs press indents into your skin, pushing your hips forward so you end up right back where you started, your clit ten times more sensitive.
He reaches forward and tilts your chin towards him, so you're looking at him over your shoulder.
"You gonna make me wash your mouth out, girl?"
You have a pretty clear idea of what he wants to use and it sure as hell ain't soap.
"No."
"No, what?"
He can't be serious. Isn't this embarrassing enough? Still, you have no power here. None to deny him, none to turn him away.
"No, sir."
It burns your tongue to say it.
He hums quietly, happy as a cat with stolen cream.
He leans up and nips your ear.
"Show me what you got, kid. Ride me and maybe I'll let you go."
He drags his lips down your neck before he pulls away.
You bite your lip, feeling like you've just been tossed on stage with a microphone and nothing else. You feel like you need to perform for him, and it's humiliating.
You rock your hips forward a little. It doesn't feel so bad, when you're the one in control. His jeans are rough on your clit, but... electrifying too.
You do it again, a little further, his leg solid and thick between your thighs. His hands slip from your waist to your ass, grabbing and kneading.
"Thaaat's it. Don't it feel real good?"
Your pussy is getting wetter and you can feel it soaking through his jeans. You feel just a little bolder. Give him a good show and maybe things won't have to go quite so far as you fear.
And hey, you ain't exactly a virgin. You know how to ride a man.
You stretch your arms up and cross them behind your head, all the better for him to admire your body. You grind forward on his thigh, clit rubbing against the traces of slick that soaked into the fabric.
You gasp again, not so shy about being quiet.
You hear him hiss softly, but he doesn't stop you.
You pick up your pace, sliding on him like a bull rider would. You didn't think it possible, but you feel your cunt pulsing. Feel it aching for something to fill it.
Riding on an older man's knee, with your back arched like a cat in heat. Debt hanging like a sword over your neck. And still, your body wants to be fucked. Demands to be fucked.
You don't realise his hands have moved until you feel his fingers brush your clit. His fingers are hot and slick with spit, and he forces them between your pussy lips.
You freeze, his spit smeared all over your cunt.
"What -"
He doesn't let you finish. One arm curls around your waist and her drags you back against his chest, your ass pressing against the icy cold of his belt buckle.
The new position leaves your cunt wide open to his touch, and his thumb presses hard against your clit.
"Fucking tease," he mutters, thumb tracing lower and probing at your entrance. "Had to watch you all night, my cock fucking aching."
"Wait, slow down. I -"
He slips his thumb into your cunt. Not deep, but rough.
You gasp. Try and squirm away, but all it gets you is another hiss in your ear and his belt grinding against your bare ass.
"Told myself I was gonna go all slow with you. Fucking impossible."
He takes his hand away from your cunt and sucks his fingers. When he touches your clit again, hot spit drools down your folds.
So icky.
He doesn't care if you don't like it. He rubs it like lube all over your cunt, two fingers probing at your entrance.
Gross. You don't want his spit inside you.
But there's no real way to tell him that, is there? Not when he owns you for the rest of the night. Not when you agreed to it.
His fingers push inside you, stretching you out with a dull ache. So much thicker than when you touch yourself, his fingertips reaching so much deeper. His skin isn't soft like yours is - you can tell he's worked with his hands because you can feel it. Lord help you, you can feel every inch.
"Hot and wet," he murmurs against your hair. "Just how I like it."
He pumps them in and out of you a few times, before pulling out with a twist that makes you shudder.
"Needed to check. Make sure you can handle my cock."
He holds his fingers up and slowly separates them. Slick and spit stretch in thin strings. Are you really that wet already? How? You didn't think you were the type to even get wet. All the men before him would have to dig your bottle of lube out of the nightstand before you even let them near you.
He brings his fingers up to your lips, smears the slick across them.
"Open up."
It's his spit.
You don't want to taste it. Don't want it in your mouth. He's not your boyfriend, he's not your lover. He's just a thug with a thing for girls two decades younger than him.
He presses harder against your lips.
"Open. Up."
You do. His fingers make your tongue tingle, long enough to brush the back of your throat and almost make you gag. The taste isn't the worst. You can mostly taste yourself - salty as seawater - and a little bit of whiskey.
"Suck."
You try not to think about it. Just suck him off and pretend it's your own fingers.
"Good girl."
He pulls his fingers out of your mouth and grabs your jaw.
"You ain't gonna give me any trouble about what comes next, are you?"
Your answer is muffled by the way he's holding you, but it's still clear enough to understand.
"No, sir."
"Good. Don't wanna have to wrestle you into place."
It makes you shiver. The implication that he can. That he would. If you decide to put up a fight, it's not going to stop him. Not going to make him back away and question the boundaries of consent. He's going to fuck you, whether you want it or not.
He relaxes his hold on your jaw, his palm skimming down your throat. A reminder, whether he means it to be or not.
He squeezes your tit. Not too hard, skin warm against yours.
"Stand up," he orders, his voice tight.
You're barely on your feet before he's pushing you forward, one hand on the nape of your neck.
He bends you over his desk.
The wood is cool and smooth against your skin. Almost comforting. Almost.
The sound of his belt coming undone is loud in the silence. You've heard that sound so many times before - that little clink of metal - but not once has it sounded quite so awful.
You want to stand up, want to at least have some say in what's about to happen.
No chance. His hand on your neck is tight, like he's holding down a calf for slaughter.
"Been wanting this since the moment I saw you."
He kisses your temple, and then your cheek. He ignores the tears pooling on the sleek mahogany.
He catches your wrists and pins them against your lower back. Not twisting enough to hurt, but tight enough that he has you caught all the same.
Your arms pinned and one hand holding you down by the nape. That's how he takes you.
He doesn't even bother trying to be nice. The head of his cock catches on your entrance and then he's pushing all the way in.
He bottoms out with a snarl, his grip tightening on your neck.
He pulls out almost all the way, and then slams right back in. You bite back a scream, your whole body tensing up.
Didn't he say he was going to be good to you? What kind of goodness is this?
"Too much to handle, girl?" he mocks, all his southern charm withered and gone.
"That's okay." He drags you up by your neck, your back arching painfully. "By the time I'm done, you'll know what it's like to get ridden by a real cowboy."
He drops you, you chin slamming hard against the wood. You taste blood, though you aren't sure from where.
He grabs your wrist and crosses your arm behind your back, so that your right wrist ends up next to your left hip and vice versa. It's uncomfortable. Almost painfully so.
And worst of all, it gives him all the leverage he needs to start pounding into you. Mean. Rough. Hard enough that every thrust has the huge desk rocking forward.
"Slow down! It hurts!"
He laughs.
"Too big 'fer you? Huh, little girl?"
"Yes! Ju-just go easy. Please."
He snarls as he bottoms out again, his throbbing tip scraping the deepest parts of your cunt. Spreading pre cum all across your cervix.
"Say you love me."
"What?"
He pulls all the way out, panting. His tip rubs against your clit, hot and wet and sticky.
"Say you love me and I'll slow down."
Is he insane? You don't even know his name. You can't love him, not with the way he's touched you. It's cruel to make you say it -Â haven't you entertained enough of his perversion?
You take too long to answer him.
His grip tightens on your wrists. Harder than anyone has ever held you.
"Fine," he growls, "The hard way it is."
You don't last long. Every lover you've ever had would stop if you even flinched. Until tonight, you didn't think sex could hurt so bad. You didn't think being fucked could leave you sobbing, praying for it to end.
You didn't realise that some men get off on seeing your tears.
By the time you manage to say it, your cunt is a sobbing, aching mess. Your nipples are rubbed raw from the friction, your wrists not much better.
"I love you."
He doesn't even break pace. Cock spearing inside you with less mercy than the Devil.
"Again."
"I love you."
"Again."
"I love you! I've always loved you! You're the man I've waited for all my life. I love you. Please stop hurting me."
He does.
He loosens his grip on your wrists and hooks one massive arm around your waist. He flips you over so you're on your back.
And oh, what a sight you make. Mascara running. Lips swollen. Tears caught in your lashes. Ruined.
He forces his way between your thighs and leans down, palms on either side of your face.
His hair is messy, his shirt half undone. But it's his eyes that catch you.
There's hellfire in the way he looks at you.
"Again," he says quietly.
You swallow, your words and your courage abandoned on the floor with your dress and stockings.
"I..."
He waits, never looking away from you.
"I love you."
He smiles. It doesn't comfort you at all.
"Liar."
He touches your cheek, surprisingly gentle.
"You have a tell, remember? I'll always know when you're lying."
He leans down and kisses you. His tongue presses against your teeth, and then swipes deeper into your mouth.
Old enough to be your father and he's got you naked on his desk, cunt drooling around his cock and his tongue down your throat. It's blasphemy. It's monstrous.
It's the best damn fuck he's ever had.
He doesn't break off the kiss when he starts thrusting. Slower this time, savouring the way your cunt throbs around him.
You whine against his lips, your cunt still burning.
"Quit 'yer complainin'," he murmurs, "Goin' slow, ain't I?"
His Texan drawl getting thicker the longer he's between your legs.
"Hurts..."
"You want me to come in your mouth instead?"
You shiver, not sure which is worse.
"Fine. You wanna choke on it? I ain't gonna stop ya."
He pulls you up and gathers your hair in his fist. An awkward position, but with you sitting on the edge of the desk, all you have to do is lean down to take his cock in your mouth.
He's surprisingly patient with you. Or maybe he just likes seeing you naked and crying on his desk.
It's almost over, you tell yourself. Just suck him off and you can leave. Put it all behind you and never touch a deck of cards again.
His cock is creamy with your juices. Most of it in a ring around the base.
You lick the tip and shiver. It's bitter. The way pomegranates sometimes are.
His hand on your head is heavy, demanding. You don't want him on your tongue, but he's already taken so much. What difference does this last bit make?
You try and relax, try and take all of him. It doesn't work. You gag, tears brimming on your eyes.
He huffs, amused almost. Or mocking. You can't tell.
"I can always finish in your cunt, if you can't handle it."
No. You most definitely can't handle that.
You take a deep breath through your nose. You can handle it. You will handle it.Â
You grab his belt and pull him a little closer, nails digging divots in the leather.
He makes a pleased sort of noise and pushes your head down, all the way to the base. It's awful. You're overwhelmed by the taste, the smell, the feel of him.
He groans.
"Takin' it so fucking good, ain'tcha?"
He keeps you in place by your hair, and slowly pulls out. He let's you catch a hasty breath before he's right back in, a growl rumbling through him.
"Yeah, I reckon you needed this too. Needed your daddy to teach you a lesson on taking dick."
He chuckles, still fucking your throat with slow, deep thrusts.
"Needed to be reminded of your place in the world. Right here on my cock."
He has ridiculous stamina. None of your boyfriends have lasted half as long.
You moan around his cock and he shudders, grip tightening on your hair.
"You want to end this? Want me to let you go?"
You nod, looking up at him through your lashes with your mouth stuffed full of cock. Poor thing. Got more than you bargained for, didn't you?
He smirks, teeth ready to tear you apart.
"Then just hold still, alright? Gonna fuck your throat good and proper."
He bucks his hips and you choke. Whole body tensing as you gag and fight to hold still. He doesn't go so fast that you can't handle it, but you're right on the brink. Tears coming fast, lips feeling raw and bruised.
The sound of it is obscene. The slick sliding of his cock, the small coughs and gags. All of it the epitome of filthy sex.
Your hands move from his belt to his thighs, half to steady yourself, half to slow him down.
He's thrusting deep, his breathing getting faster. Each exhale almost a snarl.
He grabs your jaw and holds your mouth open right before he comes, his tip resting on the edge of your tongue.
His spunk shoots across your tongue and palette - flooding your senses with the the taste of him. And for a second or two, you think you'll never be able to rinse it away.
He groans, shamelessly loud.
"There," he pants, "Just how it's 'sposed to be."
He pulls out and tilts your chin up until you meet his eyes.
"Swallow."
You do. It's goes down thick - clinging to your teeth. Your stomach clenches, like your body knows exactly what you've consumed.
"Good."
He takes a deep breath, and then let's you go.
Well, for a second or two. Long enough to tuck his cock back in his jeans and redo his belt. And then he's grabbing you around the waist and pulling you against his chest.
He sits back down and drags you with him. Back on his lap, just like you started. Only difference is, this time your head is tucked under his chin and he's got one arm loosely draped over your thighs.
For a minute or two, there's only the sound of you both catching your breath
You don't want to keep thinking. You wish your brain would just shut up and let you get through this without pointing out all the ways you're hurting.
You try and sit up, maybe grab your clothes, but he doesn't let you. Hand coming up to press your head back against his chest.
You sag against him, defeated. Still not done then.
He's the one who finally breaks the silence.
"I know you, girl," he murmurs against your hair. "Better than you think. Tonight ain't the first I've noticed you."
You hum quietly, not sure what he wants you to say.
"You wanna know something funny? I've got a whole lot of dealers in this place. And almost all of them are honest men."
You lift your head a little.
"Almost all?"
"Just about every single one them. Except for the one you had tonight."
You go cold.
"You rigged my game." Your voice is hoarse - from tears, from his cock, from fear.
He laughs. " 'Course I did. House always wins, doll. But sometimes I just nudge things along."
He strokes a hand up your thigh, lazy and possessive.
"Like tonight. When I had a pretty girl on the line and an empty bed to fill."
You try and pull away, but his arm is still tight around your waist. Keeping you pressed up against him.
"How many? How many girls have you done this to?"
"A handful. Can't really remember all their faces, after all these years. But doll, none of them were you."
"What difference does it make? You're... you're a monster. A predator."
He laughs, indulgent.
"That what you wanna call it? I just call it 'risk management.' Folk know exactly what they're signing up for when they walk through those doors. Ain't my fault some of 'em don't know when to stop."
You push against his chest, trying to force your way off his lap. He's too hot, too close, too terrible. This man was inside you and it turns your stomach. You feel dirty from the inside out.
He clicks his teeth and squeezes your thigh.
"Quit squirmin'. You ain't goin' nowhere."
"Let me up. You got what you wanted, right? Our deal is done."
You slap his chest, hard.
"Let me go."
He doesn't.
"You really wanna be difficult with me, hmm?"
He smacks your ass, full strength. You yelp and jerk away. But there isn't anywhere to go except closer against him.
"You ain't going nowhere. So just sit pretty and let your daddy tell you a story."
"I don't want -"
He rubs his palm over your ass, over the same spot he hit you. You shiver and shut your mouth.
"Like I was sayin', all of those girls were just flings. I let 'em go if they don't want it. If they prefer the interest, so be it."
He's smiling. You can hear it in his voice.
"They never do though. Not when the choice is between fifteen minutes sucking my cock or fifteen years at prime lending rate."
He runs his palm over your ass again, squeezing.
"But you're special, ain'tcha? You're my girl. No more flings after you."
He presses a kiss against the crown of your head.
"You're the one I've been waiting for."
"You can't," you manage. "You can't keep me here. We had a deal. My debt is settled."
"You think I can't pull a few strings?" He sounds more amused than insulted. Like a father when his daughter says he can't pick her up like Superman. "It ain't hard, doll. A car left abandoned out in the desert. Your phone and ID all neat in the glove box. Couple grand to a captain on the force to have your case packed away as cold. Easy as apple pie."
You're icy from the tips of your fingers to your toes. He runs a hand through your hair, soothing.
"But I don't gotta do that, do I?"
Your lips are numb. No, no, no - this isn't how it's supposed to go. You know he's a thug, you know he has connections beyond what a legal man ought to have. Can't be a casino boss otherwise. But none of that was ever supposed to apply to you. You're just a dumb student who spent a few too many weekends at the tables. That doesn't deserve a punishment like this.
"Do I?"
"No, sir."
"Right. Because you're going to stay with me without putting up a fuss. Gonna be my girl."
"Yes, sir."
He hums, pleased.
"You'll love it here, doll. You can play as much poker as you want. All on the house."
Pairing: Jeon Jungkook x Reader
Genre: Angst, Yandere!AU, Stalker!AU, questionable romance, smut, Oneshot
Warnings: (oh boy) Stalking, Obsession, Yandere themes, cute Koo but aggressive, he ready to fight, graphic description of violence, blood, very twisted JK, oblivious! Reader, kinda Stockholm-syndrome Reader?, soft romantic lovemaking, body worship, Dom! Jungkook, Sub! Reader, Handjob (fem. receiving), oral (fem. receiving), protected sex because even with your mind scrambled up in a frying pan we still wrap it before tapping it yâall hear me STDs ainât cute Susan
Summary: It all started with a hello kitty charm.
A/N:(IMPORTANT) Iâd like to note here that I do not condone nor romanticize any of the things depicted in this. This is purely fictional, and only to be seen as a work of art, not as a depiction of real life relationships. For short: if he a creep, kick his balls, donât kiss. Thank you.
Part 1 || Part 2
The nurse opened the door, and past her dashed the young man in Question, a total opposite of what he looked like the night heâd found you. His clothing was disheveled, eyes and nose red, his hair a mess as he immediately fell onto your chest, crying so hard his shoulders shook, nurse watching him with sympathizing eyes. This didnât make sense. Why did you feel your body tense up at his touch, when he was so upset?
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┠Some might say you lived in an ivory tower, not having to worry about money or food or⊠any kind of decision, really. You were so lucky you never had to make decisions, they were made for you. Like the decision that you would be married off to your uncle-in-law after your aunt died. But all that changed when you were taken captive by the rival mafia gang, led by the dangerous yet mysterious Jeon Jungkook.
yandere au, mafia au, mature
The Play Date Trilogy (series)Â
â” Jungkook loves to play games with you⊠Hide and Seek, I Spy, Make Believe, but his favourite game of all is Tag, and once heâs caught you, you find itâs not so easy to escapeâŠ
yandere au, graphic murder, dubious consent
SunkissedÂ
â” Jungkook loves waking up to the view of your beautiful face, bathed in sunlight each morning. Based on the song âSunkissedâ by khai dreams.Â
So slowly a sunlit dream pulls me out of sleep, feel the morning through the blinds, I get to thinking âbout your sunkissed face and a quite place where I could give you all my time
soft yandere au, mention of kidnapping, stockholm syndromeÂ
Princess PeachÂ
â” After Jungkook spends half the day ignoring you, he decides to make it up to you by teaching you how to play a game. But, once you win, what will be your prize? (hint: its jungkookâs undying love and affection!)
soft yandere au, mentions of kidnapping, stockholm syndrome
Hot-Spot LoveÂ
â” In which Jungkook is a photographer and you accidentally break his favourite camera. Luckily, the only thing he cherishes more than that damn camera happens to be you.
tooth-rotting fluff, angst if you squint, caring n protective boyfriend koo !
Expectation â RealityÂ
â” When you first met Jungkook, he was so kind, with wide eyes and a sweet smile, but soon enough he dragged you into a tumultuous marriage where you were barely allowed to draw breath on your own. But, when you meet Taehyung, the cute delivery boy with blond hair and a penchant for flirting, you start to wonder if youâve found your second chance.
yandere au, dubious consent, manipulation
SweetsÂ
â” In which Jungkook steals your lip balm and perfume instead of talking to you, you leave a post-it note with your number on it for the strange thief who only seems to take the most inexplicable items and has a strange sense of responsibility for your wellbeing, and the cute boy in your photography class with the fluffy hair and the oversized sweater keeps getting more and more endearingâŠ
soft yandere! au, fluff, texting
Burnt
â” in which you burn dinner and jungkook is obnoxiously in love
soft yandere! au, fluff, slight angst
Loving Is Easy
â” For your first date, Jungkook wants to take you somewhere perfect. Unfortunately for you, heâs decided that for it to be âperfectâ, it has to be a surpriseâŠ
soft yandere, fluff, first kisses
Still With You
â” Itâs simple. Youâre a servant, heâs a prince. So when you become pregnant, you know you have to leave in order to protect his reputation. But he doesnât seem to be able to let you goâŠ
royalty au, obsessive behaviour, soft(ish) yandere
pairing: namjoon x reader
genre: sugar daddy au, yandere, life of luxury
summary: singapore suits you, just like he knew it would. ss you chase your dreams and fill the rooms with your laughter, namjoon stands quietly at your side, the architect of a life designed to keep you safe, happy, and his. you think you chose this path. but youâve always been his greatest masterpiece
warnings: voyeurism (hidden đ·), smut, risk of being caught, hint of exhibitionism, power imbalance, manipulation, light d/s dynamicâŠi think thatâs it đ
word count: 2,253
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Singapore suits you.
Namjoon sees it in the way your eyes light up as you move through each room like youâre drifting through a dream. Your fingers skim over smooth marble countertops and custom furniture, over rich fabrics and curated dĂ©corâeverything selected with you in mind. You linger by the floor to ceiling windows, gazing out at the marina, your reflection caught in the glass like a painting he canât stop staring at.
The glow of the city lights flickers in your eyes, casting gold over your cheeks, and Namjoon thinks, yes. This is exactly where youâre meant to be.
He watches you from the doorway, shoulder leaned against the frame, arms crossed, a faint smirk tugging at the corners of his mouth. Thereâs a deep, heavy satisfaction in his chestâsomething bone deep and salacious. The kind of pleasure that comes from knowing youâve orchestrated something flawlessly.
Of course, you love it here.
He chose it for you.
The penthouse is perfectionâsleek and warm, minimalist but indulgent. The kind of place that whispers success without shouting. The kind of place a woman like you deserves. You donât even question it. Why would you? From your perspective, everything simply fell into place.
Just like the job.
A sudden opportunity, an ideal position at a competitive firm, in a beautiful new city at just the right moment. You told him it felt like fate. He had smiled, tucked your hair behind your ear, and said maybe it was. But fate had nothing to do with it. Heâd rewritten your path in silence, paved it in opportunity and made sure the world bent around you in ways youâd never see.
The company that made the offer? One of his. A quiet subsidiary. A name you wouldnât associate with him unless you were already looking. And youâre not looking. Youâre dreaming. Planning. Building your life.
Exactly how he wants.
Because everything around youâthe neighborhood, the view, the job, the lifeâis his gift to you.
Carefully wrapped.
Flawlessly executed.
He can feel the heat of your happiness from here. It warms him in ways nothing else ever has. You were born to be adored. Protected. Possessed. And Namjoon is the only one who has ever truly understood that.
âJoon, what do you think about adding some plants in the living room?â
Your voice pulls him from his reverie.
He hums, tilting his head just slightly. âWhatever you want, sweetheart.â
Youâre still by the windows, tilting your head as you gesture to an empty corner. âMaybe something tall? A fiddle leaf fig or something? And maybe a few hanging ones near the bar?â
He steps closer, slow and deliberate, hands slipping into his pockets as he comes to stand beside you. You turn to look up at him, eyes soft, smile easy. The sight nearly knocks the wind out of him.
God, you have no idea.
You donât know how hard he worked to bring this moment to life. How many strings he pulled. How many men he threatened. How many surveillance layers are hidden in these walls. You donât know about the email threads marked confidential or the financial reshuffling required to make the transfer seem organic. You donât know that your coworkers report to a man who reports to him.
You donât know.
And Namjoon isnât going to tell you.
Because this version of youâthe one standing barefoot on polished stone floors, dreaming aloud about indoor plants and accent wallsâis everything.
He leans in slightly, brushing his knuckles down your arm.
âA few plants would look beautiful here,â he murmurs, voice low. âSomething vibrant. Lush.â He traces your wrist, smiling when you shiver slightly under his touch. âSomething alive that needs you to care for it.â
You smile again, and his chest aches.
Your joy is his reward. Your comfort, his mission. Your safety, his obsession.
But underneath the warmth, something else simmers. A cold, razor sharp edge that never dulls.
Because this is still the honeymoon stage.
You love Singapore now. You love the apartment. The job. The fresh start.
But he knows you.
Knows how your heart wanders. How easily you crave newness.
Thatâs why he chose this exact high rise. Why your penthouse sits just beneath a vacant unitâone he owns outright. Itâs why your ânew jobâ was created with enough flexibility for remote oversight and why your apartment is stocked with cameras disguised as smart home sensors.
Because Namjoon loves you.
But he doesnât trust the world with you.
Not when heâs worked so hard to build one where youâre never out of reach.
So he lets you play house. Lets you imagine this independence is your own design.
The movers are still here, working efficiently as they unpack your furniture and personal belongings under Namjoonâs careful supervision. The air hums with the sharp rip of packing tape, the shuffle of boxes, the dull thump of furniture being placed exactly where he wants it.
Namjoon walks with you from room to room, appearing relaxedâhands in his pockets, posture unhurried. But heâs not just admiring the way the space is coming together.
Heâs watching the security feed on his phone.
Discreetly flicking through the camera angles as you chat about curtain colors and light fixtures, about which drawer will hold your favorite teas.
Everything is exactly as it should be. Kitchen, living room, entry points, bedroom.
Then he pauses.
The bedroom camera catches you standing by the window, the city skyline casting your silhouette in stark relief. The camera was placed for safety, but this angle? Itâs perfect. An accidental masterpiece. The way your top clings to your body, the supple curve of your breasts beneath the fabric, the outline of your thighs where the light hits.
Heat flares low in his stomach.
He swipes out of the app and turns to you. Youâre just a few feet away, oblivious, glowing.
Itâs too much.
âCome here,â he says, gruffer than he intends.
You blink up at him, a bit confused by the shift in his tone, but you come. You always do. And the moment your fingers brush his, he laces them together and leads you into the bedroom, then into the walk in closet off to the side.
The closet is massive, paneled in soft white with matte brass hardware. One entire wall is mirroredâfloor to ceiling. The other houses shelves and hanging racks, freshly filled with the wardrobe he bought for you. A plush velvet ottoman sits in the center.
Namjoon shuts the closet door behind you. The sounds of the movers continue beyond, boxes being repositioned, instructions traded in hushed voices. But in here, everything stills.
âJoon?â You laugh softly, your voice husky with curiosity. âWhat are youââ
He doesnât answer.
Heâs already sitting down, tugging you onto his lap like heâs been waiting all day to do just this. His hands find your hips and press down, grinding your core directly against the thick length straining behind his zipper.
Your breath hitches.
âYouâre so fucking beautiful,â he breathes, one hand sliding up your spine, the other gripping your thigh possessively. âYou have no idea what you do to me.â
You part your lips to say something but it dies in your throat the moment he cups your breasts. His thumbs roll over your nipples, teasing them through your top until they harden beneath his touch.
âYou really donât know?â His voice is darker now, low and rumbling. âThe things I think about when I watch you. When I hear your voice. When you smile at me.â
You tremble in his lap, hips moving of their own accord. Namjoonâs breath stutters as you grind against him.
He tugs your top down, exposing your breasts, and leans forward without hesitation. His mouth closes over one nipple, tongue swirling slowly, lips wet and hot. He sucksâhardâthen softens the pressure, licking lazily as his hand toys with the other.
The mirrored wall reflects everything.
You catch sight of yourselfâhead tilted back, chest bare, Namjoonâs dark hair between your breasts, his hands greedy and worshipful at once. The sight makes you moan, your hips rolling instinctively.
Namjoon lifts his head, his mouth glistening. Then his hands slip lower, past your waistbandâ
He stills.
You arenât wearing any panties.
His pupils dilate instantly.
âNo panties?â he murmurs, brushing his fingers along your slick folds, your arousal already seeping onto his slacks. âYouâve been walking around all day like this?â
You smirk, even as your breath shortens. âI like the way it feels.â
His restraint snaps a little more.
âYou little fucking tease.â
His fingers slide into you with precision, two at once, stroking deep and curling upward. His thumb circles your clit in practiced rhythm, dragging soft gasps from your lips as you cling to his shoulders, legs already shaking.
âLook at yourself,â he murmurs, tipping your chin toward the mirror.
You obeyâbecause you always do.
You see yourselfâyour back arching, Namjoonâs fingers disappearing inside you, his mouth at your throat, your face twisted in pleasure and need.
âSo wet for me,â he groans, dragging his fingers deeper. âAnd this tight little pussy still thinks she doesnât need a chauffeur?â
You blink through the haze. âWhatâ?â
âYou said you wanted to drive yourself,â he hums, dragging his teeth across your neck. âWanted to explore the city alone. Said you didnât need help.â
His thumb presses harder on your clit, and your hips jerk.
âThat was disobedient.â
Your breath catches. âJoonââ
He cuts you off with a kissâopen mouthed and hot, stealing the air from your lungs.
âIf you want my cock,â he says between kisses, âyouâll have to earn it.â
He fucks you with his fingers, faster now, the wet sound of your arousal barely masked by the sounds outside the door. Youâre trembling, thighs clamping around his hand, face buried in his neck to muffle your cries.
âCome for me,â he growls, biting your earlobe. âRight here. Just like this.â
And you doâbody locked up in his arms, lips parting around a strangled moan, your reflection in the mirror blurred by the tears pricking your lashes.
But Namjoon doesnât stop.
âThatâs one,â he whispers against your cheek. âYou can give me another.â
You whimper, already sensitive.
âBe a good girl,â he croons, his tone deceptively sweet, âand maybe Iâll give you what youâre so desperate for.â
The second orgasm hits harder. Messier. You clutch at him, shaking uncontrollably, eyes wide and glassy. Namjoon holds you steady, his fingers finally stilling as he kisses your jaw, your cheek, your temple.
You melt against himâboneless, dazed, flushed.
Thereâs a knock at the closet door.
You freeze.
Namjoon grins.
âSir?â one of the movers calls. âWeâre just about finished. Would you like to do a final walkthrough?â
Namjoon strokes your back. âGive us a moment,â he calls back.
Then he turns to youâstill in his lap, still trembling.
He lifts your chin with two fingers and presses a kiss to your forehead.
âWeâll pick this up later.â He says, calm and seemingly unaffected. He feels your heartbeat against his ownâerratic, frantic, pulsing like a secret against his chest.
You, on the other hand, are very much affected.
Namjoon lets the silence stretch between you, his arms still wrapped around your trembling frame, watching as realization sinks into your bones. The flush creeping up your neck. The way your eyes dart toward the door.
Anyone could open it.
Youâre still bare from the waist up. Flushed. Slick between the thighs. A trembling mess in his lap.
Anyone could see.
You scramble to pull your top back into place, hands shaking slightly, your breath catching when the fabric catches on your nipple. You donât meet his eyesâtoo focused on smoothing down your clothes, on regaining some kind of composure.
Namjoon doesnât help you.
He just watches.
Because thereâs something about the way you react to being almost caughtâthe way your thighs subconsciously press together, the way your pupils stay blown and your lips remain parted in dazed silenceâthat makes him hard all over again.
Once youâve settled into a semblance of order, he finally speaks.
âLetâs go,â he says softly, almost kindly, his voice at odds with the quiet dominance still coiling beneath it. He lifts you off his lap with firm hands, steadying you as you wobble slightly, your legs still weak from overstimulation.
He straightens his own clothes in one fluid motion. Composed. Effortless.
Then he opens the door.
One of the movers stands just outside, tablet in hand, mouth slightly open before he quickly schools his expression.
But Namjoon sees it.
The flicker of recognition. The twitch of a gaze that dips a little too low.
A slow, territorial burn curls in his gut.
But he reins it in.
For now.
Namjoon slides an arm around your waist and tugs you close, his hand resting low, possessive, as he steps forward into the hallway.
âLetâs see your new home,â he murmurs, voice warm and perfectly measured.
You nod, still quiet, clinging to him just slightly. Whether itâs from embarrassment, arousal, or bothâhe doesnât care.
Because as he walks you through the condo, guiding you gently from room to room, he adjusts the cameras again.
Subtle.
Precise.
His mind already races ahead.
You love Singapore. Youâve said it more than once.
But itâs only been a few weeks.
Heâll give it a few monthsâlet you settle, let you fall into this new life heâs curated for you.
Let you think this freedom is real. Because your life may feel new, may feel like yoursâbut every inch of it was always his.
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