I Feel Like A Scared Little Kid Again

— Frank Bidart, from “Half-light: Collected Poems 1965-2016; ‘The Third Hour of the Night’", published c. 2017

any room can be a panic room if you just give me a fucking second

— Franz Kafka, The Blue Octavo Notebooks

what if I wasn’t tired all the time imagine the possibilities

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“Being a self aware borderline is honestly the most painful thing I have experienced,

because I know the car is about to crash, I can feel the breaks not working I can feel the panic and the fear setting in I feel the pending doom I can see the disaster just up ahead..unable to stop the vehicle or get out just strapped in and forced to watch myself crash into everyone and everything hurting me and hurting those closest to me. Those most precious and important to me. I am not innocent and i am not running away.”

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