Berriemilku - 𔒌

Don't ask me "wyd" i really just be in my room going insane and being a danger to myself

“Being a self aware borderline is honestly the most painful thing I have experienced,

because I know the car is about to crash, I can feel the breaks not working I can feel the panic and the fear setting in I feel the pending doom I can see the disaster just up ahead..unable to stop the vehicle or get out just strapped in and forced to watch myself crash into everyone and everything hurting me and hurting those closest to me. Those most precious and important to me. I am not innocent and i am not running away.”

glenn dean, landscapes of the west / user @petrichara

this is so important

me: *tears up when there's the slightest indication you're even a little mad me*

also me: *gets turned on by the the thought of you violently fucking and hitting me*

kathy acker. translations from the diary of laure