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Astrology Observations: Cancer placements

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🌙Cancer suns are typically the most noticeable ones in the room, they are ruled by the moon after all!

🌙Cancer mercury placements have a very soothing way of speaking. Smooth talkers if you will

~BUT it can take a minute to get them out of their shell & when you do it’s so worth it 😩

🌙Those with cancer venus have such warm ideals & visions that you can really get lost in them if you allow them to show you everything they love & adore

🌙Cancer suns can also be the loudest ones in the room from my experiences with them. They really know how to catch everyone’s attention with their voices!

🌙Cancer rising are typically curvy & have round features in general that are very flattering✨

Pretty doe eyes being one of them!! 🥺💗

🌙Cancer moons have the power to make you feel their emotions as they are home in their planets sign :,)

This also gives them the ability to potentially be emotionally manipulative so watch out for that kind of behavior if you catch yourself doing that. Your emotions are sacred & should be honored, not used for evil 😭

🌙Cancer mars people also have powerful emotions but theirs can tip over to the more diabolical side of things. Do not make them feel bad for being emotional whenever they are, it only makes things worse lol. Angry criers~

🌙Cancer rising people also have very beautiful homes that are veryyyy clean and welcoming. With the Capricorn descendant they might take a while to feel comfortable with inviting you there or staying the night though, but when they do you can make yourself at home 😌🥹

These are not fact or fiction, just observations I’ve made along the way~

✨I love you Cancers!✨

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Astrology: Mars Dominants and Burning Out

Trigger warning: Mention of self-harm. You are worthy.

Physical illness can be a wake-up call to change, evolve, or stop what's hurting you

But specifically for Mars dominants - Scorpio and Aries.

The physical illness will act like a piercing call that cuts through the mind and emotion. The soul uses this method as a last resort because Mars dominants are prone to burning themselves to exhaustion, ignoring their mind and emotions that tell them to rest.

This is effectively a form or self harm, and many Mars dominants can experience more direct periods of self-harm, too. Either as a way to punish oneself or due to the feeling of the subconscious yearning to be released.

Through burn-out the physical health will decline. The physical responses Mars dominants experience can feel like the body attacking itself (or literally attacking itself in terms of autoimmune diseases). It is the inner self calling itself back to it.

Earth and water dominants tend to be a bit more intune with how they are feeling physically. Their reluctance to be rushed or to even rush themselves also helps.

For air dominants, it is typically the deterioration of the mind that causes the wake-up call. This will be in the form of excessive anxiety, paranoia, overthinking, forgetfulness, and psychosis.

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Cancer Rising can have the iris close to the inner corner of the eye.

Lilith in the 2nd house makes the face very sexy while Lilith in the 1st house makes the body sexy.

Capricorn Risings have the corner of the lips pointing downwards. Their appearance can sometimes give the impression of being dissatisfied unless they have strong Venus influence.

Taurus Mars usually have gorgeous skin. They look smooth almost like they have been airbrushed. Also a natural sensuality to them.

Gemini and Sagittarius Risings looks so good in glasses and bangs.

I know Ive said it a thousand times but Lilith Square Ascendant gives such an intimidating look. Think a naked person in a haunted house. Lol thats how I describe this placement.

Mars in the 1st house can give very noticeable hair, but I also noticed it can give someone drier hair even if nobody in the family got dry hair.

People with Lilith in the 4th house/Cancer might want a boobjob. They can be very insecure about their breasts.

Mars conjunct Midheaven can give very strong bone structure, for example Angelina Jolie.

Ptah(5011) conjunct Ascendant gives a beautiful face. Ptah was even called ”Ptah the beautiful face” or ”Benevolent of face”.

Libra Rising/Venus in the 1st or 2nd house can give a very prominent cupids bow.

A lot of Aries Risings have a widows peak.

A lot of Aries Risings also have a shape to the nose and eyebrows that makes them look like the symbol of Aries.

People with Neptune aspecting personal planets look like someone sprayed glow mist on them. A natural glow to the skin almost like a filter.

A lot of Scorpio Risings have a very square nose for example Justin Bieber.

Cancer Risings can have a sneaky, shifty look to the eyes. Especially those with the rounder face. Those with the oblong face usually have a more innocent look.

Cancer and Taurus Risings can have a deer look with very round eyes and long eyelashes.

10th house and Capricorn placements might have teeth that stands out, very likely to have braces at some point in their life.

Scorpio Rising can give very pointy eyebrows that looks naturally plucked.

Scorpio placements can also create a lot of shadows in the face making the face more mysterious. Especially around the eyes.

Libra Risings/Venus 1st house can have a mouth thats always slightly open or the corner of the mouth point upwards so that it looks like they are always smiling.

Scorpio Placements have a hard time with scarhealing. If they get a scar from an accident or acne it can stay for the rest of their lives unless they treat it. Thats also why they are so vindictive lol, even their physical body gets over stuff slowly.

Dainty(9758) conjunct Ascendant makes someone look delicate. Can also make someone look petite.

Ive seen a lot of Cancer Risings have a mole near the nasolabial fold.

Virgo Risings have a ”out of this world” beauty too just like Pisces Risings.

Virgo & Capricorn influence can make someone very petite.

Lilith 2nd house have very beautiful and attractive lips. Can have a beautiful shape and a darker tone to the lips almost like they have lipstick or lipliner.

Aquarius Risings have such beautiful arms and legs.

Venus 8th house have nice ”holes” so their reproductive organs, anus, lips, nosestrils and eyes are good looking.

Aphrodite(1388) conjunct Mars can give really long eyelashes. For example Tupac who got this placement.

Leo Risings have this naughty look almost like they are slightly laughing at you.

Capricorn Risings get pigment spots very easily. They have very sensitive skin.

People with strong Neptune influence can have bigger eyelids that cover half of their eye. Depends on cultural background too ofc. For example Marilyn Monroe who got Neptune in the 1st house and her famous half closed eyes look.

Venus 1st house people usually have a beauty mark somewhere, for example beyonce who have it beside one of her eyebrows. My sister with Venus in the 1st house have the exact same one.

Jupiter in the 1st house can give a curved body shape no matter how skinny you are you look curvy.

Ceres 1st house, Virgo Rising and Cancer Risings can have a protruding belly.

Ceres 1st house can also make someone look very plump and cute like Marilyn Monroe.

Capricorn placements have hair that looks styled even if its not. Ive noticed that with so many Cap Sun. Even if they dont give a shit about their hair it looks like they had a professional cut. Same with Cap men and their beard.

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Beauty Astro Observations 💄💋

• Beauty, Glamour, Seduction •

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F A T A L E

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• Asteroid Bella (695) shows your kind of beauty and how the world can perceive your beauty

Bella in Water Signs [Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces] can have a very feminine, graciously beauty, something like fatale beauty, big focus on their lips and eyes because these parts tend to be the best

Bella in Earth Signs [Capricorn, Virgo, Taurus] can have a very natural, sensualist beauty something like a fairy like and still being enchanting, big focus on their hair and hands they tend to look pretty

Bella in Air Signs [Aquarius, Libra, Gemini] can have a very electrifying attractive beauty something that strikes people's attention like a thunder big focus on their the way dress and the way they talk might enchant you

Bella in Fire Signs [Aries, Leo, Sagittarius] can have a very fiery magnetic beauty something like the an eternal flame of seduction big focus on their face and hips these parts make them stunningly beautiful

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M E S M E R I Z I N G

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• Asteroid Nymphe (875) your seductive personality/aura,

Nymphe in Air Signs [Gemini, Libra, Aquarius] bring an air of temptation to the people, you have something unique in yourself that can drive other people crazy

Nymphe in Earth Signs [Taurus, Capricorn, Virgo] blessed with a flow of grace and romantism, your sensuality is at maximum level when you show your face in a crowd, leave them with the mouth open besties

Nymphe in Fire Signs [Sagittarius, Aries, Leo] glamour in their veins and seduction on their lips you look so beautiful when you wear bright colors and something that can suite your energy, you are sensual and confident and you love it like this

Nymphe in Water Signs [Cancer, Pisces, Scorpio] the mesmerizing beauty is in their eyes, you have this sparkle energy around that can make others to really question their love life

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• Asteroid Sirene [1009] your fatale shadow

Sirene in Water Signs [Scorpio, Cancer, Pisces] Sirene is at home in these signs and she can manifest your energy either to be light and angelic either dark and seductive, your shadow is sensual and dangerous

Sirene in the Fire Signs [Leo, Sagittarius, Aries] are not ashamed to show the world how fatale they can be when they are in the mood, their expressions and gestures can make other people to fall for them instantly, the shadow shows them that they are the hottest in the room

Sirene in Earth Signs [Virgo, Capricorn, Taurus] brings a rain of sensual petals upon these natives, fulfilling them with the gift of being attractive and wanted

Sirene in Air Signs [Libra, Gemini, Aquarius] comes with the most seductively voices ever heard by the humans, they put you under their spell and enchanted with a misterious personality. Your voice is giving the vibe of a siren singing

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M A G N E T I C

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💄 Venus in the 1st/2nd/6th/10th houses, you know you are the star and you like it, you are giving $ Im expensive honey! $ vibes

💄 Venus - Pluto aspects makes people to be obsessed with them, there is a magnetic field around those with the planet of love and destruction together in alignment

💄 Venus - Mercury aspects make the native to have a very beautiful voice and most people find their voices being very sexy and sensual

💄 Capricorn in the big 3 [Sun, Moon or Rising] have such a perfect bone structure and their aesthetic fits every concept, they are the models of this world, they repsent the gracious fashion

💄 Fire Signs and Air Signs over the 7th house sign can give a spouse/partner with a beautiful charisma, their spouses can radiate sensual vibes

💄 Lilith in Water Signs express their sensuality based on the feelings they have, if they are angry the emotions can get pretty dangerous and in the same radiating "Beautiful but dangerous"

💋 Lilith in the 1st/6th/10th/11th houses can get very known because of the way their sensuality is showed to the world, and sometimes without even them knowing it, is like you are sensual without any effort

💋 Aquarius in big 3 [Sun, Moon or Rising] always bring the new trends with them because they are the trendsetters of the zodiac, they are looking good in everything and are not afraid the show it to the world

💋 Venus in the 11th house and 5th house/Aquarius or Leo have this world appeal that can steal everyone's hearts, they are very liked in the society because of their uniqueness and humanitarian nature

💋 Juno aspecting the ascendant makes the other people to fall in love easily with the native, is like they desire you because they know you are what they want

💋 Lilith - Asc aspects makes the native to be pretty misterious in the crowd, also to be appear as very sensual to the other people and they can often talk about you

💋 Neptune - Asc aspects tend to look very beautiful and magically, something about them reminds you about some fairytale when you look at their face

🌹 Libra in Big 3 or Venus prominent [Sun, Moon or Rising] can give the native a big or good looking 🍑 and usually a very good looking body

🌹 Sagittarius in Big 3 or Jupiter prominent (Sun, Moon, Rising,) makes the native to appear thick and appealing to the world

🌹 Cancer in big 3 (Sun, Moon or Rising) or Moon prominent in the chart have very beautiful eyes, doe eyes who are very attractive

🌹 Scorpio in big 3 (Sun, Moon or Rising) or Pluto prominent in the chart have a very mysterious aura around them and that makes them appealing

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I didn't post nothing in 5 days feels like an eternity, but today 😍 I'm coming with a new post for you queens and kings 🏆💅🏼, its a very lovely post, hope you like it 😍🏆💅🏼 3 beautiful asteroids 💅🏼 and the rest are observations🌸 i hope you guys are fine and good 🥰 enjoy the post 🏆💄💋 much love and warm for everyone who reads my notes 🌸🌟

Bernadette Peters and Gabe Kaplan in a promotional photo for Tulips (1981)

Cancer Venus

at request of @elloluv123

accuracy varies depending on the house and aspects made to the placement.

• If you’ve ever tried a Lindor truffle chocolate you know they have a hard chocolate shell and the inside is filled with soft melted chocolate. That’s how I would describe venus in cancer. Hard exterior but a very soft inside.

• They’re cautious but so sweet. Their relationships are usually a slow start. Taking their time, melting into each other. Truly blending their best traits to become a home for each other.

• Before entering a relationship, cancer in venus observe the person of interest. They’ll appreciate the smaller details that require true effort and love. For example, bringing grocery store flowers may be a nice gesture but a cancer venus will swoon if you remembered their exact coffee order. A home made gift would also be deeply valued.

• Someone who feels secure and stable is the ideal. Cancer venus are sensitive, therefore someone reckless and distant would upset them deeply in the end. They are dependable, warm and cautious. They won’t take a last minute date reschedule lightly. It will be noted.

• Your partners are likely to be surprised by your memory and attention to the small things. It’s not about the grand gestures with cancer venus people. It’s about the everyday effort they put in to make the relationship feel like a safe place. If their partner overlooks all they do because they want the spontaneous gestures, it will leave the cancer venus feeling unappreciated and alone.

• Cancer venus often end up with dependent and needy partners. They may wonder why this is. They should look within and consider if they enjoy the safety that comes with having the upper hand. If your partner is dependent on you then they aren’t likely to leave. Here is the negative side, cancer venus want to protect themselves by having this upper hand. Yet, this results in them finding partners who are immature and in need of a parental figure.

Example: Khloe Kardashian has cancer venus. Notably, many of her marriages have failed because she often ends up with immature partners. She has said she has always deeply desired to build a family of her own. Yet, instead her partners end up needing her care and attention as if they were the child.

• The song “The co-dependent enabler” by Whitmer Thomas comes to mind when thinking of the negatives of cancer venus people. Specially the intro:

“If you’ve got cut marks, I will love you

If you’ve ever OD’d, Then you were made for me

If you don’t talk to your parents, I’ll be your parent”

It’s a dark comedy song but so deeply true for many people. Cancer venus wants safety and security so badly. But rather they can find themselves trying to fill the void in other people’s lives. These people don’t need you cancer venus, they need therapy!!! Together, you bring both of you down in the end.

It can also be the other way around, where cancer venus finds partners “leeching off their codependency”

send your experiences as a cancer venus or cancer venus people!

Anne Bancroft photographed by Sal Traina, 1968

Someone on here said Bernadette would not be at the Tony’s this year and I’m curious as to why.

Margaret Atwood, from The Blind Assassin

“Oh, you have babies… can I see them?" 

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harp seal: beautiful heavenly angel so perfect

harbour seal: about what you'd expect…..puppy

weddell seal: 34 year old man named Wilfred

sonny and cher were kind of the blueprint for "she's everything, he's just ken"

メAstrology indicaters of attracting jealousyメ

Pluto in 1st/5th/6th/7th/10th.

Pluto-asc/mc.

Scorpio rising/mc.

Personal planets in Scorpio/8th.

Pluto aspect 1st/10th house ruler.

Pluto aspect personal planets.

Sun in 1st/10th.

Leo rising/mc.

Personal planets in Leo/5th

Sun being prominent.

Sun-asc/mc/ruler of asc/mc.

Venus in 1st/7th/10th.

Venus-asc/mc/personal planets.

Venus being prominent .

Lilith in 1st/6th/7th/10th.

Lilith -asc/mc/personal planets.

Lilith in Leo/Scorpio/Aquarius.

Astro Observations - Placements I Adore

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Sagittarius placements - I have to admit I have a soft spot for all the mutable placements out there, but Sag... especially Moon and/or Mercury/Mars... y'all are insanely intuitive (big plus if you ask me), courageous, open minded (unless the native is unevolved and choosing the "I'm the only one who knows the truth so let me impose it on you" path), and just generally such a great vibe. I've always strugged to put my admiration for this energy into words because it's just... so great ugh

1st/7th/10th/11th house Venus - these people are generally so well-liked it's crazy. They have just the right type of natural charm about them that draws people in, and I'm here for it. They're charismatic, generally social and outgoing, and perceived in such a romantic light by the public.

Taurus and Leo placements - if you have both Taurus and Leo placements in your chart you've won the astrological lottery as long as I'm concerned. These two signs are each the culmination of something special - for Taurus, it's good taste, appreciation of nature, and food, animal love, fragrances. For Leo, it's creativity, joy, life, loyalty, and general warm infatuation with life - does this make sense to anybody else?

1st/4th/7th/10th house Mars or Saturn - Yes this energy isn't easy and needs a lot of attention and mastering from the native, so seeing it in full force, especially in someone who fully mastered it, is rare. BUT! An angular Mars or Saturn is so powerful and incredibly fascinating to observe. Tapping into this energy, if you happen to have it in your birth chart, is a game changer.

8th house Venus or Jupiter - They attract support and help with such ease. They get whatever they wish for. Others will easily show up for them whenever they need and they easily benefit from the people in their life (not in a manipulating type of way).

12th house Moon - another tough placement, however - once the native gets in touch with this energy and learns to use it for their benefit and spiritual growth, there's no stopping them. Possibly the most intuitive, spiritual, healing placement I have ever observed. They're in touch with their subconscious which makes any type of work on themselves much smoother.

Gemini placements - if you actually believe Geminis to be two-faced, you don't know what you're missing out on. The chameleons of the zodiac, these placements can talk their way out or into pretty much anything. They'll mirror your own energy back to you so maybe if you can't stand them it's time to do some inner work.

Prominent Neptune - dreamy, ethereal, spiritual, intuitive, poetic, and artistic - what more can I say?

Cancer Mercury - They'll intuitively know what you need and show up for you. They'll also destroy your life and burn your house to the ground if you cross them. Love that for them.

Virgo Sun - Virgos are underrated. I'm tired of all the neat-freak stereotypes, they carry such strong intellectual energy. They can easily get on top of most situations by simply following their instincts. They'll give you awesome advice based on the many rabbit holes they've gone through in the past five days online. They'll be there for you when you need them. Also, there's a strong sexual energy here I rarely see anyone talk about, so I could make a post about it if anyone's interested.

ASTROLOGY NOTES🧿

aries men/men with aries placements are usually well built.. and if they’re not they’re usually pretty strong

water and air rising people usually age well

i’ve noticed that every cancer female friend that i’ve had usually gets along better with guys than girls..

i really love talking to pisces mercury people. i just love the way i can talk to them about anything under the sun.

leo venus people love showing off the people they love on social media or in public. my dad has a leo venus and he constantly posts our family on social media lmao. especially my mom lol

i also noticed that a lot of people who have aries north node usually keep themselves physically active

all of my friends that have their lilith/north node in taurus are (not surprisingly) financially well off

mars 1st housers are so chaotic

leo mercury people talk very boldly/theatrically

taurus moon people are literally so chill. i love you guys so so much i could literally hang with you guys 24/7 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

the way scorpio moon/rising/mars people perform is just different than other performers.. they perform so intensely & you can just see the emotion and hard work they put into their music videos & performances. it’s just *chefs kiss* (jungkook, beyonce, jimin, lady gaga)

natalie “chin” nunn (from bad girls club/baddies west) is literally the epitome of an underdeveloped capricorn. she pisses me off so much oml 😭 i really can’t stand her or her voice. she’s so cold, controlling, toxic, and extremely manipulative. & she talks behind everyone’s back

most saturn 1st housers i know are insecure about their physical appearance.

✨New Era Astrology Notes✨

Pluto - Ascendant aspects: (Both harsh and positive aspects) have a very mesmerizing aura, they radiate some Dark Queen/King vibes and everyone knows these natives have the most beautiful eyes

Mars in Earth Signs gives BOSS energy and mostly that "I'm my own Boss energy" kinda like they don't need no one to tell them what to do.

Neptune - Ascendant aspects: They look very ethereal, refinement at its finest. Neptunians are the gorgeous in the night sky. They can also make a lot of people to look after them. These natives like Pluto - Asc aspects can have very pretty eyes 😍

Mars - Ascendant aspects: These people look very intimidating, they are hot and they know it 💅🏼. Very powerful personality and can get angry kinda fast 😭. Usually a lot of natives with those aspects tend to be calm but sometimes they cannot hold the angryness. They can have very beautiful lips

Pluto - Moon aspects: Have powerful souls indeed, these natives can feel when they are lied to and have a great intuition when it comes about lying and betraying. 💋

Mercury in 2nd/3rd house can be motivational speakers and these people words can touch you deep. They know how to express directly and make the conversations very interesting

Mercury in 8th house: Passion for talking about taboo things, they have deep and sensual voices. Sensuality in their blood, can create bounding while communicating and expressing their words in love 😍

Having 8°, 10°, 20°, 22° degrees in your ascendant can make you very intimidating and powerful. Tend to attract people who are very interested in you in all ways possible

Having 6°, 12°, 18°, 24° degrees in your ascendant can make you charming and in a way "dreamy" (Virgo and Pisces Degrees) these natives tend to have very pretty hair and face features. Also they look great in the sun's light

Having 5°, 11°. 17°, 23° degrees in your ascendant can make you look very attractive, these people usually get in the spotlight very fast due to their very pretty image. Trendsetters, can often find people copying them.

Mars 1st house natives look 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 they are very very very hotttt 😍 and omg they can have a lot of crushes. Good bones and face features, men with this placement to be the hottest in the room while women with this placement tend to attract people very fast

Earth Risings/Earth Venus have one of the best fashion styles ever, they really know how to get dressed good and Earth Venus might also give you some points of how to dress good. They are very elegant and gentle

Fire Risings/Fire Venus love to make people to laugh, i swear they are this type of people when you feel bad they come at you and tell you funny things to make your day better. They also have great humour and good jokes. And they are one of the most energetic and optimistic people i ever met

Pluto in the 1st house: makes you to be very intimidating in other eyes and kinda misterious and you tend to attract people who are very curious about life.

Uranus in the 1st house: You like to be different and have your own unique things, you probably are very different than the rest of your family, people might be attracted to you because of your uniqueness

Lilith - Sun aspects: Hypnotic eyes, seriously their eyes are full of mystery, kinda remebers me of "The things you can see but you can't feel" vibe

Lilith - Ascendant: Might give you the impression they are very dark and MISTERIOUS people, those aspects make the native to have a very magnetic aura and tend to attract people who want to use them (be careful at people who want you only for the way you look)

Lilith - Pluto aspects: You know they have a very powerful energy when they enter in the room, can be secretive and mysterious and also make people to wonder more about them. Though making them dirty is gonna cost you

Aphrodite [1388] - Venus aspects: Being in love with love, can be very romantic and gentle and veryyyy charming

Aphrodite [1388] - Mercury Aspects: They have very beautiful calming voices ever, tend to like singing and to sing (In harsh aspects they can have a very deep and sensual voice, but very mesmerizing)

Aphrodite [1388] - Pluto aspects: Find power in love, and destroy the ones who hurt you. Tend to attract a lot of people because your powerful aura and your appearance (Harsh aspects might be more intense)

Sooo Today is 23:03;2023 😍😍 is one of the best days of our year, Pluto enters in Aquarius today for almost 20 years and of course is a new era. Everything will be very interesting the next years

Make sure to use your sidereal/vedic chart if you feel like you don't reasonate. Hope you like such type of new era posts they are very interesting to make 😍.

I wish you all very good Pluto in Aquarius years, full of good and nice experiences in your life. Pluto brings changes in the house you have Pluto in 💋

Harmoonix 💋

ੈ✩‧₊˚ Random things that remind me of Venus in Water signs <33 *ੈ✩‧₊˚

: ̗̀➛ Cancer venus

Moon goddess, white cupcakes, soft makeup, pastels, twinkling stars, ball gowns, sleeping beauty, Bridgeton, velvet dresses, aurora borealis, moonstone, labradorite, ex lovers, childhood crushes, historical events that for some reason bring you a lot of nostalgia, warm cardigans, rosy cheeks, plump lips, angel wings, tattoos that are aesthetically pleasing but also have some rlly deep meaning behind the..in saying that probably has tattoos that are relate to their loved ones, mini skirts, crescent moon, autumn leaves, picnics in the park, constantly getting hit by nostalgia then crying about your childhood, sad/serene resting face, calm river flow in forests, doll eyes, cathedrals, atonement, victorian homes and decor, mid-western gothic towns, struggling to live in the present because you you’re in a constant state of reminiscing on the past, red and white candles, love spells, love sick, Ludus (playful love) and Agape (love for everyone), learning that unconditional love has its consequences.

: ̗̀➛ Scorpio venus

The mystics, love magick, killer smile, captivating love, people are addicted to you and the way you love, possession, the goth kids from southpark 😭, the hot detective in crime/horror films, small snowy village, probably went through a creepypasta phase, alex g, rlly cool piercings, coraline, uniquely shaped snowflakes, ending up on the scary side of Ao3, twitter, tumblr on multiple occasions, whimsigothic clothes, bela lugosi's dead, american horror story, finding solace in painful memories, joe goldberg (derogatory), exploring abandoned buildings, dark crystal, Evanescence, religious imagery, cathedrals, questionable taste in the people, alluring eyes, creepy cute dolls, interest in the paranormal, sirens and pixies, deftones, obsidian, malachite, lavenders, twilight, overgrown houses.

: ̗̀➛ Pisces venus

shells, frozen lakes, Falls for the wrong people, likes the idea of light and dark energy.. yin and yang.. opposites attract type of beat, gives out too much love, normally the medic or healer in video games, always there for moral support, grandfather clocks, mermaids, poison tree by grouper, randomly remembering early childhood memories, angel numbers, spiritual/astrological tattoos, auras, maladaptive daydreaming, falling for the idea you create of people, kogal gyaru or Himegyaru, snails or turtles both seem very wise :), castles, the backrooms LMAO, angels, water lilies, american horror story (specifically the coven and hotel season), ENA, blindly following a cult or being the cult leader, playing in an empty park, rainbows, cottages, persephone and hades, blue lace agate, aquamarine, mazzy star, the cure, koi fish.

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Pluto in the 1st house (Natal):

1st house / rising : Outward , physical appearance, presence & self image.

Pluto brings initial struggle & hardship to the house it is in.

Powerful presence.

Strong and intense look.. Dark eyes.

People are intimidated by them.

Mysterious aura.

Power struggles...📈📈📈📈 All the time..

Domineering presence.

People around them can sense their potential and will power.

Misunderstood. Enemy magnet. 😮‍💨

They are private about everything.

They seem cold to others.

Rough childhood.. they may have been dominated when they were young.. that's why they will be controlling or dominating in their adulthood.

The kind that dig deep into others'private lives.

Not satisfied with superficial appearance or explanations.

These people cannot be fooled by anyone.

Can be controlling and intrusive.

Personal planets in Scorpio — what will die and be reborn?

Sun in Scorpio

You are meant to go through a massive transformation of your personality. Often Scorpios go through all-or-nothing periods. Your level of energy is going to be tested all the time. That is why some astrologers say that Scorpio Suns are prone to depression. Sun is our general energy so being in a transformative sign Scorpio it goes through periods of highs and lows. You are meant to know deeply about your own personality and self-expression. All your talents will be the tools to investigate your dark sides. You have to accept your authentic self. Yes, sometimes Scorpio Sun may not be easy but transformative experiences will help you to gain wisdom and insight.

Moon in Scorpio

This placement is the hardest among all personal planets in Scorpio. You are meant to go through emotional transformations all the time. Your emotions and feelings are deep but most of the time you don’t show it. All the tension is inside you and nobody can fully understand what you feel. Transformative experiences of Scorpio Moon are going to help you to become wise, insightful, spiritual, and perceptive. You feel people and see who they truly are. You can’t explain it with words because Moon is our subconscious but you just feel and know. You see what people hide behind their masks. Scorpio Moon often gives anxiety disorders and problems with sleeping because the Scorpio sign is controlling and intense but the essence of Moon is too soft and sensitive for that.

Mercury in Scorpio

First of all, it may be the case that you had problems with communication in your childhood. Other children could not understand you and your ideas. Scorpio Mercury not only transforms our way of communication throughout life but also our ability to dig deep into our souls and find the right words to explain the truth. It is necessary because something needs to be brought to the surface to live it through. You are going to go through transformations of ideas and creativity. You are meant to know how deep and insightful they can be. People with Mercury in Scorpio are incredibly intelligent. They can dig deep into the topic and learn new things in detail. These folks are great detectives. They see little details and notice them to use in the future.

Venus in Scorpio

Of course, love life, material possessions, values, and self-esteem are going to be transformed. Scorpio Venus people often have low self-esteem and they need to go through a lot of changes to understand their worth. Your values will be transforming and becoming deeper and more meaningful throughout life. Scorpio Venus people often attract problematic or toxic partners because they want to transform and heal them but they need to understand that the first person to save are themselves. You may have a difficult relationship with money. The most important thing to do for Scorpio Venus folks is to accept and love themselves. Healthy self-esteem is the key to success and true love.

Mars in Scorpio

Here we go — all-or-nothing attitude. When you love something, you are extremely passionate about it and nothing can stop you. However, Scorpio energy is transformative and your ability to act and make decisions in life is going to be transformed. You are going to have highs and lows throughout life, and your level of energy and motivation is going to change a lot. This is meant to make you invest your energy into exploring your soul and every part of it — good and bad. You are meant to dig deep into your traumas and unhealed wounds to find ways to heal them. You will help a lot of people with their healing journey even with your example. Your wisdom and insight can help others a lot.

ღ Astrology Notes ღ

These are my personal observations that I wrote based on people around me and many years of observing them. Happy Holidays! ✨🎄🥂

💕 People with Taurus Venus are naturally such great gift givers. Their taste is impeccable and refind. They’d rather go for an expensive gift of high quality (perfume, jewellery, spa certificate) as they have a very good sense of style. They love spoiling both themselves and their loved ones. 🥰

💕 People with Pisces Moon are very sensitive and compassionate to other people, their emotions and feelings. They naturally tend to be very self-sacrificing and put the comfort and wellbeing of others first, which can often be taken for granted. Nevertheless, people with Pisces Moon are very kind-hearted, talented, intuitive and generous beings. 😍

💕 People with Taurus in the 6th house value comfort so much. They love coming home to coziness and safety every day after work, make a cup of their favourite tea, lay down under the warm blanket and watch their favourite tv series. They love for their days to go as predictable and smooth as possible. They also hate to be in a rush and mostly prefer to laze around the house. ☺️

💕 It’s very important for women with Taurus in the 7th house/Taurus Descendant to find a sense of safety and reliability in their partner. They are traditional and want their partner to take very good care of them and provide for them materially, financially and emotionally. They also love to be spoiled with gifts, receive gorgeous bouquets of flowers, love and attention. 💞

💕 People with Scorpio Rising/Pluto in the 1st house go through many transformations since the beginning of their life. They grow wiser and stronger each time, however, many people can sense constant heaviness and toughness present in their energy. These people emanate the deepest sense of unmatchable power, inner strength and are never scared to face things and people head on. Others never dare to come at them or start arguments. 👁

💕 People with Leo on the 9th house cusp are usually very successful with their studies at universities. They are interested in studying foreign languages, international affairs or intercultural communication. They may also love studying languages, geography and world history at school. Travelling is their biggest passion and motivation. 🗺

💕 People with Aquarius on the 3rd house cusp/Uranus in the 3rd house have very unique and unusual thoughts. They naturally think in an innovative and smart way. They are ahead of their time, in a good way. Many people don’t understand them and find their ideas to be weird and unconventional, not “fitting in”. Natives with these placements don’t care though and learn to accept themselves and voice their opinions over time. 🧠

💕 Men with 10th house stellium tend to be very focused on their career and public life. Their reputation is extremely important to them, they may be afraid of public judgement or being seen in a negative light. In some cases, they may neglect their families (spouses and children) and put the majority of their time and focus only on their work and getting money.

💕 People with Virgo Mars are very good workers. They are dutiful, reliable and organised. They love to complete their tasks one by one in a calm and relaxed manner. Working under pressure is not their biggest strength. 👩🏻‍💻

💕 Women who have Leo Sun Aries Moon usually occupy the leading position at work and tend to be very harsh and demanding bosses. Their colleagues and employees may not feel at ease around them, some may even fear them. Nevertheless, women with these placements are strong and don’t lose their cool in the critical situations, they handle them with confidence and authority. 🔥

💕 People with Venus Conjunct Saturn want to have that “one and only” type of partner, relationship and marriage. They will never commit to the person they don’t trust or connect with just for the sake of being in a relationship. They’d rather wait for the real one that they can build something significant and long lasting with rather than waste their time going from one shallow relationship to another. Very beautiful and thoughtful placement. ❤️

💕 Women with Leo Venus love to be spoiled with expensive gifts, love, adoration and attention. They are very fashionable and love buying designer clothes and items. Moreover, they have a very good sense of self-love and self-respect, that’s why they demand and expect the same treatment from their partner. They will never settle for less than what they think they deserve. 💖

💕 It takes some time for people with Taurus Mercury to process new information. They usually need to reread and repeat certain topics until they’re able to fully grasp it. When they do, they’ll remember the information very well and for a long period of time. People with this placement may also enjoy soft jazz music playing in the background while they are studying. 🎷

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Pluto conjunct/opposite ascendant - the invincible child

I did an overall pluto-ascendant in obs. 4 and this is a more in depth observation. pluto-ascendant is strongest in conjunctions and oppositions (up to 10°). It directly influences the native's character and life journey. Whatever the ascendant is, the native may appear or act like a scorpio rising but even more visibly especially if they have scorpio placements elsewhere. These aspects give so much inner strength and stamina, depth of character and unique wisdom. Pluto natives possess a lot of power that may be displayed outwardly even if the native is quiet, or if other placements reduce or balance the intensity, people still intuitively sense that there's more to them. But no information will ever feed their curiosity. They’re smarter than they show, darker, more wicked, wealthy, addicts, royals whatever it may be others think there gotta be something hidden.

In reality, it’s the complexity and different traits that the native mastered or will through hard life lessons. The extreme deaths and rebirths of their character, perspective, and appearance. Whatever you see in their intense eyes and presence is interpreted differently. They may hide parts of themselves that others won't comprehend, but because they lack the capacity to do so, their life journey is much different from theirs. Though they themselves can easily understand others, they see right through you, they understand your pain, and share their secret healing formula with you. Pluto won't allow the native to be narrow-minded or comfortable or will cause destruction. No room for escape or pretendence of change. Those people learned and relearned the darker parts of themselves and others, faced their toxic traits, and faced the hidden and broken in the world. 

They likely been through many changes in life that inevitably built their wisdom, invincibility, and power. They may gain more power through money, status, control, or any other tangible means. In terms of traits, they are intelligent, calculative, obsessive, instinctual, passionate, cunning, humorous, truthful and loyal. These people have a sort of intimidating magnetic aura that can draw or repel others depending on how healed or familiar they are with this energy. 

In the houses

Pluto can be in the 1st, 7th, or 12th house, where natives learn lessons about controlling their conscious and unconscious minds, the thoughts, actions, and memories that they need to let go of and transform to strength, to something of a better value. In the 12th they are dealing with these things alone, feeling trapped and broken, feeling deeply alone. People leaving them in the dark. Their mind isn't letting them have peace, it's uncontrollable. They want to detach from it or possibly throw it off the window, it's a burden. Trapped in a mindset, reflected through their nightmares and fears, their triggers, self image, limitations and doubts. They're discovering the power they have over their subconscious, whatever is controlling them, even the collective consciousness. It shouldn’t hold them back, but fly them to the top. They are leading the way but it's never easy.

In the 1st, they encounter people and places that trigger their shadows. People that want to break them, take their power, and show them a false version of themselves. What they think they are, they're not. They may be arrogant and overly protective. In their darkest times they may even feel like they can't tame themselves or actions. It's an aries house so they act immaturely and selfishly but they see it later. As they control their impulses they learn that they don't need to prove anything, to control everything, they are already powerful. They can use it with ease, it's not a fight it's a blessing, no one can take it. They may have trust issues because others have attacked them and betrayed them. They learned to only depend on themselves because everyone seems manipulative. They want and can attract someone as deep, passionate and honest as them who will love them as intensely.

In the 7th the traits and fears they don't see in themselves are reflected to them through others, they are a damn mirror and not a pretty one, one that reflects what others are trying to hide. They meet people that trigger their fears and strengths, some with nasty intentions and weak egos, jealous, and deceitful, wanting to see them fail, trying to gossip, and project their insecurities. Connections are a nightmare, no one is trustworthy. Others see their power more than they themselves do, hungry to feed off of it. Once they see it and unapologetically embrace it, the weak ones can’t reach them and they build better connections with people as confident and genuine. They gain a better perspective, a wisdom to discern who's lying and who's real. A healthy balance of trust and distrust in people. They crave an intense connection like pluto 1st, and they get it but through learning those lessons. 

scorpio: a rich conspectus

*the zodiac sign of Scorpio, Luigi Gonzaga (1500/2-1532), with inscription: Qui Vivens Laedit Morte Medetur (Who wounds when alive, heals when dead).  

The aforementioned phrase is all you need to know about Scorpio. They will cut you down to size for seemingly no reason only to build you back up when they see you down and out. This is the Pluto in them. They’re not designed to make sense - hell, I’m sure they don’t even understand why they do the things they do. Scorpio is the zodiac sign that is possibly the most unnecessarily calculating and sneaky yet they’re intensely irrational and emotional as well. They are always on guard expecting someone to cross them which makes them paranoid about betrayal. The paranoia leads to the sneakiness. It’s as if they always have to stay ahead of you just in case you do something to betray them/their trust. I enjoy watching their emotional and mental gymnastics most of the time, because I can’t understand why that behaviour is necessary and I wonder if they ever get tired. They’re the ones who confide to their closest friend their guilt over the shitty way they’ve treated their family/friends/love interests. This is the only zodiac sign represented by an INSECT…a poisonous one, but an insect nonetheless. Like the scorpion and the frog, it’s in their nature to sting. Since they’re so full of venom, they feel the need to distribute it on others and/or self-immolate on their own bile. You see, even if their perfect match fell into their lap, they are too controlling, self-destructive, reactive, and stupid to not destroy it. It’s funny hearing Scorpios call themselves “loyal and honest” yet they are constantly playing the game of not revealing, and leaving things unsaid, to people they claim to “love”. Very passive aggressive. But of course, unlike everyone else, there’s separate laws for them because they are “super sensitive and scared of being hurt” LOL. It’s funny that they brag about being “super-tough” annihilating machines, yet are such snowflakes that they demand special treatment and require protection in case they get hurt. Fascinating.

Scorpios honestly think most signs find them “sneaky” and “mysterious” but the reality is that they just don’t feel inclined to tell their business to everyone. They feel that they have to stay one step ahead because they feel like they can pick up on certain patterns and behaviours from other people. Like Virgos, they do overthink, but they’ve literally predicted the future when it came to certain situations, believe it or not. I don’t find them particularly mysterious, especially if you start observing them. After a small amount of time you can tell what their triggers are because they’ll start to act from their shadow side (shit talking, shit stirring, manipulating, backstabbing, etc). Scorpios, like Cancers and Virgos, are primarily a defensive sign - they generally don’t come at you unless you come at them first. Where it gets tricky is if you’re dealing with an unevolved and/or insecure Scorpio (of which there are MANY, hence the hate this sign gets). Those people don’t just go for the defense, they are equally as offensive as they are defensive. Those Scorpios tend to be toxic people who confuse someone outshining them or not falling in line kissing their ass as an attack, they’re like all the other fixed signs (as well as Sags and Virgos) that way. Further proof of how pathetic they are is the feigned indifference to being hated and also felt the need to summon other Scorpios to defend what’s left of their deservedly shit reputation. Cancer and Scorpio are the signs for survival/self-preservation. If they feel their survival is at stake, even the nicest Scorpio will hit overdrive and do their absolute best to evade or shut down that threat. Remember, like Aries, Scorpio is also ruled by Mars. However, that warrior Martian spirit is intensified by the presence of Pluto. The two planets together (and both rule Scorpio) can be really destructive - and Pluto makes sure the damage lasts. Pluto is an abysmally RUTHLESS planet.

Like the rest of the fixed signs (Taurus, Leo, Aquarius) Scorpios have a HUGE ego but they also tend to be about value. Evolved Scorpios value authentic, preferably intense, emotional interaction and connection. Devolved Scorpios value obsession, worship, sadism, and sycophancy. This is a sign of passion and extremes. Moderation is not in their makeup and the balance embodied by the previous sign of Libra is the anathema to their very being. So that means if Scorpio discovers that another person has used that connection or those interactions to play them for a fool…it can get ugly real quick. Their intensity cuts both ways. It’s a violation of one of Scorpio’s primary values. Hence they, the sensitive water signs that they are, get hurt to the core. It hurts. And so they take protective measures. That could mean severing the connection with you. Why? Because they valued that connection and it’s been exploited. They don’t know how to live with that. Hence they cut you off. It may seem unfair. But that usually is because the person Scorpio sees as exploiting the connection, didn’t value the connection. It could also mean an aggressive, combative interaction with them - although interestingly enough, that’s actually kind of uncommon with healthy Scorpios. It’s hard to explain. It’s not like Aries, the sign whose Martian association they share. When Aries blows, it’s destructive but they get over it really quickly. Scorpio does NOT. It generally takes longer for a healthy Scorpio to blow and when they do, it’s more like a volcano erupting in that whatever happens, however things are resolved, the landscape of the relationship is permanently changed. Aries is a destructive storm that blows over. Scorpio changes the landscape. From what I have seen, if anything, despite their sneaky ways, oddly enough they’re some of the realest signs in the zodiac. They’re like Sags because they’re blunt and don’t like to sugarcoat anything and that’s what I like about them. But then again, I don’t like overly fake, pc people.

Scorpio takes all that Martian energy and weigh it down with the destructive lead weight of Pluto. Incidentally, lead is the metal associated with Scorpio; iron is Aries’ metal. Lead is softer than iron. But lead is also toxic. It can poison you very easily in small amounts. It also is one of the few sure containers of radiation. If a toxic level of radiation is coming your way, you better jump behind some lead real quick. It will block and protect you. But if that lead container is opened, you get exposed to a level of damage that can’t be cleaned up, at least not easily. If you get wounded by an iron weapon and aren’t killed, you can most likely be fixed. However, if you get poisoned by lead…well, you better act fast cause if you don’t, you’re toast. In other words, Scorpios can be TOXIC. And as self-aware as they like to think themselves as, they have fixed-sign delusions of grandeur and they won’t necessarily see that they are toxic. About the vengeful part: yes, they also make a mission out of seeking revenge. This is a misuse of Scorpio energy, and too many of them do it. Scorpios should always avoid that behaviour as best they can because, like Saturn (planet of karma) -ruled Capricorn (and unlike Pisces, as well as a lot of the fire signs - damn, you people get away with murder!), Scorpios always pay for their misdeeds, sooner or later. And it’s usually kind of ugly. Deservedly so. So it’s best for them not to dish it out.

If you don’t know who you are, they will ruin your life if you let them get close enough to you. They’re good as acquaintances if you’re looking for someone to have a good time with and keep it real with you about certain things, but I wouldn’t advise the insecure to get too close to them. Needless to say, I’ve never had my life ruined by a Scorpio but I’ve observed what they’ve done to other people and I definitely keep my doubts about Scorpios, as well as my distance; again, they only ruin someone’s life if they think that person is weak (nice, very understanding, give a lot of grace, etc.). When they meet their match (usually a Gemini, Aquarius, Capricorn, or a fire sign) they’re total cowards. They’re like Virgos because they think that they know everything and will tell you what you need to do in a heartbeat but can’t listen when you tell them the same. They will tell their business, but not everything and when you find it out, you had no clue. Unhealthy Scorpios are always best avoided - and you’ll know them by their tendency to always be bullying, underhanded, controlling, dirty, lowdown, abusive, hateful, mean-spirited, scathing, draining, willfully destructive, miserable, don’t like themselves, vengeful, irritable, nitpicky and, mostly, to have a need to control every little thing and every person in every environment they are in. They’re wayyy crazier than Cancer is made out to be. However, their “sexy” and “dark” archetype along with their courage/fixed-sign audacity and compulsion to take things to the limit makes them exciting/interesting to others, hence others turn a blind eye to their antics and ways.

If others have had the unfortunate experience of dealing with an unhealthy Scorpio, I don’t blame them for being wary of all members of the sign. But it just might be a good idea though to remember that evolved Scorpios (eagles) are actually really good to have in your corner. They’ll have your back, they’ll recharge you, they’ll show up to help in times of trouble. Like the other water signs and Leos, Scorpios are other people’s power chargers - they tend to power up the people they love and value. They tend to recharge people. That’s why folks so often ask them for advice or help. And if they love you, they will help you. A lot of times, you may not even see them every day, and then all of a sudden trouble hits you and there they are, sleeves rolled up and ready to dive in. The recipient may not realize it until they do something that damages the relationship (connection) and then they sever it. Suddenly, you’ve got lower energy levels and you can’t figure out why. It was them, charging you up, and now they’re gone. Cancer, Taurus, Capricorn, and Scorpio are the main signs that have a lot of internal power - which must never ever be willfully misused. But with the Plutonic/Martian Scorpio, it’s imperative that they don’t misuse their internal power, because it always comes back to them. With great power, comes great responsibility. Like I said, their intensity cuts both ways. And even if you fail to understand the value of your connection and violate it to the point that a Scorpio cuts you off, a healthy Scorpio will not take vengeance. They know better. As with Cancers, just don’t threaten their survival and you’ll be fine.

previous tea: capricorn • aquarius • pisces  • aries • taurus • gemini • cancer • leo • virgo •  libra •  scorpio

comes off unemotional, is super emotional: CAPRICORN, Taurus, SCORPIO

comes off unemotional, is emotional: VIRGO, Aquarius

comes off emotional, is emotional: Leo, PISCES, Aries, SAGITTARIUS

comes off super emotional, is not emotional: CANCER

comes off unemotional, is unemotional: GEMINI

It me.

What’s your opinions about

Pluto Conjuct ASC? 🤍

PLUTO CONJUNCT ASCENDANT

People with this placement have incredibly complex personalities. They are ruled by their obsessions and are constantly battling power struggles. They would rather dominate instead of being dominated, and they are mistaken in thinking these are the only two options. Their need for control can keep them stuck at times. These natives do not know how to let go and relaxing does not come easy to them. They live life in an extreme way. I’ve noticed that a hobby or interest will quite literally rule over their life. Their thoughts, actions, and personality are heavily influenced by said interests. They might also struggle with compulsive tendencies. 

“I knew if they ever found out about me, I’d end up like Johnny Yablonsky. Johnny was soft, he was feminine, he was clearly gay. The neighborhood guys would make him blow them; then beat the shit out of him. He always had a lot of bruises, and absenteeism. He was so defeated. I’ve always assumed he killed himself. And I didn’t want the same thing to happen to me. It was a lot of fear, and shame. The fucking shame. I participated in my own self-negation. I laughed at all the jokes. I tried to tighten up on the masculine stuff. I’d stand in front of the mirror. I’d practice my walk, my diction, the movement of my hands. Somehow I managed to make it out of that town alive. During our first Christmas break at college, I went with my friend Howie to visit his family in Long Island. Afterward he dropped me off at the airport. He thought I was flying home. But I caught the Greyhound Bus to New York City. I put all my stuff in a luggage locker and started walking down 5th Avenue. It was night. It wasn’t lit up like today. All the storefronts were dark; it was like lyric poetry to me. Unopened boxes full of mystery. All I knew was I had to get to Greenwich Village. I kept asking people—is this the village, is this the village? They kept saying: further south, further south. Finally I get to the corner of 8th Street and 6th Avenue, and I’m waiting for the light to change. And this guy starts hitting on me. A few years older than me, good looking. His name was Charlie. And he put a spell on me immediately. From the very first moment, I had a hard-on for Charlie Bacchus. I felt safe with him. He took me to my first gay bar. Then afterward we went to his mom’s loft apartment on Washington Square. She happened to be in Rome. So it was just me and Charlie Bacchus, in this gorgeous apartment, with the door closed, cut off from the rest of the world. There was sex, beautiful sex. First time I’d ever had sex with my shoes off. The next morning I came out of the shower, and wrapped a towel around me. Charlie said: ‘What are you doing? Take that off. You’re beautiful.’ He said it so gently, like someone looking at a painting. And it was my first profound lesson in shedding shame.”

She’s just so good.

Astrology observations 2

Scorpio rising’s tend to hate their past. They look at it from a disgusted point of view and can be highly uncomfortable whenever it’s brought up. I think this is because they always evolve and change, they always enrich themselves and transform into different versions. Like a snake that goes through it’s skin shedding cycle. Whenever they take a peek at their past they’ll be embarrassed because they matured more and changed. Kind of like the "I’m not the same person I was 1 month ago" meme.

Following the story of someone with negative mercury-neptune aspects in their chart is close to impossible. They’ll stutter and then mention something that has nothing to do with the story then talk about one random person for way too long and it’ll take them 34 hours to get to the point lmfaooo. I say this as a mercury opposite neptune native, I swear I’m trying my best😪.

To me, Chiron in the 1st is an indicator of someone being a victim of bullying. For some reason, they’ve grown up feeling like who they are as people is not good enough. This placement is actually quite sad in my opinion.

Scorpio moons stare at people so fucking intensely and for WHAT. I’ll be here talking about how I burned my eggs this morning and they’ll be like "👁 👁 mmh okay"

If many planets negatively aspect your ascendant, it could mean you hide your real self a lot. Projecting things and expressing yourself is difficult. There’s a blockage somehow, who you are as a person is hard to show to other people.

Sun-Saturn conjunction: Feeling like you have no idea who you are, one of your biggest lessons being about your identity. People constantly telling you you’re a certain way so you internalize it and start acting that way. Feeling uncomfortable when your father is around, disliking him, not knowing who he is. Acting in ways that don’t even fit your actual persona.

A mix of 10th and 11th house placement can point to someone being an extrovert and very good with people. They know how to keep their public image squeaky clean, they’ll act a certain way in public just to appear good.

Synastry: I know someone who has lilith, pluto and chiron in their 3rd house in scorpio. All three end up in my 1st house conjunct my ascendant and this person has been a pain in the ass. They’d project so muchhh on me and whenever I tried to defend myself they’d start gaslighting me. Most of the time it was always about my appearance (1st house/asc). I think it’s an interesting observation because the way they insulted me was sneaky, below the surface (Scorpio) and with words (3rd house). They were always sneaky and lowkey comments that seemed harmless but in reality they were much much more.

Leo placements are talented!!! Everyone’s talking about how Leo’s want the spotlight, the fame and blah blah but the real deal is them being talented especially in arts.

Whatever planet or sign is located in your second house, it’ll show how you treat yourself. How you speak to yourself, how you view yourself. Malefic planets in this house is hard because it shows how someone will have no mercy or empathy for themselves. They are so harsh on themselves.

I cannot stress this enough but chart rulers are literally so important. They describe such a big part of us and i’d recommend looking at it the first time you get someone’s birth chart. If your chart ruler is in the 10th house, you could care a lot about your reputation. What people think of you and how they view you is super important. This can become toxic if you always try to appear a way you aren’t. Perhaps you feel at times that people around you have no idea who’s the real you? If it’s in the 1st you could be someone who’s highly focused on themselves and might even be very self sufficient? You’re very independent and don’t need others in life. Which is good but know that relaying on others can help too :).

Mars conjunct ascendant in synastry will have you throw alllll your morals away💀 you find the person just so fine, nothing else matters. You just wanna get physical.

uranus conjunct/opposite mc: Feeling different from everyone your whole life. No one ever understanding the way you are. People calling you weird, cringe, annoying. Getting told to be like everyone else, not knowing what’s wrong with you.

It’s been said before but people really do misinterpret what people with mercury-neptune aspects say. I experience it on a daily and it’s so annoying. My words constantly get misinterpreted and im always like "that’s not what I mean???"

People with high scorpio/pluto/8th house energy might get gaslighting a lot. I’ve mentioned it before but these energy all live below the surface and always see whats hidden under. The subtexts and undertones to them are so obvious and that’s when there can be problems. It can lead to people telling them they’re crazy for thinking a certain way though they are right. Because they’re the only ones who see the real thing, what’s actually going on. When they try to reveal what’s actually happening (smth most people can’t catch) they’ll get called crazy and shit. I hope I’m making sense but yeah anyways it really sucks!

If you have neptune+uranus in your 3rd house 💀💀💀 good luck passing that driving test (I’m talking to myself)

Plutonians rarely get sympathy from anyone. Everyone romanticizing pluto energy have no idea how mentally challenging it really is. People never showing you empathy, constantly being left alone, people reacting to you in not so normal ways, getting ignored and hated when you’ve done nothing wrong, people laughing at your misery and I could go on and on.

The truth is the house’s energy cannot be associated with the signs because they’re literally so different. I might make many posts explaining the differences between the sign, house and planets because I can’t stand the simplification of astrology.

Never force a cancer stellium into being less shy and more outgoing because they will hate you for it and will not even try doing anything you say. Cancer’s love their home, their shell and forcing them out of it will only cause problems. If you want to be part of a cancer’s inner circle just be patient and. understanding.They’ll let you in eventually.

Virgo mars are SCARY when they’re angry. They will literally attack your ass so well with such sophisticated words. They rarely get angry but when they do run for the hills💀. Also don’t tell them to calm down cause it’ll annoy them.

The sign that is over your 11th house is probably the sun sign of many of your friends. I have virgo over my 11th house and am surrounded by virgo placements. I also realized virgo energy is something I lack a lot so that could explain it.

I had a moon-Saturn conjunction in Aquarius in my 2022 solar return chart and I found myself constantly rationalizing and thinking my emotions rather than feel them. And I’m a whole ass cancer moon. It was so weird, every time I felt like crying I would just start thinking instead of just letting it out.

Aquarius moon will not stick to the rules. No.matter.what.

Taurus moon can be very selfish when it comes to pleasure. They’ll only think about themselves and their own satisfaction.

Saturn in 4th: Trouble with vulnerability and opening up. Feeling like crying in front of others is weak. Being unable to express emotions normally. Having a childhood that you do not want to talk about. People calling you heartless or emotionless because you have trouble expressing your emotions.

Saturn in 12th: Overthinking, insomnia, heavy trauma, nightmares that are connected to some sad memories. Restlessness, feeling like your mind is your worst enemy. You can be very wise tho, what you’ve been through has shaped you into someone with plenty of knowledge.

I have a friend who has pluto in her 12th house and she told me that when she was younger she used to make nightmares every night about this kind of creature. She told me it scared her so much she didn’t want to go to sleep. She’s better now but this placement really is scary.