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Mandy Patinkin and Bernadette Peters at Pete’s Tavern in New York.

✨🔥Underrated HOT placements in your birth chart 🔥✨

~ I like it when❤️‍🔥it gets hot ~

❤️‍🔥 - ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 - ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 - ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 - ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 - ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 - ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 -

❤️‍🔥Placements:❤️‍🔥

❤️‍🔥 - Ascendant aspecting Mars or Pluto (all aspects) make the native just to have an flawless energy of hotness

❤️‍🔥 Ascendant aspecting Lilith (all aspects) makes the native to just have this energy of being hot + misterious + attractive

❤️‍🔥 Ascendant aspecting Venus - babes we all know you were blessed with beauty in this life, but aswell with beauty comes being seen as attractive + hot (You got thisss)

❤️‍🔥 Asteroid Juno [3] aspecting Ascendant= You are having this Husband/Wife material energy inside of you, people really tend to fall for you and for your attractive energy

❤️‍🔥 Ascendant aspecting Saturn can make the native sooo attractive especially the BODY you have good bones/structure/body

❤️‍🔥 Ascendant aspecting Jupiter attract people without even realizing, that's because of their energy, the people can be so curious to meet you or to know more about you

❤️‍🔥 Sun in Earth Signs are really underatted to such topics, Sun in Earth Signs can manifest so graciously being seen as HOT especially since their personalities can tend to be pretty *🔥*

❤️‍🔥 Venus - Pluto aspects = These placements are giving "Beautiful Liar" song vibes from Shakira and Beyonce (The aspect has nothing to do with lying is just got the vibes of the song), they are soooo ✨HOT✨.

❤️‍🔥 Mars in Earth Degrees (2°, 6°, 10°, 14°, 18°, 22°, 26°) makes the native to appear as being very attractive when it comes to their personalities and auras they radiate such things so flawlessly

❤️‍🔥 Mars in Fire Signs or Mars in Fire Houses (1st house, 5th house, 9th house) MARS loves it here, loves being around fire pretty much and can feel at home, feeling rebellious full of energy, curious and HOT 🔥

❤️‍🔥 Pluto - Mercury aspects can get flirty and dirty in the same time but since they have such a pretty hot voice just makes people fall for you even more

❤️‍🔥 Mars - Uranus aspects (Uranus is such an UNDERATTED planet when it comes to sensuality and being sexual, oh my gloss) the native can have addictions and being seen as flirty, someone who can experience being naughty and being normal in the same time

❤️‍🔥 Ascendant/Sun or Moon aspecting asteroid Lust [4386] is pretty self explanatory what can end up from here, the native may have a pretty lusty/naughty mind

❤️‍🔥 Asteroid Lust [4386] in aspects with Mars/Pluto can create such an intensity in the native is like they are more lustful but at 200% level

❤️‍🔥 Asteroid Lust [4386] in aspects with Neptune or in the 12th house can often daydream and have dreams about hooking with someone or just pretty naughty dreams

❤️‍🔥 Aphrodite Asteroid [1388] aspecting Sun/Moon or Ascendant, they are so hot and irresistible when you first met them is something that pulls you over them

❤️‍🔥 Aphrodite Asteroid [1388] aspecting Pluto natives can give threatening vibes and can tend to create jealousy around them, if they around people can come to them as a magnet

❤️‍🔥 - ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 - ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 - ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 - ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 - ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 - ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

🔥Earth RISING - Very gracious in nature, full of naturalness, essence of earth, motherly/earthly, angelic and very king souls

(Capricorn, Virgo, Taurus Ascendant)

🎇Air RISING - Very precious and unique, full of an fresh air of excitement, very intelligent and outgoing

(Gemini, Libra, Aquarius Ascendant)

🎆Water RISING - Very misterious and dreamy, full of an wave of strong emotions and powerful intuition they feel like a peaceful wave to have around

(Pisces, Cancer and Scorpio Ascendant)

🔥Fire RISING - Very sensual and confident, they are so full of energy and very funny to have around, they feel like a fire hot fiery flame of seduction

(Aries, Sagittarius and Leo Ascendant)

❤️‍🔥 - ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 - ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 - ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 - ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 - ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 - ❤️‍🔥

Underrated Hot Asteroid Observations: (Asteroid Fox 🦊)

🦊Asteroid Fox [16248] in the 1st house or aspecting ascendant, not only you have a fox-ish features you also are very tricky and cocky

🦊 Asteroid Fox [16248] aspecting Venus gives you fox appearance/look alike, here it can make the native a trickster and flirty/chatty very charming and probably someone who a lot of people can crush for

🦊 Asteroid Fox [16248] in the 5th/7th houses attract people with a lot of appealing vibes and try to be very tricky/flirty with them, they love to get dirty

🦊 Asteroid Fox [16248] in aspects with Mars is too intense 💣🤯 it is really TOO intense, someone who loves competition and to WIN no matter what, someone very confident, brave, AND HOT/sensual

🦊 Asteroid Fox [16248] in aspects with Mercury makes the native to have such an sensual voices, very cocky and extremely attractive, they can be pretty sensual when they wanna get dirty

🦊 Asteroid Fox [16248] in aspects with Midhaven [MC] can appear as being very tricky/cocky/chatty, people can tend to see you as someone who is very passionate

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HOT Placements LIST

🔶 Mars - Lilith aspects

🔶 Venus - Mercury aspects

🔶 Ascendant - Neptune aspects

🔶 Neptune - Mars aspects

🔶 Aphrodite - Venus aspects

🔶 Aphrodite - Moon aspects

🔶 Aphrodite - Sun aspects

🔶 Venus - Saturn aspects

🔶 Moon - Mercury aspects

🔶 Sun - Lilith aspects

🔶 Lilith - Neptune aspects

🔶 Sun - Venus aspects

🔶 Sun - Mercury aspects

🔶 Pluto - Moon aspects

🔶 Sun - Ascendant aspects

❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥

❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥-❤️‍🔥

❤️🔥 THE underrated hot placements at the top of this post 🔥❤️

❤️ Have a good day full of light energy and love to everyone who is reading my notes ❤️

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Pluto Conjuct ASC? 🤍

PLUTO CONJUNCT ASCENDANT

People with this placement have incredibly complex personalities. They are ruled by their obsessions and are constantly battling power struggles. They would rather dominate instead of being dominated, and they are mistaken in thinking these are the only two options. Their need for control can keep them stuck at times. These natives do not know how to let go and relaxing does not come easy to them. They live life in an extreme way. I’ve noticed that a hobby or interest will quite literally rule over their life. Their thoughts, actions, and personality are heavily influenced by said interests. They might also struggle with compulsive tendencies. 

Too cute

Bernadette Peters rehearsing for Sunday in the Park with George (1984)

Pluto in the 1st house (Natal):

1st house / rising : Outward , physical appearance, presence & self image.

Pluto brings initial struggle & hardship to the house it is in.

Powerful presence.

Strong and intense look.. Dark eyes.

People are intimidated by them.

Mysterious aura.

Power struggles...📈📈📈📈 All the time..

Domineering presence.

People around them can sense their potential and will power.

Misunderstood. Enemy magnet. 😮‍💨

They are private about everything.

They seem cold to others.

Rough childhood.. they may have been dominated when they were young.. that's why they will be controlling or dominating in their adulthood.

The kind that dig deep into others'private lives.

Not satisfied with superficial appearance or explanations.

These people cannot be fooled by anyone.

Can be controlling and intrusive.

“I knew if they ever found out about me, I’d end up like Johnny Yablonsky. Johnny was soft, he was feminine, he was clearly gay. The neighborhood guys would make him blow them; then beat the shit out of him. He always had a lot of bruises, and absenteeism. He was so defeated. I’ve always assumed he killed himself. And I didn’t want the same thing to happen to me. It was a lot of fear, and shame. The fucking shame. I participated in my own self-negation. I laughed at all the jokes. I tried to tighten up on the masculine stuff. I’d stand in front of the mirror. I’d practice my walk, my diction, the movement of my hands. Somehow I managed to make it out of that town alive. During our first Christmas break at college, I went with my friend Howie to visit his family in Long Island. Afterward he dropped me off at the airport. He thought I was flying home. But I caught the Greyhound Bus to New York City. I put all my stuff in a luggage locker and started walking down 5th Avenue. It was night. It wasn’t lit up like today. All the storefronts were dark; it was like lyric poetry to me. Unopened boxes full of mystery. All I knew was I had to get to Greenwich Village. I kept asking people—is this the village, is this the village? They kept saying: further south, further south. Finally I get to the corner of 8th Street and 6th Avenue, and I’m waiting for the light to change. And this guy starts hitting on me. A few years older than me, good looking. His name was Charlie. And he put a spell on me immediately. From the very first moment, I had a hard-on for Charlie Bacchus. I felt safe with him. He took me to my first gay bar. Then afterward we went to his mom’s loft apartment on Washington Square. She happened to be in Rome. So it was just me and Charlie Bacchus, in this gorgeous apartment, with the door closed, cut off from the rest of the world. There was sex, beautiful sex. First time I’d ever had sex with my shoes off. The next morning I came out of the shower, and wrapped a towel around me. Charlie said: ‘What are you doing? Take that off. You’re beautiful.’ He said it so gently, like someone looking at a painting. And it was my first profound lesson in shedding shame.”

Astrology: Mars Dominants and Burning Out

Trigger warning: Mention of self-harm. You are worthy.

Physical illness can be a wake-up call to change, evolve, or stop what's hurting you

But specifically for Mars dominants - Scorpio and Aries.

The physical illness will act like a piercing call that cuts through the mind and emotion. The soul uses this method as a last resort because Mars dominants are prone to burning themselves to exhaustion, ignoring their mind and emotions that tell them to rest.

This is effectively a form or self harm, and many Mars dominants can experience more direct periods of self-harm, too. Either as a way to punish oneself or due to the feeling of the subconscious yearning to be released.

Through burn-out the physical health will decline. The physical responses Mars dominants experience can feel like the body attacking itself (or literally attacking itself in terms of autoimmune diseases). It is the inner self calling itself back to it.

Earth and water dominants tend to be a bit more intune with how they are feeling physically. Their reluctance to be rushed or to even rush themselves also helps.

For air dominants, it is typically the deterioration of the mind that causes the wake-up call. This will be in the form of excessive anxiety, paranoia, overthinking, forgetfulness, and psychosis.

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wake up.

wake tf up right now. arent you sick of not feeling how you want to feel??? not looking how you want to look??? not being who you want to be? WAKE UP. stop complaining, stop complaining about not seeing movement about things not going your way etc. its okay to be in unfavourable circumstances, that's not your fault. but you have control. you have the power to change them in an instant. so get up and start acting like the most powerful person in the universe yk why? because YOU ARE. stop being like "oh nooo i'll wait till a full moon i'll do it tomorrow" shut your goofy ass up time isnt an excuse to not have your dream life. so youre here now and you're thinking, "what do i do?" what have you learnt??? AFFIRM AND PERSIST. do what makes you feel fulfilled and trust that you're doing everything right. even if youre doubtful keep persisting.

loass sayings that make it click for me

your subconscious doesn't have eyes.

the 3d is a mirror. your thoughts must move in order for the 3d to move.

manifesting is instant. the moment you decide that it's yours, it is. the 3d has no choice but to conform to your desires.

the only thing stopping you is you.

if you want it, you can have it.

what are you waiting for? start acting like you have everything you want. no limitations!

astro observations 10

Hey -- I miss doing these astro notes, it’s been- years? where have I been? forced into a rat race. I’ve lately been watching a lot of stand up comedies, timeless comedy movies, rush hour, the hangover, you name it, they don’t make shit like this anymore. I’ve also been dealing with saturn transit my 10th house and conjunct my sun fucking up my life. so I got stuff to share.

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⛄︎ Happy capricorn season! I find it ironic that capricorns are hard workers but people don’t work hard in capricorn season, it’s when everybody slows down, enjoys the holidays, reflects and attempts to make new year’s plans. 

Aspects that indicate humor 

☃︎ I said it before and I will say it again, strong mercury-jupiter aspects are the most common in comedians charts, every existing comedian seems to have them conjunct, oppose or square. e.g. Jim Carrey, Kate McKinnon, Kevin Hart (mercury conj jupiter). Chris Tucker, Amy Schumer (mercury square jupiter). Rowan Atkinson, Steve Carell (mercury opp Jupiter).

☃︎ Moon in scorpio or capricorn, top notch dark humor. Chris Tucker, Pete Davidson, Louis C.K. (capricorn moon). Ricky Gervais, Ryan Reynolds, Matthew Perry (scorpio moon). 

☃︎ Moon in gemini or sagittarius, making you laugh at random things, making the small details in life events remarkable and ironic. Sag got that joyful light hearted spirit no matter how sarcastic they get. Bill Burr, John Mulaney (sag moon). Gemini got that chaotic animated twisted humor, can go on endless tangents but you’ll never get bored. Aubrey Plaza, Jim Carrey, and Rowan Atkinson (gemini moon).

☃︎ North node in gemini or sagittarius being a naturally funny storyteller their whole life. I also notice north node in virgo, leo and capricorn in those that pursue public speaking or stand up. 

☃︎ Many comedians or just straight up funny people got MC in gemini, virgo, sagittarius, or leo. 

☃︎ Mercury in aries, leo, gemini, sagittarius, scorpio, capricorn the type of people that tell a basic story but the tone of their voice, choice of words, and the underlying emotion mixed with their perspective and delivery makes it hilarious.

☃︎ Mercury in a fire sign, can be loud, the underlying anger and passion in their voice tone is what makes them funny. Chris Tucker, Kevin Hart and Dave Chappelle all got a leo mercury. Joe List got an aries mercury.

☃︎ Mercury in an air sign, they keep you engaged, animated expressions, great at impressions and mimicking when they tell stories. Trevor Noah is a good example and Jim Carrey (aquarius mercury).

☃︎ Mercury in earth and water, the way they so calmly tell an intense life event story with a straight face and calm domineer, almost seeming high, a lot of irony and nonchalance. Pete Davidson (scorpio mercury), Ricky Gervais (cancer mercury) and Kate McKinnon (capricorn mercury). 

☃︎ I have mercury conj jupiter in aries and I’m ruled by mercury (gemini rising). I’m super sarcastic and cutthroat when angry, it makes people upset, shocked, amused, wanting to laugh but also butt heads with me. My mind can find irony in literally anything. I also can change my voice and facial expressions easily when I’m mimicking someone. 

☃︎ Those with strong mercury-pluto aspects, the type that could actually give you contractions from laughter. They think intensely, experience life intensely, are cutthroat and skeptical, are super intellectual and deep which is enough to make them ironic in the way they communicate. Their communication style comes across as bold, raw and shocking, saying it how it is, not afraid of joking about taboo or embarrassing stuff. It feels like my life is fucked up my mind is fucked up and I don't give a fuck typa attitude. Matthew Perry, Pete Davidson, Louis C.K, Adam Sandler, Ryan Reynolds, Steve Carell (mercury conj pluto).

☃︎ Heavy pluto and saturn placements can make someone insanely funny especially if they’ve got aspects indicating public speaking. The absolute best at self deprecating humor. They aren’t afraid to share their traumatic experiences, because not only they make people laugh but they give hope to those who can relate. They got where they are by accumulating that much knowledge and wisdom and it came through many wounds usually relating to rejection, abandonment and feeling inadequate. They use humor to heal themselves and others. 

☃︎ Pete Davidson, Ryan Reynolds and Ricky Gervais got heavy scorpio and pluto conjunctions, examples of plutonian humor. Dave Chappelle and Chris Tucker got heavy saturn aspects, examples of saturnian humor.

☃︎ Now Chris Tucker got all the basic comedian placements. He’s easily one of the best and most successful comedians to ever exist. The type to open his mouth and everyone starts laughing. It’s the attitude not even the context. He was the popular kid too, friends with Michael Jackson, Michael Jordan, Muhammad Ali, Jackie Chan, Prince and literally every iconic celebrity in the US. 

☃︎ Chris has a mercury square Jupiter at 0°, leo mercury 28°, capricorn moon, scorpio jupiter, saturn in gemini, jupiter conj neptune (can expand the imagination in storytelling), north node in aquarius (he was a trailblazer in rush hour and many comedians mimic him).

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☃︎ I noticed so many times that people with saturn in gemini can be socially responsible, meaning that they refuse to cuss in some occasions and refuse to talk shit or go against their morals. Partially due to the lessons they learned on gossip and the consequences of misinformation or twisted narratives. Chris Tucker rejected an offer because he refused to cuss and smoke weed on camera, he also avoids vulgarity and profanity in his stand ups. 

☃︎ Those with gemini north node are either so good at communicating clearly, storytelling and entertaining or will learn that in this lifetime. Same goes for gemini risings. One of their missions is to accumulate knowledge from everywhere they go without the need for distant travel and sharing it with others rather than keeping it confined for abstract contemplations (sag south node). They develop a communication style that is so personal to them that allows them to be a messenger, a bridge between people and a powerful speaker. 

☃︎ I have a leo north node and the more I grow older the more I realize I'm never meant to act so old. This inner child in me screams to come out after every tough cycle esp when I'm mentally trapped in societal conformity. Those with a leo nn exude childlike innocence and purity, at their best spreading love and joy wherever they go. Though to get there they go through challenging experiences alone to build so much strength and confidence so they can pursue what they love and share love so freely since they are so used to being cold and detached (aqua south node). 

☃︎ Those with a cancer north node are naturally so good at business matters like building a company or climbing the success ladder (capricorn south node). They learn quickly that material success alone does not bring them fulfillment. Every time they reach somewhere that feeling of achievement is fleeting and they just want to share those moments with others. They have this urge to connect emotionally to their loved ones and create memories. They might desire having a family of their own, a secure home, and a sense of safety and stability.

I somehow always unintentionally post in december and my posts be considered old next month, so I quit my toxic draining job last week, kinda feels like a life crisis, but I’m feeling so safe and cozy in my bed having my hot mocha eating all the christmas sweets and watching funny shit. so share your fav stand ups, funny movies or documentaries, anything you watch during the holidays. stay warm and cozy 🧣🎅🏼

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