Jensen Actually Managed To Make Destiel X76 Times More Tragic When He Said That Dean Didn't Believe Cas

Jensen actually managed to make destiel x76 times more tragic when he said that Dean didn't believe Cas could feel romantic love because angels aren't wired that way.

I mean.

Can you imagine season 4/5 Dean realizing he's attracted to a "monster"? That not only is Castiel not human, but also a man. How much John would have hated that and how many sleepless nights have Dean spent thinking about it?

Then he starts caring more and more about Cas,m until one day Dean realizes that it isn't just attraction or friendship that he's feeling. But how could it be anything else but unrequited? Angel don't feel that way, can't feel that way.

And Cas keeps dying and every time it feels like a part of Dean dies too, except it never comes back, even when Cas does.

Dean spends years burying his feelings, believing that it could never be shared or acted on, that Cas will never be able to love him back in the same way. Yet unable to seek a relationship with anyone else because he doesn't want anyone else. If all Cas can give him is friendship and devotion, Dean will take it. He'll take anything as long as Cas stays by his side (except he never really does, does he?)

Then Cas confesses and Dean is shocked, left gaping and unable to find words because he never believed he would get to talk about this. He has so many things to say and all those words are stuck in his throat. There are just so many of them that he's chocking on it all, unable to get anything out except Cas' name. And then he realizes it's his last chance to say them. That even if Cas loves him back, Dean will never get another chance to say it, to live it.

Cas throws him to the side and that's it, it's over, Cas is disappearing before his very eyes and he still doesn't know that he's loved, that he was always loved. Dean's mouth is opened all along around the words he can't bring himself to say, that he's hidden for so long that he can't find them fast enough.

Cas is gone and Dean's words turn into sobs.

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belaxgi3582

3 years ago

sam and dean being Known serial killers who have been on the fbi watchlist for a decade and have faked their deaths multiple times is actually very funny. I like to think literally everyone in town knows they're wanted by multiple US agencies but are like. they've evaded arrest so many times. do we really wanna anger the serial killers? no one in town has been killed let's not push it. and then the longer it goes on they begrudgingly start to like the winchesters because they tip well and are generally helpful around the community. plus their son is an absolute delight and everyone wants to figure out what's going on between dean and the weird trenchcoat guy who hangs around sometimes. like, they can't turn them into the cops before getting resolution on their relationship! the town has a betting pool! sam starts a community garden and dean jumps at the chance to help with odd jobs if he over hears people complaining about something when he's hanging out. they're politer than most of the normal locals.

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belaxgi3582

2 years ago

#bye

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belaxgi3582

3 years ago

@emberoflife kind of (not really) requested a tutorial for how to merge two gifs together on photopea, and as this is something i’d been thinking about making anyway, i thought why not just do it? big shoutout to @bethmarchs again for teaching me how to do this in the first place… maybe lily should just be making these…

onward!

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belaxgi3582

5 years ago

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belaxgi3582

5 years ago

dean: is it just me or-

sam: no

dean: but you-

sam: if you tell me about how pretty cas is ONE MORE TIME i swear i will leave you on the side of the road

dean:

sam:

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belaxgi3582

3 years ago

I WANT.....

fanfic about:

LUCIFER 'DEVIL DAD' MORNINGSTAR

with his children (aka the antichrists™)

SABRINA 'DADDYS GURL AND IF U HURT MY FAMILY I'LL KILL YOU SLOWLY' SPELLMAN (MORNINGSTAR)

ADAM 'THE ONLY NORMAL LUCIFER KID WHO JUST WANTS TO PLAY WITH HIS FRIENDS AND DO NOT WANTS CARE ABOUT THAT ANTICHRIST-CELESTIAN SHIT' YOUNG

MICHAEL 'I KILL FOR FUN' LANGDON

JACK 'I STILL DON'T LIKE THIS FAMILY, UNCLE CAS. TAKE ME UP, I'M SCARED' KLINE

TAKEHIKO (his canon son from comics)

WITH HIS NIECE (AKA THE ANTICHRISTS'™ COUSIN)

ELAINE BELLOC (daughter of michael in comics and she became a god after god abdicated)

AND HIS BROTHERS (+SISTERS) (AKA THE ANTICHRISTS'™ UNCLES(+AUNTIES))

AMENADIEL 'TIRED OF LUCIFER'S 'DEVIL DAD' SHITS'

MICHAEL 'I AM A WORSE PARENT THAN LUCIFER AND MY DAUGHTER WILL UNFORTUNATELY OR FORTUNATELY BE THE NEXT GOD'

AZRAEL 'THE SWEETEST (ALONG WITH HILDA) AUNTIE IN THE WORLD'

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belaxgi3582

2 years ago

time to analyze every song on midnights lyric by lyric and decide what fictional ships and characters they apply to

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belaxgi3582

3 years ago

I hope whoever decided to have Robert Sheehan recite the first lyric of Everybody (Backstreet's Back) as "words of wisdom" and have it lead right into a fight scene with that exact song playing knows I haven't been able to think about anything else while listening to the song since then

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belaxgi3582

2 years ago

I see everybody comparing Midnights to Reputation/1989 but all i could think about while listening to the album was Folklore/Evermore

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