“I’m Always Here To Listen”

“I’m always here to listen”

Axl Rose x reader

90s Axl

Axls Elton John record spun around on your record player as you cooked spaghetti in the kitchen for you and Axl. Axl was up in bed sleeping though he had stayed up last night trying to write a song when you went up to bed he was hunched over the piano scribbling things in a note book. Axl never really had a good sleep schedule so you let him rest. Bennie and the Jets was playing that was one of Axls favorites you smiled thinking about him. The spaghetti was ready and you decided to go up to your room to see if Axl was awake for dinner or if you should let him sleep and warm it up for him when he woke up. You went upstairs and got to your bedroom door you could hear sobbing. It was hard and heavy and you knew it was Axl. Axl had a lot of trauma from his childhood and he had begun therapy which was good but at the same time bad because it really made him face his past and problems and it brought back bad memories that made him spiral sometimes. You knocked on the door “Axl are you ok?” You said really worried about him. You got no response but could still hear him crying you decided to go in. And there he was sitting on the side of the bed his face in his hands sobbing his hair all in his face and he was crying. It was hard to see him like this but being his wife this wasn’t the first time you’d seen him like this in fact you were probably the only person he was the most open with about his feelings. You sat down on the bed next to him. He didn’t acknowledge you. You put an arm around him and put your head on his shoulder and moved his hair out of his face. “Sweetie what’s wrong?” You asked calmly. Axl sobbed harder and gave you no response. You sat there holding him for a little while. “I’m here for you Axl ” you said stroking his hair. He moved his face away from his hands his eyes were red and puffy his face was wet from tears and snot was running down his nose and his voice that was usually deep and confident was now shaky and desperate. “Just go away y/n I don’t feel like talking” he snapped at you and then going back to crying and hiding his face.

You didn’t want to push his limits if he needed time to cry you needed to let him even though all you wanted to do was hold him and tell him he can talk to you, you wanted to take all his pain away but instead you got up. “Ok” you said walking out of the room and shutting the door. You decided to give him some time and go back and try to talk to him later. You ate your dinner by yourself and played music but it felt empty without Axl you had to admit. Once you finished eating you went back upstairs to check on Axl. When you walked into your room Axl was no longer crying but was now laying on his back looking up at the ceiling. “Hey baby” you said sitting down on the bed. Axl didn’t respond his face was blank and few tears still streamed down his face. You started gently rubbing his knee he didn’t say anything. This went on for a few minutes then you stopped rubbing his leg and sighed. “Don’t stop it feels nice” Axl said his voice still a bit shaky from crying. “Ok” you said going back to doing it Axl then sat up and grabbed your hand. “I had a bad dream that’s all” he said. “I’m sorry babe it’s not real though” you said kissing his cheek. “Yeah it was just one of those were I’m a kid again and you know my dad and then and it’s you know” he said his voice breaking a little and tears rolling down his cheek which you wiped away. “I won’t go into detail but it just feels so real and scary y/n I just why y/n why” Axl pleaded tearing up again. You hugged him tighter wishing you could take the pain away from him“I know Axl but he’s gone now and I won’t let anyone hurt you ever again” you said squeezing his hand. “Just why y/n just why maybe if none of that happened I wouldn’t be so damn messed up” Axl said looking you in the face finally. “I’m proud of you Axl look at all you’ve overcame even if you have that baggage your still amazing and your a great husband to me” you said trying to cheer him up. He smiled finally. “The press doesn’t think so” Axl said. “Fuck the press they just make shit up to sell stuff” you said. Axl laughed. “I don’t care what’s happened to you before Axl I know who you are and I love you and I won’t let anything bad happen ok I’ll always be here for you” you said.

A tear rolled down Axls cheek and he smiled you moved his hair and kissed him. “I’d be dead without you know that right babe” Axl said looking down at your intertwined fingers. You laughed “i know that’s why I’m glad we found each other “ you said smiling. “Me too no one else would deal with my crazy shit” Axl said. “Are you ok now?” you asked. “Yeah for now” Axl said. “Wanna take a shower together?” You asked knowing it would make him feel better. “Of course I do” Axl said scooping you up bridal style and carrying you into the bathroom.

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“Glam Rock Makeup”

80s Duff Mckagan x reader

“Glam Rock Makeup”
“Glam Rock Makeup”

(Pics for reference)

It was a Friday night and your boyfriend Duff had a gig with his band and he was taking an absurd amount of time in the bathroom to get ready. “DUFFF WHAT ARE YOU DOINGGG” you said banging on the bathroom door. He’d been in there for forever and you needed to get ready for the gig too you needed to do your make up and do your hair. “One minute babe” Duff yelled back. “Can I just come in and get ready it’s not like I haven’t seen you naked before Duff” you said laughing. Duff didn’t reply. Finally after 5 more minutes of him still being in the bathroom you went in he didn’t lock the door so you just went it “ok Duff you’ve had more then a minute” you said entering the bathroom only to see Duff standing there with smeared eye liner on and messy hair that he had definitely tried to tease up. You were taken aback “Duff were you trying to do glam make up” you said laughing a little. Duff blushed. “Maybe I thought it would look cool but I actually suck at it” Duff said. “Is that my eye liner?” You asked. “Yeah sorry I might’ve ruined it” Duff said embarrassed. “It’s fine baby you can borrow my stuff buttt you should let me do your makeup it might be funnnn” you said giving Duff puppy eyes. Duff grinned and sighed “alright go for it y/n” Duff said “Yay!” You said jumping up and down and running to grab your eye shadow palates.

You made Duff sit on the toilet and got out some purple eye shadow. “Close your eyes Duff” you said Duff did and you started brushing the eye shadow on his eye lid. Duff smiled and pulled back “Duff sit still” you said laughing. “Sorry it tickled” Duff said. You smiled and continued to apply the make up. “Don’t make me look like an idiot please y/n” Duff said. “I won’t I won’t you’ll look like a total fuckin rockstar when I’m done” you said. “Sure” Duff said chuckling as you now pulled out the eye liner and started to line his eyes with them. Once you finished it you decided he needed a little bit of mascara too just to make his eyes pop. “Ok Duff” you said pulling him off the toilet and having him walk over to the mirror to see the make up. “Do you like it?” You asked. Duff laughed “Well I do look pretty glam rock and a little like a chick but you did good babe thank you.” Duff said hugging you and kissed th top of your head. “You’re welcome baby it was fun” you said. “Ok you can get ready now” Duff said leaving the bathroom.

Once you were ready you and Duff were ready to leave “damn sexy” Duff said as he saw you walking out of the bathroom. You blushed. “Babe I forgot something on your makeup” you said giggling. “Yeah what?” Duff asked. “You need lip stick.” You said giggling. Duff rolled his eyes. “If you say so” Duff said. You pulled out your lipstick. “Ok stick your lips out like your kissing me” you told Duff. He did what you said and you laughed he looked so funny you applied the lip stick to him and he looked great “ ok now are we ready to go?” Duff asked “yes” you said grabbing his hand and he lead you out of your apartment. It was going to be a fun night with your glam rocker boyfriend


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1 year ago

Izzy Stradlin edit I made bc I love him :)


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1 year ago

Slash edit I made 😈


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1 year ago

Some of my fav GNR lyrics are:

Sometimes I wanna kill sometimes I wanna die sometimes I wanna destroy sometimes I wanna cry sometimes I could get even sometimes I could give up sometimes I could give sometimes I never give a fuck

If love is blind I guess I’ll buy myself a cane

But never mind the darkness we still can find a way

You think anyone with an IQ over 15 is gonna believe your shit fuckhead

I bought me an illusion and I put it on the wall I let it fill my head with dreams and I’d have to have them all

It’s so easy to be social it’s so easy to be cool well it’s easy to be hungry when you ain’t got shit to lose

You can use your illusion let it take you where it may we live and learn and then sometimes it’s best to walk away

And I don’t worry about nothing though because worrying is a waste of my time


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1 year ago

“Jealousy”

Izzy Stradlin x reader

slight smut not rlly tho

GNR was on tour with Skid Row and you had tagged along with your boyfriend Izzy. So here you sat next to him and with the rest of the guys and the guys of Skid Row. “So y/n I’m running out of the hotel because this guys chasing me yelling THAT WAS MY GIRLFRIEND ASS HOLE” Sebastian Bach said to you telling you one of his many entertaining and odd stories. “Oh my god Sebastian your insane” you said laughing. You and Sebastian had been talking the whole night he was a lot of fun to talk to. You didn’t think Izzy really minded after all he wasn’t normally the jealous type and he didn’t get very jealous when you hung out with the guys in GNR so you didn’t think he’d mind if you and Sebastian were talking and having a good time…

Izzy’s POV:

I’m good at staying chill and stuff I guess and I really don’t get that jealous but seeing y/n laugh like that and seeing Sebastian look at her like that really made my blood boil. No one is supposed to look at her like that or make her laugh like that except me. She was my world and I didn’t need some stupid guy like Sebastian stealing her from me. I trust y/n I really do and I don’t mind at all if she talks to my friends like Axl or Slash and them but something about her and Sebastian talking like that really pissed me off.

….

Izzy was being super quiet like more quiet than usual he had sunglasses on so you couldn’t really see where he was looking but he wasn’t paying much attention to you. He did have his hand on your thigh though. You were wearing a little black skirt it was one of Izzys favorites so you wore it for him, and you also weren’t wearing panties. “You’re awful quiet tonight iz” you whispered against his chest. He sipped his drink and didn’t even look at you. “Iz?” You said now a little annoyed. “I’m tired ok y/n” Izzy said back. Geez what’s his problem you thought. You sat there talking to Sebastian and the other guys some more. Sebastian and Axl were telling some stories and everyone was enjoying themselves. You noticed Izzys hand kept crawling up your leg and closer to inside your skirt. It got quiet for a little bit then. “Hey y/n how long have you lived in LA?” Sebastian asked you. Izzys hand was now inside your skirt. You pretended not to notice. “About 3 years now” you said. Before Sebastian could answer someone called his name and he had to leave to conversation to see what they wanted. You were honestly glad so you could talk to Izzy about what the hell he was doing. “Not here Izzy” you whispered to him. Izzy said nothing but was now rubbing your clit with his fingers. “This is what you get for wearing that skirt and talking to other guys” Izzy said back. “Oh my God Izzy are you jealous of me and-“ your voice was now raised but Sebastian came back and sat down. “Anyway sorry y/n where were we?” Sebastian asked. “W-we” Izzys finger shot up into your now wet pussy “W-we were t-talking about L-LA” you said as Izzys finger pulsed inside you. Sebastian looked concerned. “Are you ok y/n?” he asked. No you weren’t ok you were pissed at Izzy for being this petty. Izzy now pulled his fingers out of you“I’m sorry Sebastian excuse us” you said climbing over Izzy and pulling him out of the booth and outside of the bar. “What the fuck is your problem right now?” You said to Izzy. “I’m fine why are you all prissy” Izzy asked you being defensive. “I’m not stupid Izzy” you said. “I never said you were” Izzy said back at you. “Your jealous of me talking to Sebastian aren’t you” you said in a little bit of an angry way you weren’t mad he was jealous you were mad he decided to pull that stupid stunt in front of everyone. Izzy staid quiet now looking at his feet. “Yeah maybe I was ok” Izzy said all the anger in his voice completely gone. “So why didn’t you just tell me?” You said.

Izzys POV:

Y/n was upset and it was because of me what I did was stupid and now I had to fix it. “Maybe because your perfect in every way and I’m not I don’t deserve you and seeing you talk to him like that just made me feel threatened and I wanted to show him that your mine all mine and no one else can have you and I love you and I’m sorry for being jealous and for being like that it’s not like me” all that came out of mouth so fast and without thinking it just came out naturally. And it was all the truth it was how I felt. Y/n looked a little taken aback.

What Izzy said surprised you sometimes he wasn’t good at telling you how he felt but he really did this time and you were proud you went up to hug him. “I’m sorry you felt like that babe” you said hugging him. “It’s not your fault I’m sorry” izzy said. “I’m sorry too” you said. You guys stood there hugging each other for a few mins. “Can we go home now?” You asked. “Of course sweetheart and what I did in there was only a little bit of what I’m going to do to you tonight.” Izzy said grabbing your hand and winking. You laughed and walked down the dark street hand and hand with him.


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Loves GNR and rock music.

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