Joel G’s ENA Series // Talking Heads’s Once In A Lifetime

Our Wish for the End, Me, Digital Collage, 2020

i love horror so much i love when it’s so garbage that you can’t help but laugh at it and i love when it’s the pretentious film major type of horror where nothing happens for two hours and i love when it’s so mediocre you can’t form an opinion on it and i love when it absolutely doesn’t make sense

A collection of grotesques welcome you through the doors of St Mary’s Church- Beverley, England. 

“Horror Movie” photographed by Steven Meisel for Vogue Italia, April 2014

hi hello its me benrey anon back at it again!! your last benrey hcs were SOOO good i love your writing so much!! i hope you dont mind that im requesting again! 1. benrey 2. hlvrai 3. yes please!! 4. him finding out the reader has a crush on him?? would he tease them??? tysm have a lovely day!!!!

🌸 YOU!!! UR SO SWEET THANK U?? u can rq anything at any time :D i’m really glad to hear you liked them & i’m really excited to do this rq it’s so soft 👉👈 i sincerely hope ur doing absolutely fantastic u superb little friend!

SOFT CONCEPTS ; BENREY 💙

[ finding out you have a crush. ]

OH YEAH, teasing is very very expected from him, he will make little remarks like “man, y/n you’re looking pretty red.” while standing like two inches away from your face

he’s very flirtatious, but among everything else he’s confused about it. why would someone as remarkable as you be into a boy like him? he thinks you deserve much better than what he has to offer

he’ll probably begin walking closer to you, until you two are lightly brushing your hands together, but he doesn’t move or push away like he might with others

the others can tell he’s into you too, just by how he’s acting around you. it’s not often he catches feelings for someone, but when he finds out they like him back it’s practically a dream come true, especially if it’s you

he would tease you mercilessly, calling you affectionate nicknames like sweetheart, just out of the blue to see your reaction

gordon and tommy don’t hear the end of it, he bottles his feelings until people closest to him are around to listen (unless of course it’s you)

he obviously asks you out, but not in a normal way, he doesn’t want to make things awkward in the off chance you don’t like him in that way and however he found out was just a fake

he simply asks you to dinner or frozen yogurt, without mentioning the date aspect. when you do show up, his hand is out and ready for you to hold, a smile on his face as he waits for your acceptance

you’ll probably have to ask him if that was a date-date and more than friendly, because he’s somewhat oblivious to what others can or can’t pick up

he’s very intelligent yet a little stupid socially. he definitely gives you a kiss on your cheek as you part ways, saying you should join him again very soon

he’s very excited, much like a little boy on christmas day, he’s bouncy the day after, not a single snarky remark leaving his mouth, much to everyone’s surprise

specific state of dissociation

08/28/21

i should’ve never smoked that shit now i’m in the backrooms

Haha so funny