What I Saw When I Opened Pinterest

Nico Di Angelo now is younger than me, i don’t know how to act

a family can be 2 kids who love each other and a bunch of cocoa puffs

i can already see my parents fighting, my older sibling mad af and just the situation becomes so uncomrfortable when she’s around. Fuckkkkkk

And the worse, she always says that she has friends and that everybody loves her, well then, why she doesn’t go somewhere where she won’t be a burden?

me watching the poll results on poetrysmackdown dot tumblr dot com:

Marguerite Duras, from The Lover

Text ID: I think I'm beginning to see my life. I think I can already say, I have a vague desire to die. From now on I treat that word and my life inseparable.

my mistake is that i thought everyone would remember me as i remembered them

GROWING UP. ( young and beautiful, lana del rey / nothing new, taylor swift + phoebe bridgers / working for the knife, mitski / first love/late spring, mitski / nothing new, taylor swift + phoebe bridgers / ribs, lorde / nothing new, taylor swift + phoebe bridgers )

GOD I HATE MYSELF

i can’t cry when i need to, but random things can trigger me so fucking bad and i start to cry in random places and i just look ridiculous

And i did it in front of my parents today, and since the day before yesterday i wanted to cry, and today while i was just fucking eating i started to cry and god, i wanted to cry so bad but i couldn’t cry *there* and now i’ll just have my parents scold me all the way home, for being so fucking ridiculous

And i just got to think of dumb excuses because i can’t tell them i’m just so fucking tired of everything