had a dream where i was sleeping and my crush(?) was waking me up, and she genuinely looked so ethereal. i'm gonna be honest i don't think i have ever felt desire like that in my entire life
i keep having dreams where my family sees my barely visible scars this is getting scary
if someone pisses me off one more time today i think i'd be well within my rights to commit homicide
Me when my supply is from online validation but I'm really bad at tagging posts so no one sees them
remind me never to speak to anyone ever again, i'm gonna puke
what i wouldn't give to be light yagami
not talking to me for more than 2 days counts as abandoning me btw
so crazy i'm considering befriending my god-demon companion-enemy that hates me but is also always there for me when i'm doing the worst(?)
Warmth.
unfortunately i am nonchalant but its not even by choice i WISH i could be super chalant and cute, maybe that'd make people like me more
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