Pain No Longer Tickles That Little Corner Of My Brain Like It Used To, I'm Tired

i wanna be okay SO BAD

i'm such a coward

"matching with ---" i HATE you

"am i permitted to yap" i am going to kiss you very platonically

i need to stop accidentally melting/deforming plastic

getting mad at myself is so funny because yes of course i'm gonna ruin your life for that but also now my life is ruined and i have to be mad at myself for doing it and the cycle just continues

nothing boils my blood more than seeing the most wonderful, and most deserving of love, care, and affection angel dating the most bottom feeder-level, waste of oxygen human

seeing people out here just...existing?? with ease?? without thought?? WHAT.

Warmth.

if i have to wake up one more time i'm gonna jump out a window that's it