the people i like are always people with 569282803 other friends WHAT IS THIS CURSE
sometimes i'm tempted to ask my online friends if they think i'm pretty (i love external validation) but then i remember they've never even seen my fucking face
got 2 compliments today. i think it's safe to say i'm fucking gorgeous
i wanna cut soooo badly this is actual torture. 24 days of pure hell
i'm so so so so so tired of this. it's been way too long. i can wait longer but god does this hurt
sobbing bc pjsk fucking hates me and my favorite song betrayed me and there're tears in my eyes so i can't even see the notes anymore so i suck extra and this is just going horribly
guys maybe the power of friendship will save me i care about her maybe we can still have a great friendship i really liked her i hope i still do
who wants to play genshin on my account so i don't have to? i'll pay you in love and attention🙏
i love reading old conversations. like omg remember when you actually liked me??
started some random book i found in my bookshelf. i hope it's worth the read
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