there are many feelings in my stomach at the moment and they are all bad
when they don't reply to my messages so now i'm left wondering what i've done wrong
turns out people actually get hurt when i distance myself from them. this is news to me
one day, someone will find my bad attitude endearing
you KNOW your hair's wavy when it looks like an electrocuted tuft of grass even after slathering it in conditioner
i will kill myself. this is too much for me
one of my most persistent fantasies is me giving myself an incredibly deep wound and then cauterizing it myself. it's unlikely that i'd ever go through with it, but still, a girl can dream😔
wow i really hate being alive this is all so embarrassing and losery
mfs will get sad when you're not nice to them only to be unappreciative of your efforts when you actually try to be nice
haven't properly talked to one of my friends in like a week but she texted me today to tell me about how her mom almost found out she cuts. sh brings people together <3
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