there is genuinely nothing more infuriating than seeing others find the kind of love that i yearn for
started some random book i found in my bookshelf. i hope it's worth the read
haven't properly talked to one of my friends in like a week but she texted me today to tell me about how her mom almost found out she cuts. sh brings people together <3
YAY GUYS I FINALLY GOT AROUND TO WATCHING HAMILTON
damn i miss when we were close but now you fucking hate me
please for the love of god stop leading me on
maybe if i didn't hurt people's feelings on purpose i could actually be considered a good person
one of my most persistent fantasies is me giving myself an incredibly deep wound and then cauterizing it myself. it's unlikely that i'd ever go through with it, but still, a girl can dream😔
maybe making everything worse to get more attention is the only way to live
not talking to me for more than 2 days counts as abandoning me btw
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