i'm so starved and hungry give me attention please
guys maybe i should try to be a better person
madoka magica is sooo crazy imagine being in middle school and your crush dies and you’re so upset that you kickstart a time loop and repeat the same month 100 times over trying to stop her from dying but unwittingly you make her more and more important to the universe’s continuation (because you have effectively created 100 timelines that are dependent only on the survival of your crush) and therefore her death becomes more and more devastating to the world as a whole in every new timeline and finally your crush sacrifices her life willingly to become a god and you’re the only one who remembers her and this depresses you so much that you construct a whole imaginary universe where your crush is alive and you trap yourself and the souls of your friends inside it and then when you realize it’s Not Real, Actually, you pull your crush (who, again, is now god) down from heaven and become the literal actual devil
YAY GUYS I FINALLY GOT AROUND TO WATCHING HAMILTON
sometimes i'm tempted to ask my online friends if they think i'm pretty (i love external validation) but then i remember they've never even seen my fucking face
genuinely how do people stay awake for anything i'm always so tired
there's nothing more petrifying than the realization that the main reason i'm like this is because of myself
if i have to wake up one more time i'm gonna jump out a window that's it
it was not on wheat...
"i just want someone to care " but when someone actually does care i tell them to leave me alone
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