Things I Desperately Need (pt.3):

fuck she realized how horrible i am this is over isn't it

i'm actually going to lose my mind this has been going on for far too long

everyone would be FINISHED if i knew how to interact with others properly

one day i'll kill myself and everyone will be soooo sad and all the people i tried being friends with that didn't return my efforts will realize they missed out on the most amazing person they could ever possibly meet. then they'll kill themselves too and i won't feel bad about it bc i'm also dead and we'll be friends in the afterlife or our graves or whatever. i'll also make sure to write some hilarious jokes in my suicide note. if i'm not funny, i'm not me. also my grave will always have sparkles around it because i'm very magical and cool. thank you for listening to my ted talk

i absolutely adore feeling someone else's weight on me, it's like a blanket but cooler

shit i'm really pathetic

when my friend's being super nice to me but then i remember she's nice to all her friends (i'm just one of her hoes)

I am never truly warm.

im actually one of the loneliest people on earth I talk to 2 people and literally no one even wants to be my friend what did I donwrong

my friend made a playlist for me !!!! i'm so happy