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read this immediately!!!!!
felix and his gf being at saltburn and felix noticed ollie acting weird towards her and gets upset at him!!!!!!
A/n: YAY TY FOR THE REQUEST! PLS SEND THRU MORE
Warnings: fem!reader, Oliver being a creep, swearing, smoking, if thereâs anything else lmk!
Wc: 826
Felix Catton Masterlist
Feeling Felixâs thumb rub circles on your back, you flutter your eyes open and are met with his smile. "Mornin', baby," he greets you, and you respond with a lazy smile, relishing the comforting embrace of his body. His chuckle resonates through his chest, a gentle vibration against you. "It's too early, Felix," you murmur softly, wanting to fall back into slumber.
"Breakfast starts soon, aren't you hungry?" Felix questions, a playful tone lacing his words. You shake your head. "Yes, you are. Don't lie. I can hear your stomach," he asserts with a laugh, and you can't help but crack a smile in response. "Fine," you concede.
You and Felix make your way to the kitchen, where the aroma of breakfast awaits. You greet everyone good morning, almost forgetting that Oliver is here at Saltburn too.
You donât understand why Felix invited him over; they barely know each other. Even when you confront your boyfriend about it, he just says that he feels bad for him, that he's going through some things at home.
Honestly, he's sort of a strange guy. You always catch him looking away from you when you look at him, around school, his eyes widen the slightest when he sees you walking down the corridors, and then he focuses his gaze on the ground. One time, he even bumped into a pole because he wasn't looking where he was going.
But today, he seems even more odd. The unease is palpable as you sit down at the table. The morning sun streams through the windows, casting a warm glow on the scene.
As you and Felix engage in light morning banter, you catch Oliver staring at you. His gaze is intense, lingering longer than is comfortable. At first, you dismiss it, thinking maybe he's just lost in thought. However, the oddity of his behavior becomes more apparent as the meal progresses.
Oliverâs eyes follow your every move, and you feel an unsettling awareness of his gaze on you. Itâs as if his attention is fixated solely on you. You exchange a glance with Felix, who seems oblivious to Oliverâs strange behavior at first.
You try to focus on your plate, on the conversation with Felix, but the weight of Oliverâs gaze is distracting. Itâs not the kind of attention you want or need, especially coming from a guy who's already odd enough.
You try to enjoy breakfast, but the uneasy feeling persists. Oliverâs eyes seem to follow you, and you sense a strange tension in the air. However, as the minutes pass, even Felix begins to sense the unease in the air.
âYou alright, Ollie?â Felix's timely interjection is a relief. Oliver shifts his focus from you to Felix and responds with a casual, "Hm? Oh, yeah. I'm good." A smile graces his face as he savors a spoonful of breakfast as your eyes flicker between the two, watching the interaction. You can't help but wonder if Venetia or Farleigh picked up on the awkward tension in the air.
As breakfast concludes, you canât shake off the lingering discomfort. âRemind me why you brought Oliver to Saltburn again?â You question your boyfriend beside you as you continue your skincare routine.
Felix, sensing the need for discretion, swiftly moves to the door leading to Oliver's room. "Shh, don't be so loud," he cautions in a hushed tone, closing the door behind him with a sense of urgency.
"Darling, I know he's been acting weirdâ" Felix begins, coming up behind you, but you swiftly cut him off. "Oh, he's been acting more than weird. I could barely focus at breakfast with his eyes on me," you huff, applying sunscreen to your face, preparing for a day out in the sun by the lake. The tension in the air is palpable as you address the unease surrounding Oliver's peculiar behavior.
"I know, I know. He just has a... tendency to stare. He's probably admiring how gorgeous you are. Aren't you used to the stares?" He bends down to kiss your cheek, and you roll your eyes in response.
"He should know it's rude to stare," you say in a sing-song voice as you pack up your skincare products. "Don't mind him," Felix adds, his large hands wrapping around your bare stomach, giving your hips a slight squeeze.
The hot temperature outside and the high UV ray lead you, Venetia, Farleigh, Felix, and Oliver outside to lounge by the lake. As you settle on the blanket, the odd tension with Oliver becomes more pronounced. He positions himself nearby, and you catch him stealing glances at you.
Itâs not the casual glances friends share; they're lingering, intense stares that make you uneasy. You exchange puzzled glances with Venetia, both of you trying to make sense of Oliverâs peculiar behavior.
âThat Oliver has a staring problem, doesnât he?â Venetia comments, readjusting her sunglasses that sit on her nose. âYou saw the stares this morning right?â You turn your head towards her as she does the same. âI think everyone could sense the awkwardness between you two.â
You sigh, closing your eyes and turning your head back. âHeâs so strange. I still canât wrap my head around why Felix invited him here.â You try to focus on the conversation with Venetia, hoping to ignore Oliverâs odd glances. However, his behavior persists.
As you and Venetia engage in conversation by the lounge chairs, Oliverâs attention seems solely fixed on you. Itâs as if heâs not present in the moment, lost in his own thoughts. The picturesque surroundings lose their charm as the atmosphere becomes charged with an unspoken tension.
âIs he looking,â You say lowly to Venetia, who discreetly looks behind you before humming. âFucks sake,â You groan, turning your head only to find his eyes looking at his hands. Rolling your eyes, you gravitate your gaze to Felix right beside you.
Felix, sensing the unease, stands up to move his chair closer to yours, a protective gesture that doesnât go unnoticed, especially when he places his large hand on your thigh. You appreciate his presence, but the situation with Oliver casts a shadow over what should have been a carefree day by the lake.
The discomfort peaks when you decide to take a break and lie down on the blanket, soaking up the sunâs warmth. Venetia joins you, and you both close your eyes, attempting to find solace in the peaceful surroundings.
However, Oliverâs peculiar behavior doesnât wane. As you lie there, eyes closed, you sense his eyes on you, a prickling awareness that mars the tranquility of the moment. You open your eyes to find Oliver glancing at you again, a furtive gaze that makes you uneasy.
Venetia, too, notices the strange dynamic and shoots you a concerned look. You spot Farleigh and Felix in deep conversation, Farleigh glancing at Oliver from time to time before giving you a look, silently communicating the shared discomfort.
âFuck this, Iâm going to take a bath,â You mutter annoyed as everyone watches you get up from your towel. Perching your sunglasses on your head, you walk over to Felix. âIâm going to take a bath,â You lean down to kiss him as he hums.
âIâll come join you in a sec,â He says, his hands toying with the strings on your bikini bottoms. With a brief exchange of nods, you make your way back to Saltburn and to Felixâs bathroom, which connected to Oliverâs room.
The cold water is already calling your name, promising respite from the tension that clings to the air. Closing the door behind you, you take a deep breath, hoping the solitude of the bath will provide the sanctuary you need.
Little do you know that the shadows of unease follow you into the bathroom. As you start to run the water, the events of the morning replay in your mind. The odd glances, the tension at breakfastâall of it weaves into a disconcerting tapestry.
Stripping off your bikini-clad body, you let out a moan of relief when your warm body makes contact with the cold water. Lighting up a cigarette, another sigh of relief escapes you.
Unbeknownst to you, Felix decides to retrieve something from Oliverâs room. As he opens the door, the scene before him freezes him in his tracks. Oliver, standing too close, is peering through the crack of the bathroom door, watching you in the bath.
Felixâs initial surprise gives way to a flash of anger. âWhat the fuck, Ollie?â he exclaims, his voice cutting through the silence. Your heart skips a beat as you hear the commotion outside. You hear Felix yelling as you quickly get out the tub, wrapping a robe around your naked body before emerging from the bathroom.
âWhat the fuck is wrong with you?â He screams as Oliver stammers, caught red-handed, unable to form a coherent response. You move beside Felix, rubbing your hand up and down his arm, trying to ease him down.
âYou canât just invade someoneâs privacy like that,â Felix continues, his tone sharp. âWhat were you thinking, watching through the door like some creep?â His eyes were blown out, his face red as Oliver just stood there distressed.
âThatâs so fucked up, Oliver.â You say quietly, though your tone and glare were ice cold. Oliver, looking sheepish and guilty, attempts to explain himself. âI-I didnât mean to- Iâm sorry.â
Felixâs frustration deepens, and he points out, âSorry is going to cut it, mate. Whatâs been going on with you? The staring, the weird glancesâitâs not normal, man. Weâre supposed to be friends. Sheâs my girlfriend, and youâve been creeping her the fuck out!â
The room is charged with tension as the two friends face off. Felix, normally calm and collected, is visibly shaken by the breach of trust. You stand there, wrapped in a towel, feeling a mixture of concern and disgust for Oliver and an urge to comfort Felix.
Oliver, fumbling for words, finally admits, âY/n, Iâm so sorry. I didnât mean to make you uncomfortable. I messed up, and I completely understand if youâre mad.â Felix lets out a dark laugh, throwing his head back as Oliver gulps.
âMate, weâre more than just mad. What you did is so fucking wrong,â Felix spat as Oliver says nothing but nods his head lightly. "I think itâs best if you leave, Ollie," you tighten the robe around your body as Felix lets out a deep sigh, running his hands through his hair as Ollie nods, his gaze on the ground.
âOf course. Iâm sorry again,â he apologizes as you give him one final look, grabbing Felixâs arm and pulling him with you back into the bathroom. Felix looks over his shoulder at Oliver, slamming the door shut and locking it.
The best thing about finally watching "Dead Poets society" was definitely going "oh, they're gay", going on Tumblr, and discovering that, (of course) everyone else has come to the same conclusion.
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