“All Words Are Lies. But Pain Doesn’t Lie.”

i wonder what the me in the mirror thinks about

in my garden, you laid down on the grass

it left a bed in your shape.

itll stay with me for as long as i live.

i was never that special to you,

you might have forgot you were here at all.

But im still here, im still cold

despite the fresh air, despite the warm sun

MySims ♥ 2007

I wish there was some way for us to go back and undo the past, but there wasn't. Mysterious Skin (2005) dir. Gregg Araki

velvet ring by big thief is my gospel

my friend told me i remind him of her a while back and i think of her alot

I'm writing in my journal about different versions of me and what theyd do, so their parallel universe can open when i write about them and i get to live all those lives i dream of

Mysterious Skin Original Soundtrack (2005) by Harold Budd and Robin Guthrie

I didnt feel very whimsical or creative today. its okay, tomorrow will be better