Conflicted : Pt. 4🎀
Conflicted : Pt. 4🎀
Maddy P.O.V:
We all went back to my brothers apartment and spent the rest of the day hanging out and watching MTV.
Axl had left early since he had to go see Erin, his current girlfriend. I hadn’t met her, although I’d heard great things about her.
“I’ll see you all later and you too Maddy.” he said smirking at me before he left out the door.
“What was that all about?” Duff asked me particularly annoyed about the whole ordeal with Axl and I from earlier today.
“Nothing. Why do you always overreact Duff. Axl sees tons of women everyday I doubt I’m anything special.” I huffed coming to sit down next to Duff.
Izzy was sitting on the floor strumming his guitar softly while writing something down at the same time on his notepad.
“Are you writing a new song?” I asked softly.
“Yeah. I’m not done yet. So you can’t hear it.” he said without breaking eye contact with his fingers that were carefully strumming between cords.
“I didn’t ask.” I rolled my eyes slumping further into the couch.
Duff yawned next to me and almost fell asleep before jerking abruptly and hitting my face by accident.
“Ow!” I squealed holding my cheek.
“Maddy I’m so sorry!” Duff exclaimed grabbing my hands and apologizing.
“It’s okay you didn’t mean it.” I smiled letting him know I was okay.
“Are you sure? I can get you an ice pack.” my brother asked.
Duff was always looking after me since I was a kid so him acting like this even after all these years was comforting.
He always made sure that I was okay especially when mom wasn’t around to look after me.
“I’m sure Duff. I promise. You can go to sleep I know you’re tired.” I said giving him a side hug.
“Okay.” he said sheepishly smiling before heading off to his room and closing the door behind him.
“You guys have a close bond.” Izzy spoke from where he was sitting on the floor.
“Yeah. He’s been looking out for me ever since we were little.” I replied.
Izzy got up from the floor and suddenly made his way to the spot Duff left empty on the couch.
“How old are you again?” he asked scooting closer to where I was sitting at the other end of the couch.
“16.” I whispered, suddenly meek from how close he was sitting next to me.
“No wonder Duff is so overprotective over you. You’re sixteen and you look like that.” he said before leaning back and going back to strumming his guitar lightly.
“What do you mean look like that.” I asked turning my body to face towards him this time.
“I mean you look hot.” he nonchalantly stated like he’d said it all the time to a bunch of girls.
He felt around his pocket and pulled out a fresh pack of Malboros before lighting one up and exhaling out.
“You know those are bad for you.” I said scrunching my nose at the smell.
“Good.” he sarcastically replied uninterested in hearing a lecture or so he thought.
He went back to strumming his guitar not missing any beats.
“So when do you think you’ll be done with the song your writing?” I ask again hoping to make small talk with Izzy.
He takes another slow drag from his cigarette before exhaling and turning to face towards me.
“When you shut the fuck up and let me work.” he said before popping the cigarette back into his mouth and strumming again.
I suddenly felt hot tears building up in my eyes from his harsh behavior.
“I was just trying to have a conversation.” I said with a shaky voice.
His expression read somewhat guilty and annoyed at my sudden tears.
“Sorry.” he shrugged still not letting go of the guitar strings between his fingers.
I felt hurt that he wasn’t paying attention to the fact that he had just made me cry that I roughly slapped his hand away from the guitar so he would look at me.
“What the fuck Maddy.” he growled.
I didn’t think about what I did next and kissed him abruptly on the lips.
“Maddy what are you doing.” he asked pulling back from me and looking at me with a confused expression.
I felt very humiliated all of a sudden and immediately retreated back to my room with a fresh new set of tears streaming down my face.
Of course he wouldn’t kiss me back when he had thousands of other better looking women to comfort him in bed.
He wouldn’t even look at me if Duff wasn’t my brother.
I would just be another childish face to him.
“Maddy open the door.” Izzy said leaning against my bedroom door.
“No. Go away.” my voice cracked.
“Please baby. Open the door.” he softly whispered making sure Duff wasn’t listening.
I didn’t know if it was the tone of his voice or the fact that he called me his baby that made me walk over and open the door.
He came, swiftly closing the door behind him and locking it for good measure.
“Why did you lock the door Izzy. Duff will see and-
He picked me up before I could finish and placed me on the bed in front of him sitting me down while he was standing upright, having me lock my legs around him.
“What’s wrong. I thought you wanted this.” he whispered in my ear tracing a finger down my body and stopping at my pajama shorts with a tiny bow against the front of them.
“This present all for me.” he smirked sliding them down my legs until they were on the ground.
I wish I hadn’t worn these pink frilly panties and some other sexier ones.
The truth was that I didn’t own any sexy lingerie or anything.
My mother always bought me the same embarrassing pattern ones like flowers or boy shorts since she thought I shouldn’t be wearing grown women underwear.
“Did you buy these yourself?” Izzy asked tracing over my pink panties.
“No. My mom thinks I shouldn’t wear grown women panties so she buys me these dumb ones.” I blurted out without thinking twice of what I just said.
“Your mom still buys your underwear?” he laughed loudly like he had just heard the best joke ever.
“Yes so what.” I huffed trying to push him off me to no avail.
“It’s cute. Like you.” he said kissing my cheek before pulling off of me completely.
“Aren’t you gonna t-touch me or something.” I mumbled stuttering over my words at how nervous I was about the whole situation.
“Did you want me to?” he asked uninterested and looking over at the dresser that I had newly decorated prior to moving into Duff’s guest bedroom with pictures of Duff and I from back home in Seattle.
“I like you Izzy.” I blurted out.
He put the picture down he was currently fixated on and turned back to look at me.
“Maddy your Duff’s little sister.”
“So what. You don’t like me just because I’m Duff’s little sister?” I spat.
“Do you just do this to every girl then?”
“What are you talking about?” he asked coming closer.
“You just came into my bedroom to what, look at my family pictures and have a chat. Or did you come in here to look at my panties to get off and leave me hanging like some dumbass.” I angrily shouted.
“Be fucking quiet or else Duff will wake up.” he growled grabbing my arm a bit tight.
“Let me go. I’m humiliated enough standing in front of you with only my panties on!” I retorted ripping out of his grasp and bending down to grab my pajama shorts.
But before I could he grabbed me onto his waist and pulled me into a rough french kiss.
I kissed him back as passionately as his wet kiss hoping to catch up to his speed.
He grabbed onto my hips and pushed me further into him making me feel him against my panties which were now damp.
“Izzy.” I whimpered as he trailed wet kisses down my neck and towards my cleavage.
“This what you wanted huh.”
“Just wanted a chance alone with me to do this.” he groaned grabbing onto my hips and guiding them up and down his covered length.
“Y-yes.” I moaned loving the feeling of his covered manhood rubbing against my wet panties.
He suddenly let go of me letting me fall onto the bed with a bounce before adjusting himself and fixing his jacket.
“Sorry Maddy. I can’t be doing this behind his back.” he said before leaving the room.
“Izzy wait-
But before I could have the chance to continue Izzy grabbed his things and left out the apartment door.
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Conflicted: Pt 11🎀
(i rewrote this bcuz the other version of this chapter lowkey didn’t make sense to me!!!)
Maddy P.O.V
The next day I decided to spend the day with Izzy since Duff knew about our relationship now.
I wanted to make the most out of it because I had no idea what I was going to do when I left L.A. after the summer was over.
“Are you ready?” Izzy yelled causing me sped up the rest of my makeup routine.
“Yes!” I replied shoving myself into my sundress and combing my hair.
“Finally. I’ve been waiting for like 30 minutes.”
“Geez. I’m sorry.” I spat grabbing Duff’s keys.
“It’s okay. Next time be quicker or else I’ll leave with Angela.”
“What!” I yelled staring at him with a confused look on my face.
“I’m only kidding Maddy.” he laughed coming up to kiss me.
“I love you.”
“I love you too.” I grinned kissing him before we both left to go to the movies.
On the way there I could see the hills in the background of L.A. peek out and it reminded me so much of home but instead of hills we had mountains back in Seattle.
“This reminds me so much of home.” I sighed leaning against the window.
“Your from Seattle right? I’ve heard so many good things about it from Duff.”
“Yeah. I love it there. It’s definitely not as glamorous as L.A. but that’s my home.”
“I feel you. Sometimes I miss Indiana too but then I remember there’s nothing for me over there. My future lies in L.A.”
“Yeah and me of course!” I winked causing him to let out a a little laugh.
“So I wanted to ask you something?”
“Yeah. What?” he asked raising his brow.
“What’s gonna happen to us when I go back to Seattle?” I asked wondering whether or not he would tell me something I wanted to hear or the opposite.
“I don’t know Maddy. I guess time will time.” he sighed shaking his head.
What does he mean by that.
As he turned the corner the movie theatre came into view and on the sign outside in big black bold letters read “BATMAN”.
“HEY GUYS!” I heard as soon as we stepped out of the car.
Oh my god. What was Duff doing here with Slash and Axl?!?!?
“Izzy did you tell them we were coming to watch a movie.” I whined stomping my foot.
“I swear I didn’t say a word.” he shrugged putting his hands in the air.
“Soooo guys what movie are we watching!” Slash grinned with his dark black shades covering his eyes.
“Batman.” Axl replied looking rather angry.
“Hi Axl.” I waved, rather nervously after what had happened between us both.
“Hey.” he harshly replied before walking off with Slash to go get tickets.
“The fuck.” Izzy responded looking off at Axl in confusion.
“I-It’s fine let’s just go.” I said tugging on Izzy’s arm to follow them in line for tickets.
“We’re all going to see Batman. Looks like we’ll be in the same theater room.” Duff grinned holding up all our tickets.
“Did you do this on purpose!” I huffed scrunching my nose in anger at my older brother.
“No Maddy I did not.” he replied rolling his eyes at me before walking off to the ICEE machine.
“Look at my mouth guys!” Slash laughed sticking out his tongue which was now a dark blue color due to the raspberry ICEE he was slurping on.
Axl looked and rolled his eyes at the scene.
I noticed Axl didn’t have anything in his hand so I offered to get him something.
“Axl did you want anything? I was gonna go get some candy?”
“Coming from you. No thanks.” he scoffed crossing his arms.
“Did I do something?” I asked wondering why he had this sudden attitude change.
“Nope. Not at all.” he replied casually walking past me with Duff and Slash to the theatre.
“Forget about him Maddy. He’s not your problem.” Izzy groaned grabbing my hand in his and leading me to our seats.
I squinted my eyes trying to look at the dimly lit theatre to see where exaclty and seat was and you can imagine the shock on my face when I see my seat is right next to Axl.
And Izzy is right next to me. Making me the monkey in the middle.
Great.
“This will be interesting.” Axl smirked shifting in his seat towards me.
Wasn’t he just mad earlier?
“Keep your eyes on the movie Axl.” Izzy threatened giving him a stare.
Axl just rolled his eyes and grabbed a handful of popcorn shoving it in his mouth.
“Hey! That’s my popcorn.” Slash whined grabbing it and putting it away from Axl.
“It’s mine too. I paid half!” Axl argued grabbing it again causing some of the popcorn to go flying in the air.
“Guys! Behave for god’s sake.” Duff shouted as the movie lights became even dimmer and eventually shut off completely, signaling the start of the movie.
Izzy and I got comfortable in our seat and I leaned my head against his shoulder halfway in the movie trying hard not to fall asleep.
I could feel Axl staring at us throughout the movie as we cuddled but I ignored it not thinking too much about it.
“Can you guys move please. I have to pee.” Axl groaned shoving my legs aside to get through to the stairs.
“You could’ve waited.” I thought rolling my eyes as Axl’s childish behavior at times.
“Don’t worry about it. He’s just an ass like that.” Izzy said noticing the look on my face.
“It’s okay.” I said giving him an assuring smile.
“I love you.”
“I love you too.” Izzy grinned.
I leaned in and gave him a kiss unable to control myself when he started at me with those soft eyes of his.
He was so handsome.
“Your so handsome Izzy.” I moaned deepening the kiss and grabbing at him to pull him closer towards me.
“Ew!” I heard my older brother spat making me pull away quickly and sheepishly grin.
“I don’t know. I thought it was hot.” Slash smirked giving me a wink.
I blushed and looked away towards the movie screen seeing Izzy with a similar smirk plastered over his face.
“Tell Duff you have to use the restroom.” he whispered as he got up and left quickly so Duff and Slash wouldn’t notice.
“D-Duff. I have to go pee.” I muttered not giving him a chance to reply as I rushed down the stairs and opened the exit door, letting the cool air touch my skin.
I didn’t see Izzy so I continued walking down the narrow corridor of the theatre when I ran into Axl by accident.
“Watch where you’re going sweetie.” he said giving me a tight lipped smile.
“What’s your deal! I haven’t done anything to you today and your being so mean.” I shouted.
He looked rather harshly towards me at my behavior and grabbed my arm really tight to pull me aside.
“Why are you with him?”
“Izzy?”
“Yeah. I thought you two broke up after what happened.” he said referring to what conspired between the both of us.
“I love him. You know that.” I replied stern faced.
“I could treat you way better than Iz.” he whispered twirling a lock of my hair in his finger and caressing my arm with his fingertips.
“Axl stop. I’m with Izzy.”
I pushed him away from me and ran off desperately trying to find Izzy.
“What’s wrong?” Izzy asked catching me at the end of the corridor.
“N-nothing. Was just looking for you.” I lied not wanting to tell him about my encounter with Axl.
“C’mere.” he tugged, taking me to a corner of the corridor where no one could see us.
“You looked so good in this dress. I had to take you out for a bit so I could play with it.” he mumbled playing with the lace fabric on the ends.
I stared up at him with my big brown eyes waiting for him to do something as I had always secretly dreamed about in my bed at night.
He leaned in slowly and brought his lips to mine, capturing them in a french kiss.
“Taste so good. Like strawberries.” he said, licking my lips with his tongue before messily pulling me back into a sloppy kiss.
He ran his hand up my thigh letting go of the lace to slip a finger into my panties testing how much I could take.
“Fuck I wanna take you from behind right here.” he groaned feeling how nicely my pussy sucked in his finger.
“I’ve been waiting for you to fuck the shit out of me from the day I met you.” I whined looking up at him and spewing out all of my dirty thoughts which were coming to mind at a rapid rate everytime his finger curled upwards in my pussy.
I didn’t hold back and he could see it the way I was begging, whining and breathing out for him basically like a bitch in heat.
“I’ve turned you into a bad girl huh. What happened to my innocent little baby” he asked with a smug look on his face.
“I’m still your good girl but I wanna be a dirty girl right now for your cock.” I mumbled looking at him rather seductively as I had seen on television.
“Be quiet or else someone will hear.” he spat, roughly grabbing a handful of my hair and pulling me close to his face so he could swallow all my moans with his lips.
“I don’t care if Duff sees me. I want you.” I moaned feeling myself getting tighter around his fingers.
“Wait don’t cum yet. Get on your knees.” he said pulling on my hair to yank me down.
“You have to suck me off before I fuck you hard or else it’ll hurt.”
“O-okay.” I nodded looking up at him with big doe eyes as I took his jeans off, suddenly feeling a new sense of confidence, wanting nothing more than to please him.
I had no idea what I was doing but I nodded at everything he said wanting to please him as I looked up at him like a deer in headlights.
“Baby just suck on it like a lollipop okay.” he cooed noticing my behavior before he cupped my cheek and rubbed his dick between my lips, slapping it a few times on my cheek.
I let out a big glob of spit and let it run down his dick before rubbing it in with my hand and giving it a few kisses on the tip like I would on his lips.
I slowly stared sucking on it as much as I could fit in my mouth while rubbing off the part that wouldn’t fit.
“Fuck just like that baby. You look so looking sexy like this with my cock in your mouth. Like a dirty little slut.” he groaned bucking his hips forward.
He let me suck on it for a few more seconds before choving my head forward causing me to choke and then letting me up to breathe.
“Turn around baby.”
I lifted up my dress and put my hands on the wall so he could easily take me from behind.
I wiggled my ass for him as the puffy pink lips of my pussy were on display for him and the moment I had been waiting for ever since we met was finally happening.
“I don’t think I can be gentle with you.” he grunted shoving his cock inside me roughly.
Even though I wasn’t a virgin anymore I still felt the occasional pinch whenever he went deeper and I couldn’t help but out let tiny squeals causing him to slow down occasionally.
“Not even a virgin and I still have to fuckin open this pussy up huh?” he said spewing out all these filthy phrases I’d never heard before or experienced, making me go dumb.
“S-so big.” I babbled unable to think straight as I felt his girth stretching me out way more than Axl’s.
“Did Axl fuck you like this?” he asked grabbing my hair in a ponytail and jackhammering into my pussy.
“F-Feels so good I-Iz.” I sobbed hearing the wet sounds of his cock going in and out my pussy.
I could feel my arousal coating my thighs.
“Answer me.”
“N-no no he didn’t. I didn’t get f-fucked this good.” I whined, talking obscenely on the brink of orgasm.
He pulled out abruptly and turned me around to face him before sliding back in.
“Wanna see you when you cum.” he whispered kissing me and letting his tongue mix with mine.
“Faster Izzy. I’m gonna cum.” I whined as my back arched and my eyes rolled back involuntarily.
“Fuck yeah take my fucking cock. Cum all over it baby.” he grunted leaving red imprints on my waist from gripping it so tight.
“Uhnnn- I’m cumming.” I squealed before my vision went black and my legs shook rapidly.
“Shit shit shit.” he said before releasing inside me.
He let me down allowing me to fix my dress while he pulled his pants up and grabbed my shaky hand to give it a soft kiss.
“That was so good Iz.” I giggled with my newly flushed face and reddened cheeks, all of a sudden too embarrassed to look him in the eyes after all the dirty things I did.
“Yeah? I’m glad.”
Conflicted: Chapter 18🎀
Maddy P.O.V:
“I don’t think I can. I’ll be leaving for Seattle soon.”
“Wait what? You didn’t tell me.” he wondered, holding the phone tight to his ear.
“Yeah. I kind of decided last minute.”
“But why?”
“Because of Izzy but mainly the fact that I miss home.”
“Are you sure I didn’t have something to do with it. I can’t help but feel like I did.”
“I’m just overwhelmed between this whole situation with you and Izzy.” I sighed, leaning my back against the wall.
“I didn’t mean to upset you but I felt like you should know about my feelings too.” he insisted.
“Axl, what about Izzy?”
“What about him? Isn’t he the same guy who cheated on you.” he snickered, rolling his eyes at the mention of the guy whom he felt used to be his best friend at one point.
“I’m not going to hurt him for you.”
“You already did.” he mentioned, thinking about the time we had slept together.
“I’m never doing that again.” I spat, slamming the phone down.
I sighed running my hands through my hair and went back to my room to find some clothes to wear.
It felt as if my suitcase grew a pair of eyes and burned its gaze right through me, upon entering my closet.
The bag was already open and a few clothes had been placed inside just incase, on an impulse decision I decided that I wanted to start packing.
My closet was a mess ever since I got here since I never had time to clean it because I was also busy with the guys and Duff.
I grabbed the jacket Izzy had left behind, the day he slept over and smelled his cologne, as I folded it up to put in a bag for him.
I still missed him despite the fact that we had a huge argument.
I did not feel the same way after speaking with Axl. It never gave me the butterflies in my tummy that Izzy would give me when he looked at me with those eyes of his.
… … …
“MADDY GET UP. WE’RE GONNA BE LATE.” I heard Duff scream, as I bolted upright in my bed, wondering what the hell was going on.
“You didn’t remember?!?”
“Remember what?” I croaked, rubbing my eyes from the light pouring in from the kitchen, as he held my bedroom door wide open.
“There’s a party at Slash’s. Everyone is invited. So hurry up and change.” he insisted, leaving my door open to grab some last minute items to stuff in his jean pocket.
Like condoms, cigarettes and the keys to his mustang.
I groaned getting up groggily and rushed to the bathroom to quickly freshen up, putting on a natural look with pink lipgloss before heading to my closet to pick out a dress.
Usually in Seattle I would just wear a sundress and call it a day but over here that wouldn’t go right.
Everyone here dressed like they were in Hollywood and so I settled on a slim fitting, silky baby pink dress with spaghetti straps.
And paired it with a silver necklace and matching diamond earrings that Duff had bought for me and my mom.
I grabbed Izzy’s jacket and wore it over my dress and grabbed the white strappy heels to complete my outfit.
“I’m not even gonna argue because you actually look pretty in that.” Duff said giving me a kiss on the forehead, and pushing me out the door.
“Is everyone going to be there.” I asked, indirectly wondering if Izzy was showing up, since he didn’t really enjoy parties as much as I thought.
“Yes Maddy. Izzy will be there too.” he grinned, raising his eyebrows at me.
I rolled my eyes laughing as we hopped into his car and headed to Slash’s new home in Laurel Canyon.
Izzy P.O.V
I sat smoking my cigarette endlessly, with a bottle of Jack as I put a hand through my hair wondering when the fuck this party was going to be over.
The only reason I came here was to congratulate Slash on his new house and the first thing I was met with was a bitchy Axl.
He was giving me strange remarks and looking at me weird even though he was fine a couple of days again.
I didn’t have any energy to entertain his behavior so I placed myself in a quiet area away from all the loud noise, girls and hard drugs.
Even the girls here were getting on my nerves.
They were so sleazy that it was a turn off but I guess that’s how Slash liked his women.
Everyone started cheering as I saw someone’s figure walk-in and bright blonde hair belonging to none other than Duff.
“Finally someone normal.” I huffed looking over where Steven was passed out with a bottle of tequila in his hand.
“Duff. Over here!” I shouted, ushering him over to me with my hand.
“Hey man. Sorry I took so long, Maddy was taking forever to get ready.” he complained rolling his eyes as he grabbed the Jack to take a big swig.
“She came?”
“Yeah. She’s right there.” he pointed, to a shy Maddy who was quietly standing by the counter where they were serving drinks, looking around to find someone familiar.
She looked so beautiful.
She had on this little pink, tight fitting dress, which was covered by my jacket and her pouty lips were covered in sparkly lipgloss, making me want to go over there and kiss her until it smeared all over her face.
“I can see you getting hard over my sister.” he repulsed, looking over to where I was staring at Maddy.
I laughed.
“Just go talk to her please. You guys are dying to make out with each other I can tell.” he remarked grabbing some shots from a passing tray and heading over to the herd of models that were perched on Slash’s lap.
“Hey Maddy.”
“Hi.” she spoke, her voice barely above a whisper.
“You look really pretty…I see you wore my jacket.” I smirked, placing my hand on her waist to pull her into me.
Her lips pursed and sparkling eyes glowed as she turned to face me, making me speechless as I stared at her beautiful face.
“You wanna go up to Slash’s room?” I asked, caressing her cheek with my hand.
"O-Okay," she said, allowing me to take her hand in mine as I led us both up the stairs, the noisy talk of everyone in the party becoming quieter and quieter until we found ourselves alone in Slash's room.
I removed my jacket from her, locking the door behind us and pressed her against it as I assaulted her neck with wet kisses, groping all parts of her body, enjoying how she reacted to each touch.
“M’sorry that I was mean to you even after you apologized.” She whispered to me, her eyes huge and brows raised, as she pouted her lips.
"I promise to never hurt you again." I whispered, kissing her all over her face and chubby cheeks as she giggled.
“You look so sexy in this dress but I would love to see how you look without it.”
“I want that too.” she coyly smirked.
I took her and laid her on the bed, sliding her dress straps down to display her breasts, alternating between sucking them sloppily and tenderly massaging them with my thumb flicking up and down her nipples.
“I love it when you kiss my breasts.” she whimpered running her hand through my hair, softly tugging at the ends.
I moved down her body, dragging the rest of her dress along and dumping it on the ground, grabbing one of her legs to perch on my shoulder as I spit on her pussy, pressing it in to make her wetter, inserting my finger in and instantly feeling her clench around it.
“Mmphh.” she moaned pushing herself forward to sink my finger in her pretty pink pussy to the hilt.
“Your so dirty y’know that. Letting your brother’s best friend touch you like this.” I grunted grinding into the bed, feeling turned on by her little whimpers and moans.
“I like being your dirty girl Izzy.” she moaned grabbing her breasts with her hands to push them together for me.
“Fuck.” I groaned taking off my shirt and pants throwing them somewhere across the room and getting completely naked along with her.
“I’m gonna fuck you so hard and you’re gonna sit there like a good girl and take it. M’kay?” I cooed, gripping the back of her hair and tilting her head back, asking her to open up so I could spit in her mouth.
She stared up at me through her lashes, extending her tongue out as I dropped a glob of spit directly onto her tongue, watching her swirl it in her mouth before swallowing it and sticking her tongue back out to show me.
"Holy Fuck. You're so fucking sexy, baby. Where did you learn that from?" I asked, slapping my dick on her pussy a few times, hearing the slick sound of her juices coating my dick.
“Some girls in school.” she whispered looking at me with those innocent eyes.
"No one else can see you like this. You’re all fucking mine." I spat, gripping her waist and forcing her down onto my hardened cock.
“Y-Yes yes. M’ all yours daddy.” she whined, as her body bounced each time I slammed her up and down my cock.
I groaned hearing her call me daddy and fucked her harder, as my grip on her waist tightened definitely bound to leave marks, hearing the sound of skin slapping each time I bottomed out into her.
“I-Iz-zy c-cum in me p-please.” She pleaded with me, making grabby hands, to kiss my lips as I felt her orgasm approaching.
“F-fuuckk. Oh fuck look at that fucking pussy milking my cock.” I grunted watching her pussy suck every last drop of my cum into her.
I stroked her stomach thinking about what it would be like to have a mini Izzy but quickly forgot after I came down from my orgasm and rolled over catching my breath as I lied next to her with her flushed out face and fluttery eyes.
“I love you so much Izzy. Please never hurt me.” she mumbled as she fell asleep.
I promise I won’t.
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Conflicted Pt:15🎀
Maddy P.O.V :
I didn’t bother Izzy any more than I already had that night.
Despite what occurred between Axl and Izzy they both did an exceptionally well job on stage and even shared the mic quite often to sing a number of songs together.
It seemed like when it came down to being a band,they were really close and it showed in their amazing performances.
It bothered me that I was driving a wedge between them both because I knew they had a long history, since they had known each other from Indiana.
Izzy told me all about Axl’s troubled childhood and how he felt bad for him, and would be there for him as much as he could despite Axl’s erratic behavior.
I felt as though I was messing around with their feelings too much and most importantly,wanted to make things right between Izzy and I.
But first I wanted to talk to Axl about everything that had transpired between us.
… … …
“You guys were awesome!” I squealed running up to my brother to congratulate him.
“Thanks sis. I appreciate it.” he said giving me a kiss on the cheek.
“Ew Duff. You’re all sweaty.” I scoffed wiping my cheek with the back of my hand.
“Where’s my kiss Duff?” Slash grinned moving his sunglasses down to peek at him.
“You’re definitely wasted.” Duff groaned heading back to the dressing rooms with Slash and Axl.
“How did you like the drums Maddy!” a rather hyper Steven asked, practically bouncing towards me with the adrenaline running though his system.
“It was great Stevie. I loved it all.” I nodded, to which he gave me his iconic grin before heading off in the same direction the others went.
I saw Izzy standing near the stage talking to some girls who were giggling and asking for his autograph.
So I made my way over there to introduce myself and let the girls back off or maybe make new friends.
“Hi everyone!” I grinned waving at the girls who didn’t seem to be any older than my age.
They looked at each other and then back towards me with an unpleasant look on their faces, practically sour.
“Who are you?” one of them spat chewing some mint gum furiously as she looked me up and down, judging my black dress.
They were wearing black ripped jeans with crop tops accessorized with chunky heels and paired with silver hoops and a bold red lip.
“I’m actually Duff’s little sister.” I replied with a warm smile in contrast to their nasty behavior.
“So you aren’t his girlfriend?” the same bratty girl asked now smirking at Izzy who was ogling her.
“N-No I mean y-yes I am.” I spewed feeling my cheeks get hot as soon as it came out of my mouth.
I didn’t dare turn around to face Izzy knowing well that he wouldn’t be feeling the same way.
“When were you gonna tell me you had a girlfriend Iz!” the girl whined like she had been waiting to spend the rest of the evening with him and her plans just got ruined.
“I never said I did.” he shrugged putting his hands up in the air before reaching down in his pocket to light up a cigarette, blowing the smoke towards my way deliberately.
I was caught off guard by the big cloud of smoke he released that I let out a few coughs causing the girls to laugh at me.
“Fucking virgin.” some girl snorted from behind the main girl.
Izzy laughed behind me like it was some funny joke.
“What’s so funny?” I asked abruptly turning around to face him.
I could feel how hot my face was from just turning around and trying to defend myself from Izzy.
“She’s kind of right. You are a virgin in a lot of ways maybe not sexually.” he snorted causing the girl who was vowing for his attention to burst out laughing.
I felt the sting of hot tears about to spill down my face and felt my breath increasing, trying my hardest not to let him see me cry.
“Aw are you gonna cry Maddy. Who fucking gives a shit.” he spat rolling his eyes at me and gesturing towards the girl to come to him.
She giggled and trotted over to where he was and right when I was just about to walk away, Izzy caught my wrist in a tight grip.
He looked me right in the eyes while giving the girl in front of him a big sloppy open mouthed tongue kiss.
“Izzy!” I screamed pushing the girl away from him to slap him across the face but he caught my hand and looked at me very aggressively with this fire in his eyes.
“Don’t fucking come near me.” he shouted making me flinch before he grabbed the girl’s hand again and disappeared down the hallway with her.
I ran off to the first room I could find in the empty backstage area and locked myself in there, bawling my eyes out as I sunk to the floor burying my face in my knees.
I understand that he was mad at Axl and I but I didn’t even let Axl kiss me.
I quickly adopted a raging headache from my tearful breakdown forcing myself to get up from the ground and wipe off my tears.
The dressing room was only a few doors down and I had to tell Duff I wanted to get out of here as soon as possible and without Izzy.
But when I went to open the door of which I thought would be the dressing room the girl from earlier opened it, in a now disheveled state, her hair was knotted and her mascara ran down her face as she wiped the corner of her mouth attempting to fix the smeared lipstick.
I looked over at Izzy who was pulling his pants up, attempting to find his belt in the mess of supplies that was in the janitor’s closet.
He saw me and didn’t say a word much to my dismay as I slammed the door shut not caring if I slammed it on the girl’s hand, wishing I had and broken her finger for being such a whore.
And felt the tears starting to pour dramatically again, this time without any control in the near future as my eyes got puffier by the minute, swollen by how much I had cried already.
I found the GNR manager leaving a room to which I assumed was it and ran towards it not caring who saw me in such a state because it couldn’t be worse than what I had just witnessed.
“Duff I w-wanna g-go NOW.” I wailed, embarrassingly loud for everyone in the dressing room to go silent and stare at me in shock.
“Maddy stop your scaring me. What happened?!?” Duff exclaimed rushing over to me with his brows furrowed.
“Iz-zy…I can’t I wa-na go now please.” I hiccuped, a mess with my tear stained face and throbbing head causing me more pain.
“Okay okay let’s go.” my brother said grabbing my hand and leading me towards the exit with our belongings.
I couldn’t see anything through my blurred vision as I hoped into the vehicle that would wait for Gun N Roses after every show, well now it was mine for the night as Duff and I drove back to his place safe and soundly.
I hugged my brother as I drifted off to sleep in his arms wishing nothing more than this to be a bad dream and that when I woke up, everything was back to normal.
Izzy P.O.V
“Can you fuck me now?” the girl asked looking at me with seductive eyes, or I guess that’s what she thought.
I didn’t even remember the girls name.
“No. I have a girlfriend.” I told her before I found my belt and made my way towards the door to get the fuck away from her before she asked for anything else.
“B—But I thought-
I let the door slam in her face not giving a damn what else she had to say, fishing in my pocket for another cigarette.
Maddy had given me some major fucking anxiety a few minutes ago when she caught the girl giving me a blowjob.
The only thing that was gonna help me right now was some fucking nicotine,booze and heroin.
I needed to get fucked up tonight to forget about all of this and her, for good.
I wasn’t the ideal guy for her and she was too much of a good girl for me to the point where I questioned my own morality sometimes.
She was better off with someone like Axl.
I sighed and opened the door of the dressing room when all of a sudden Axl pushed me up against the wall roughly and held me to it.
“The fuck did you do Stradlin.” he barked holding me tighter to which I pushed him harshly causing him to stumble.
“What are you talking about.”
“She left here fucking hysterical because of something you did. She wouldn’t even tell us because she was too busy sobbing.” he said putting his hands on his hips as Slash and Steven both shot me disapproving looks.
“I didn’t do shit! You guys are the ones who would’ve fucked if it wasn’t for me going to check on Maddy when she was trying to find the restrooms!” I shouted frowning st Axl.
“Dude! She’s fucking in love with you. She literally pushed me off and told me she loves you.” he sighed sitting down with a smack to his forehead with his palm.
“Okay well how was I supposed to know Axl!” I grumbled looking at him as more than a band mate but as a good friend for the first time in awhile.
It seemed like he genuinely wanted to help me out here.
“Look I’m sorry for going after her. I know how much you care about Maddy. And so now that you have her I need you to go and fucking find her and fix things. Make it right.”
“You’re right Ax. I gotta find her.” I spewed rushing to grab my things and jogging outside to one of our loading vans.
I hope it wasn’t too late….I just wished she knew how much she really meant to me.
She was the best thing to ever happen to me in awhile and I didn’t want to give her up.
Not for fucking anything.
guys i found an interview of axl saying girl’s boyfriends would come up to him saying their gf went up to the hotel room w izzy & asking when is she coming bck & axl would say idk but not right now
like hello?? we been knew he was a man whore🤣🤣🤣🤣(i still want him)
Izzy Stradlin:
Series:
Conflicted 🎀
chapter 1 : https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/749591332196155392/hey-guys-im-starting-a-new-series-about-80s
chapter 2: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/749715581290315776/conflicted-part-2-izzy-pov-sohow-long
chapter 3: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/749898549731426305/conflicted-pt3-maddy-pov-when-i-woke-up-i
chapter 4: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/750045918555947008/conflicted-pt-4-maddy-pov-we-all-went-back
chapter 5: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/750133841665114112/conflicted-pt5-maddy-pov-i-woke-up-the-next
chapter 6: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/750174277300633600/conflicted-pt-6-an-i-couldnt-sleep-so-i
chapter 7: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/750230488794431488/conflicted-pt-7-maddy-pov-axl-joined-us-a
chapter 8: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/750399121413832704/conflicted-pt-8-i-have-2-chapters-for-yall
chapter 9: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/750414033322164224/conflicted-pt9-maddy-pov-fuck-you-izzy-i
chapter 10: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/750510529101086720/conflicted-pt-10-maddy-pov-i-didnt-recognize
chapter 11: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/750691727868903424/conflicted-pt-11-i-rewrote-this-bcuz-the-other
chapter 12: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/750853959527366656
chapter 13: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/751122209617149952
chapter 14: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/751266890766237696
chapter 15: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/751541175968808960
chapter 16: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/751597540686839808
chapter 17: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/751719183121874944
chapter 18: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/751783447211737088
chapter 19: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/751900459002970112/conflicted-chapter-19-maddy-pov-we-arrived-at
chapter 20: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/752025711243558912/conflicted-chapter-20-maddy-pov-i-stormed
chapter 21: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/752147143409745920
chapter 22: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/752230751683182593/conflicted-chapter-22-maddy-pov-my-mother-was
chapter 23: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/752384589718257664
chapter 24: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/752426252573491200
chapter 25: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/752960476997189632
chapter 26: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/753204706318450688
chapter 27: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/753554621409247232
chapter 28: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/753864240544268288
chapter 29: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/77246890303202918
chapter 30: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/773105392879370240/conflicted-ch-30-maddy-sat-at-the-edge-of-the
chapter 31: https://www.tumblr.com/angelllbby222/778446988907806720/conflicted-chapter-31-maddy-pov-i-love-you-so
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