“And if I stayed, would you have loved me? And I don’t mean the childish, puppy love – I mean, really, really loved me? Held me close when we were miles away? Wiped away my tears when I laughed too hard? Tied my hair when my hands were busy with breakfast? Smiled at me when I kissed you? But, I wonder… would you have told me you loved me? If you hadn’t have left, could we have loved each other? I mean really, really, loved each other?”
— Could we really have loved each other? // Things I wish I was brave enough to say #66
Characters: Sherlock Holmes X Trans!Son!Reader
Universe: Sherlock
Warnings: Fear of transphobia and coming out.
Request: A Sherlock x son!reader where the reader is trans guy and not out yet and binding for the first time and wearing baggier clothes than usual to hide it and Sherlock easily deduces it and asks the kid about it and the kid awkwardly comes out and just father/son fluff. Thanks!
When the package came, you were quick to claim it, snatching it from John’s hands and rushing to your room, locking the door behind you. You were quick to rip into the box, and go through the protective wrapping till you got your hands on it. You lifted it up, turning to the mirror and putting it in front of your body. A smile quickly found your face.
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pairing: kevin moon x (gender neutral!)reader
words: 884
genre: angst then fluffy smut
summary: you’re not very confident in your appearance and kevin tries to convince you otherwise
notes: i’m sorry for taking so long once again skjhf writing has been difficult lately,,, also i tried to make it as gender neutral as i could. if you guys have any suggestions lmk! enjoy ♥
requested by anonymous by admin soomin
You stare at yourself in the mirror, having just come out from a shower after a tiring day. You thought the shower would have you feeling better, perhaps a little less tired and overall a bit more cheerful and back to your usual self. However, your plan hadn’t worked as well as you had hoped and you found yourself looking at your naked reflection in the mirror, at every part of your body and you narrow your eyes.
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requested:
Hello! I really like your writing and your 5 types of kisses scenarios are incredibly cute. So I wanted to ask maybe you can write one also for Beomgyu? I’m really soft for this boy but I can’t find a lot of things written about him. If you of course have time, bc I saw that you’re really busy with collage 💜
5 types of kisses with beomgyu?? i feel like people would request the same for the rest too 😂
hey!! so I’m absolutely in love with your kiss drabble things for Soobin and Yeonjun and i was wondering if you could do the same for Beomgyu? LOVE your blog so much!!! ❤️❤️❤️
Hi I love your writing! It’s very well written! I reread a bunch lol can I request a scenario with beomgyu and a sick s/o?
notes:
same as yeonjun and soobin!!! 5 types of kisses… i had to get creative with body parts though (not in like… a weird way)… and i feel like these are kind of short but i naturally got to the point faster in these that i have before, and i try to keep my writing more or less natural, you know? his first kiss scene is my favorite i’ve written so far though
summary:
beomgyu and five times (and five ways) he kisses you
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[ 13:15 ] word count: 1,232
you rushed to your bathroom the moment your mom told you that your cousin’s wedding will be tomorrow. you haven’t bought a dress yet, just because wearing such thing wasn’t your ideal type. you preferred jeans and all kinds of shirts.
“why didn’t you tell me a bit earlier?” you whined as you packed your necessities.
“too busy.” she chirped, “i won’t be going with you so ask yeonjun instead.”
“oh, what?! that boy isn’t even interested with women’s fashion.” you implied, wearing your shoes.
“oh please, he wouldn’t reject his bestfriend right? and besides, i’m sure he can be a big help.” your mother replied with a smile. “also, don’t forget to buy heels, don’t spend too much.” she added, throwing her spare wallet for your allowance. you skillfully caught it and flipped your hair that covers your face.
you exited your house and fished your phone on your pocket, looking for yeonjun’s number and dialed it. “hey, do you have time?”
“i’m on a date.” he said. your brows furrowed as you glanced at your phone’s screen.
“seriously, is that date more important than me?” you questioned as you heard a chuckle from the other line.
“i didn’t say anything though, i’m just with soobin.” he said.
“well it is a date then?” you smirked.
“i can ditch him for you.” he replied. “what’s up? did kai pissed you off again?”
“no, fortunately that feisty little brother of mine is out there hanging out with beomgyu and taehyun.” you said. “come meet me at the mall near your dorm, i’m a damsel in distress.”
“sure, 20 minutes, i’ll be up.” he answered.
“thank goodness you’re so kind.” you said, faking your cry. yeonjun dropped the phone call and head towards his routine.
it’s already 15:39 in the afternoon and you badly need to get a fine dress and a pair of heels to match the wedding’s motif. you hated your mom for not telling you a week before it and now you’re in a hurry.
you were waiting for your handsome bestfriend outside the mall. it’s been more than 20 minutes and you’re getting impatient. you hated waiting, 20 minutes, is 20 minutes for you. no more, no less. but for yeonjun, you forcefully adjust your time. you love your bestfriend so much that you wanna burn him alive the moment you see him in a couple of minutes. and there he is, walking towards you with a big smile on his face.
“i’m sorry i’m late.” he said.
“apology accepted, let’s go!” you said, immediately pulling him inside the establishment, probably scanning every boutique you can find.
“what’s the dress for?” he asked.
“wedding.”
“whose wedding?”
“you know my cousin right? suho?” you asked as you look at the dresses being worn by the mannequins.
“yeah, that rich man.” he chuckled. “he finally settled down.”
“yeah but, can you please help me choose? i’m like taking forever with these.” you said pointing out the elegant dresses.
“is it fine to wear any color?” he asked.
“their theme is like between baby pink and sky blue.” you answered as yeonjun shrugged and went to ask the saleslady to help you about it.
he wanted something that matches your personality, simple yet elegant. she was doubting that he is your boyfriend that she finds it sweet for not complaining about your burdens. meanwhile, you were alone, looking for something that matches your interest. you found at least 5 dresses and went to yeonjun who picked something different.
“you wanted to try them all?” he asked.
“yeah, i like them.” you said. “did you find me something?”
“not yet.” he lied.
he gave the saleslady a nod to keep the dress he picked, away from your sight. it was a pink dress with floral design. it matches the motif that your cousin wants, thanks to yeonjun who knows what matches your personality. though it the same as you, simple but elegant and pretty.
you didn’t know how he feels for you during the past few years of being friends. you weren’t numb, it’s just that he really keeps his secrets very well. only soobin knows about it. he couldn’t help falling in love with you every single day. he has no reason why, all he know is, he loves you, more than anything.
“i’m trying them all.” you said, walking towards the fitting room. yeonjun sat down on the couch in front of your door as the saleslady stood beside him.
“it doesn’t suit you.” he said the moment you stepped out of the fitting room with the first dress.
“too short.” he said for the second one.
“not my type. next!” he said for the third one.
“you really have no taste in picking dresses.” he said for the fourth one. you groaned in frustration as you went to wear the fifth dress.
“hey! i’m hoping that this would turn out really nice or i’ll kill you!” you said inside the fitting room, and when you went out, yeonjun sighed.
“what are you going to do without me y/n?” he said. “you don’t look good with it.”
“then what should i – ” he snapped his fingers as the saleslady went to offer the dress with a pair of heels that he picked for you. your eyes widened as you saw the simplicity and elegance of the dress, the heels matched too.
“i asked her to match the dress with a pair of heels, so hurry up and wear them.” he said.
you gently snatched the dress from the saleslady and wore it as careful as you could. you bend down to wear the heels and locked the straps. you stood properly and slowly opening the door. in a split of a second, you became visible in his eyes. you saw his cheeks flushed as he turned away. he was speechless regarding to how effortlessly beautiful you look.
“it really suits you ma'am.” she said. “what do you think, sir?”
“very.. very beautiful.” he said. your heart started to beat faster and unknowingly, your cheeks flushed as well.
“i’m t-taking it, then. thank you.” after the process, you went back to your normal clothes and exited the boutique, deciding to go home. “aren’t you going to say anything?” you asked yeonjun who’s being quiet the whole time after he saw you with that dress. he’s walking you home right now and all is did is just staring at you. “what?”
“do you know why i picked that dress for you?” he asked.
“no, why?”
“because it’s like you.” he answered.
“what do you mean, like me?” you asked being confused.
“you’re blind, really.” he chuckled. “i picked that because it’s like you. simple yet elegant. you’re beautiful and it matches you.”
then there goes your heartbeat again, and your cheeks again. “well then, thank you?”
he stopped walking and grabbed your wrist, “it’s been years since we’ve been together as friends though, can we perhaps…” he paused, leaning closer to you, giving you a kiss on the lips. “take it to another level? i’m in love with you y/n.”
you went to kiss him again and smiled. he was caught off guard and didn’t expect that. he thought that you wouldn’t feel the same but, “i’ve been waiting for you to say that. i love you too, yeonjun.”
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[ however, the gif that was used wasn’t mine so credits to the right owner.
but the imagine was made by me :’> thanks for reading. ]
[9:09 AM] you’re walking down the halls towards your next class when you’re suddenly yanked into an empty classroom. bad boy!san is there, and you shoot him a glare, clutching your chest,
“one of these days my survival instincts are going to kick in and i’m going to end up punching you in the face”
he simply grins, settling his hands on your hips and backing you up until your back is against the wall. despite knowing that anybody could poke their head in and see you two, you let him press his mouth to yours, your arms coming up to wrap around his neck. something foreign hits your tongue as you kiss, and you pull away with slight alarm
he sticks his tongue out so you can see the new tongue piercing he got, your surprise turning to eagerness as you go in for another kiss
Hyunsuk tries to set you up on dates and can’t help but want to be the one taking you out on them.
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Requested by: Anonymous ; Hi sweetie! I was wondering if you could write an imagine, where El and Max were talking with reader about their first kisses and reader admits that she never been kissed, and girls accidentally split it up when Steve was around, and he wants to do something about it? ❤
Pairing: Steve Harrington x Reader
Word Count: 2.3k
A/N: it is honestly so dumb that I am writing about Valentine’s Day a month early but this idea popped into my head and it filled my next request perfectly.
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Valentine’s Day weekend. How you hated this holiday. Normally you would lock yourself away in your bedroom to avoid all of the lovesick couples and wallow in a typical teenage fashion, but the year 1985 was different. This was the year that you had to get a job and that job just so happened to be at the Hawk. The Hawk, the local cinema where everyone, mostly teenagers, flocked to so they could make out and sometimes other stuff. You shivered at the thought and nearly gagged.
You weren’t bitter at all, though. It wasn’t as if you hated the holiday because you had because you never had anyone to celebrate it with.
Okay. That’s a lie. That is exactly why you hated this stupid holiday.
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Plot: You and Steve are arguing about a mission and then you make out furiously (duh)
“y/n it doesn’t matter I can believe you went on that mission without my permission!” yells Steve
“Oh cry me a river Rogers, I was doing fine on my own”. you say glaring at him with anger in your eyes.” Y/n I remember telling you to not go and that Natasha will take care of it.” he says his voice laced with anger. Oh yea put Nat on the job instead of me, I’m just as capable!” you yell
‘’It’s not that y/n I need to keep you safe or else Nat will kill me.”he says.” God Steve you’re so full of it just because you are Captain America doesn’t mean you can treat me like a stupid little girl.’’ you say.” Oh don’t be so naive Y/N.” Steve says.” Wow Steve stop being such an asshole.” you yell.” Language!” yells Steve.” If you were so worried why didn’t you tell me not to go in the first place?” you ask.” .
“It’s complicated y/n.” said Steve.” You wouldn’t understand.”Oh i wouldn’t understand, I’m perfectly smart and I know what I’m doing.” you yell,” Oh yea y/n I will show you who’s stronger!” he yells.” Oh you’re going to fight me?” you say.” Go on do it.” your face is all red from yelling.
For a moment Steve does nothing. Then he walks very fast over to you, grabs you by your shoulders and smashes his lips against your own. You’re surprised but you kiss him back.It seems that all of the anger you guys had was poured into one passionate kiss. He wraps his arms around your waist and he carries you until you were against the wall. He licks your bottom lip begging for entrance, You let him and his tongue dominates your mouth, You continue to kiss him as he begins to kiss your neck leaving love bites all over. You moan and he grins and goes over them making them larger and far more noticeable.
“Bedroom now.” he growls as his kisses your lips. All you could do was nod you knew this was going to be a very interesting night.
Next Morning
You wake up groggily and stare at the clock. It was 10:00 am. What time did I get to bed?you wondered. I tried to get up but you felt a pair of strong arms pulling you back down.” Please stay.” grumbles Steve into his pillow. Then you remember last night was crazy. You were so sore and damn the Captain knew how to make you quiver and scream. He slowly wakes up.” Mornin doll.” he says smiling.” What’s this Steve, last night you practically hated me and then your in my bed.” you say.” Last night was a whirl but I wanted to say that I was sorry for what I said. “ he replies.” It’s okay Rogers.” you say.” How about some I’m sorry pancakes?” he asks.” Sounds good cap.” you say. He presses his lips to yours and gets up pulling his shirt over his tank top
I added on to the ending hope you like it(:
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