THE DEVIL WANTS TO FUCK ME IN THE BACK OF HIS CAR.

I had to make it normal, right? What my dad was doing to me, I had to make that normal. Even though I knew that it fucking wasn't.

Monsters: The Lyke and Erik Menendez Story S2E4 · Kill or Be Killed

I'm not queer. I'm disembodied.

QUEER (2024) dir. Luca Guadagnino

wake up babe, new nicholas pictures just dropped 😭

drew starkey in ‘Queer’ 💫

Crash (1996) dir. David Cronenberg

Keanu Reeves, River Phoenix, and Gus Van Sant on location during filming of “My Own Private Idaho” 1991.

RIVER PHOENIX as JAMES WRIGHT The Thing Called Love | 1993

"...the interaction between an anonymous individual and his car, the transits of his body across the polished cellulose panels and vinyl seating, his face silhouetted against the instrument dials.

"Caring for him, I wanted to stroke his scarred thighs and abdomen, offering him the automobile injuries carried by my own body in place of those imaginary wounds he wished upon the actress." -J.G. Ballard, Crash

JAMES SPADER as James Ballard CRASH (1996), dir. David Cronenberg

CRASH (1996) dir. David Cronenberg