In The World Full Of "Aapki Halwayi Ki Dukan Toh Mein Haraap Ke Rahunga"

oyeee ....tell me something you hate about me

Hate?? I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU!!!! why did you ask me this question?? 🙂

thank you for the tag - @hashi-thatta

last song - Nadiyon sa (Mitraz)

favorite color - red, white and blue

last movie - jaatiswar (the reincarnate)

last series - tungkulung e Eken Babu

sweet/savory/spicy - I like sweet things spice tolerance is very low

last thing I googled - give sums on final accounts and solve them (lol)

current obssession - Dunki and Dwitiyo Purush

last book - chokher bali by Rabindranath Thakur

looking forward - to be a better human being, to pass my exams nicely, to have a boyfriend (no issues it will never happen), to sleep and get rid of my exams quickly...

tagging people

@kabhi-kabhi-aditya @hum-aapke-koi-nahi @nainachoudhary @rajashreeghoshh @shyam-kariya @ok-jaanu

thx @ghiblilesb for that tag!!

last song: and one - dancing in the factory

favorite color: pastel lavender

last movie/tv show: I started watching journey to bethlehem last year but couldn't finish bc of my workload tsk tsk....

sweet/savory/spicy but at this moment im craving croissants тот

last thing I googled: kalpalata farm route... i hate genshin for this

current obsession: yuzuru hanyu

last book: reread phantom of the opera for my course paper 100/10 experience

looking forward to: finally relaxing after this semester whaddahell my 9 days break starts tomorrow yippee!!

tagging with no pressure obvi: @slavic-roots-western-mind @dinosaurguts @osondu-imafidon @desmoonl @khalixvitae and anyone else who wants to join in

'DO I REALLY DESERVE SOO MUCH LOVE?' Said my dumb heart.

Brain said, "yes, you deserve love only from good people who loves you for who you are"

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I LOVE BOOKSS!! THANK YOU SO MUCH... 💗💗💗💗

hii sending you the tumblr hug🫂🤍 pass it on to as many mutuals as you want to make someone's day better <3

Gifts for you from shantiniketan ✨🍁

Are dear this truly made my day😍🌻✨️

This pictures are damn cool. Especially that painting of lady is amazing. Would love to put that painting of krishna in my office

Sending you more hugs🫂💖✨️

And also this is from my side

If your life is to be made into a movie, which actor/actress will play your character?

Actresses will be

If bengali then - Swastika Mukherjee

If Hindi then - Sara Ali Khan

If English then - Emma Stone

Actors will be:-

Bengali - Anirban Bhattacharya

Hindi - Shah Rukh Khan

English - Tom Cruise

But- Who are you dear?? 😗 please come to my DM..

I get in the car with him. I’m meeting him in person for the first time and his smile warms my heart. “You said you’ll wear a pullover” he says. “Actually, the pullover got stained”. I look over to him and his eyes are on the road. He looks like a new beginning. Hope blooms shamelessly in my heart. We stop for noodles by the road. It is his favourite spot he mentions. I mentally thank him for sharing a favourite with me. We talk about poetry and he asks me why I like Sylvia Plath so much. I start telling him expecting disinterest to mar his face. But he looks at me like I am a language he wishes to be fluent in. No one has ever looked at me like that. The shopkeeper calls out suddenly, breaking the moment. He goes out to bring the noodles. He hands me my plate and says, “Be careful. it is hot.” and I look at him like he just said ‘I like you’. It is raining outside and we sit in the car in the comfortable silence, eating. The moment feels almost magical. The steam from the noodles clouds the air, blurring the world outside. I look over to him and our eyes meet. My cheeks heat up. “I love the rain”, I say hiding my smitten expression. “Oh me too. It is so romantic”, he agrees. The RJ of the radio agrees too and a romantic tune fills the car. The conversation flows like a river from books to movies to politics to spirituality. He laughs like a kid at my jokes and it takes all of my self control to not reach over and squish his cheeks. He is just so adorable. He feels like the other half of me. The other piece to my puzzle. I let myself hope of us together. But he talks of everything, never us. I plead in my head, “Tell me that you want to meet again. Tell me please, this is just the very first page.” He never does. He drops me at the bus stop. The sinking feeling slowly contaminating the high. “I’ll call you”, he says painting the blue of despair with the yellow of hope. But he never does. He never calls.

যেমন জড়িয়েছিলে ঘুম ঘুম বরফ মাসে

আমিও খুঁজি তোমায় আমার আশেপাশে,

আবার সন্ধ্যে বেলা ফিরে যাওয়া জাহাজ বাঁশি

বুকে পাথর রাখা আর মুখে রাখা হাসি,

যে যার নিজের দেশে,

আমরা স্রোত কুড়োতে যাই।

যেভাবে জলদি হাত মেখেছে ভাত,

নতুন আলুর খোসা আর এই ভালবাসা।

আমার দেয়াল-ঘড়ি কাঁটায় তুমি লেগে আছো

আমার দেয়ালঘড়ি কাঁটায় তুমি লেগে আছো।

While scrolling I suddenly saw that someone was actually claiming that "sanjay leela bhansali is not a good director".

Bhai ap ek kaam kijiye, aap mumbai jaiye jake SLB ji se baat kijiye. Aur unse kaam mangiye. Aabh aap puchenge ki kaunsa kaam. Aap unse "personal adviser" ka kaam mangiye. Aapka kaam ek ghanta bhi nahi rahega janab.

That dumbo even said that "people started glorifying jauhar" bhai apka dimag ghutno pe hai kya? Alauddin Khalji Rani Padmavati ko apaharan karne wala tha.. Since he already won the war, Rani Padmavati understood that there is no other way to survive knowing Khalji had a huge lust for girls. She didnot had the urge to get physical abuse and die in the hands of a brutal person. That is the reason why she performed "jauhar". And you are talking about glorification? lemme explain. People glorified jauhar because it was no doubt a challenging work but she was not scared. Her bravery was glorified.

Now Heeramandi, Tawaiffs are like modern day Posh Prostitutes. And Tawaiffs were prostitutes. They used to dance, sing and after that they gave sexual pleasures to those rich men. Bro they are also human being. They need love as well. Again here Tawaiffs were not glorified their emotions were glorified in the series. And the world would die if there is a crisis of Tawaiifs or Prostitutes in the world. And because of these tawaiffs India got to know about kathak and other dance forms. Gajagamini and these types of walks were actually done by Tawaiffs. They were highly cultural. Some people even took there daughters to teach them dance. They were the most cultural people out there. Kathak and Mujra songs are famous for them.

Bro going around telling that "they have no power" I mean what type of power are you talking about? They had servants because they worked on their own. They didn't had to depend on anyone. And as mallika jaan said that, "chaand kisike banrande mein nahi ata, chaand ko doorse hi dekhna padhta hai". And girls were not wanting their lifes they were wanting this type of posh treatments my dear. Girls want to be treated like queens but they don't want to be tawaiffs. (I have huge respect for tawaiffs) No one wants to be a tawaiff they were forced to do that. And once again GIRLS WANTED THEIR POSH AND RICH LIFESTYLE NOT THEIR LIFESTYLE.

The moral of the story of Heeramandi is, we need to respect everyone in this world even the Tawaiifs and Prostitutes because if they don't exist men will die. And yes I have no shame.

And one more, They were ROYAL thats why ROYALTY was showcased my dear.

And yes SLB did films which were not royal but they were Royal by heart like "Black" , "Guzarish" and many more. And he has budget my friend. Everytime, he makes a come back after 4 to 5years because he choose projects which will touch the heart of every individual and he showcases Indian Cultural in his creation. That why SANJAY LEELA BHANSALI IS SANJAY LEELA BHANSALI.

"YEE SAKAL BAN, SAKAL BAN," , "GHOOMAR GHOOMAR GHOOMAR GHOOMAR GHOOME RE", "PINGA RA PORI PINGA RA PORI PINGAAA"

ami tamake bhaalobhashi (please tell me I said it correctly cutie)

it is correct but that will be "tomake" 😭😭💗💗

I wanted you to be better.. I wanted you to be that better...

some people say

it's painful to

wait for someone.

some people say

it's painful to

forget someone.

But the real pain comes

when you don't know,

If you should wait for them

or try to forget about them.

I know I should forget and move on but what am I supposed to do when this heart is reluctant to let you go. When these memories hunt me down every single time I think of love.

They say people remembers the sad moments more than those happy moments.

But I remember all those moments that I dreamt about you. Lived all those happy moments, erased all those bad moments just to think about you. I know that I'm delusional. But this never happened to me before. Untill I met you. Even if it sounds cliche I just knew that you were the one for me. But I had to let you go. Cause I was never the one for you.

Once I heard, 'If even the waiting is joyful, then it's love'. I loved waiting for you. I loved thinking that you'd change and realise why I said those staffs. But I guess not everyone is like me who read through the lines.

Everyone said I deserved better. I guess I knew that too but I really wanted you to be that better and wanted myself to be a better version for you.

Everything is now a story when I wanted it to be a book where we both would have kids and a beautiful home to begin with...