I Need To Go Into The Forest And Scream For An Hour And A Half

there is no damage you can do to me that hasn’t already been done.

i guess. journal entry

me and my limited skill set are ready and waiting

person: why are you gradually ruining your life and throwing away your future while simultaneously pushing everyone you love and care about away and shutting yourself off from the outside world

me: i'm coping

It shouldn't be normal for every second you're not distracted to be in absolute agony.

Emotions shouldn't cause this kind of physical pain ALL THE FUCKING TIME.

An emotion: *pokes its head through the mountain of suppression I've buried it under*

Me, beating it with a stick: Back! Back!