my biggest dreams couldn’t match the life we’re going to build together.
peace seems so far away now. like it didn’t happen this lifetime but a thousand years ago.
we’re tied together eternally by a single day. happy birthday baby. happy birthday to me.
we were everything. everything.
i know that you love me. it’s palpable.
i taste you, on my tongue. i taste us, on my tongue. i taste tragedy, on my tongue.
i wrote all day trying to string together a sentence but i simply cannot. there are no words, feelings or colors to describe the pain you cause me.
i love my brothers. it doesn’t matter that we come from different parents. they would give up anything to be there for me.
as the dust settles, all i see is a mutilated version of who i used to be.
i stopped pretending you were mine today. or that you ever were.
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