That's Actually Pretty Interesting! I Never Knew That. I Barely Paid Attention To The Snake Milking LOL.

Jujutsu Kaisen (Gojo Satoru)

Grief was a strange thing. He had always thought that it came in like a wave. Whenever he had read about it or saw it through a screen it had seemed elegant in its destruction. He knew, of course, that it was debilitating. But he hadn’t expected it to be quite like this. The hollowness that accompanied it. As though his heart and soul had been torn from his being, body still calling out for them but finding nothing in their place. It allowed the pain to echo and rebound within him. Compounding on itself. 

And he still couldn’t quite comprehend the guilt that caused his mind to turn in on itself as well. The ‘why’ that would never be answered. Nice had taken his own life. Why? He would have been there for him. How much pain had he been in? To the point where he never reached out, never asked for help, hadn’t thought to lean on his shoulder? If he could even do that anymore.  They could have run away together. Left Nice and Wreck behind.

Left it all behind.

But now he is gone.

And someone else had taken his face. Had taken his voice. His eyes. All of it. Keeping him alive when all he had wanted to do was rest.

The fight, the one he had looked forward to, a moment to reunite with his other half, was meaningless. The anger that had burned within him managing to go out all too soon, the grief that had come drowning any last embers.

And when he fell he let himself.

It felt like freedom. Like he was chasing after Nice one last time.

Perhaps he was waiting for him, wherever he had ended up.

And wherever they were at the end of this, they’d be together. As they should have always been.

I could see him becoming a chef or a poet.

What do you think Sukuna would have wanted out of life if he wasn't forced to always be in survival mode?

He’s so unserious 😭

they're living a happy life your honour

bonus

at least it was the white haired one this time

I went down this rabbithole. It was seriously shitty.

Thankfully I've recently decided to delete it and stay as far as away as possible from it.

Fanfiction and AI chatbots

GUYS!

I, like many people had been sucked into the c.ai/chai pipelines.

Spending 4 hours of my day on my phone, already would be bad. What if I told you that those 4 hours weren't my entire screentime...but just my character.ai screentime?

It's addictive. Taking lonely people and giving them love, love by a fake bot. Taking your favorite characters, even favorite celebrities (which is a completely different problem) and making you feel like they want you, they love you.

Aside from the catastophic environmental issues that come with AI, this site lets real people be turned into bots. We think, "but theres fanfiction!"

Yeah, there's fanfiction, and people creating stories, using their time to actually write, to create, is a different scenario than talking to an AI chat bot that almost always becomes sexual, that even annoys you.

I'm not even sure that the relationship that you gain with these bots can be called parasocial, becuase you're not fantasising about one person, its a bot. Its a machine in a factory, being cooled down by 100s of liters of water. You see words of love, but its a wall of 1s and 0s. Its not real.

I'm not here to shame you if tyoure using it, I have to, for hours and hours. But I'm trying to urge you to get off your phone, play an instrument, read a book, watch a movie on a tv, write something, do school or work, learn a new skill, etc. The world has so much to offer.

Please, if you haven't used c.ai or chai or any of these sites, if you feel compelled to daydream, to feel from you fav celebs or chars, read fanfiction, create fanfiction, just lie in your bed and daydream. But please, don't go down the depression pipeline of c.ai

30 Day Linkin Park Challenge

↪ Day 11: A Linkin Park song that you never get tired of → Papercut I know I've got a face in me Points out all my mistakes to me You've got a face on the inside too Your paranoia's probably worse

miss J really said forced close proximity, (corporate) arranged marriage, love triangle (?), fake death, hit post and send

reblog if you wear glasses. too many mutuals don't know they have glasses wearers in their midsts