please :~)
Mingi & Plushies = UWU
Lets cry together over this cutie
Fyodor Dostoyevsky "The Brothers Karamazov"
“I think I could stand anything, any suffering, only to be able to say and to repeat to myself every moment, 'I exist.' In thousands of agonies -- I exist. I'm tormented on the rack -- but I exist! Though I sit alone in a pillar -- I exist! I see the sun, and if I don't see the sun, I know it's there. And there's a whole life in that, in knowing that the sun is there.”
This is my absolute most favourite quotes by one of my favourite authors. I've been reading the brothers Karamazov for a while now and it has gotten a special place in my heart. As much as I love Alyosha I cannot ignore Ivan's rational side. I believe the same with what he said on the suffering of children but have other views on other things talked in the novel. I want to finish it so badly but school is killing me 24/7 at the moment
Some Wallpapers I did🌺
Don't take credit & repost if you use (juseyeo)
Virginia Woolf, from a letter to Violet Dickinson written c. July 1907. featured in Selected Letters
This Vlive was a whole rollercoaster
05/05/2020
Am I the only one who thinks that this haircut and hair colour are superior on jeonghan .
Ps.Dokyeom is so precious ☺️🤗
I love the moon because it resembles you
Fushiguro Megumi x jujutsu student!reader
Synopsis: reader comforts Megumi after Shibuya arc and the culling game
Warnings: manga spoilers❗Angst to fluff 💫 I might have some grammatical mistakes because english isn't my first language
The moon looks unusual tonight. I sometimes wonder if it's on our side or a cursed spirit's work. What if the moon was formed by hatred and doesn't stand for anything we think about when looking at it? I miss the moon when it's away and want the stars to comb my hair and reassure me that the world's okay...even though deep down I acknowledge that it isn't.
Nothing will ever be the same after that halloween night in Shibuya. We've lost so much and even a part of ourselves. Sensei is sealed, Nanami is dead just like Naobito Zen'in. Itadori is on the run, Yuuta- san is searching for him and Inumaki-senpai is down bad...let's not mention Nobara now.
Oh Gumi I miss you so much. You're trying to survive and have so much on your shoulders. You're the leader of your clan which I know you despise. You've lost your one and only father figure and your friends are scattered around the universe. I am sitting next to you but cannot say a word. You look so peaceful but you're not who I knew before. The same hand is wrapped around my waist and the same head with spiky hair is resting on mine but you look at the world with different eyes and talk to us as if you let us down. I wouldn't change a thing about you. Tonight it's just you, me and the moon.
"Say it.", he murmurs while closing his eyes and takes a deep breath. What a fool am I to think that he doesn't know me better than I know myself? We sat on a staircase so close to one another that I could hear his heart beat and breath tickling my ears.
"I was just thinking how we got here. I know you don't enjoy hearing it but I worry about you a lot Gumi. You carry the biggest burden and try to save everyone. You're a good person Gumi, better then most but you need to stop limiting yourself by thinking that you're not. I love you a lot and I cannot stand seeing you look at the moon like that because you don't want to burden me with your talk."
I know that he wants the truth. That's why I didn't hesitate to tell him everything I thought of. Megumi is hiding and succeeds in letting others think that he's an emo guy with no perception of any feeling. But that's no who he is. He saved Itadori, he saved people at Shibuya and still he thinks that it's not enough.
"Tsumiki is still not safe. I will not rest until the game is set and done. I need to find Itadori and get her out -"
That's when I turned around and held his cheeks, caressing them with my fingertips.
"Not without me. You're not getting rid of me that easily Mr. Grumpy."
" I'll agree to that- ow, don't hit me"
The sound of giggles filled the air. Seeing him smile took everything in me not to kiss him.
He was my idiot, hot-headed loverboy.He was the one that assembled his shikigamis when we were lost. The one getting injured for me not to get hurt. He was the one who got shy after asking me out and needed the help of Nobara and Yuuji to prepare everything cause he didn't have a clue how love works out
" We will make it and then we'll leave this place. I promise you that. I don't want to think about the end or how it will end. I'm not the most optimistic person in the world. But whatever it is we'll get through it together. I will hold your hand and you'll hold mine, right?"
To hear such words from him was unusual. His blue eyes correlated with the moon and a beautiful shade appeared before me. I wanted to talk to him about the moon but it was late and I didn't want to ruin the moment. I hummed to him and hugged him tightly. He did the same and kissed the top of my head so softly that I almost didn't feel the tingle. I felt the moon wink at us. That's when I knew that I loved the moon so much because it resembled him. It couldn't have been bad. His eyes turn soft once again. They are not foreign but a friend singing I love you, I love you, I love you. (If you get this reference we're friends now)
" Wanna head inside. It's cold and Maki-senpai will be searching for us.", he said.
I nodded and squeezed his hand once again. I am here. You're not alone...because just like the moon has the stars, you have me by your side on all those countless dark nights of march.
I turn around and bid the moon a farewell. He turns around and the tips of his lips rise. The three of us were one.
You
me
and the moon alone
are the ones that are going to defy the world's evil.
Thanks for reading everyone! I'd be glad to get some feedback because writing is something I'm passionate with and would love to improve. Have a nice day💫
*Spoilers ahead!!!!*
Well it seems to me that I have finished reading the Manga and there's nothing left of me but tears. Every chapter was so painful to read through that I had to take a moment to regain my mental strength in order to continue.
Ochi Fukuchi is the sole reason for my desperation at the moment (excluding the test that I took today) Akutagawa's fate has me spinning around trying to turn back time. He was there for Atsushi when no one else was! He died for his"enemy"! And all that to please Dazai.
Now don't get me wrong I really like Dazai...but what he did to Akutagawa is unforgivable to me. It is almost the same thing with Ango. No one can forgive him for what he did to Oda but you cannot really hate him because he's still an ally and believed the ADA when no one else would because of his guilt.
I'm glad they developed Yosano's character. She deserves so much and gets the bare minimum. She suffered so much and continues to. At least she's with the ADA. I felt so emotional when I read the scene with her and Rampo where he invited her to the ADA. It was so sweet. Which brings me to my next point. Rampo is such a nice character even though he's childish most of the time. He care about the wellbeing of his surroundings and would do anything for his friends which includes risking his life.
Tachihara deserved a better ending. Expected him to be killed by the mafia which wasn't the case. Also I cannot blame the hunting dogs for going after the ADA because they really can not know whether they are guilty or not after the Page. They did what everyone would have done when dealing with terrorists.
Last bun not least I'm glad that everyone is from the ADA is alright. Dazai might be in prison but I believe that he'll soon be freed. It is very unfortunate that some members of the port mafia got infected. We're still far away from an end and I hope to finish this with as less victims as possible. I kind of predict that someone of the ADA could get infected??? But I don't know. I believe that they'll survive this purge.
I'm in love with 191012 Minho
Am I the only one who is obsessed with his cheek scar, the gray hair and the colour of his suit ????
By the way, I made this wallpaper yesterday because I just couldn't get enough of this
I swear.....I'm a soft stan.I really am.But sometimes ...oof....Damn you Lee Minho
Robbers-The 1975 ( Ran was drunk and wanted some Haribo gummy bears and so he broke into a convenient store threatening the cashier to give him two packs because he also wanted to share with Rindou. The cashier of course gave it to him but when the other Bonten members heard the story they started cackling in front of him and they use this song to tease him.)
Slow Dancing In The dark-Joji
Wires-The Neighbourhood
Sweet But A Psycho- Eva Max (Sanzu I'm looking at you)
Little Dark Age-MGMT (That's the song they use when smoking while waiting for each other in the conference room)
Romantic Lover-Eyedress (This song always makes Takeomi nostalgic because it makes him think of his first girlfriend before his downfall)
Friends-Chase Atlantic
My Ordinary Life-The living Tombstone ( It's Mikeys song but they all vibe to it)
Criminal-Britney Spiers (This is the song I would show my mum if I were Bonten's secretary and Kakucho's lover-)
Heathens-Twenty One Pilots (The Haitanis feel nostalgia when listening to this song*cue their jail time*)
All of Doja Cat's songs
Gangsta's Paradise-Coolio, L.V ( It reminds Takeomi of the first generation of Black Dragons, The rest of the guys think of the life they are living (except Mikey, Kakucho and Koko I think because they would have prefered a quite life I think...whereas Koko kind of enjoys the chaos but regrets other things...)
The Real Slim Shady-Eminem (Izana is the real slim shady and they are his fanclub sooo-)
Bills, Bills, Bills-Destiny's Child ( That's Koko's song . They actually put Money x 3 by ABBA first to tease him but changed it after he said that he'll cancel their credit cards if they played it one more time)
Harley's In Hawaii- Katy Perry
Inferno-Sub Urban, Bella Poarch ( The Bonten Trio screams this song out loud and Kakucho has to shut them up)
Not Allowed-TV Girl
Do I Wanna Know- Arctic Monkeys
Do I Wanna Know- Arctic Monkeys( Kakucho wanted to at least have one song by Arctic Monkeys in the playlist they let him put two because he won in rock paper scissors)
She's My Collar-Gorillaz, Kali Uchis
etc.
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