The Urge To Deactivate Everything And Go Missing

my favorite forms of love is being loved without feeling like i’m begging for it.

i am actually very normal about everything that has ever happened to me

i dont wanna cry anymore pls make it stop

can you all forget everything you know about me pls I really want to start again but be cooler this time.

do you guys also ruin every good thing in your life or is that just me

am i just too much?

am i not enough?

am i too hard?

am i too soft?

am i too normal?

am i too weird?

am i too loud?

am i too shy?

am i too cold?

an i too nice?

am i too depressed?

am i too happy?

am i too serious?

or am i too unserious?

Tell me what am I? What is the real me?

What is the me people will like?

What is the me people won’t leave?

i miss him. he doesnt understand how attached i am to him

If you've ever told a person who's had to be bedbound for a period of time that you wish you could "just stay in bed", DO IT.

Stay in bed. For days. But don't get up if someone needs you to, or you get bored, or you get antsy. Don't do anything other than rest. Just lie in your bed, whether you need to get stuff done around the house or socialize or anything else "productive". You'll have to cancel on people, you'll disappoint them, they won't understand.

And if you're thinking, "well, i CAN'T just be in bed. There's stuff that has to be done - I have plans", maybe ask yourself why you assumed a disabled person doesn't have plans or things to do or desires.

unfortunately it appears that i'm some kind of insane person