Therapy Is Expensive, Toxic Old Men Yaoi Is Free

I dreamt of Good Omens again. Aziraphale and Crowley were humans and they met after Crowley caused a mess in the bookshop. The plot was complicated but I woke up laughing because in the dream Crowley kept a diary of his day to overcome some of his issues, and this was one of the entries:

Happy Valentine’s Day … !😬

Doodles

yaoi glasses off: inho's time with gihun has made him rethink his life choices, has given him a kid of hope in humanity that he had lost so many years ago and now he doesn't feel good playing the part of the frontman. the old inho is coming back, he feels guilty and sad, but hopeful. gihun is quite literally his light, and he has made sure to burn it.

yaoi glasses on: inho's time with gihun has made him rethink his life choices, has given him a kid of hope in humanity that he had lost so many years ago and now he doesn't feel good playing the part of the frontman. the old inho is coming back, he feels guilty and sad, but hopeful. gihun is quite literally his light, and he has made sure to burn it.

Woagh... Halloween

they aren't talking

but their wings still make a heart 🩷

Gi-hun being the "I can fix him" type while In-ho is the "I can make him worse" type

the parallels are insane

warning!! modern ‘poetry’ is turning our daughters into beautiful bisexual men!!

Ways I notice Gi-hun has changed:

- rarely eats. we see him eating all the time before and during the games of season 1, but never saw him eating this season. he is noticeably skinnier

- his facial expressions and moods are only of sadness, distress, and anger. we only see him smile 3 times. no other emotion is seen on his face, unlike how he was before where he was very expressive. he still is, but the range of the emotions are so small.

-he doesn’t move around as much, like every ounce of energy is drained from him

-he has more of a smoking habit

-this man does absolutely no relaxing. you can tell how tense his body and mind is at all times

-he’s learned how to defend himself better

-he has no one, and i mean absolutely no one by his side in those three years between the games. he has jung bae for a little while, but he loses him too.

-there is no light in his eyes anymore

-he doesn’t talk as often as he used to, and when he does it’s pretty monotone compared to how he used to talk

Basically the games sucked every drop of light out of this man and we will never get the old gi hun back. I mourn this loss every day.