Might fuck around and create a fantasy world in my mind to distract myself from the pressures of reality.
some sketches
When I realised that changing myself for anyone wasn’t necessary and only made me waste my own energy I decided to stop that. After that it shows how they don’t need you anymore. And that’s what I changed in 2021. I want to do what I want. I don’t want the ‘what if someone judges me?’ mindset. I want to read books, get enthusiastic about history, watch movies all alone. Society doesn’t want me to watch movies alone? Good for society, I don’t care anymore. I want to live my life the best way only I can imagine. I want to be there for the people I truly love. That’s the whole thing this year and I’ll keep that up.
Fyodor Dostoevsky's manuscript draft of The Brothers Karamazov. via twitter
Only reason I haven’t gone insane is because I romanticise everything.
*finishes reading a full book in 3 hours* who am i
You're in love. There's no cure for that.
“Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the universe.”
Albert Einstein
caravaggio’s hands in various paintings 🌙
I just want to sit in front of the ocean for a little while and listen to my comfort playlist.
You say the sweetest things